Personal Message

❝Pain doesn't go away, you just make room for it...❞

 

Name: Lee Kiseop
Birthdate: Jan. 17. 91 (23)
Orientation:  Gay Aual
Status: Single; not looking
Height: 180 cm.
Blood Type: A

Personality: Kiseops, at first impression, would come off as a trouble maker and somebody who likes to cause mischief, which is only half true. He's loud, facetious, sarcastic and has a great sense of humor. He's known for being a big prankster and often finds enjoyment in trolling others, photography and food. Although it may not seem it, Kiseop is self-conscious, submissive and depressed. When he becomes close to another he grows protective over them. 
Likes: throwing things at people, giving nicknames, photography, food, jokes
Dislikes: rude people, butterflies and clowns, the color green, choices, liars


 

❝This is my story, What's yours?❞

 
Kiseops childhood started off normal, like any other kids. He lived with his father and mother in a nice house, went to school, had friends and lived comfortably the first 10 years of his life. He was very close to his mother so after she passed away when he was 11 due to a brain tumor he fell nearly mute and depressed for a while afterwords. 

His father would often stay out late drinking, unable to properly mourn the loss of his wife and would come home and take his drunken anger out on his son, mocking him for his silence and claiming him useless after his grades dropped. Eventually the verbal abuse turned into something more physical and Kiseops father would come back home raging with anger as he beat his son. Kiseop learned to keep his mouth shut when he'd go to school with bruises and cuts, saying that he had fallen or had got into a fight with some other kids (This earned him the title of 'Trouble Maker' for a while) and wouldn't utter a word of what was going on at hope. 

A few years later, when kiseop was 13, the abuse begin to lessen and it appeared as though his father was being nicer to him. He'd go out and buy Kiseop new clothes, take him out to eat and go see movies. For a while it felt like life was returning to normal, that things would be okay again, but he was wrong. One night his father insisted on going for a drive where he took Kiseop out towards the country sid. This is where the molestation began and lasted into his high school years.

His life as school was a whole different one from his life at home. He was popular, liked and had a reputation for being witty and funny. He often set up numerous pranks on the staff and other students, nothing harmful though. He would skip classes at times, hiding in the storage rooms to catch up on sleep or work out plans for different pranks. His grades were good, nothing too spectacular, but still good. He used the humor to mask how broken he was, to hide the dark secrets he didn't want anybody to find out. 

Along the way he had picked up the skill of photography, joining the yearbook committee at his school and partaking in journalism when he had the chance. His photography skills were exceptional and he had picked it up fast, even buying himself his very own profession grade camera at the age of 16. 

After leaving his mark at school by performing the ultimate senior year prank (he had taken all the furniture out of his principles office and placed it on the roof, filling the empty room with balloons) he moved out of his fathers house (cutting all connections with im) and began college at Seoul Institute of the Arts, majoring in photography. He had begun working as an amature culinary photographer as well.

His depression worsened after leaving behind his friends and moving to the city. 

He doesn't get out of his apartment that often, usually keeping himself cooped up to tend to work and school assignments, also because of his irrational fear that his father will find him again and start up with the previous horrible habits again. When he does leave, he'll often be at the local park or wonderng around Seouls lesser known bakery's. 

All kiseop wants is for this fear to go away, to be pulled out of this deep and dark pit of loneliness and depression. He wants excitement in his life. He wants to know that when he wakes up, he's living for a reason and it should stay that way.


❝OOC Information❞

 

Timezone: GMT/UTC-6h
POV Preferences: Prefers detailed 1st but will do anything from one-liners to multi-para 3rd.
Will Do's: plots containing themes such as- fantasy, fluff, angst, drama, character violence.
Won't Do's: . I asbsolutely at it, hence why I made Kiseop
Aual(lack ual desires) but I will consider making exceptions.
Other: Feel free to leave a message on my wall asking me to rp or drop off a starter! I'm always open to try new genres and themes and I turn nobody away! I often leave RPR logged in and running on my computer so there are times where It'll say I'm but Im not. Don't freak out if I don't respond! I have many other characters to respond to so my responses will be slow! ONLY POKE ME AFTER TWO DAYS OF NO RESPONSE!