My beginning wasn't all that great. I spent my life with mental issues that weren't even legit, seeing things that were medically induced. I've been on so many drugs that messed up my head so badly I have to stay on medications for the rest of my life. Recently things have gotten a lot better, I met someone and fell in love, was reunited with my long lost twin brother, and I'm away from the doctor who was ruining my life. I still have to live with the consequences of what he did to me, but I believe with each passing day that I'm getting a little better. And maybe someday I'll be back to normal.

 


Kyungsoo | Dongie  + Jia

Soo, you Dongie, and Jia are my whole world now. You give me a reason to want to be alive, you're the light behind every smile, and the music behind every laugh. You give me the motivation I need to keep getting better so that someday I can work to provide for our family too. I want to keep growing closer and falling deeper in love with you all. Especially you Kyungsoo, you gave me a chance when you had  every reason not to, and you've made me happier than anyone else in this world. And to my dearest Dongie, thank you so much for giving me he same chance, you let me in even though you and your Appa had been hurt so many times before, and I am so grateful. And my little Princess Jia, i admit I have the biggest soft spot for you. You are the highlight of my life and I couldn't have asked for anyone more beauitul or adorable to call my litte baby girl. Thank you for letting me be your Daddy, you've brought me more happiness than you can ever know.

+ DÉRIVE