Personal Message
fearless
only near death can you live behind the scene — that's where the real action is To say the least, Asano was privileged. His family had money, skills, success, they had all they wanted and all they did was follow the laws, the government Asano detested since he was ten. As a young child he was fold to follow every rule, to never break the, and some say he was the perfect, goody two shoes boy. He was a normal child growing up, not really realizing that everyone around him was corrupted, ignorant, out of their minds. But he did what he was told, deciding he wouldn't go against his family. He didn't lose his parents, they loved him but in the end he wanted to be with his grandparents more. He moved to the countryside, quiet, small populations. He was raised by his kind grandparents, but secretly they also taught him another way or life, besides the laws and the rules and the government. They treated him with love and affection, and until he was ten, he continued to be the oft hearted, mind, perfect child who had musical talent and a child prodigy mind. Asano was ten when he lost his best friend. No, his beet friend wasn't exactly his age, much older but close to Asano like a brother. And one day he just disappeared, but he never found out why, his grandparents kept it a secret, it was left behind, but lurked in the back of Asano's mind as he grew up. He till lived a comfortable life, going into school. He didn't have many friends, but those he had were close, like family, and Asano clung to them. But others.. he was like a ghost, he was never there and he didn't have the voice to speak up, so no one really noticed him. His grandparents passed, or in reality, were taken away when he was fifteen, and yet again he wasn't told why. But they were gone, and Asano felt alone. He tried his best to get through school normally. He found a love for music and dance, a secret hobby he had. And when he was in school, it was work and study, and that was it. But one day, just a normal day... they're going on a trip. They're riding the bus, and Asano is sitting alone in an empty seat, glancing out the window with music softly playing in his ears, piano keys, and he's calm. He falls asleep, wakes up and before he can comprehend what's happening, his eyes are a blur, but he can faintly see men in dark suits, gear and there's something polluting the air. He goes straight back to sleep. Those who have been around Asano know his much of a real sweetheart he is. Soft spoken, kind, diligent, graceful, sweet, admirable, inspirational, a child prodigy, innocent, laid back, calm, sensitive, etc. There's many words but none of which can really pinpoint this child. Living in the country he was showered with love and affection, thus his being now, showing his love and affection to those who are close to him. He's simple minded, he has a wild imagination, and he's terribly sweet that it makes your tooth ache. Everyone wonders... how can he seem so perfect? The truth is, he's not, but he won't ever let anyone know that. He's sensitive, he's careful and he loves to take care od others, going out of his way to make sure everyone is okay before he even thinks of himself. Some say he's too friendly, too affectionate, maybe he is but maybe it's his heart because long time ago he forgot to grow up. He loves music, he loves to dance but he also likes to see other's smile, to be praised and to let others know there's better things than what's been bad around them. He's smart, but also oblivious and kind natured so at times he's blank, unaware of the situation because his mind is slow... it takes time for his mind to process. Those who are friends are showed love and affection, showered in kisses and handholding, hugs and playful actions because that's what his grandparents did for him, and he believes everyone deserves a little bit of love and attention. In no way is he looking for a relationship, sorry to say, he's just a loving 'kid'. However, he's much too clueless to know his or anyone's feelings. Never mind that... he's never hurt anyone, nor does he want to, but with the experience of being kidnapped ( so it seems ), there are times when he knows he needs to fight back. But he's also weak, so he'll stay behind, the quiet one, ready to follow orders as his parents had taught him when he was a mere child. He's caught between following and leading, but nonetheless he'll do anything for the people he crews about. His actions are based on right or wrong, but sometimes.. sometimes he makes mistakes.
There are many types of monsters that scare me: Monsters who cause trouble without showing themselves, monsters who abduct children, monsters who devour dreams, monsters who blood... and then, monsters who tell nothing but lies. Lying monsters are a real nuisance: They are much more cunning than others. They pose as humans even though they have no understanding of the human heart; they eat even though they've never experienced hunger; they study even though they have no interest in academics; they seek friendship even though they do not know how to love. If I were to encounter such monsters, I would likely be eaten by them... because in truth, I am that monster.
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asano manabu
face claim Lay of exo
18
panual
weapon : axe
single / uninterested
country boy
2nd weapon : n/a
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