background - As a young child Do Kyungsoo never really had any spotlight in his life. His parents were merely focused on his younger brother, Junnu, that Kyungsoo put into his own words- was ignored. Not that he actually minded the fact that he had alone time to himself, he was able to focus on things rather to his liking than the pestering parents who shoved things down their child's throat when they wanted to, so they could be like the other children in their neighborhood... successful, was the rotten word. Kyungsoo loved to sing, and when he sang he was happy and in his own little world. They had a small house, a small debt but nonetheless Kyungsoo used that empty spare room and filled it with his voice whenever he could. He was smart, but was lacking something personality wise. People were afraid of him, really, for his big eyes and darkish features and the way he looked like a vampire under the sun as he cringed and moved more into the shadows. Like a hermit he crawled into a ball and hid at home where no one could see him, where he couldn't see people and that was his home. As years went by and Kyungsoo's vocal chords grew, his body really hadn't and so a visit to the doctors had informed him that he was sick and if he didn't get out more, his health would deteriorate before he knew it. His heart the doctor said, wasn't strong enough and that his lungs were the only thing keeping him strong. He wasn't exactly dying, no, not yet anyway. Kyungsoo was then forced to realize that before life had the chance to die on him that he'd have to live his dream before he took his toll. He never told his parents but he stopped going to school and started sneaking out to auditions, passing and failing and somehow falling in between. Mostly because he wasn't a dancer, and they needed someone with the ability to move their body but Kyungsoo could only move his mouth. He had to try harder and he did by not sleeping and testing himself until he passed out. Years later, at the age of twenty, Kyungsoo's dream came true and he lived in a condo by himself with two dogs and white walls with memories that were long gone. His brother in high school and he himself on the walls of many places where fans alike can see him, adore him, love him. He was a star and that was the only moment he felt loved. But his heart was getting worse. The nightmares continued and Kyungsoo awoke gasping for hair because now.. just now as his career took off, his lungs were collapsing. Of course, he had a few more years but the doctors gave him a rather shady look as they told him. One day when he decided to go to a store, and only a store to buy his necessity does his mind begin to drift off again, something his doctors suggested that didn't happen in public as he could hurt himself. He was busy looking up at the tall screen connected to a high building, one minute admiring himself and the next everything had gone black. Not a moment to spare Kyungsoo's body gave up almost immediately upon the impact of a speeding car. Kyungsoo was dead.

personality - Kyungsoo was not the charismatic singer on stage as he was at home, sitting in the dark and watching old white and black movies. People misunderstood him all of his life, underestimated him nonetheless, and there was nothing he could do to change that besides his dream. All of his lie he dreamed of being on stage. But damn was he lonely. In and out of relationships, hookups and breakups that never really lasted long or broke too fast.. Kyungsoo was a chance everyone tried to take but left in the end. Because he was selfish, they said, that he cared too much about music and the fame and Kyungsoo really did.. but you see, he never told them that he was dying. He tried to forget, tried to remind himself that he had a career and two dogs that he loved very much so and a home that never really felt like home. He was homeless, per say, and so very damn lonely. He was sad, too, but what made him happy was the melodic voice he was gifted at birth and the ability to put people to tears just by opening his mouth. He was special, indeed, but just a voice couldn't change all of Kyungsoo. He's introverted and just another star in the galaxy. He's closed off, mind you when you try to approach him, he's often obligated to shrugging you off and even if you do really matter you really don't to Kyungsoo. Sure, call him selfish and call him thick headed but the male has closed off his life to everyone and even himself. Aloof and straightforward he's not the type to lie but harshly state the truth for he speaks his mind instead of allowing humans to jumble his words and make it into something that scares humanity into changing their own words. He's smart, cunning, but he lacks.... something. Feeling, remorse, regret, love, etc. He's apathetic, meaning he doesn't exactly feel what others might when someone falls or when a girl has hearts in her eyes or the feeling when your loved one says 'i love you' because Kyungsoo doesn't believe in those words. He's a hard worker, he tends to overwork himself but he also keeps to himself, doesn't allow people go get close because he knows relationships and friendships aren't forever and the only thing Kyungsoo ever wanted was a forever. So he chooses to be his own forever.. alone, safe, he's better off that way, he thinks. But pay no heed, there's another side to him. Most don't know the true feelings Kyungsoo holds. Behind the cold exterior is something softer, waiting to come out from it's unknown hiding. A longing for love and friendship, something that holds him at night when he wakes up in a sweat, unsure where or who he is. He yearns for something more but he's too afraid to reach it, to grab what's in front of him. He's sort of blind to say the least, and he needs someone to open his eyes. There was a time when he opened himself up and during that time he only got hurt.. but he smiled, he joked, and he was pretty much a normal kid, albeit liked more than others for his innocent appearance, squishy cheeks and heart shaped smile. But one day he found darkness more comforting when the pain came and Kyungsoo knew then that this was what he wanted to be. He shut himself away knowing one day, maybe not ever, would he open back up.