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Hey it´s Hojung but most people call me H.J. Kidding it´s holly, what they call me. I´m shy and can be awkward at times -_-

Many people think since I´m a model I´m stupid or aneroxic, but I´m not. I´m small and got a brain.You might think I come across like a but I´m actually super nice person. GET TO KNOW ME BEFORE YOU JUDGE!!! I promise you it will be worth it xoxo

 || ► Missing - Teen Top

Hey guys the latest MV I did together with TEEN TOP, what do you think? I say support the guys ^_^ And here is a explenation what the MV is about~ "Actually, the meaning goes deeper than what it appears to be. The three of them are best friends. CAP and the girl are together. s for L.Joe, his feelings for her remain unclear. CAP is dying, I don't know from what illness, and he doesn't know how to tell the girl. That one scene where he and L.Joe are alone is basically him telling L.Joe about him dying, therefore explaining the stressed up faces. CAP doesn't want the girl to know and so, he tells L.Joe not to tell her and so L.Joe didn't. That one scene where CAP is drunk and another girl appears is basically him feeling lost and unsure of what to do. Then somehow the girl finds out and thinks he's cheating, explaining the scene where she pulls him up and starts hitting him. Instead of defending himself, he just pulls her close and doesn't let go because he'd rather have her thinking that he's cheating than to have her know that he's dying. That scene where CAP is at the door holding a bouquet of roses is him trying to get the girl to understand but the girl refuses to listen and so he decided to just let it be. When CAP nears his death day, CAP decides to go missing. Remember the scene where the members look like they're looking for something? Well, that's them looking for CAP. No one knows where he is. No one but L.Joe. Remember every scene in which L.Joe is constantly hitting the door? That's him asking CAP to open up but CAP refuses to do so and would rather die alone. That scene where CAP collapses is him dying and the scene where L.Joe is finally able to open the door is him finding CAP dead. L.Joe goes to see the girl, who still thinks that CAP cheated on her, only to find her under her bed. Did you see those scars on her? That's her trying to harm herself. She fell into depression amd she lost herself. That scene where L.Joe is on the floor with his arm outstretched is him trying to reach out to the girl only to fail. Then there's the scene in the toilet. He tries to stay strong but eventually, he couldn't keep it in anymore and broke down crying. The girl thinks it's because his friendship with CAP had broken and so they cried together. Then she kisses him with the thought "He cheated on me while you've been here for me all along." and L.Joe, well that messes him up more because he doesn't know whether to tell her the truth about CAP but since he promised CAP that he won't tel her, he didn't and just held her close. There, that's the meaning of the MV. Read more at Omona They Didnt: http://omonatheydidnt.livejournal.com/14165186.html#ixzz3Num3LnQt .

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