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ηαмε:​ Kim Jaejoong

vιsυαℓ αgε: 20

яεαℓ αgε: 462

sσcιαℓ яαηк: 1st rank

sρεcιεs: Vampire

ρσωεя: Pheromone Manipulation

σccυραтιση: --

тιмεzσηε: GMT - 5

 

Ever since he could remember, Jaejoong had a strange interest in watching humans. The way they lived, the way they acted, how they can trust people so easily. It all confused him more than anything. How could something so weak, so powerless be the way humans were. Jaejoong would be lying if he said he didn't enjoy interacting with humans, it was actually quite refreshing seeing how they react to things, How easily they could be tricked and used. It was all just so enlighting and interesting to watch as if he was a scientist studying a new species of life. Years of watching humans live and die, years of seeing humans kill each other for nothing, it all amazed him how they could be so oblivious to the fact that they weren't the only species of 'people' in the world. 

Of course Jaejoong has had his share of 'dying'  if you could even call them that. Being hung, being stabbed, being shot, you name it, it's probably happened to him in the four centuries he's lived. Of course it's not like he didn't ask for it, sleeping with other people's lovers, people assuming him of being a witch in salem, women trying to kill him for his money, men doing the same. Most of the time not even needing to use his gift to manipulate pheromones to get what he wanted. It all is just one big play to Jaejoong and he had the main role in it all. 

He learned that in the way of the humans that it was kill or be killed, use or be used. It was an ugly world that he watched. The death, The betrayal and the sadnes, it all was but a passtime to Jaejoong. That is until he fell in love with a Human for once in his life he felt something other then fasination. He felt love, it was strange to him but he felt love for someone other than himself and that was probably the worst mistake he ever made in all the years he lived and it was all his fault. The one person he loved, the one person he would have killed for, done anything for was taken for him. Why you may ask? Jaejoong just had to be curious with the emotions on humans, the mental being of humans, and it costed him the life of his one love.

Now he lives everyday alone, he sometimes feels as though he is going mad. Imagining his lover still there with him, laughing together, talking to each other, even just laying there watching his lover sleep was enough for Jaejoong to bring him happiness. To take care of someone who physically could be killed so easily, someone so fragile, it was the most enjoyable times in his life and because of his curiosity it was all taken away just as fast as it was given to him.