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Background;
naeun was born in a rich family, but sadly her childhood wasn't as good as it should be for someone that could have anything that she wanted. since she was young she witnessed how abuvise a person could be. when she was around 5 she walked into her father spanking her mother to the point that the woman simply laid there, unmoving, her father only stopped doing so when little naeun threw herself on top of her passed out mother, sobbing and begging at her dad to stop. the man seemed to have all the money he wanted to, but it only led him to end up drinking and drinking at the end of the night, after pretending all day along that he was a good man. naeun wasn't allowed to tell anyone what happened that night and when her mother finally woke up, two days after being treated in her room by no other than the man who had done that to her a surprise came. The woman started to sob, holding onto her stomach and begging to god that her baby would be fine. if naeun didn't understand what was happening before, now she could only be more confused, but her dad seemed to soften at her mother's words and things got better - at least naeun thought they did.
When her little sister was born things at home seemed to be blissful, naeun started to forget the only terrifying day she had since she was born, focusing onto learning new things and always helping her mother whenever she could, watching her sister to roll around in the crib or cry until she was fed. naeun grew up to become a sweet, nice and caring older sister, she was always around when haneun needed her, they became inseparable siblings, until naeun turned 10 and haneun turned 5. naeun ran back home in hopes to catch her mother baking the promised cake for a anticipated celebration of haneun's birthday, naeun wanted to help her mother and surprise haneun herself, but what naeun didn't expect to find as soon as she stepped inside their house was a beyond bloody scene.
the body of her mother was the first thing that met her, the woman was on the floor, laying flat on her stomach with part of her brain smashed to the cold ground. naeun simply froze on her spot, eyes widened and soon blurried by the tears that threatened to fall, naeun wanted to scream for help, go there and wake her mother up but she couldn't, all she could do was stand there, waiting to see if it all was just a bad nightmare and she would wake up soon, but the scream she heard coming from upstairs told her otherwise. it was haneun, she could clearly say that and the thought of her sister being in danger alone made her wake up from her horryfying daze. naeun ran upstairs, followig the sounds of her little sister screaming and as soon as she reached her parent's room she wished she had never gone back home. her own father, the man supposed to protec them, to give them safety, was there on the bed, pinning the poor 5 year old girl down while screaming horrible things at her face, things that naeun barely managed to register.
"You're a bastard, that how could she... and i gave you all my love...". Those words never left naeun's mind nor did the image of her father stabbing the crying little girl once, twice, thrice... even when naeun threw herself on top of him the man didn't stop. what came after wasn't more than a blur to her, sadly. she wished she could forget all the other images, she wished she could only remember her smiling mother instead of a dead one or she could only remember her little, beloved, sister laughing instead of desperately crying. after that naeun was sent to her grandparents and she never saw her dad again, other than in her nightmares or memories. as she grew up she would always remember how he didn't even spare her a glance when he was taken away, he seemed lost, completely gone, insane even. her grandparents did their best to make her forget everything, but she couldn't, even if around her 18's she started to pretend that she had.
present /personality;
nowadays naeun gives her best to live her life as if she has always been a normal girl, as if she has always had a normal life. she gives her best to try and hide from other people her true feelings, despite smiling most of the time, she often has obscure thoughts. the only thing that truly makes her feel free to be herself without being afraid are kids, she sees the purity in them that adult people don't have anymore, which makes her truly laugh, truly smile and truly play around, just as if she went back to the good days of her childhood. she treats each kid as if they were her little sister and that thing alone made her become a part-time babysitter. when she is around strangers she comes off as cold, yet polite and nice. she sometimes tries to push people away when she doesn't feel ready to have any sort of relationship/friendship, but when she finally opens up she can even become a bubbly girl. naeun studies fine arts and also works as a waitress in a cafe on weekends, mostly because she gets free coffee whenever she wants to and if there is one thing naeun loves to drink the most is coffee, more like cappuccino.
sometimes, on her bad days, she tends to smoke or simply go out and disappear for hours, in search for fun. even if she is often at clubs and bars naeun managed to keep her purity, she is still a . she doesn't believe in knight in shining armor, the true reason behind her keeping herself pure is the fact that she never felt attracted to guys and only now she started to notice how she started to have weird feelings towards girls. naeun has still to find out more about this new side of her and a good point of this is that naeun loves to find out new things even if that means she will have to deal with other people to do so.
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Single
Single
Strawberry
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Coffee
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Coffee
February
10th
10th
20
Son
Naeun
Naeun