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byun baekhyun
1 » only 3rd pov.
2 » i'm on/off, logged in both from phone and laptop almost all the time. my gmt is +1 (+2 in summer) but i go to bed in the am hours almost every single day, so this doesn't really matter.
3 » i reply slowly, so please bear with me. if i don't reply to you but reply to others, that does not mean that i'm ignoring you, it only means that i still didn't think of how to continue our roleplay. please, for the sake of this not happening, always put something into your reply that i can actually reply to, make our character's story go on, i don't wanna be the only one adding things into it.
4 » poke me only after a week! i won't get offended or angry or anything, but please, do it only after a week. i have a life outside of the internet and i have other things to do outside of roleplaying, so understand it.
5 » i like mature genres more than the fluffy ones. sure, fluff is nice and everything, because too much angst/drama isn't good either, but it gets hella boring after a while if you only mirror my replies and don't add anything into it which i could mirror.
2 » i'm on/off, logged in both from phone and laptop almost all the time. my gmt is +1 (+2 in summer) but i go to bed in the am hours almost every single day, so this doesn't really matter.
3 » i reply slowly, so please bear with me. if i don't reply to you but reply to others, that does not mean that i'm ignoring you, it only means that i still didn't think of how to continue our roleplay. please, for the sake of this not happening, always put something into your reply that i can actually reply to, make our character's story go on, i don't wanna be the only one adding things into it.
4 » poke me only after a week! i won't get offended or angry or anything, but please, do it only after a week. i have a life outside of the internet and i have other things to do outside of roleplaying, so understand it.
5 » i like mature genres more than the fluffy ones. sure, fluff is nice and everything, because too much angst/drama isn't good either, but it gets hella boring after a while if you only mirror my replies and don't add anything into it which i could mirror.
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"I may seem strong, I may be smiling But there are many times when I’m alone. I may seem like I don’t have any worries, But I have a lot to say."
Baekhyun was left as an orphan after his father left his mother. His mother, who was suffering of depression, drowned herself in alcohol and pills that never seemed to stop coming, until she eventually lost her own life from an overdose. Scars like that painted Bakehyun's skin growing up, jumping from home to home and back to foster home. Children are cruel growing up, and he wasn't free from bullying - graffiti marked the door of his foster room, calling him a failure, retarded and whatnot - clothes were always stolen or ruined and his only possessions were broken (perhaps a picture frame of his father and mother managed to stay by him at all times). Drugs became his consolation, skipping school his job, having one night relationships with women his hobby (but never ).
And that's when he found his one saving grace from the dark and empty world, where echoes of his cries were only heard – music. He never thought that while singing, he would feel so joyful, so happy and so great. Singing helped him relieve stress, to get away from his problems, and that’s why he tried joining an entertainment, which went surprisingly good. SM Entertainment accepted him as a trainee, and only after one year of training, he was put into a boyband – EXO. He kept his distance even with the other members, but he already felt somewhat better within them, up until he heard what their fans say about them.
“They must hate Baekhyun so much, he only trained a year!”
“I bet the others will leave the band because of Baekhyun, SM focuses on him so much and yet he didn’t even train that much.”
“Baekhyun doesn’t deserve to be put into the same band as Suho, Kai and Kris! Even Chanyeol trained more than him!”
Reading those kind of things broke him and his passion for singing. He became stressful every single time he held a microphone, he was anxious over going up to stage or even to just practice with s, he wanted to quit many times, he felt like the torture is not worth the fame and money, but still, he remained there, he remained strong and chose not to go back to his “usual life”. He wanted to show the world that Byun Baekhyun can do it. That the failure Byun Baekhyun will become more successful than any of them – he just needs to find a solution to his anxiety over singing.
Baekhyun was left as an orphan after his father left his mother. His mother, who was suffering of depression, drowned herself in alcohol and pills that never seemed to stop coming, until she eventually lost her own life from an overdose. Scars like that painted Bakehyun's skin growing up, jumping from home to home and back to foster home. Children are cruel growing up, and he wasn't free from bullying - graffiti marked the door of his foster room, calling him a failure, retarded and whatnot - clothes were always stolen or ruined and his only possessions were broken (perhaps a picture frame of his father and mother managed to stay by him at all times). Drugs became his consolation, skipping school his job, having one night relationships with women his hobby (but never ).
And that's when he found his one saving grace from the dark and empty world, where echoes of his cries were only heard – music. He never thought that while singing, he would feel so joyful, so happy and so great. Singing helped him relieve stress, to get away from his problems, and that’s why he tried joining an entertainment, which went surprisingly good. SM Entertainment accepted him as a trainee, and only after one year of training, he was put into a boyband – EXO. He kept his distance even with the other members, but he already felt somewhat better within them, up until he heard what their fans say about them.
“They must hate Baekhyun so much, he only trained a year!”
“I bet the others will leave the band because of Baekhyun, SM focuses on him so much and yet he didn’t even train that much.”
“Baekhyun doesn’t deserve to be put into the same band as Suho, Kai and Kris! Even Chanyeol trained more than him!”
Reading those kind of things broke him and his passion for singing. He became stressful every single time he held a microphone, he was anxious over going up to stage or even to just practice with s, he wanted to quit many times, he felt like the torture is not worth the fame and money, but still, he remained there, he remained strong and chose not to go back to his “usual life”. He wanted to show the world that Byun Baekhyun can do it. That the failure Byun Baekhyun will become more successful than any of them – he just needs to find a solution to his anxiety over singing.
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Hey Kiddo! Just invading your profile here. I just want to let you know that whatever problem you have I will always be here for you. Everyone is actually here for you so don't think you can't rely on us okay? We will always try and cheer you up no matter what. Just always remember, after a storm comes a rainbow. It's up to you whether you want to go play outside or stay inside and hide. I hope that make sense but even if it didn't just come talk to me haha.Let's go for a drink sometime.
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