Expression: 

Everyday I try to put on a smile.
I try to release a laugh, even after running a mile.
On the inside, it holds so much.
I don't know what to do, but actually wait for your touch.
Hearing your voice,
It makes me want to smile even though I don't want it to be a choice.
Inside, i want to cry.
Cry out tears of pain to express myself, instead I just use on simple lie.
Even to you, I just say: 'I'm alright'
You know, the inside of my chest just feels so tight.
My heart wants to say to much, my mind too.
It's impossible because there actually just on thing I want to pursue. 
I want to leave this world. 
Free myself with what I already hurled.
Because in the end, I don't mean much.
I'm made of nothing and such.
Expression isn't something that needs to be showed. 
It's more like silence is what needs to be heard.
No more voices.
Just plain silence is what there needs to be a choice of. 

-S.Hinazumi