Beautiful is the man who spits fire.
Flames slithering in the air,
Waving to and fro like the hips of a belly dancer.

Beautiful is he who stands contorted and distorted.
So immune to pain;
Twisted in such a way it seems impossible.
He holds so much balance;
Wields so much strength.
Yet with one misstep,
Misconception,
He loses his life, and is forced to start anew.
...Again.
And again.
And again.
And again.

They tell him endlessly he's beautiful, and shatter that image either gradually, or within the instant.
He feeds into it, and he can't help it
Because he knows it's "true".
He knows he's beautiful.
...Somewhere, he's beautiful.

There exists a place for him to be as lovely as people tell him;
It lies within the heart of love,
But he just has to find where that love is.
He just needs them to tell him where it is.

They never tell him where that is, exactly,
Never tell him why,
Never tell him how.
They never tell him.

...They never tell me

Alternate Name(s): Kim Min Jun
Current Age: Twenty-five
Occupation(s):
  - Casino Card Dealer and Bartender
  - Photographer and Blogger
ual orientation: Heteroual
relationship status: happily single
hobbies: cooking, writing poetry, taking things apart to possibly rebuild them, walking, watching/observing people, taking pictures, blogging
extra: He suffers from panic disorder and schizophrenia

「 A Flower Born of Sand 」 : ❝ As beautiful and graciously delicate as a flower once said to be, but one only ever sees the crumbling of its form and the slow sift of dark sand. ❞ — I like to watch them dance on the petals of anguish. Reminds me of home. Leaves me stricken with such familiarity. The feel of those petals stimulating nerves through burning and piercing sensations and somehow bliss...their color heating with even the slightest touch of the feet. How dainty they seemed—somehow strong, but dainty they seemed. And the cries, the sheer cries of agony they sing melt what's left of my feeble heart. Leave me siging and humming along with them in empathy, before the gritty tingle of their ashes clog my throat. Too many times have I felt that pain, and call me masochistic, but I yearn to capture it... Capture it. Store it for later use. Remind myself through them, I'm human. I can do these things too.
     :: 1+1 plot (00/02), 1 M + 1 F | rated M | angst, drama, possible /drug abuse(?).     OPEN

「 Hiking the Track 」 : ❝ What was supposed to be simplicity... ❞ — Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetur adipiscing elit. Quisque efficitur lobortis nisi, ac vehicula enim egestas in. In gravida luctus ante, ut consectetur nisl ultricies tristique. Quisque fermentum ipsum eu ligula volutpat, a aliquam enim interdum. Fusce vitae aliquet odio. Vestibulum nec vulputate libero. Aenean eu sagittis velit, et accumsan leo. Aenean congue pretium ornare. Mauris sit amet laoreet tortor. Nam varius posuere ligula ac feugiat. Cras nec dolor sed massa maximus dignissim nec sed nisi.
     :: Group plot (00/06) | rated M | suspense, thriller, possible fatal injuries.     OPEN

「 Fear 」 : ❝ Liar even in the face of 'danger'. ❞ — Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetur adipiscing elit. Quisque efficitur lobortis nisi, ac vehicula enim egestas in. In gravida luctus ante, ut consectetur nisl ultricies tristique. Quisque fermentum ipsum eu ligula volutpat, a aliquam enim interdum. Fusce vitae aliquet odio. Vestibulum nec vulputate libero. Aenean eu sagittis velit, et accumsan leo. Aenean congue pretium ornare. Mauris sit amet laoreet tortor. Nam varius posuere ligula ac feugiat. Cras nec dolor sed massa maximus dignissim nec sed nisi.
     :: 1+1 plot (00/01), 1 M/1 F | rated M | angst, drama, emotional , hallucinations, yeah.     OPEN

「 Hostages 」 : ❝ Is it possible to name one? ❞ — Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetur adipiscing elit. Quisque efficitur lobortis nisi, ac vehicula enim egestas in. In gravida luctus ante, ut consectetur nisl ultricies tristique. Quisque fermentum ipsum eu ligula volutpat, a aliquam enim interdum. Fusce vitae aliquet odio. Vestibulum nec vulputate libero. Aenean eu sagittis velit, et accumsan leo. Aenean congue pretium ornare. Mauris sit amet laoreet tortor. Nam varius posuere ligula ac feugiat. Cras nec dolor sed massa maximus dignissim nec sed nisi.
     :: Group plot (00/06) | rated M | comedy(?), suspense, possible fatal injuries, heist.     OPEN

「 Silence Is as Golden as the Keys to the City 」 : ❝ Not too sure I was cut out for something like this. ❞ — Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetur adipiscing elit. Quisque efficitur lobortis nisi, ac vehicula enim egestas in. In gravida luctus ante, ut consectetur nisl ultricies tristique. Quisque fermentum ipsum eu ligula volutpat, a aliquam enim interdum. Fusce vitae aliquet odio. Vestibulum nec vulputate libero. Aenean eu sagittis velit, et accumsan leo. Aenean congue pretium ornare. Mauris sit amet laoreet tortor. Nam varius posuere ligula ac feugiat. Cras nec dolor sed massa maximus dignissim nec sed nisi.
     :: 1+1 plot (00/01), 1 F | rated T | comedy(?), committed relationship, enventual pregnancy and parenthood, happy feelings, fluff.     OPEN

「 Commited Like Addiction 」 : ❝ Fearful, we may be, but dedicated we truly are. ❞ — Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetur adipiscing elit. Quisque efficitur lobortis nisi, ac vehicula enim egestas in. In gravida luctus ante, ut consectetur nisl ultricies tristique. Quisque fermentum ipsum eu ligula volutpat, a aliquam enim interdum. Fusce vitae aliquet odio. Vestibulum nec vulputate libero. Aenean eu sagittis velit, et accumsan leo. Aenean congue pretium ornare. Mauris sit amet laoreet tortor. Nam varius posuere ligula ac feugiat. Cras nec dolor sed massa maximus dignissim nec sed nisi.
     :: 1+1 plot (00/02), 1 M and/or 1 F | rated T | big and stupid decisions, friendship, risk taking, maybe some other stuff.     OPEN

「 Venture 」 : ❝ Can we even get lost if don't where we're going in the first place? ❞ — Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetur adipiscing elit. Quisque efficitur lobortis nisi, ac vehicula enim egestas in. In gravida luctus ante, ut consectetur nisl ultricies tristique. Quisque fermentum ipsum eu ligula volutpat, a aliquam enim interdum. Fusce vitae aliquet odio. Vestibulum nec vulputate libero. Aenean eu sagittis velit, et accumsan leo. Aenean congue pretium ornare. Mauris sit amet laoreet tortor. Nam varius posuere ligula ac feugiat. Cras nec dolor sed massa maximus dignissim nec sed nisi.
     :: Group plot (00/06) | rated T-M | road trip, this could honestly go anywhere.     OPEN

「 TITLE HERE 」 : ❝ Quote. ❞ — Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetur adipiscing elit. Quisque efficitur lobortis nisi, ac vehicula enim egestas in. In gravida luctus ante, ut consectetur nisl ultricies tristique. Quisque fermentum ipsum eu ligula volutpat, a aliquam enim interdum. Fusce vitae aliquet odio. Vestibulum nec vulputate libero. Aenean eu sagittis velit, et accumsan leo. Aenean congue pretium ornare. Mauris sit amet laoreet tortor. Nam varius posuere ligula ac feugiat. Cras nec dolor sed massa maximus dignissim nec sed nisi.
     :: 00/00, Rating, Genre, Writing Style     OPEN

· GMT-7; mainly on during weekends/vacations and the days surrounding them
· Can do a variety of plots; more often drawn to realistic, angsty, sci-fi ones; don't typically do
· script in 3rd person; multi-para/novella in 1st or 3rd person
· Perefer to plot, but don't have to.
· Not too great at mirroring  b/c i gradually type a lot.

* None of the I typed above is set in stone.