"Dissociative identity disorder is a severe form of dissociation,

a mental process which produces a lack of connection in a person's thoughts,

memories, feelings, actions, or sense of identity. "

 

Before becoming mentally ill, ballet dancer. 

21 years old / alter ego 23 years old

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Living with the second soul in your body is tiring, hard and slightly mind blowing.

It doesn't listen to you, makes fun of you or laughs at your miserable way of living, because "you created me; I am you" that's what /he/ repeats every single day before he takes control over my body.

 

i am Kim Jongin.

and this is my story.

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Born in the average family, he was raised for a young adult who was planning to become a doctor, surgeon and "live better than family", his mother used to repeat those words, every time he failed any exam.  

And he tried to be better. He tried to work harder.

harder.

harder.

until he passed out in the middle of the school hall over overworking.

(That's probably when /it/ started, even so Jongin didn't knew it just yet.)

 

 

He loved dancing however.

Moving gracefully, peacefully and being himself for three minutes and twenty three seconds was something boy craved for.

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To know what Jongin likes first of all it should be explained that there's not only him living in that fragile body of his. Let's say, he has a neighbor... Well maybe a few of them, but the only person he realises about is boy or rather man, named Kai. That's how he wants to be called...

So far Jongin knows that Kai adores clubs, having fun and meeting random people on the streets, having hookups or fights, waking up, Jongin is sometimes bruised or whats worse, having some guy laying beside him apperently after the night he and Kai spend together.

Jongin is different however.

Calm, sweet, loves cooking and sitting on the windowsill to read books, loosing himself in them for a few hours at times, because he simply is a person who's into dreaming about big things.

***
Originally he was the one who loved dancing, but he stopped as his other self started to appear.

Now Kai reveals himself randomly and it doesn't depend on dancing or Jongin himself anymore.

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Dissociative Identity Disorder, previously known as Multiple Personality Disorder, that's what they call it and what Jongin tries to bear with.

Two or more different personalities in one body, Kai and Jongin, second one is disgusted by the first one, Kai, who thinks Jongin is boring, Jongin who says that Kai is out of his mind... They both hate eachother that's for sure, wishing that one of them will eventually give up so the other can take a complite control over the body.