Personal Message
“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart, and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. FOr that I hate love.”.
— Neil Gaiman
THERE'S ALWAYS A TRUTH BEHIND JUST KIDDING,
A LITTLE EMOTION BEHIND I DON'T CARE,
A LITTLE PAIN BEHIND IT'S OKAY,
A LITTLE I NEED YOU BEHIND LEAVE ME ALONE,
AND A LOT OF WORDS BEHIND my SILENCE.....
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my vips
about me
I am a female monster.....
Gayoon is the owner of "Paradise Kiss" she has dedicated her whole life to this nightclub. Paradise Kiss is her first love; the only possession she's passionate towards. In many ways, Gayoon exudes the confident professionalism and business acumen that one expects from someone in a high-level position. Her record stands out on its own; she has achieved the success. But, as the conversations continues, one might learn more about this mysterious girl. Heo Gayoon did not start out at the top of the ladder. Instead, she worked hard and earned her way, climbing slowly to get to the position she holds today.
Gayoon was born into a rich family, where she had everything handed to her on golden platters. But her life changed when her family business went bankrupt. Not long after the harsh news spread, her relatives cut off all ties with her, her friends stop contacting her, and both of her parents committed suicide together, leaving Gayoon with nothing but debts..and loneliness.
At the age of fourteen, when the cold of the world had her back up against the wall, Gayoon learned that she herself is the only person she can really count on. Roaming down the dangerous streets, she fought to live life by her own hands. It's either you kill or get killed by another. The years she spend living here and there, made her the person she is today. Cold and ruthless; not giving a about anyone. Gayoon doesn't need any friends, no family; since they've already abandoned her 10 years ago.
+ To those who had turned their backs on her when she needed them the most, and kissing up to her success today, Gayoon will keep them by her side. Only to watch them suffer, and watch as they beg shamelessly to be apart of her life.
►Emotions? Love? Feelings? They're all Gayoon's hidden secrets, stay close and maybe she'll let you have a small peek of her heart. But always keep in mind, just because Gayoon acknowledges you, doesn't mean your her friend. Trail behind her all you want, she won't do anything, however, betray her and she will ruthlessly break you in return.
my one and only; love
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my special angels
plots
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Occ + Roleplay rules
01. I only rp in 3rd pov! No 1st pov. 02. I am a para writer, sometimes I do semi-para as well. 03. I love writing , drama, angst, and depends on my mood...I might consider fluff. 04. Plots! I love rping with plots, but pls don't even think about ex-boyfriend/ex-girlfriend plots. I HATE IT! It's been so overdone for the past few years! 05. Don't poke me more than three times. 06. I have a life, if I'm not replying you don't just assume I hate you or something like that, it just means I'm currently busy. 07. English is not my first language, so there will be times where I make mistakes, if you don't like it then don't roleplay with me. 08. I got one less problem without you. 09. I know I sound a bit picky, but that's how I am. If you rp with me I will promise you one hell of a ride, but if you piss me off I will definitely become your worst nightmare. S0 make smart choices. 10. With that being said you can now rp with me. ^-^