Bound To Wilt

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Huang Zitao's grandfather took care of Zitao when his parents hadn't, when Zitao's parents had turned their backs against the child they had given life to Zitao was handed off to the next person and the only person that truly cared about Zitao. Love and affection was masked by discipline and punishments, training that went until the early morning and days where he wouldn't eat because his attitude had gotten him into trouble too many times.

Zitao was a scared and needy child who clung too easily for other people because he missed what others had; parents to tell him they loved him and little sisters or big sisters who pestered him but made him happy at the end of the day, and thankful. Zitao didn't have those things so his life was indeed different compared to the lives of others. Zitao nonetheless grew up strong albeit not the kindest or most humble pack member his grandfather taught him how to be strong and to think based on his own actions and his surroundings. Needless to say he became the assassin that he is today however many hardships have created cracks inside the male who ironically cannot crack. By the time Zitao was eighteen his grandfather had passed and it was his job to continue training until he was the best like his grandfather had always wanted him to be.

As stated before Zitao never came into familiarization with affection or love for the twenty so years of his life instead was trained roughly, knocked over so many times he couldn't count and no matter what he was made into a rock being who relied on his strength to get him through life. Zitao didn't have friends and he certainly didn't have time for a love life either, simply because his grandfather was shaping him into someone his grandfather couldn't be at his fragile, elderly age. Zitao learned discipline and to control his emotions however over time it took a large toll on who Zitao is. He's not humble or kind towards people simply because he's self-conceited and with a childish nature he's narcissistic and often pessimistic as well. Zitao thinks about himself and no one else and relies on the fact that people are naturally scared of him and usually do what he says so he hasn't learned to be any less straight-forward.

Zitao is smart but immature at times including times when he wants something or when he feels vulnerable. He's witty and sharp tongued, often putting his nose in places he shouldn't and that also makes him a nosy person who knows how to whine and nag until someone listens. Zitao distances himself from everyone because things have come and gone in his life and the last thing Zitao wants is to get attached. As an assassin his job is to hunt and kill and while he's less on the trust worthy side he's cautious about the people around him. Zitao is also possessive and his temper is like a forest fire that never ends, only his grudges last longer than his actual temper. Impulsive and cat-like Zitao sleeps half of the time and barks the other, keeps to himself when no is watching and wanders off where he's not allowed. He's curious but not in the friendly way, picking fights at the wrong time and showing the side of him where he mocks others. Zitao still holds a sensitive side only shown to those willing to open their heart to him. Clingy and possessive Zitao appears when he truly cares about certain people and those people are those he wants to protect forever. You'd be lucky to be on that list.