@☠ hymen buster [ h ] /takes your hands in an even tighter grip, brushing my thumbs over the top of them before lifting each one to place a loving kiss gingerly onto them, still looking up with a smile
A part of me wants to tell our entire story to the family here, but god only knows how long we’d be hear if I even attempted to do so. . - I’m not supposed to curse in a dress like this. I-
/lifts a hand to laugh and pinch the bridge of my nose, trying to collect myself
So where do I even begin? Let me start out by saying that I’ve loved you for….going on ten months now? Even before we became this gross, saturated-with-grease, hella cheesy couple, I loved you as a friend. You meant the world to me, and I think having that original basis of a friendship-y love really fueled my never-ending love for you now. The truth is, Minseok. Is that I don’t know what I would do without you. You’ve become one of the only precious things in my life that have remained constant through my entire time here. I love you so much, it feels like I can never say that enough. My heart swells, and I push away the butterflies eager to get out because I tell myself to not be a pansy. That I’m still a boss with an even awesomer, more handsome, second half. One moment we’re that boring suburban couple, the next we’re daydreaming about what it’d be like if you were a superhero, and I a supervillain—arch enemies that would secretly after a really epic battle. Not one day of our life together has been boring, in the least. Even when we’re doing nothing—even when I’m snuggled up on your chest and we’re arguing about which generation of pokemon has the best starters- it’s still as exciting and fun as ever. Because I enjoy every moment I get to spend with you; because us being us is all I could ever ask for. It just feels so right to be with you, next to you, no matter where we are. We can be doing the dumbest and I’d still be just as gross and drape myself over you and demand kisses and hugs and find my way into your sweaters and even deeper into your heart. You make me feel all fuzzy and warm, the way you get nervous about some things makes me wanna just hug you into another dimension, and tell you everything is going to be alright. Because everything will be. With us, together- everything will be just fine. You’re needed so much, Minseok. Where else would I get my sweaters from? Who else will remind me how cute I am? Who else could possibly make me feel as loved, precious and important as you do? No one.These things are why I want to marry you. Yeah, it’s just a title for the most part. But - I wanna be your tiny wife, Minseok. I know you always say how much you want to take care of me, but all I ever want to do is return the favor. I want to be the coolest, most understanding, caring wife I can be. Because despite what you think, you deserve the best, so I promise that as your wife, I’m going to only do my best——for you. You’re so worth it, you mean so much to me. You DO so much for me. So, all I ever want to do is return the favor. You’re the love of my life, Minseok. I don’t even know what else to say. Everything that has ever happened to us has led up to this moment. We were meant to be, but not in terms of destiny—no no——this is much much more real. We’ve become grossly connected in all the right ways, and I can tell that it’s meant to be because each and every moment past my insecurities, it felt so right. And that’s how I knew that this was meant to happen. 
/clears my throat as if that would help the happy tears starting to brim in my eyes
So would you please do me the honors of letting me be your wife?

 

 

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