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Loser Boy.

 

Kim JONGIN

21 Y.O.

Homoual

Single

This life is a lie. — Kai's story is one of many misunderstandings and high expectactions. As a child he and his twin Jongin got along just fine. Everything was perfectly well until Kai started to excel just a little bit more in his classes. Immediately, his parents clung to the potential Kai had, pushing him to work harder and harder. Eventually, it became so much that Kai alienated himself from everyone, including Jongin. He kept secrets, such as the fact that he was bullied at school for liking to dance and sing. In high school, Kai decided to go against his parents wishes, grades dropping drastically as he immersed himself in music. Within record time he had himself signed with an entertainment company and left home without looking back. Even now he regrets a lot of things, but with his new attitude and perspective as a chart-topping idol he finds himself not thinking about that as much. From time to time the thought of his twin enters his head, but just as quickly as it comes he pushes it away. For Kai is a coward and the guilt is too hard to handle.

Corrupted by fame. — Kai is extremely rude, not to mention highly insensitive and sometimes even downright mean. His reputation as an idol behind the scenes is not a good one. The 21-year-old is known to complain a lot and has no trouble acting hostile towards those that annoy him. He walks with confidence and charisma that no one seems to be able to match. However, all of these characterisitics developed due to the fact that Kai actually has very low self-esteem and is insecure about every single detail of himself. He only allows himself to think about how much he hates himself when he's alone.   

OOC. — Hey! I'm teratophobia, but you can just call me Legend. I don't join crack RPs often because I don't enjoy them, but this idea was too good to pass up. That being said, I'm sorry if my character is too serious for you. ^^; OTL Other than that, we shouldn't have any other problems RPing. I will constantly use the [M] rated spam room for Kai's songs and don't make the best starters in 1stpov so please understand that. u w u Thanks for reading this!

RP TRACKER. —
❝ kim jongin // wall + room // roleplaying // replied
❝ lee taemin // wall // plotting // replied 
   meng jia ❞ // wall // roleplaying // replied
   kim minseok ❞ // wall // plotting // replied

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kai's playlist

in the dark - dev
g.u.y - lady gaga
touch my body - mariah carey
hot for me - a.k.a
flesh - simon curtis
mind in the gutter - chris crocker
- kyprios
 

kai's playlist - ❝sleeping around❞
touch my body - mariah carey // in the dark - dev // g.u.y - lady gaga //
flesh - simon curtis // mind in the gutter - chris crocker // hot for me - a.k.a
// worth it - fifth harmony // u betta - mister chase