Personal Message
The Name
The name ? Kristy ~ But most of you know me as Shin
Wanna know about me ? Kay ~
I'm a idiot .. a big one ~ realy , i have 21 years
why idiot ? get to know me and you'll see i'm right
as i said , my real name is Cristi/Kristy
my hindi name (half hindi person here) is Krrishna ~
Korean name ? Shin So Gun
Japanes name ? Kazuki Shin
Before what happened to me recently, i was very friendly
kind , carrying , funny ... well , at least that's what i tought i was
but it appears that the only thing i am ... is a jerk
i don't blame anyone from pushing me away , afteral , that's what i deserve
Who , me ?
I'm that tipe of person who dosen't actualy give up easy
i'm tough and cold most of times
maybe i look like i don't care but inside of me i realy do ~
maybe i look like i am cold as ice , but the truth is
i can be shy as well ... sometimes ... once a year ?
WELL THAT DOSEN'T HAPPEN TO OFTEN OK ?
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Looking for troubles !
What i do most of times ?
nothing ~ i have nothing to do
till last days i had a job , a had trainings to do
but i gave up at everything , don't ask why i just ... did
what am i doing now ? looking for troubles
Before confessing to the one i love
i was praying every night for her, asking God to bring her to me
to let me love her , make her happy , to take care of her
and how it ended ? now she's crying , she's upset bcause of me
as long as i am alive she will ever suffer , but for some reason
i can't die .. i don't know why God dosen't want to take me to Him
what dose He wants to show me ? I can't die ?
We'll see that ~_^ ... starting today my life changed
it's a constant battle with God showing him that he can't keep me alive
aparently ... He's winning -_- ... but i don't like to give up
i'll show Him that in the end .. i will be the one who will win
The bigger they are , the harder they fall
Think you can handle me ? do you think you can put me down ?
bring it on ~_^ ... i sufferet to much those days to be scared anything now
the pain i feel for loosing the one i love it's way more greater than anything you can give me
i never tought before acting .... and i still don't
if you want to be friend with me , we laugh together ~
if you came to piss me off ~ i'm already sorry for you my friend
you know how it says ...
The bigger they are , the harder they fall ~_^
Devil May Cry
Tough , cold , alone
it dosen't matter how it is
once he has his heart broken
even the devil may cry ~
This part is for the one i love
~ Lisa Hoji ~
We weren't together for long
but in those days you managed to make me the happiest guy on earth
thank you for making this idiot smile and feel loved
even if the things are not good between us anymore
i want you to know that i will always love you Lisa
no batter what will happen my feelings for you will never change
you knew everything about me , you knew i wasn't ... 'normal'
but yet , you accepted me as i am. I Love You
From that day forth , my life changed
and a voice echoed , power ... give me more ...
power
If i have to become a demon so be it
i will endure the exile
anything , to protect her