Personal Message
my muses.
kim bobae.
kim jennie.
park jiyeon.
jung jaewon.
ahn lina.
park sooyoung // joy.
kim minsung.
kim youngsun.
jackson wang.
this is from rare
photoshoot there is one more with a cat in my other account (aka other layout).
photoshoot there is one more with a cat in my other account (aka other layout).
so embarrassing... this is me from high school. currently i don't go to study more because i am bad student ha ha i do take part time jobs.
I recently went to japan actually this is me in hot springs, i didn't stay for long but i enjoyed it there.
ayano says it's yukata it was nice to wear it, i might do it some time again, it's easy to take off too if you know what i mean hehe.
the closest people noticed but i have troubles with myself, i am hard to deal short tempered and stubborn. i can also be impulsive and do great stupid things without thinking...
ayano-chan - my daddy.
my lips seem more puffy than usual *whispers* my daddy really loves kissing~
dear diary i tried out the new look on me i died my hair blonde not sure how it will look on me but i don't think that i can ever look ugly in any form.
here i am. Blonde and fabulous. 2018 the new year the new Me? A little afraid if Jinwoo will not recognize me or jaewon will not want to film me again or what if it's turn off for my daddy Ayano? But honestly i agree that it looks weird but i was craving for something Don't i look like badass.?
actually...This look makes my lips look more plump than it is or is it just me? Welp. I am again. Why you think i take pictures when ?
i am smiling, i am always smiling when i am with him.
the sad days are gone.
this is how i look at him when ayano enterst the room. he brightens not only the room but my bood too.
i have more pizza than friends...
bad boy style is how i go, i am no good boy so i hope both my friends and my lover to understand that and accept me ether way. so don't be ashamed i am more stylish in public.
oh my dear ayano, i am a bad and naughty boy so be careful i will flip your calm life. tame me if you can.
dear diary i think i never knew what real is until i met ayano. that man is now mine for a reason.
08.02.18 the date when this lovely old man became mine if found bring him to me.
dear diary, love isn't that pretty at all... the moment he became mine he wasn't mine at all...
it's hard for me to come again to talk about myself, i am thankful to jinwoo and woohyun for being there for me as well dawon and joohyuk, simon.
i felt like i should hide myself and never come out but those guys encouraged me to meet sun again.
no need to believe in those fairytails again, no one will love me in endless way, desire me the way i wish to be desired. oh, stupid heart, why you fell? why can't you get up? why do you love a broken man when you're shattered already? I'm so ashamed of falling in the trap...So painful
the last gift i received from him...When i began to believe maybe it's alright again but i was wrong... it was part of the mask he tried to prove himself okay meanwhile it was all just a lie once again. It hurts so bad i won't stop loving that man but i wish him of happiness i can't provide.
dear diary... one day ayano came to me and we talked it out, i stopped him from leaving and he hugged me close as i hugged him. i didn't let him go... and well this is a photo after our first night together. it felt like our souls danced together as our sweaty bodies made love.
took a picture before joining ayano in bed~, just so you know i sleep and if ayano doesn't i will soon grow a new habit on him e u e.
it's so sunny and just like that i hope woohyun's, jinwoo's, dawon's and jaewon's, taehyung's and my dear eunwoo's days get brighter..
i am so sick, so tired, so exhausted i know i shouldn't bother others since i disappear fast but... i just wish someone said ''hey, i miss you" :/ no one cares
/SCREAMS/ i was asked to be groom's man in woohyun's wedding and ring bearer at dawon's wedding i am so excited... with that... i should go back on seducing by lovely ayano-kun~.
ayano, my dear darling daddy, you make me miss you more than I should. i crave you and i crave to plant these lips all over your body as i claim you as mine. i love you and i awfully miss you.
my hair has gotten pretty long while waiting for that trip to japan, my dear diary. i hope ayano peeks and thinks. and i don't think if he likes but i want to steal his role somewhere...
caught... standing and thinking of my daddy. that sinful tongue had to come out right at the thought.
i was never a good boy, this look fits me the best. the bad boy look that you fell for, dear ayano-chan.
my ayano-chan and haru-chan (haruki) my two japanese lovers haha do i sound cheesy? i might scare them away. while my daddy is busy working i have to take care of haru, our pet. ayano picked him up from street and i am so happy.
these lips miss being kissed over and over again... i am patient but when you will be back so we can share our stories and body heat together? when can i feel your presence next to me in my cold and lonely bed, if not haru, jinwoo or woohyun i would be all alone. i hope you miss me as much as i miss you, ayano.
while waiting for you... while waiting for your love... the knot in my chest growing by days, the weight is so hard, it makes me fall on my knees... i miss you so much, so crazily much. my words probably hold no power to you anymore 'cuz each time I repeat how bad i miss you, but it's the truth, all i can do is wait for you.
look this is jinwoo my hyungs! don't we look like twins with that haircut /chuckles/ might be silly but this made me feel like bigger bond with him. calling of bonds not james bonds but jaewon is like james bond he is having wedding soon and i am so so excited! i was invited to be groomsman!
dear diary, the past month allowed me to realize who are the closest to me and to appreciate them all, starting jinwoo, jaewon & ayano ♥ as a thank you i post this y picture for their eyes to be blessed.
summer ending and we barely got time to spend together, i will write you a sad peom because i am disappearing and oh, love, i am already missing you.
back to black, I miss everyone but does anyone miss me? do they talk of me? do they mention my name? don't forget me.
i am here but why... are you gone, my brother? don't leave me alone.
dear diary that is it for some time, to see more.
again.
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dear diary that is it for some time, to see more.
again.
again.
dear diary that is it for some time, to see more.
again.
again.
dear diary that is it for some time, to see more.
again.
again.
dear diary that is it for some time, to see more.
again.
again.
dear diary that is it for some time, to see more.
again.
again.
dear diary that is it for some time, to see more.
again.
again.
dear diary that is it for some time, to see more.
again.
again.
dear diary that is it for some time, to see more.
again.
again.
dear diary that is it for some time, to see more.
again.
again.
dear diary that is it for some time, to see more.
again.
again.