@kibum kim Luhan let some shivers travel on his spine at the feeling of Kibum's fingers running on his back, it made him feel all more excited and expectant for something else to happen. He nodded at the other's question and looked into his eyes, giving him an encouraging smile. The tug on his hair made him really a sound, a sound that his partner wasn't used to hear all of that often from his pink lips. He slowly, making sure that Kibum was watching him and got tempted by the desire to release any type of frustration he had on Luhan. "Anywhere you want. Please, touch me..." First, it was an option he was giving to Kibum but now it was as if he was pleading, begging for him to give him some corporal contact between their bodies. He pressed himself closer to him, feeling brush with the other male's one. Luhan gasped and immediately circled his arms around Kibum's neck, keeping him there and making their lengths stay giving friction to both of them. He was in complete submission at the moment since his partner was special, he was more than a friend for Luhan already. He wanted him, in all the ways possible. To be with him, possibly until they are both discovered.
@luhan Kibum made a surprise noise at the back of his throat as his back bumped into the cold tile of the wall, his hands scrambling a bit on their place on Luhan's hips as he tried to make sure he had kept his balance. His mind momentarily pulled away from the situation at hand but was pulled right back in as he felt the teeth lightly nibbling at his bottom lip. He blinked his eyes open to look at Luhan as he spoke, feeling his stomach erupt with nervous butterflies as he tried to clear his hazed mind enough to figure out exactly WHERE he wanted to be touching first. His left hand was the first to move; trailing up Luhan's side to trace along the length of his spine all the way up to the base of his neck where he threaded his fingers into his hair and lightly tugged. "I can touch you...anywhere?" He asked quietly, wanting to make absolutely positive that his friend and partner wasn't feeling forced into doing something he didn't want.
@kibum kim Luhan moved his lips against Kibum's, the feeling was exciting, chaotic, like a party of gunshoots in his stomach and each one of them always aimed to his heart. If before was pounding hard, then now it'll probably go out of his chest. It was... A feeling he hadn't felt in like forever. His hands started to fall from Kibum's cheeks as he deepened the kiss too and let them settle on his chest. The firmness on his hold on Luhan's hips was what made him hum in satisfaction while he nibbled on the other's plump bottom lip. "Kibum..." He whispered but didn't want to pull away. Soon, the back of the male was against the wall and Luhan had him trapped in between it and his body. Their lips never separated, and he wasn't going to until they really needed air. He was getting more desperate, he needed more touching, more of the other's hands on his body. "Touch wherever you like. I won't push away." He managed to breathe out and continued their make out, that was getting more intense with each moment. The water continued to run but that didn't stop any of them, it was just the mood, they were just focused in each other.
@luhan Kibum let out a drawn out exhale, shivering at the feeling of skin on skin as he was held a bit closer. He hadn't been expecting something like this to happen no matter how his mind formulated possibilities of things like this happening in a mere daydream. At first he wasn't too sure how to react, especially as Luhan looked up at him; he was looking up at him with those big doe eyes and it made his stomach twist in an oddly pleasant way. He felt...anxious, and when he got anxious he tended to do one of two things. In this case he wasn't exactly able to do either, instead he was left speechless as he leaned his head into Luhan's touch. "You want to be like this? With me?" He asked, not expecting an answer to his questions as he took notice of the look on the other mans face. It was something he'd never seen before, especially not on Luhan, and it was enough to make him toss caution to the wind completely. The second he felt lips against his own, Kibum had his hands on slender hips and his head tilted to the side as he deepened the kiss. For something he'd been denying this long, kissing Luhan was immediately at the top of his list for things he regretted not doing sooner.
@kibum kim Luhan held Kibum, in any case the other was too surprised and acted in reflex and tried to push him away. He sighed once more, his breath hitting the male's skin and making it cold. He had his eyes closed u til he looked up and stared into his eyes, those feline like eyes that had been following his figure since they worked together. He had always found Kibum very handsome, despite of course, the obvious feminine features on his face like his lips, but that was exactly what made him manly in a way for Luhan. He hummed positively to the other and pressed his body more against his when the hand was on his lower back, so close to touch his bum. He bit his lip, desiring it'll be there where he could've placed it. "Yes, I'm fine. I just want to stay like this with you." Slowly and unconsciously, Luhan's hands started to move upwards to reach for Kibum's face and cup it in his palms. He gulped thickly and felt as if a big rock was just lifted from his shoulders. He hadn't noticed yet but his heart was thumping hard again, and this time, he was sure Kibum could feel it for the proximity they had. Again, he threw the fault to his own body for reacting this way but he wanted to do it as well, so he couldn't say it was all just because of an impulse. He moved more to find his lips brushing against his partner's and in that moment, it was as if it all stopped around them. Just their bodies, the sound of the shower and their voice could be seen and heard. "I'm sorry, but I cannot hide it anymore..." He whispers against his lips and then pressed them together in a kiss. It was just touch between lips at first, and then it took the rhythm and both of them were moving then along in sync. 'Woah...'
@luhan Kibum wobbled as he was gentle moved, being taken off guard. He blinked his eyes open to look at Luhan curiously- but was quick to drop his eyes to follow the stream of water leading down his body and oh God Kibum was starting to feel like maybe this wasn't his best idea ever. But then again it could also pass for his best; he nodded minutely at his own thought process, biting his lip as his fingers twitched with the urge to reach out and touch. He'd stolen enough glances over the past few weeks, during which he was slowly coming to realize his partner really was exceedingly attractive, to actually feel somewhat comfortable looking at him. It still held a hint of "this shouldn't be happening" but he kept his gaze steadily held at Luhan's torso as he absentmindedly rubbed the bar of soap over his arm. His thoughts were just wandering to a place he probably shouldn't let them ever wander too when he was nearly slipping and shooting a hand out to grab onto the shower's handle for balance. "Luhan- what?" He sputtered as the water showered down directly onto his face, the bar of soap left forgotten on the ground beside his foot- he vaguely reminded himself not to step to the left unless he wanted to break a few bones. "Um..." He bit his lip as he looked down at the mess of dripping wet hair just under his chin and cautiously raised a hand to rest it on Luhan's lower back. "You alright?" He wasn't sure if he should be happy about this or if he should be worried. Despite himself, he felt rather happy.
@kibum kim Luhan tried. He really did. But his eyes just kept on wanting to go and see what had Kibum dangling in between his legs. When he noticed he was too close to see it, he turned and quickly tried to see around the shower instead of seeing his body. Then, he decided to also wash himself so he gently pushed Kibum apart a bit so he could have water too. He let the droplets fall on his and sensitive body. It was that way because he got always the nickname of 'sensitive skin'. Well, in comparison to others' skin, excluding Kibum since he was white very white as well, he had too much of a delicate skin to be hurting it each time he went on a mission to get more money. But because money was so important he preferred to continue on risking it. The water rolled down his back and continued to the curves on his hips and the ones at his back, exactly where his was. His lips were parted and eyes closed as he let himself be released by the cold water on him. In that moment, he was alone im his mind and didn't really notice of Kibum was seeing him or not. But rarely enough, he would not be any angry if he saw his body. Not even one bit. He passed a hand through his hair to make it stay back and then sighed softly, turning to look at the other male. The next thing he did was sudden, far too sudden. Maybe 'sudden' itself, was an understatement along with random. He leaned and hugged Kibum tightly, his arms wrapped around his waist and his face pressed against his chest.
@luhan Kibum took a few moments to process the other's words, weighing them carefully before he stepped fully into the tub. It was odd, he thought, not only being so close to another person but to be ? He hadn't exactly had the opportunity to have this with someone since he got involved in this lifestyle; always on the run, always planning out the next big heist...he had no time for these kind of things despite the fact that he had a person who could have easily been someone to help him out with it. He'd seen Luhan as a partner, eventually a friend and now he was standing in a shower with him, trying his best to keep his eyes above his waist. He stood just inside the shower a bit awkwardly before stepping under the shower head to drench his hair, shaking it when he felt it stick to his forehead uncomfortably. He debated keeping the conversation going but instead closed his eyes and leaned his head back with a content sigh, enjoying the warm water and the sense of....well, not being alone. It was a nice feeling.
@kibum kim Luhan's amused chuckled was suppressed as he saw how Kibum got a bit red from his actions, he knew that he wasn't like this normally. But once again, Luhan was never himself like in the streets as when he was with Kibum. The male had something, something that he hadn't figured out yet, that he liked and that made him change his words and doings when he was with him. He didn't question why he wanted for them to bath together because, very deep in him, he was also hoping for this to happen. Though he will never admit it even to himself, less out loud. He nodded in his direction and adjusted in the tub so he could make space for the other. "Trying new things it's always good, Kibum. Plus, I don't see anything bad in this." Luhan smiled at his words because they were true. Kibum wasn't in any way like this since he got always the face on and a gun, if not two, in hand. But for Luhan, that was just as him or even worse, it was completely fine. "I know. I've known you for quite a while now and I know you wouldn't really do this. But, there is always a first time for everything." He concluded and still looked at Kibum.
@luhan Kibum's eyes widened at the boldness Luhan was showing, his cheeks burning with a hot blush as he coughed in a failed attempt to clear his throat without drawing too much attention to himself. He watched discreetly as the other man got into the shower, swallowing thickly before also stripping himself of what was left of his clothing. He was by no means a , had been comfortable showing his ness to other people, but this felt different in a huge way; it felt almost as if it had the potential to become intimate. The mere thought of that happening between himself and Luhan of all people had him hesitating to enter to shower, one hand on the wall and one foot already placed in the tub. "Are you sure this is okay..." He said more than asked, looking at Luhan with a slight lilt to the smile on his face. "This isn't something I do. You know me well enough by now, right?"
@kibum kim Luhan immediately took his hand back and made a worried face, he thought he had hurt him. "I'm sorry." He mouthed and then let go. He still saw his scars, those that were somehow very long lasting for what he could deduce since he himself had ones that were there when he was little and still were marked on his skin. He blinked curiously at Kibum's sudden stutter to him. He didn't stutter that often but when he did, Luhan will always smile softly at the cute action. This time was no exception. He smiled warmly at him, hearing his words and nodding his head. He looked down and ed his pants completely, even being bold enough like to take the zipper down as well. "I get you, it's okay." He whispered since he was close and started to take his own clothes off. His shirt, his pants and at the end, his underwear. He did feel a hit shy to show all of his body to Kibum but he will get used to it. Or that's how he thought. "Then, let's go in." He went in first, waiting for the other to come as well.
@luhan Kibum winced, turning away from the other mans hand with lips set in a line. "It's still tender. Don't poke at it." He mumbled as he took one last glance in the mirror before setting to removing his belt. He sighed tiredly as he tossed the strip of leather onto the bathroom floor, turning to Luhan with a small, almost bashful smile. "This...may be a little too much of me to be asking of you, and if it is I am sorry." He, for once, felt the urge to just let go for a little while. It was exhausting being someone he wasn't and with this man he was fighting off the urges a little too long. "Can you join me...? Not to, err, be erse of anything you know. Just...yeah..." He trailed off horribly awkward, looking down at the fly of his slacks as he fiddled with buttoning and ing them. This could end well or terrible, either way he was kind of discovering he liked being closer to Luhan than he'd let himself be over the past few years of knowing him. He was ready to at least TRY to express his emotions, even if it came across as stiff and uncomfortable.
@kibum kim Luhan gasped, looking at Kibum with widened eyes. He almost fell from the bed. "I almost fall, you idiot!" He sighed heavily and then moved along with him, sitting on the toilet, his arms were crossed over his chest. "You do know I can handle someone and you don't have to worry?" He spoke softly, and looked away for awhile. He had been wondering if this feeling of protection around Kibum was starting to make him too vulnerable because somehow, very deep in him, he wanted to be taken care of him but he could take care of himself. And he knew it. "Don't remember me that." He said lowly and then turned to see how he was now trying to see his scar. Scars... Luhan had probably in between 10 or more. The most were on his back and some on his stomach and chest. He got up and touch the knick carefully with his index finger. "Maybe. Just another to the collection." He bit his tongue and patted Kibum's back gently. "Come on, go to shower."
@luhan Kibum cocked an eyebrow, taking hold of one of Luhan's ankles to tug him down the bed. "I /did/ say I wasn't letting you stay alone didn't I?" He gave the other man a meaningful glance before tapping the ankle he let go of, nodding his head in the direction of the bathroom. "You don't have to shower but you do have to be somewhere I don't have to worry about you." It was odd, he mused as he headed to the bathroom, how easily expressing himself was suddenly becoming. It had only taken a few years, he snorted, lazily toeing off his socks before carefully taking off and folding his dress shirt to place onto the bathroom's counter. "I don't need a repeat of another shoot out where I wasn't able to get to you until I ing managed to crawl out to you." He grumbled, pausing in front of the mirror to observe the most recent addition to the ever growing collection of scars; be it from gunshot wounds, stupid childhood antics or the occasional car wreck...he never quite saw them as others often did. "You think that stupid little knick from last week will scar?" He asked absently, twisting awkwardly to try to look over his shoulder at his shoulder blade in the mirror.
@kibum kim Biting his lip, Luhan looked at Kibum's hands. He wanted him to place them anywhere he preferred, but the latter was to shy to do so for what he could see, and that made him smile softly. "You know I wouldn't leave anyway." He listened carefully next to what his partner said, his eyes widening a bit at that sentence in particular. 'Or lose you.' He his lips quickly before gulping. He didn't know what was he feeling at the moment, it was weird because he had never felt it before. He got off as Kibum wanted and started to bit his inner cheek, making his lips pucker while doing so. "Of course you don't. You know me since years ago. Go to shower because I won't wait much either." He rolled on the bed and stretched, a sigh leaving his mouth.
@luhan Kibum sputtered out a laugh at the sudden change of position, laying stiffly as his hands awkwardly hovered near Luhan's hips before he thought better of it and stuck them to his own sides. "N-no, I mean of course I don't expect you to leave the room. Hell no, you aren't allowed to go anywhere without me after finishing a job so soon." Clearing his throat, Kibum sat up on his elbows, feeling a blush rise all the way to the tips of his ears. "If you got hurt I'd have to go on a killing spree and then I'd have to be carted off to jail again and I'd much rather not go through that. Or lose you. Just...get up so I can get up and shower." He said tursly, schooling his face into an expression of what he hoped was hard instead of the odd- unwelcomed- feeling of sudden protectiveness. He placed a hand on Luhan's chest to gently push him back as he sat up further and rolled his shoulders, trying to relax the tired muscles. "And no, I uh, I don't doubt your manhood." He added slyly.
@kibum kim Luhan looked at Kibum as he talked about him. Yeah, Luhan could be pretty brutal sometimes, killing was not a big deal for him. Instead, the feeling of killing was very normal and already had become like a routine. He knew Kibum was the same so why worrying about it when they were the same? They both rob, kill, and trick people together. He scoffed and smiled amusingly at the other, letting him take the tie off. "What did you expect? To be always cute? Of course not. I'm a killer and thief, not that cute." He shook his head and poked Kibum's side again. "I'm not getting out!" He whined slightly and got on top of Kibum, straddling his hips. "Why do you need to be alone? We are both men. Or do you doubt?" He gave him a teasing smile and knew this way far too close for him but he wasn't going to get off that easily.
@luhan As he settled back down into the mattress, Kibum let out a low hum. "Well, I know you hate to hear it but your reactions are a liiiittle cuter than the usual." He shifted to get comfortable, tucking on of the pillows under his head so he could look down without having to lift his head- laziness at it's best. "And yes, you do usually end up reacting in ways I favor. But the times I genuinely cross a line, err, not so much." He cringed at the memories of times he'd said something out of line or gone too far with teasing; although Luhan came across as a bit meek and cute, he was more than just that. The guy was capable of far more than just making Kibum feel threatened and although he disliked it, it was simply part of the reality of having a partner. As an after thought he added, "I admit that you can be kind of...brutal, despite your cute reactions though." and reached down to take the hand fiddling with his tie so he could loosen it and tug it over his head. "And you should get your cute little up. I'm tired...I need to get changed or shower or SOMETHING." He released the other mans hand and instead ruffled his hair, letting out a long yawn.
@kibum kim Luhan tried to not laugh at how Kibum had coughed because of his own laughter. He patted his back comfortingly so he will be fine. He smiled at him and rolled his eyes playfully while playing with Kibum's tie. He did it and undid it sometimes and spoke when he was looking at it. "My reactions are normal. Surprised, angry, which is really rare, happy, when I want to..." He muttered the last one and then chuckled. He couldn't believe that his reactions changed when was with this man. He suddenly felt really... warm and his heart was thumping faster than usual, that made him frown slightly. "And I always end up reacting the way you like, strangely." He emphasized the word.
@luhan Kibum choked slightly as he inhaled, coughing out a laugh as he tried to rid his lung of the smoke from his cigarette. "Oh- yeah! Yup." He sniffled, eyes watering as he wiped at them with his free hand and scowled. How embarrassing, he thought, reaching over to snub out the cigarette in an ash tray on the bedside table. "You have great reactions, Lu. I enjoy them." He stated firmly, nodding as he finally got his coughing under control. "I like picking on you occasionally."
@kibum kim Once again, Luhan found himself being too close to Kibum. Even though, he knew that he didn't like it when people were too close and didn't give him his personal space, he had always been an exception he noted to himself. He smiled too, seeing how the other's cheek were now showing his dimples. He didn't know why, but he really liked to dimples. They were attractive for him and he wanted so badly to touch them. So, when he felt the arm on his back, he knew it was okay for him to touch Kibum as well. He dipped his finger in the dimple and grinned as it was almost like a valley in his chubby cheek. "My reactions are what makes you do that?" He took a last drag, careful to not let the smoke go Kibum's way this time, and handed the cigarette to him again.
@luhan Kibum's grin widened until the dimples on his cheeks were visible. He loved teasing his younger friend to an extent, but he was finding lately that his teasing was more so aimed at the laughter or smiles he would get in return instead of the cute little huffiness and swats at his arms like it used to. It was disconcerting, especially in situations like this, where it was just them in a hotel room. He hated to admit it to himself, but he really was starting to accept the fact that Luhan was just someone that found the easier route to his heart. With an amused, murmur of "Sorry, just like your reactions." he cautiously draped an arm over the other mans back to pull him in closer. His lips tugged upward into another smile and despite his mind telling him to back the off, he sighed out a content hum and tapped Luhan's shoulder for his cigarette. "Share, little one. Don't be so rude."
@kibum kim Luhan chuckled and nodded dismissively, making an attempt to convince Kibum he was right. "Of course. Just accept you're at least a little bit cute." He told him and then closed his eyes, relishing in the tranquility they both shared while they were alone. That was until he felt a finger poking his side and that made him laugh before starting to blow the smoke out of his face. "Kibum!" He exclaimed and turned to his side to get the cigarette back and give it drag before exhaling it on his way too but not exactly on his face. He then hid his face in the crook of Kibum's so he won't have to smell the smoke. "You really should stop doing that..." He mumbled against his skin, his lips brushing against it.
@luhan Kibum's chest puffed proudly, enjoying the slight boost to his masculinity- something he wasn't able to be doted upon while he was younger. He'd always been considered the 'runt of the litter' and although it had been something that bothered him more than he'd like to admit, it was something he could easily deny now; Luhan's comment served to feed his ego in a rather pleasant way and his smile was definitely proof of his smugness. His smile fell, however, as he felt the light touch against his skin. He took the offered cigarette with a slight nod of his head, glancing over at the other man as he also laid on the bed. "A pout doesn't make me cute, although...I can't say the same for you." He held back a sly grin as he poked his index finger into Luhan's side, exhaling a puff of smoke in his direction to get a rise out of him.
@kibum kim Luhan had to let out a laugh when he heard Kibum calling him a twit. Well, he shouldn't really had to say that, more to place in the table that he wasn't the one to talk. "Well, I shouldn't be talking. More when I'm not exactly the one that looks the manliest." He took another drag and then went back into the room, handing the cigarette to Kibum. He saw the pout he had and poked it, moving his finger against the other's lips. He took in how they were so pretty since they were heart shaped. He blinked once to get out of the trance and then smiled softly. "You tell me to not call you cute, yet you do things that make you look that way. Like pouting." He reasoned and then trailed his finger from his lips to his jaw and decided to lay down on the bed as well.
@luhan Kibum's lips curled into a small, dimpled smile as he watched Luhan. Any other person would have had their handed to them for taking his smokes but Luhan....Kibum definitely had a stupid little fondness for him. His smile faltered a bit at the thought, having him furrowing his eyebrows. In his line of work it was either a cure of a gift to have someone held so close to his heart, in this case he was hesitant to admit to it. He didn't know if it was a good thing, a bad thing, or something that should have never been in the first place. "Don't call me cute you twit." He drawled lazily, ruffling the mans hair as he walked back into the room to collapse onto the bed with a heavy sigh. "And don't finish that, I still want to enjoy it while I can." He added with a slight pout to his lips.
@kibum kim Luhan chuckled and got up from bed just to go and sit near the balcony, almost too close to Kibum. He looked outside before taking the other's cigarette and gave it a long drag. He let the smoke form a big cloud above him and then turned to Kibum once again. "Random comment." He said and smiled cheekily, knowing the other will not say anything about his 'random comment'. It was always like that, Kibum will never say anything back and just shrug it off with a laugh. "However, you're cute idiot though." He said and couldn't contain the wide smile that stretched on his lips.
@luhan Kibum cocked an eyebrow at the sudden comment from his partner, turning his head to look at him over his shoulder from where he was leaning over the railing of their hotel room balcony. With one last drag from his long awaited cigar, he turned fully to look at Luhan with a frown. "And why is that, might I ask." He deadpanned, swallowing back the urge to laugh. He'd only ever met one person in his life of crime that was genuinely able to make him feel alive. The other ninety percent of the time, it was the rush of doing something he knew was wrong.
@kibum kim Luhan was tired. The whole day they had made 'the perfect crime' as he called it. They had gotten away from the police once more and they were enjoying all of the money they had. Somehow, he felt as if they were getting even better than how they originally were before in doing this, both of them together made the perfect team. They complimented each other in what the other didn't have or didn't master yet. He looked at Kibum, who was currently smoking. He sighed quite heavily and then stared at his figure. He was feeling quite playful and wanting to since he was the only one with him. "You're such an idiot, Kibum." He snickered internally while keeping a straight face on.
Left Hyewon. I was no longer with it, so I feel it's about time I take my leave. Sorry to waste your time.
I wish this roleplay the best. The ideas that went into its creation are amazing, and I'd hate to see them go to waste. Thank you for your time!
Changmin will be leaving this rp for now because I will be inactive for more than a month or two. I shall join once again after April and so I am not un-favoriting it. Thanks for having me here :)