@Sehun (h) [...That was very smooth XD Seems like you're working your off bae~ Just don't forget to get some rest too~]
I think I would rather marry you than your sarcasm though.
Are you trying to tell me that you would pick your sarcasm over me?
-looks up at you with a raised brow, a teasing grin tugging at my lips-
I'm sorry that I made you wait.
It doesn't matter how long it took you to realize.
It only matters that we are together now, right?
-smiles softly against your lips as I run my fingers through your hair, pulling you closer to me if it was even possible-
@Naeun + no worries we can replace it with our wedding picture u v u and omf- just got myself some free time i think im going to explode from all this studying tbqh
is it that hard? I'd marry my sarcasm if it was a person
/stifles a small laugh under my breath and blows on the fringes that fell over my eyes.
im kidding, but yeah you could say that
I've been waiting so long, for you to be mine.. how could i have not seen it before? the fact i was so fallen for you.
/returns the peck with much affection but since the last kiss lasted for a fairly short moment i refused to pull back this time, wrapping both my arms around your petite waist as i bent down, tilting my head to get a better access to your plush lips.
@Sehun [I just realized there is a face above my bed -points to the apartment pic- A little creepy, not going to lie.]
I can't imagine you without sarcasm though.
-can't help but smile myself when you flash that grin-
It's part of who you are, so I guess I'll get used to it~
-notices the smirk on your face and blushes a very faded shade of pink as my body presses against yours, closing my eyes when your lips meet mine as my lips move in sync with yours only for a second as you pull away a little too soon; stares back into your eyes as a wide smile of my own tugs at my lips-
You don't know how happy I am to hear those words, Oh Sehun.
-reaches my arms up to wrap around your neck as I tiptoe to quickly peck your lips-
@Sojin wha- earth to jin ah, we just got together, it doubt we'll need those /pushes the condoms back into your hand. why the heck do you even have those on you? /suspicious; shot.
@Naeun /bows to a nonexistent audience before giving myself a round of slow claps. flinching and falling back slightly when you poke my chest.
alright i give, ill quit it with the sarcasm - well, at least for now that is /flashes you one of my sharp toothed grins before waving the white flag of truce.
/smirks to myself when you've finally properly confessed to me as i tilted your chin upwards with my fingers, bringing your body closer until you were flush against me and capturing your lips in a short but detailed kiss. pulling back after a breif moment i stared into your eyes with a wide smile as i answered. consider it done, i love you.. son naeun.
@Sehun [That really ! Try to memorize as much as you can~ Hopefully your friend has good notes.]
Your sarcasm doesn't go unheard, Hun-ah.
-laughs lightly in amusement as I poke your chest-
Well what can I say, I am good at compromising.
Well most of the time at least~
-looks back into your eyes as I finish speaking, trying to read your expression and also trying not to get my hopes up but cant help but feeling a small bit of hope that you feel the same; my eyes widen slightly when you speak, surprised by your response and rendered speechless for a few moments, unsure if this is real or not-
Of course... I can't just easily stop falling for you.
And if you want to be with me, I will stop holding back.
I'll willingly let myself fall.
-bites my lip and looks down shyly, mumbling-
I want you to be mine.
@Naeun + there's going to be a test on that stuff on the next class too so i have no choice but to cram it all in e v e; ill go back and ask the teacher only if every other option fails
ooh- that's like really, that's absolutely the most horrific threat I've heard all my life eun ah /presses my hand against my chest and gasps over dramatically.
you have a very good point miss son naeun, im glad we could come to a compromise - at least you have a good sense compared to most people.
/catches my lower lip in between my teeth, chewing on the sensitive skin as i listened to what you had to say in silence. by the time you were done i inhaled for a much needed gulp of oxygen, realizing only then that i had been holding my breath the entire time. i felt my heart beat violently against my chest as i stepped closer towards you, wrapping my arms around your petite torso. for a moment i simply stared into your eyes that never failed to leave me dazzled before responding. are you still falling for me? because I've already fallen for you.. so do you have something you want to ask me?
@Sehun [Sounds terrible bae! Yeah it's probably a good idea to get some help from a friend. That's what friends are for, right? You could also go back and talk to the teacher? Aren't there office hours?]
You better be careful what you do, Hun-ah~ I could end up getting my payback for what you do to me.
Yes you are a stubborn man, and arguing with you would probably never end until I give in. So I'll give in early.
-smiles softly to myself, shaking my head slightly-
I'm not as fragile as I look, Hun.
It seems like everyone thinks I am fragile though.
-bites my lip and takes a deep breath before looking back up into your eyes, unable to look away this time as I try to gather my courage-
I really need to tell you something important, Hun. I want you to know that I'm not forcing you to answer me, nor am I expecting anything to come out of this. I just need to let it out in the chance that there might be something there.
-pauses a moment to gather my thoughts before speaking again-
I really, really like you. You are a very important person to me, more important than you should be, honestly. I really tried to hold back and keep my heart guarded because of the past. But now I feel like I am falling for you... I know I may not be the one that you will fall in love with, but I needed you to know how I feel. If you don't have feelings for me, I hope that we can still be close friends. Because even if I can't be the one you love, your friendship is still dear to me.
@Naeun + it was hectic and i had to process about a trillion things that the teacher was babbling and i had absolutely no clue of what was going on e u e; imma go get some tips from a friend who 'somewhat' understood all the going around.
/shrugs playfully and pockets my hands while averting my gaze sideways in a mischievous manner.
do i really? i didn't think i'd look it-
of course, i could argue on forever so your very much welcome
/tries to regulate my breathing and maybe calm my heartbeat which was racing a marathon without my conscious permission as i sighed inaudibly a moment later realizing the effort was futile.
because i adore you, the last thing i'd want to do is something unforgivable or stupid and end up hurting you. in a sense, yes.. i am.
/i never broke my gaze from you, too immersed in absorbing your every distinct feature, biting my lower lip when your gaze suddenly drops to the floor.
im glad i am. i wouldn't leave you alone even if i did fall in love okay? as for now- i don't know whether im in love or not.. im no expert and i really can't see it when someone has fallen for me or not - hell, i wouldn't know even if i did. but i hope the right person comes along eventually y'know? i don't plan to be like this forever.. /offers a side smirk. but for now and most probably for a long, long time, i'll be by your side okay? so don't be uncertain anymore.
@Jaekyung Ah unnie, you're going to make me cry with those words.
I'm really grateful for everyone here who has watched out for me.
Especially my beautiful and sweet Jaekyung unnie.
-smiles softly to myself-
Tch I don't want to think about that
-sticks my tongue out playfully at you-
Why not? I'm a good listener!
-pouts slightly and pokes you-
But you can't just keep them to yourself~
Hmm I mean we could, but I am okay now.
I just needed to think about some things
-smiles brightly-
@Naeun because we love you and people who love someone would
like to take care and protects of that person.thats why
we thought you are really fragile,bby./nods and breaks
a soft warm smile.
why would you do if im being genuine about it?
/smiling with playful manner and pokes your cheek.
i dont want to./sticks out my tongue and still smiling
cheekily.
i dont to share my problems with my bae./bumping our
forehead with mischief.
really? maybe you want to talk aboug in private like pm?
/tilts my head at my suggestion.
@Jaekyung -hugs you tightly and shakes my head-
Why does everyone keep saying I'm fragile?
I think it's your harsh moments that I shouldn't take genuinely.
-sighs in relief and pats your cheek-
If there is ever anything wrong you can talk to me, okay?
-nods slowly and looks up at you-
I do want to share it.
But this is not a good place for it.
@Naeun in case if i did. /laughs lightly and rubs my nape.
because you are so fragile and i could become harsh
at some times so i need you mentally noted not to take
my kindness genuinely./nods and smiles reassuringly.nothing
happened .dont worry./smiling wider and ruffles your hair.
/blinks and sighing softly.
you can always share it with me though bae but if you
dont want, i cant do anything about it..
@Jaekyung Why would you hurt me unnie?
-tilts my head slightly-
Unnie you're acting different
-looks at you weirdly and hugs you-
What's wrong? What happened?
-shakes my head and flashes a slight smile-
Don't worry about it.
Hopefully it'll be better tomorrow.
@Naeun but- im worried if im gonna hurt you
later wheb im so kind to you. thats
why i dont want you to think my kindness
is the genuine one./nods and pulls a corner
of my lips upward as im avoiding your gaze.
really?/smiles a bit.im glad it makss you
happy ./laughs lightly and ruffles your hair.
/looks at you with serious eyes.you shouldnt
lie naeun. you are not okay if you are sighing
like that
@Jaekyung You are very kind!
Don't even try to hide it!
Well you are kind to me at least~
-laughs lightly and takes your hand off my mouth-
But it really made me feel loved and cared for.
-sighs and shakes my head-
It's nothing unnie.
-hugs you tighter-
@Naeun /raising up an eyebrow and chuckles softly.
kind stuffs doesnt suit me tbh.
/shrugs my shoulder and smiles a bit.
/widen my eyes and coughs bcs of the embarasement.
dont talk bout that./cups your mouth and shakes my
head
/blinks and looks at you worriedly.
whats wrong? /carresses away your hair so i can see you
properly
@Jaekyung I think you are trying to make yourself seem less kind.
-whispers into your ear-
Because I saw you and Suk PD-nim talking about me
You said really sweet things about me
-hugs you even tighter and rests my head on your shoulder-
Unnie I'm happy that you are here for me.
I really need you right now
-bites my lip-
@Naeun /chuckles softly and shrugs my shoulder.
how do you know if im being genuine about it or not?
/tilts my head and purses my lips.
/imitates your smile.
then i should feel lucky too to have you as my bae
@Jaekyung Yeah that's true.
But it's okay~
-hugs you tightly and nuzzles your cheek-
Because you have my back
And you take care of me
-smiles warmly at you-
I do feel very lucky~
@Naeun i know it but there is a lot of
younger idol debut recently./laughs
lightly and taps your cheek in return.
how would you know im a good person?
/smiles a bit and raises up an eyebrow.
yes.feel lucky naeun bae./smiles wider and
carresses your cheek.
@Sehun [How did night class go? College sounds like work XD But I'll be starting college in the fall~ Aww thanks bae <3 I will try to rest~]
-my eyes widen slightly, not expecting the kiss, but quickly recovers from the shock and playfully rolls my eyes at your smirk-
You look quite proud of yourself for doing that.
Hmm I would much rather not argue with you, so I'll just accept the compliment. Thank you~
-unsure of what to say, I stay quiet for a few moments and just listen to the sound of your heart beating at a fast pace-
Why are you so scared about that, hm?
Are you really that worried that you are going to break me?
-watches as your eyes open and immediately gets lost in your eyes when they meet mine, trying to understand you and your thoughts-
You're important to me too, Hun-ah. Very important.
-breaks eye contact to look down at the floor, unsure of what to say-
I guess I'm uncertain because when you fall in love, I will be left alone.
Who knows? Maybe you have already fallen in love.
@Naeun + I've just come back from the night class and omygod it's just so busy with all the work and stuff at college adjfkl i barely have enough free time anymore ;; /weeps tbqh. omF- rest well okay? whenever you can bae </3
/presses a kiss against your nimble finger and smirks.
stop you're cuter than i am so shush and let's leave it at that /for a fraction of a second i panickd at you realizing but closed my eyes and calmed down soon after as i responded. it's because im scared - that if i handle you the wrong way you'd break, you're like a piece of fragile and crystal clear glass and if not handled delicately like it deserves will shatter..
/i open my eyes to meet your sparkling orbs that left me entranced wondering whether you understood my ramblings. you're precious to me eun ah, so it's natural that I'd think over every little thing I do.
im alright, why are you uncertain?
@Sehun [Ugh I haven't been sleeping well because of working early in the morning and nightmares #justkillmetbh]
-smiles slightly and reaches up to poke your lower lip-
You can be really cute sometimes Hun-ah.
-slowly closes my eyes and listens to your heartbeat, my own heartbeat matching yours-
Why is your heart beating so fast?
-lifts my head up to look at you, my eyebrows furrowing in the slightest, a little worried-
Are you feeling alright?
You say that, but still I am uncertain somehow.