@Sehun -wraps my arms around my legs, nodding softly as I stare at the wall quietly, giving a soft hum in response to your words, tracing random patterns into the soft cushion-
I doubt it. You may think you won't realize it, but you will
-shrugs one shoulder slightly, scratching my thigh with a fingernail absently-
Guess so. Me more so than you, probably
-smiles softly-
@Jungkook /pulls my hand away as i rest both arms behind my head which rested there, a small sigh escaping my lips in the process. i stared at nothing in particular but actually took your words to heart, trying to relate or make sense of it in myself but found slight difficulty in doing so.
i'll have to think about it really.. im not sure about myself either, i just hope things become clearer for me as time passes
/steals a glance to look at you from the corner of my eyes, taking your every remark with a seriousness i didn't know i had in me before focusing on the switched off television screen that showed our unclear silhouettes.
love is such a weird thing, i doubt i'd see it even if it came and smacked me right in the face.. its just that foreign y'know?
/chuckles pitifully at the both of us before i respond.
then that makes the both of us doesn't it?
@Sehun -scoots over a bit to give you room, though remaining close enough to feel the heat emanating from your body, turning head to look at you-
-closes eyes briefly when you ruffle my hair, lips pursed lightly in thought as I regard you, watching quietly as you lay back, mulling over how to respond-
Well I can't tell you your own feelings, hyung, or what they mean. That's something only you can do
-shrugs slightly, pulling my knees up to my chest and resting my chin on them-
You just...think about how you feel, and if your feelings are strong enough for you to want to do something about it
-offers a small side smile, though I'm sure you can't see it as you're staring at the ceiling-
I don't have much experience either, hyung
@Jungkook /gets tired of standing and opts to sit next to you on the couch heaving a sigh of content as my joints relaxed.
im not going to do anything really, im much too unmotivated and lazy to prod people and ask them what they think of me or to ask about themselves.
/offers what seemed like a genuinely small but visible smile as i extended a hand to ruffle your hair, a soft and reassuring look in my eyes. don't be so stiff kook ah
/rests my head against the spine of the couch and stares up at the ceiling as i answered, my adams apple falling up and down with each syllable that passed my lips.
even i don't know what it means, you tell me - Im pretty foreign even to my own emotions
@Sehun -taps at my cheek with two slim fingers, raising an eyebrow slightly, though not in question, but more interest-
Curious about me? And what will you do about that?
-meets your gaze head on, a slight nervous gleam in my eye but firmly staring back at you-
-at your words I'm silent, a mix of flustered and thoughtful, rubbing my bottom lip absently with my index finger as I flick my eyes up at you, cocking me head slightly in question-
So then, what does that mean? What is it that you want from me?
@Jungkook /blows on the blonde strands that fell over my onyx spheres that glistened with a sudden spark or two of interest.
i won't lie, you've got me curious
/flashes you one of my trademark sharp toothed grins.
/arches a brow at your question and spends a good few seconds thinking before looking at you straight in the eye and responding.
because there's something about you that's just so alluring and i can't help myself whenever you're so submissive around me.. it just makes me want to selfishly have you for myself if that even makes sense /offers a small shrug.
@Sehun -grins and shrugs nonchalantly, leaning back into the soft cushions of the couch-
There's a lot you don't know about me Sehunnie hyung~
-says in a sing song tone, grinning mischievously-
-holds breath when you move close, eyes slipping shut for a short moment, as short as the kiss-
-touches a few fingers to my lips, clearing throat as I look up at you-
And you? Why have you kissed me, now three times?
@Jungkook /pockets my hands and leans back on my heels in a mischievous gesture before brushing away the rebellious blonde strands away from my eyes.
i didn't think you were the type to pick favorites kook ah
/hearing you admit i pressed my lips against yours in a soft chaste kiss before pulling away.
at least you admitted it
@Sehun -snickers at your flippant tone, not at all put off by your attitude, finding it more amusing than anything-
And for some reason, that makes you one of my favorite hyungs
-eyes you as you walk closer, scooting back until I hit the firm arm of the couch, eyes flicking between the totally interesting floor and your face-
W-well.....yes..
-admits in a low voice, chewing on my bottom lip in a gesture that was equal parts nervous as well as comforting-
@Jungkook /huffs under my breath and clicks my tongue at you utterly unfazed and uninterested as i let a lazy yawn emit past my lips. and your point is? i was never a role model slash examplery type of hyung anyway, don't intend to be one anytime soon either, it up.
/walks towards you with pocketed hands and bends down trapping you inbetween both my hands that were on the either side of your head against the couch, as i whispered.
in a sense yes, after all you didn't push me away or resist, you did want it.. right?
@Sehun -snickers, sitting down on couch and tsking at you-
Hmmm I don't think you're setting a very good example for me right now, hyung. -says in sing song tone-
-coughs slightly, face immidately flushing red as I recall both your words and the experience, biting on two of my fingers lightly as I try and cool my face-
S-so?
-fails at trying to sound nonchalant-
Submissive means not innocent?
@Jungkook /scratches my cheek with my index finger recalling that i had just come back from a dinner and yes, i had been drinking if my memories serve me right.
, i think im still a little disoriented from all that wine /tilts my head to a side and offers you one of my sharp toothed grins. are you really? there's no one better than me who knows how submissive you are, how many times was that? once? twice?
@Sehun -laughs, covering mouth with a hand while raising an eyebrow-
Kim? Hyung, have you been drinking?
-hums lightly, swaying from side to side idly, smiling in a mix of amusement and faux innocence-
Ah really? You seem like the type though -snickers-
Who's trying to fool you hyung?
I am innocent.
@Jungkook yah, watch that tongue of yours kim jungkook or you might just wake up without one when the sun rises tomorrow
/a glint of mischief glistened in my orbs as a certain aura of malice oozed out of me.
im not the type to have kinks though, your innocent little face might fool the others but not me
/smirks in defiance.
@Sehun -snorts slightly at you, nodding before shrugging slightly, giving an impish grin reserved for when I feel like being a snarky lil -
Well I couldn't be too sure
It could be a kink of yours; maybe it get's you off, hyung
-blinks with mock innocence-
@Jungkook /shoves the said v card into my pocket
and arches a mildly amused brow seeing
your smirk and i could do nothing but
snicker under my breath.
wasnt that obvious? i don't see myself
collecting v cards for any other reason.
@Sehun -nods and makes a duh face-
That's my point, dear hyung -smirks sarcastically-
Why do you need mine as well, if you already took the others?
Making a collection?
@Jungkook /rolls my eyes in a slightly sarcastic manner
before shaking my index finger in your direction.
yours isn't the only one ive stolen, nabbed every
apartments v card so far..