@mark tuan Aish! I hate you Hyung.
*pouts with my hand folded on my chest when you pretend to not know again*
It's fine I don't want to drink.
*blinks and look at you*
Really Hyung I'm hyperactive? I should drink coffee to torture you guys then.
*grins cheekily*
@kunpimook bhuwakul Oh coffee you mean?
/looks at you with both eyebrows raised/
I don't know, Bam~.
You're already hyperactive.
And a cup of coffee would be too much.
@mark tuan *Blinks and tilts my head whining when I realise you were teasing me*
Not that kind of drinks hyung.
I can drink that of course.
I mean drinks, drinks like the ones you guys like.
*Tilts my head*
@kunpimook bhuwakul Yes, of course.
Water, juice. If you like, you can try tea.
/says in a teasing tone, obviously knowing what kind of drinks you were talking about/
@kunpimook bhuwakul We're going to kill our brains with this .
Or we're going to move out lazy bums somewhere outside.
/looks at you once again/
What should we choose, baby?
@mark tuan No. That's not true.
*scrunched up my face before looking back at the tv as well*
Yeah it's kinda boring.
*looks at you and chuckles softly at your reaction*
@kunpimook bhuwakul Because by chance you want to do the same as me.
/sticks out my tongue at you a bit before I turn my eyes back on the tv/
Sadly, there is nothing interesting today.
/pouts slightly/
@kunpimook bhuwakul Hm, I don't know too.
/hums as I scratch my chin/
It's always like we do, what I want.
Maybe this time let's do something you want to do?
/asks and looks at you/
@kunpimook bhuwakul /grabs your hand and pulls you on the couch so you can sit next to me/
What do you want to watch today, my lil baby dongsaeng?
/asks, not really looking at you but having a small smile on my lips; there is a remote control in my hand/
@mark tuan Hyung....i-im sorry that I put you in this situation.
It's so hard not talking to you.
I hope I'm still you baby dongsaeng.
*looks at you*
I'm sorry.
@mark tuan *walks to the room quietly before closing the door*
*lies down on the bed before I feel myself sobbing , my hands reach up to wipe the tears*
*swallows my lump not letting out any sound before I slowly drift to sleep*
@kunpimook bhuwakul O-okay.
/waves at you a little; guessing that you want to be alone, I decide not to go after you and just finish my jelly even if I'm not in a mood for eating anymore/
@mark tuan *hugs you tightly closing my eyes*
*whimpers softly when you let go but regains my thoughts again*
Hmmm o-okay.
*stands up from the couch before looking at you*
I'll be in the room.
*points before I starts walking to the room*
@kunpimook bhuwakul It's fine, Bam.
/embraces you with my arm and rubs your side/
I'm glad that you can be honest with me.
/says after I take my arm away/
And... I don't know. I don't want to give you false hopes.
@mark tuan *rubs my eyes everyone a tear rolls down as I feel really irritated that it wouldn't stop*
Ohh. D-do you think you'll l-like me in the future?
*looks away from you fiddling around my fingers and sighs*
I'm sorry that I put you in this stupid situation. J-just...p-please forget about it.
@kunpimook bhuwakul /sends you an apologetic smile, maybe a little relieved; hopes that I don't cause you too much pain/
Hm. No. I don't like anyone at the moment.
/asnswers you while looking at your face, not pleased with a sight of your red eyes/
@mark tuan *chuckles lightly at your reaction trying to stop crying*
It's fine. Okay now.
*nods*
It won't Hyung. I'll still smile.
*swallow bitterly*
Can I ask you something though?
Do you like someone else already
*looks up at you my eyes dropping a little*
@kunpimook bhuwakul /should I hug you or no?; fights with myself but decides to awkwardly pat your shoulder/
I-I... I can see it's not fine.
/bites on my inner cheek/
But, it won't change anything between us? Will you still be smiling Bambam?
@mark tuan *already anticipating your answer and nods slowly, my tears slowly rolling down*
It's fine Hyung. I understand
*my voice quiver a little before I wipe my tears away*
It's fine Hyung.
@kunpimook bhuwakul /I'm sure I shouldn't be the one who panics here, but I can't do anything about it and just panic; puts the bowl and the spoon down/
Bambam. I-I like you, I love you but not in the way you would want me to.
I'm sorry. I don't think I'm ready for something like this.
@mark tuan *stutters when I see your reaction my eyes slightly watering feeling rather scared*
I-its just...it's o-okay if you don't like me like t-that. I'm fine.
*swallows the lump in my throat before looking away*