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@Kai Kyungsoo had an idea of what was happening inside the changing room but he wouldn’t accuse Kai of anything though. He waited until Kai came out of the room, and when he did, well Kyungsoo’s eyes basically wanted to pop out. Kai’s hair was in a sort-of-messy state and he was sweaty but it was hot, not to mention that he was kind of red, but why?

“Are you ok?? You look hot” and then he realized what he just said and stuttered “I-I mean is it that hot in there? Y-you look red.. W-what did you do anyway??” He looked at Kai and he didn’t seem to have any clothes to try on, so Kyungsoo peeked inside the changing room but there wasn’t any in there too. “What were you doing??” He faced Kai again with the most innocent look he could pull off.

((I could feel a lot of intense stuff in the future hahaha!!))

@D.O Kai's head snapped up when Kyungsoo's voice echoed through the corridors as his eyes frantically searched the dressing room for... He wasn't sure what he was looking for but he couldn't let the other see him like this. I mean, he was ing in public for goddamn's sake, he couldn't let anyone see him like this. He jolted alert when Kyungsoo came knocking on the door, Kai's panic rising just the slightest bit. He mumbled a few curse words before flicking his wrist more quickly, wanting to reach his point before Kyungsoo would go ballistic and come in.

"D-don't come in!" Kai yelled with a hoarse and cracked voice. He hadn't meant for it to sound like that bit it came out like that. His throat was dry and his forehead was sweat covered. It was probably the most stupidest thing to say when trying to get someone to stay away but in a situation like this, Kai's mind could only process so much. "I-I'm doing something," he grunted and bit his lips. It was hard to concentrate on two things at the same time, especially when two of them were equally as important as the other.

Kai cursed after a strangled moan left his lips, his spreading on his hand, and his breathing returned to the state of normal. How awkward must it be for the older to just probably stand outside the door while he made weird noises that could be mistaken as a bunch of weird when really, he was just jerking himself off. His untarnished hand reached into his pockets and pulled out some tissues. He never really used them and luckily, he always had them with him. Today was probably the first time he ever used these packed tissues he kept with him. It must be a glory to remember something like this.

He wiped the using the tissues before throwing them away in a nearby garbage can. Luckily, the changing rooms were almost like those cabin changing rooms. They're superely big and almost have everything in them. Garbage can included. He washed his hands in the sink before flicking the water elsewhere. It was a habit, something he always did. He never really used any towels or such to wipe his hands. They're usually just his clothes or just randomly flicking them somewhere.

Kai took a deep breath before opening the door and walking out. His hair was disheveled and his cheeks were a dark shade of red from the heat inside the dressing room and part of it from sweating too much and embarrassment. He looked at Kyungsoo and awkwardly shuffled his feet. He wasn't going to deny that he basically just jerked off to Kyungsoo, but he wasn't going to tell anyone either. Nope, not a single soul.

"Sorry," Kai muttered and looked down at his feet. "Did you wait long?" he asked and looked back up at Kyungsoo's soft brown orbs. He hoped the other didn't. Though it would've been the fastest record of time he had ever ed, he wasn't fast enough for Kyungsoo. "If you're ready, we should go pay."

[[ It's okay, really :)

@Kai Kyungsoo blushed a bit when he heard Kai’s compliment, good thing he was facing his back against Kai so Kai didn’t notice, but KYungsoo also didn’t notice how red the other was just by looking at his .
Kai practically shoved Kyungsoo back to the changing room so he didn’t have any choice but to go with what the other wanted, and they were buying those clothes no matter what the price. He wanted to screech like a fangirl inside the changing room to commemorate the first time someone praised him, more so that it was Kai. He took a moment to cool down a bit and just thought ‘Hmmm He must really like the clothes’ he convinced himself and started changing back to his previous clothes again.

Although when he went out, with the clothes hung on his arms, the hall was deserted. No Kai. Kyungsoo panicked a little and tried calling him “K-kai?? Where are you??” there were no response so he started roaming around the changing rooms but he noticed that only one was being used, the one farthest the corridor. He was going to knock when he heard a moan coming from the inside, and that made Kyungsoo’s heart race a little, he neared the door and listened “Kai??” he whispered to himself. The Changing area was deserted so he could hear every bit of Kai soft y moans, which were enough to get Kyungsoo’s pants tighter by the second. Kyungsoo blushed red of embarrassment and it doubled when he heard a moan louder than the others which made Kyungsoo jump a little away from the door. His eyes were glued on the door. When it was all quiet, he tried to knock twice. “K-Kai??”
((Sorry for the late reply !!! :) <3 ))

@D.O Kai chuckled at Kyungsoo's little screech from inside the changing room. It was cute but Kai didn't reply, knowing better than to answer. He coolly leaned on the door to the dressing room and waited for Kyungsoo to come out. While waiting, he wondered how Kyungsoo would look in those clothes he picked out. They seemed perfectly fine in Kai's mind and hoped they turned out even better in real life.

Kai detached himself from the door when he heard the sound of the door unlocking and turned around to look at the other. When Kyungsoo stepped out, Kai's jaw dropped. They looked amazing on the older and Kai immediately made a mental note to buy these clothes for him. Surprise got to him when the other turned around and asked about the tights. His eyes trailed down to Kyungsoo's small and bit his lips as he restrained himself from thinking about /dirty/ thoughts. Especially with someone as innocent as Kyungsoo.

"Are they? They look perfectly fine to me," Kai responded as his cheeks flushed a flurry of red embarrassment. The way Kyungsoo's breath lingered on his ear for a matter of seconds too long was enough for Kai to get suddenly aroused. His eyes turned frantic and he pushed Kyungsoo back into the changing room hurriedly and immediately closed the door, remembering to tell the other to lock them. "Who cares, we're getting them," was his final reply before he hastily made his way to a farther dressing room, there were things he had to do. Specific things.

"," he cursed out loud but in a low whisper, he had no idea how to take care of his raging because first of all, he was in public. Second, Kyungsoo was the one who caused it and Kai couldn't let he older know. He took a deep breath before fumbling with his belt and pulled his jeans down. He sat on one of the stools before looking at his , standing tall.

" //," he continued to curse at nothing in particular as his hands wrapped around , immediately stroking it. He wanted to get this done as soon as possible and hopefully, by the time he got out, Kyungsoo would be almost done. His wrists continued to flick as his breathing got uneven. He bit his lips in order to suppress a moan from coming out and luckily, his sounds weren't as loud as he thought they'd turn out to be.

@Kai Kyungsoo swore Kai was teasing so he rolled his eyes away from him, but when Kai blew onto his cute cheeks, he felt a certain electricity down his spine making his hair twitch. Not to mention Kai’s face was just an inch away from him which made him look back again at Kai with his eyes open and tried to step back. But his effort went to nothing when Kai slid his arms around his waist. It was the first time someone treated him like that…. Like a boyfriend… and he didn’t mind.

And at that Kyungsoo felt uneasy, in a good way. He actually felt like melting then and there at Kai’s arms, he felt like sitting and just leaning his head on Kai, telling him everything was alright, but they were in a mall, so Kyungsoo thought maybe later they could have a time like that. Hopefully. But right now, Kai’s warmth was what all Kyungsoo needed.

Like the good boy Kyung is, he followed Kai wherever he took him, touring him inside the mall, until they made it to this new shop called “Underground”, Kai got excited and pulled on him, he wasn’t mad though, he liked seeing Kai act like this every once in a while. When they entered, he noticed there were lots of great clothes inside and lots of people too, but out of all the nice clothes, people were only buying like one shirt each, Kyungsoo wondered why. When he looked back at Kai he was already handing him some clothes and he held them for him, until Kai took both of them to the dressing rooms.

When Kyungsoo was inside the cubicle, he suddenly saw the price tag of the Jacket and his eyes couldn’t process what he was seeing so he knocked on the door trying to get Kai’s attention. “K-KAAAAI!! I think this is too much!!!” he swore he could probably buy a week’s food for the sweater, but aside from the price he really think the sweater looks really nice and perfect on him. He tried on the Pants too, which were actually twice the price of the other, he wanted to complain to Kai but its not like they brought it already, he was just ‘trying them on’. HE looked at the mirror and noticed how a few clothes could change him. He turned around and saw how nicely the pants fit, although he wasn’t used to the so tight pants but he was quite surprised he liked them.

He went out of the cubicle and saw Kai staring. “T-they’re nice, but the pants…” he turned around and started wiggling his “A-aren’t they too tight??”. He looked back looking worried and whispered to Kai, making sure to let his breath trail to Kai’s ears like the way Kai did earlier to him. “B-but I think they’re too expensive Kai..”

@D.O Kai had definitely noticed the small peaks and glances the other was taking at him and Kai decided to about it, a defiance feeling in his stomach. "Kyungsoo? What are you looking at? Huh?" His voice was playful and it held a hint of tease and a small amount of cuteness in it, not that he wanted it to come out though. He leaned close to Kyungsoo before blowing air on the older's cheek, just to see how Kyungsoo would react. Kai liked teasing, he usually teased some of his hyungs back at the studio, but that was a totally different story. This time it was with a boy full of magical charms.

Kai chuckled when Kyungsoo's fingers brushed over his bangs, noting how a few strands of his hair was blocking a part of his eyes. Kai knew very well that this 'brotherly instinct' the other was stuttering about was anything but real, but he decided not to push it, thinking that was enough chit chatting of a tease for right now.

Kai watched the blush spread quickly on the older's cheeks, smirking while he did. It was normal seeing people gush and blush over him, but Kyungsoo's seemed different. It was as if he really meant it. Not some sick 'one night only' hook-up joke. Kai slyly slipped an arm around Kyungsoo's small waist, loving the feeling of Kyungsoo's body heat against his side. It felt soothing, unlike anything Kai has felt before. His hands rested firmly on the other's hipbone before giving him a quick squeeze, rather a gentle side hug.

"Alright, let's go..." Kai ended his unfinished speech halfway before looking around slightly, looking at all the stores that they could go for in the meantime. His eyes passed Victoria's Secret and Pink, which was quite an eyesight to be honest, but the older boy needed clothes right now. There were lots of shops, they could go later but Kai wanted to check out some clothes in a new store that opened a few days ago. It was called 'Underground' and it came from overseas so the store name was quite a hit, taking note on the people entering and exiting the store with barely a single bag that read 'Underground' in bright red letters. The price tags must be pretty high there.

Without a doubt, Kai pointed at Underground. "Let's go there," he said and pulled Kyungsoo along with him, hands still on his side. There were women's clothes and men's clothes and Kai immediately went for the men's section. He released his grip on Kyungsoo to go check out some clothes. He held up a grey sweater with a cross-hatched pattern, knitted on the fabric and placed it in Kyungsoo's hands. Looking around, he picked up a black pair of tight skinnies that would seem to make out the length and shape of Kyungsoo's legs. Kai couldnt help but think how well the older would look in those mesmerizing hes because somewhat, the pants would look tight enough to make out the shape of Kyungsoo's . Kai blushed at the thought befoer putting them together with the sweater. "Let's go get a changing room," he said quietly.

@Kai When Kai flipped his hair Kyungsoo saw Kai’s profile and he mentally wanted to slap himself for thinking that the man he’s with is really gorgeous, he felt like he wasn’t in a position ti think so.
As they walked a bit further, he noticed the number of people were increasing and the structures were multiplying, He actually had a chance to escape from Kai if he wanted to, but nope, something inside told him that he didn’t want to lose Kai, he didn’t want to lose the warmth of Kai’s hands, he wanted to be there when the loneliness in Kai’s eyes were gone. He wondered how in the short while they were together, the Kai who was his kidnapper became important to him up to the point that he didn’t want to hurt him.

Kyungsoo’s face heated up at Kai’s compliment.”Y-you’re being too much~ That’s not true~” he said semi-whining and pouting. He wasn’t so confident about his voice yet, more so on his looks, he was actually scared that if he stared too much on a person, that person would run to him and smack him on the face for the crime of looking at the other ‘judgingly’. But Kai changed that, he didn’t think Kai would get mad at him for such a thing, and somehow Kai makes him feel special, unlike anyone before, there was Baekhyun, his childhood friend but of course that was different, it was the best friend kind of special.
Kyung was stealing glances of the other pretty boy’s face when he spoke to him. And to be honest he didn’t really know where to go, he wasn’t familiar with shops, he never really went shopping before, and besides, even if he did knew some, they were not the high class boutiques unlike the ones he's seeing right now.

His big eyes were practically scanning one of the most beautiful structures he’s seen in his life yet. When he looked back at Kai, he was still looking at him and Kyungsoo noticed strands of his hair was a bit messed up and out of place. Kyungsoo didn’t know what took over him but with his other hand, he carefully fixed Kai’s hair, the ones right above his nose, and when he was satisfied of the results, his eyes widen at his actions and went down to meet with Kai’s eyes. He flushed dark red and he squeezed Kai’s hand unintentionally due to nervousness. “Uhhh uhhh t-that was just my.. uhh brother instinct! brother instinct yeah!! It’s just like when I was with my little brothers at the orphanage I just used to do that and uuhhh it just came out! … so where are we going again?? I am sorry I’m not really familiar with malling s-so… yeah you could lead me…” he said while nodding and stuttering

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@D.O Kai smirked and chuckled a thankful chuckle at the boy's choice of words. Kai didn't think Kyungsoo was the type to judge things before being shown or said. And Kai was really appreciative of that. With a swept of his hair to the side, the outline of a large building started to appear, and Kai recognized it quicker than immediate. He's been here dozens of times, except this time, he would be coming with someone else besides a random blob of unseeable air. Yes, he'd choose to go with anyone over air, as long as they meant no harm, but he'd definitely choose Kyungsoo over anyone. For once, Kai was more than satisfied.

Kai doesn't usually spend time on his appearance, because it just comes naturally, so he never really looked at himself and who or how he'd ought to be. Did he look like a dancer? He had no idea, but hearing Kyungsoo's opinion on something so little yet so big added more faith to his heart and lifted a burden off his shoulder. He realized, as long as this peculiar boy, this boy called Kyungsoo was with him, he'd feel free and the burden would never come back. Mainly because Kyungsoo was the one who took it /off/, he should be the one to have control over these things no matter how much one denied or disregarded it.

"You have a sweet voice without even singing," Kai complimented whole heartedly. It was true, Kyungsoo's voice was perfect, absolutely gorgeous, and Kai couldn't help but melt into the sound of his voice, merely just talking. It was smooth and it sounded like Heaven added with a bit of honey and warmth. Kai closed his eyes, he couldn't /wait/ to hear how it sounded like while singing. It'd be a miracle, and miracles barely happen for Kai, until Kyungsoo came along. When Kyungsoo came, all he realized was how things were getting so much better for him. He could satisfyingly accept that Kyungsoo is already included in his life from the very beginning.

Kai pointed at the fashion mall in front of them, eyes gleaming up at the large letters beautifully placed in front of each store inside. There were cafés, shoe shops and many clothing shops from tons of expensive brands. His eyes caught sight of the Louis Vuitton, a store he remembered his mom getting her handbags from. He bitterly removed the thought before carelessly but gently dragging the older inside the mall. "Which store first?" he asked with a slight turn of his head.

@Kai Kyungsoo felt Kai’s hand squeeze a bit more around his hand but not that Kyungsoo didn’t like it though. It wasn’t like anything he felt before, It was unlike the numerous times he held hands with the kids at the orphanage, he felt warm, and most of all, he felt safe, which was unlikely for a kidnapped person. He told himself mentally ‘Being kidnapped is bad, being kidnapped by Kai is safe’, he chuckled softly at his idea and looked at the other.

Kyungsoo smiled and pouted at Kai’s idea, “Hmmm me singing while you dance? That’s cheesy Kai~” he chuckled softly “But if you want to, ok then~ It might be fun” He sent a smile back to Jongin, he wasn’t sure how it would turn out but it was worth a try, it’s going to be his first time to do it if ever. At that Kyungsoo tried to think of something he could sing that his friend would look nice dancing to, but he just ended up with deciding to figure out on the spot, he was more worried at the thought that Kai wouldn’t like his voice, he only sang to children, and so far children loved it according to their reactions, but children loves everything, so he wasn’t sure if his voice would reach Kai’s heart, so he made a mental note to himself that he needs to practice soon!

“You must really be a good dancer~” he said smiling “You look like one too!” He looked away blushing.

@Kai ((Kaaaaaiiii <3 SOrry but I might have to reply a bit later ok?? I'm currently at work >< ))

@D.O (Kai missed you too, Kyung :) <3)

@D.O Kai felt his heart flutter at Kyungsoo's too-true-to-be-fake reply. Knowing someone that shared such. Big interest as him was rather more than enough and Kai couldn't help but smile more with a carefree feeling. Like there was nothing in the world as good as this. Kai laced his finger's together with the older's, hands gripping tighter at Kyungsoo's smaller ones. He couldn't help but think that their hands fit perfectly together and he smiled at the weird thought. It was something Kai didn't know he could think about. It was something he's never felt before. Mainly because he's never really held hands with someone he knew, at least better than his parents. They may be his parents, but to be very honest, Kai barely knew anything about them. Being with Kyungsoo, for less than 24 hours gave him much more experience than his family will ever give him.

Kai rose a quizzical brow at the other. "No, I think I'll love it. I'll dance if you sing." That was probably the most boldest thing Kai had ever said. Offering to dance to someone that might sing for him had his cheeks flaring in a reddish color, embarrassment filled. But he never broke his promises, and the thought made him realize that he's never actually made any promises het, so his first was definitely one to keep.

He loved to dance. Dancing was just another way of clearly expressing yourself. Sometimes, Kai thought that maybe dancing had a clearer explanation than telling them in words, even to no one in particular. Maybe just the blue moonlight reflecting your inner peace at night, or the warm sunshine gleaming through your opened windows on an early Sunday morning. Those seemed to be more than people themselves, because Kai knew that the silent things in nature stayed silent, so secrets would always be safe with them.

Kai wouldn't say his dancing was horrible, his heart would be thumping out of fear right now in hopes of making the other happy. He wanted him to like his dancing or else it'sd just be a waste of his efforts. In different words, he was merely shy. "You might not like my dancing, but there's always a first for everything, right?" he asked with a small smile. Though it may be small, behind it could've meant everything.

@Kai To be honest, Kyungsoo wanted to melt then and there due to the looks Kai was giving him, it was soft and sincere but you could even say y! And to add to that the warmth Kai was emitting was extremely dangerous for Kyungsoo's sanity, ok not maybe but it was sending sparks to his brain that he couldn't understand.

"I... love music.." He mumbled softly smiling. It was Kyungsoo's escape from the world. ever since he was young music has always been his companion, he remembered before his mom died there was this one song she used to sing to him to soothe him from his sadness and up til now he's memorized it. He didn't own a very nice mp3 or the best earphones but it was enough for Soo. He sang for the other kids at their orphanage to comfort them or simply for leisure, but Kyung wasn't so confident with his voice, he knew he could somehow sing, but he hasn't realized that its that wonderful to listen to.

"Y-you might not like it" he chuckled softly and smiled.

(Kyungsoo Missed you Kaiiiiiii!!!! *glomps on you*)

@D.O

Kai smirked at the tint that spread so very quickly across the other's face. It stood out a lot, the pink warmth seemingly expanding as Kai clung tighter onto Kyungsoo's hand. He retracted his gaze from the man's flushing cheeks before replying with a small but clearly understood, "Your welcome." His hand that held Kyungsoo's was exploding with many different feelings, but mainly warmth. He noted how cold and empty the other felt and clenched his fist, yet it was still incomparable to the one stayed connected with Kyungsoo's. He shifted his held hand a little so that they were both more comfortable, his grip becoming a little tighter as if Kyungsoo would drift away like a little white sailboat on the water.

"So Kyungsoo, do you like music?" Truth be told, Kai loved music, from the moment he was born up until now. He always carried his earbuds around and to him, it topped a lot of other important things. He needed it more than his parents. That's just about how much he liked it. No, loved it. He hoped the older shared the same interest as him, especially in music. There was no way of describing why music made him feel this was. It was just another splash of emotions.

No one knew about Kai's affection for dancing. No one knew, no one. He never told a single soul and neither had he danced in public. That'd ruin his image, because in some people's defying eyes, acting seemed more important than dancing. But not to Kai. Dancing was like his passion, it was equally as important to him as music. It brought out his inner feelings and he gets away with it every once in a while. His blinds would be closed and his doors would be locked. His music would be blasting with the help of sound proof walls. He figured that since he was living with Kyungsok now, the other would soon have to realize, right? Kai couldn't live a day without dancing, no matter what time of the day or night it was.

"I like dancing. Can you sing for me back home?"

@Kai Kyungsoo's heart melted and stared at Kai in disbelief, but it was true, Kai was gonna take him shopping and he was undeniably excited to he smiled and took Kai's hand. He felt quite at ease now, and knowing their age helped him relax. If you ask him honestly, he was starting to like Kai, he was appreciating how Kai was being nice to him.

As they walked out of the Cafe, Kyungsoo tugged on Kai's hands softly makign the other look at him. "Uhm... Kai.. Thank you" He said and turned pinkish then looked away. "Lets go~"

(Its ok Kaiiiiii! :3)

@D.O (Omf I'm so sorry o n o)

Kai nodded. "Yes, shopping." He chuckled at Kyungsoo, who's eyes were wide and full of anticipation. E figured the other had probably never went shopping before. He hoped the other would be surprised immensely today. Kai was going to show him exactly how life should be spent.

But he immediately shook his head when the other wanted to repay him. He doubt Kyungsoo even had anything, so e wasn't going to go too far and push thins over it's limit. "Don't, I have money. I'll get you whatever you want," he replied with a smile, his fingers clean of the melted sugar. He meant it when he said he'll get the older anything. It wasn't because he wanted to spoil someone as sweet as Kyungsoo, he just hasn't gone shopping for a really long time now.

"I'm sure you'll like it," Kai said. It could definitely give the other some experience and taste of freedom. He stood up and brushed the imaginary dust off his clothes before lending a hand put for Kyunsoo o take. "Let's go."

@Kai Kyungsoo nodded, for now, he didn’t have any questions for Kai yet. But instead of eating, he watched Kai take interest in his cinnamon roll. It was quite cute Kyungsoo thought, until he saw Kai poking out his tongue and his lips, He didn’t know why he felt nervous and his blood pressure felt like it was rising and his eyes didn’t hide it either. He blushed pink and he didn’t know if Kai saw it but he just bit his lip and looked at his own food.

“S-shopping? R-really?” The older asked, he hasn’t done this shopping thing before. He only gets new clothes before when someone donated in their orphanage, they were nice, but you really can’t call them ‘new’. He looked down to what he was wearing, they were Kai’s and he guesses it would be quite a hassle for the other if he kept borrowing, although he doesn’t mind since they were comfy already,”W-whatever I get, I promise I owe it tou you… I’ll pay you, somehow..” and then it hit him. His eyes widen, realizing that Kai was acting much like….. Kyungsoo’s boyfriend.

@D.O

Kai smiled after hearing Kyungsoo's reply, which, thankfully, turned out to be much better than he expected it to be. To be honest, he didn't know what to expect, and he waited for the worst. So Kyungsoo's honest reply brought a smile to Kai's lips and he found his heart fluttering. Maybe Kyungsoo wasn't so bad after all, and he might find it easier to open up to the older.

"Alright, let's get back to eating. If you have anymore questions, you can ask me anytime," he said with a quick but sincere smile. He turned his body and scanned the food on the table before picking up his cinnamon roll before taking a small bite out of it, the glazed sugar coating his lips with discomfort. He poked his tongue out and gave his lips a , wiping away the sugar.

He picked up his coffee and took a large sip, something worming it's way into his mind. "Hey, let's go shopping afterwards!" He beamed. He noted how the other would probably need new clothes, and better clothes too. It does sound a little weird, the two of them going shopping, especially for clothes, but if you think about it, the idea did sound quite fun.

@Kai “I-Its ok Kai, I guess I just have to know you better”. Kyungsoo is a nice guy, he just needed to know the other more to get used to him and know what he likes and what he doesn’t, who knows he might even find out the grim behind his real name.
When Kai said ‘continue’ Soo actually thought about eating, and then there was that awkward question for Soo which left him bug-eyed again.He didn’t really know what to answer yet since he barely knew Kai. “Uhm… for the short while that I knew you…” he breathed and continued ,looking at Kai and still holding his hand. “I could say I’m feeling more comfortable now… since you know.. you started opening up… and aside for the constant teasing and the yell from a while ago, yes you’re nice and no I don’t hate you~...” Soo said and blushed. He couldn’t help but notice the nervousness in Kai’s expression while he was talking, but after what he said, he doesn’t think Kai has anything to worry about him for now.

@D.O

Kai frowned, a frown bearing slight guilt. He hadn't meant to yell at the other, and definitely not scare him. Because first of all, Kyungsoo didn't know that he wasn't suppose to call him Jongin, second, the other didn't know why, and third, of all, Kyungsoo was new here and to think that Kai's name calling situation mattered more than what happened to Kyungsoo was incomparable.

"It's okay," Kai sighed. The other deserved forgiveness, but he also deserved an apology, a huge one. "I'm sorry too, I shouldn't have yelled at you." he said, voice sincere and eyes round with hope of forgiveness and worry. Kai hoped Kyungsoo was nice enough to not leave him hanging and blabbering to other people of the house about how Kai had yelled at him.

"Let's um, continue." Kai said, pausing slightly in the middle of his not very long suggestion. "Do you like me? I mean, am I nice, do you like, I don't know, hate me?" He took a deep breath after asking, unfortunately not ready for the answer, what if the older boy /did/ hate him? Kai unnoticeably shivered at the thought. Because he, for sure, would never hate someone like Kyungsoo. Judging from looks and minor experience, Kyungsoo seem like the kind of person that liked to help and had deep care for things he'd known for a long time.

@Kai Kyungsoo felt relaxed whenever Kai somehow massages his hands, actually the fact that Kai holds his hands already relaxes him. Everything was ok until he muttered the other’s real name. He saw the change in Kai’s eyes, he looked angry or hurt but he couldn’t quite tell, and he obviously doesn’t know why. To be honest, the way Kai told him to not call him Jongin already scared him a bit so Kyungsoo just apologized. “I-Im sorry…” he said, not looking away from Kai. He thought maybe it was his turn to help relax him, he took Kai’s hands and did the same, he wasn’t sure if he was in the position to ask about the other’s family background so he dismissed the idea.

(aigooo so short >< mianhe!!)

@D.O Kai smiled when Kyungsoo mentioned how he was supposedly 'mature' and 'hot', immediately noticing how Kyungsoo tensed up after that. Kai chuckled before wrapping his hands around Kyungsoo's small ones again, thumbs pressing down and moving in a circular motion, a smile dancing on his lips. But stopped when the familiar name had been called out. One very much forbidden in Kai's own ears.

Kai's eyes darkened as he turned to look at the other, lips trembling just the slightest. The other had just called him Jongin, twice if he remembered correctly. But Kai didn't want that. He didn't want Kyungsoo calling him Jongin. In fact, he didn't want /anyone/ calling him that unknown and worthless name.

"Please, Kyung," he whispered, added with a heavy sigh, "Please, /don't/ call me that," Kai said, removing his hands and began rubbing his temples. "I don't like it, just call me by my regular name, Kai. Just Kai, don't even say Kim." he breathed out and leaned back. At least it came out nicer than he had expected it to. He didn't want to release his anger out on the other, because he could be scary sometimes. When his past is spoken about and questions about his family are asked, he gets really uncomfortable and would throw anything near him. He sighed, the other probably just didn't know.

@Kai K-kim Kai?? Why does that sound wrong?? Kyungsoo thought, but he dismissed it, looking at Kai he was sure the other was in quite a deep thought. Kyungsoo thinks he heard the name before, on TV or something, but he wasn’t a big fan of the television at the orphanage so he wasn’t really sure.
“I’m 19”…… Silence. “YOU’RE YOUNGER THAN ME?!?!?!” Kyungsoo stormed “I’m 1 year and two days older?!? Wait what?!? You know that much?!?” His eyes were big pans right now, staring at the now surprised Kai. He slapped Kai’s arms softly “Y-yah! You’re younger than me and you had me kidnapped?!?”.
“…….and you’re supposed to look younger” he heard Kai mumble at the last part of his sentence. Kyungsoo wanted to open his mouth and ask more but the compliment made him blush and just shut up and look down at his food. “Why do you look more mature and hotter than me~ its unfair” he whined. Kyungsoo’s eyes were about to pop out realizing what he just said. He tensed up and pouted looking at the other who was pouting too. ‘That must be one of the cutest things ever’ he thought.
He looked back at his food when Kai’s voice suddenly went down tens of decibels making Kyungsoo look at Kai and read his lips. "Kyungsoo, I'm sorry for lying, but Kai….Isn't really my real name... It's J-Jongin… D-don't tell anyone, you're the only person I told. So feel special about it.”
Kyungsoo’s eyes twitched for a while and his brow raised. “Why did you even have to lie to me about that Jongin?? And you want me to feel Special!?” He sighed, but he wasn’t really mad, he was just curious that’s all… And atleast now he knows that Kai trusts him enough, considering he was the only one who knew about it. “Kim Jongin~ sounds much better~” he smiled

@D.O Kai's breathing hitched for a little while. "M-my whole name?" he asked with clear hesitation. He pondered over the thought of telling him. Everyone he knew and met called him Kai, because that's what he wanted them to call him. But never had he told anyone his name, "I-it's Kai... My surname is Kim." He didn't know if he had done the right choice, but other than his parents, no one else knew his name. But they called him Kai as well and he doubt they even remember his real name.

He took a deep breath. Part of it for being guilty for lying, but another part for what's about to come out of his mouth. "I'm 19," he mumbled quietly, he hoped the other didn't hear, because there was no denying that he wasn't embarrassed. But the other should know. "I'm 19, and I'm younger than you, much younger than you, and you're older than me by a year and two days, and you're supposed to look younger," he said much louder and clearer, except the last part, which was meant for himself and only himself. But again, didn't mean he enjoyed saying it.

His fingers fiddled with the hem of his shirt. Thinking the other might about it, he snapped quietly. "I'm still telling people I'm older." he said with a small pout. It was weird for him doing it, mainly because he's never actually poured before and he just didn't know how to do it. But the lie he had told the other never slipped from his mind once, so he immediately frowned.

"Kyungsoo, I'm sorry for lying, but Kai," he hesitated, "Isn't really my real name... It's J-Jongin." he whispered, teeth biting down harshly on his bottom lip. He didn't care if he bled, but he just wanted his racing heart, racing from fear and worry, to stop. "D-don't tell anyone, you're the only person I told. So feel special about it." he muttered.

@Kai The restaurant huh?? Kyungsoo gave him his best I-Am-Not-Amused face and ended up pouting. He sighed, I guess Kai isn’t ready to tell me everything yet, but although Kyungsoo is disappointed, he just thought that maybe sooner or later Kai would open up to him. “W-we?? L-live together??” Kyungsoo stuttered as pink tint spread across his face. “O-ok?” Snap! Where did the ‘ok’ came from? Kyungsoo doesn’t know either but one thing is for sure, the smile he saw on the other’s face was priceless~ It was something he could look at for a whole afternoon without getting bored, no, a whole day perhaps.

My name?? my name my name oh yes my name! “I have a feeling you already know.. I’m Do Kyungsoo” and it might not be obvious but “I’m 20 years old” he said as he nodded. Curious enough though, Kyungsoo asked the same tilting his head in curiosity “What about you? What’s your whole name?? and how old are you?”

@D.O

Kai smirked smugly. "The restaurant," he said with a light chuckle. "Just kidding, but what I can tell you is that you'll be living with me from now on." he replied quietly. He hoped the other didn't feel bad or something because Kyungsoo /was/ what many people bid for. If Kyungsoo thought of it the wrong way, Kai wouldn't know what to do, because he wasn't willing to leave Kyungsoo, or rather have the other leave him. He had just started to gain purpose in life because of the other.

Kai thought that he should be able to ask some questions too, so he started with something simple like how he requested Kyungsoo to. "What's your full name?" Of course though, Kai knew that already. "How old are you?" Kai knew that as well, and he thought maybe it was time the other knew Kai had been younger than him the whole time. Kyungsoo would find out sooner or later, one way or another.

(So sorry for the short reply! I'm really busy, I'll reply longer next time!)

@Kai There it is Kyung! He’s asking if you want to ask anything! At that moment Kyungsoo’s smiled and his mind was overflowing in an instant and his eyes turned round once again, he could go ahead and ask why the hell he was taken here, who else is with him, what does he plan on doing, but he relaxed and thought of the most simple one he could think of right at the moment just for warm up. “O-ok? W-where are we Kai?” he said softly “Where exactly” he added with accent~ thinking that the other might again and give the most obvious answer: The restaurant -___-
Kyungsoo stared at the other while waiting with hopeful eyes. He told himself that if this conversation was going to be ok, he could trust Kai.

(Ahhhwhw thank yoU!! And yes you're a big help!!! :D)

@D.O (there's nothing wrong with your writing style, honey. I began like that when I first started writing too, and I'm really hoping I could help improve your writing skills! Writing is my favorite hobby and I'm sure you'd like it too :))

@D.O Kai chuckled at the other's response, feeling like he would open up to him sooner than he'd expected, which was a good thing. He continued feeding the other soup, forgetting all about his own hunger. He hoped the other would open up to him sooner, because he's already opened up a whole lot. He's just scared that the other might run away, and Kai wanted nothing but to gain his trust. He didn't want to feel hope that probably wouldn't exist.

"So, is there anything you want to ask me?" Kai asked Kyungsoo. He probably had a lot of questions, lots of them, but the other couldn't help it, right? Kai would be blunt if it was him, asking the most important question that could maybe answer a bunch of other side questions; Why am I here?

"Start with something simple. It'd help us get to the main topic," Kai said with a small smile. Kyungsoo seemed so terrified when they first met, maybe Kyungsoo didn't have such a happy past. But neither did Kai, so he was ready to hear and say anything, explain everything the other wanted. Just from a glance, Kyungsoo looked like a happy child, one with lot of beautiful memories to remember. A life filled with rainbows and cupcakes, but Kai knew better than to judge. It's just like him, he's an actor, he's famous in some areas, but no one really understands how depressing life can be to him sometimes.