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@jonghyun then, you really need to get used to it. especially if you want to meet new people, the majority of them except some that are douches.. /a grin shows on his lips once he hears that you wanted to learn about him, a giddy sensation coming over him as he bows his head, wanting to do nothing but show you how you make him feel and he hopes he'll be able to do that soon.
/his slender hand trails through his jet black locks, his smile becoming wider once he hears your response. chuckling at your words. nodding quickly, holding out a hand towards you and playfully winks at you. why would i be scared? shall we hurry so your beating will hurt less?
/putting on a joking front but a bit curious on what your wish would be but pushes it off to the side until the time comes.

@iron Maybe I'm not good at accepting kindness? I can't just dump all my problems on someone, especially not you. Especially when I'd rather learn more about you instead.
-I wasn't sure if the flowing words were making any sense, that I was a little broken, maybe even a whole lot, and I didn't want you to know that too soon when you were the fascinating person; darkly handsome and undeniably charismatic, a much bigger prize than anything that I was or could ever have to offer-
Yeah, I think I should at least take you out. I want to. Do you like bowling by any chance?
-at long last a small smile quirked upon my lips, I knew that I could be a good time, but I was also a terribly emotional creature, weighed down by past ; and I hoped I wasn't walking blindly into another painful situation, because you were damned captivating to me, and it seemed the things I desired most always hurt me in the end-
We should go. And let's make a bet, alright? If I win, you owe me something- one small wish. Sound like fun or are you a bit scared?

@jonghyun /places a hand up and shakes his head, not wanting you to say thanks or to even apologize to him. he should be the one saying thanks, he was grateful that he was in your presence. but right now, it was all about you. for awhile, it would always be. and he likes it that way.
it's really not a problem, jonghyun. if you need to rant and i'll always be here to listen and attempt to give you advice. it's not necessarily one of my favorite subjects but for you, i'd try to give you the best. if you want to tell me about why, my ears are always open. and completely open right now so i would suggest you tell me before they close.
/your cheek was soft underneath his fingertips, wanting to do nothing but to it. quickly notices that your body had stiffened behind his touch, moving his hand back into its sanctuary. hating how he messed everything with you, he just wanted to go hide under a rock since he can't even make friends in the open. the corner of his lips lift up synchronized, teeth showing once he nods and brings a hand up to the back of his neck.
i'll have to explain it to you one day. and, no. i'm actually free right now. were you going to ask me if i wanted to go somewhere? or should i ask you?

@iron -before I can control it, my gaze drifts to meet yours, a little bit of understanding glinting in my eyes, even humor at your words that are different in an endearing sort of way, a part of me surprised you would even care-
Thanks. I mean, just.. thanks. I wish I had some way to make this up to you, after all, you've been nothing but good to me and here I am. Whining about my life. You probably don't even really get why.
-breaths a sigh, lowering my hand from the tangles of carefree locks, discomfort rapidly returning to stiffen my spine when your touch, warm and amazingly gentle, brushes against my sharp cheek; I was incredibly sensitive to touch, not because I disliked it, no, I liked it too much, and I knew that if I'd broken the touch barrier between us, I wouldn't stop there at friendly grazes and chaste nudges-
I don't get it but... Uhm. Are you busy at all?

@jonghyun /looks over at you, watching as your hand moves through your hair. it seemingly looking too soft and like silk, wanting to reach out his hand and run it through the soft locks over and over again. shakes his head at all your words, disagreeing with almost all the remarks you said but doesn't say anything about it and he just ends his thoughts with a small shrug.
as long as you gain the strength to go through all . it's hard, at first. it's so hard.. but all you can do is get some special shoes and walk in the . you may stink and people may look at you like you're such an idiot.. it works though. things get easier that way and much more fun too. and just so you know, i'm almost ninety-eight percent positive people give a about you. more than you think.
/chuckles lowly to himself and moves his hand to your cheek, patting it softly with a grin. your words kind of paining him in his heart, realizing that he doesn't like it at all when you talk bad about yourself. but he just nods, hoping that you'll soon see how interesting you are and that not everyone is like you.
only if you want it to be. i see it as a good thing. and you aren't? you can't tell me that because i won't believe it.

@iron -unconsciously fidgets with the fabric of my shirt, fingers even drifting further upward to the mess that's my hair, unaware that I'm attempting to fix myself, or that my nerves are getting to me, pausing with my hand gripping a whole fistful of my dyed, tousled tendrils-
Does ever get easier? I don't mean to be a downer but-- it's always some happening. You know? I kinda feel, I dunno, like I'm wasting away, and no one even gives a . They say they do, but--
-frowns softly at your last statement that brings at uncomfortable swirl of heat throughout my chest; and I knew that feeling well and hated it, because it meant vulnerablity, temptation, and everything I was probably too emotionally unstable for-
Is that a good thing..? I'm really not all that interesting to think about, eheh.

@jonghyun /instantly regrets the meant-to-be kind nudge but soon awkward once he hears the sound that leaves your lips; mentally places his face in his hands.
i hope it gets easier for you, then. and hopefully, you'll get to enjoy it soon. it's not fun when you're upset. and, i don't know- ever since we did that song together, it's a bit difficult to get you out of my head.
/his teeth go to his lip as in a nervous habit, he tends to bite until he tastes blood. but for now, he settles for trapping his hands in his pockets.

@iron -blinks a few times as if I didn't hear what you said, eyes starting to round hugely, letting out a plainly awkward chortle when my shoulder shifts from the light nudge-
Uhhh. I've been.. better? I don't know, really. Life has its tough times and-- missed me? H-How? We're so.. different.
-I couldn't even begin to get a grasp on myself, usually confident demeanor slipping away from me fast and steadily, bringing up a palm to rub at the back of my nape-

@jonghyun starts to wheeze again and coughs.
how have you been? i missed seeing you around.
/smiles slightly, nudging your shoulder gently.

Im beautiful :p

@iron H-Hey...

hey, jonghyun. casually wheezes.

@gwangmin see, now this the reason why
you're an old man. so stingy
you can't give a friend fifty bucks
like damn, bro. /pulls my hand
back, glaring at you/ at least i can
take care of five kidsl

@jaebum because that's what I do and who you calling old?
aren't you like a dad or something you have like five kids bruh.
/looks down at your hand/
how about five dollars

Tries to look cool.

It's Iron.

@gwangmin Why are you going all mortal kombat
on me, you old looking dude? /rolls
my eyes playfully, holding out my
hand again/ I want 50 bucks.

@jaebum are you really gonna do this right now jae?
/kicks your leg, punching your arm afterwards/
how much do you want satan?
dont think i'm giving you something like 100 bucks either

@gwangmin ...
/frowns slightly, looking away
and nodding his head slowly/
Okay...I see how it is. I guess
i'm just wind. Just...nothing.
/cue kdrama music/

@jaebum /blinks at you for a moment/
I can and I did pfft
who said I was supposed to pay a fee just to spray paint jae?
/looks around/
oh you mean the wind? nice

@gwangmin gwang, you can't spray paint. you're gonna have to give
a couple of bucks now. /holds out my hand/

/spray paints min was here and rolls away with the v card/