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@g-dragon *Facepalms my face so hard that I end up hurting myself.*
If he says no you respect his decision, it's doesn't hurt to ask and it won't be the end of the world. Plus you have two hands to please yourself.
*Waves my hand, still angry at you.*
Whatever just go.
*Sighs deeply and plays pokemon when you leave.*
Stupid idiot.

@hansol *Realizes you are pissed off and not liking this idea of mine. Gulps hard from your stare.*
...
*Stutters with confusion.*
B-but what if he says no?
*Grabs the cheek you slapped and rubs it as I stare at you. Frowns and lowers my head from being an idiot.*
I-I'm sorry. I'll leave then. Um, thanks for hanging with me I will call you another time.
*Gets up and quickly leaves the way I came from, thinking of how close I was to messy up my relationship and hurting someone I care about it.*

@g-dragon *Narrows my eyes at you and glares into the back of your head.*
If we were both SINGLE then sure we can have , but oh hey did you forget YOU ARE DATING SOMEONE and I AM GETTING MARRIED. Having with people is great but with the one you love will be the best ever.
*Gasps softly when you roll on top of me, my anger boiling by the way you are acting.*
If you need it then go to your BOYFRIEND WHO LOVES YOU AND CARES ABOUT YOU.
*Grinds my teeth.*
I messed up once and I am wiser now. I'm not going to have with you. I will wait for Taehyung to come back even if it takes forever.
*My eyes widen when you kiss my stomach and that is it. Smacks you hard across the head and pushes you off of me. Yells.*
Do I need to be the adult here and get your together for you? You are older then me so act like a fricking adult. You stop this bull and clean up, be a better man. You can a) go to Donghoon and talk to him about your ual needs or b) stop ing touching or talking to me in ual ways because we are just friends and take your ing nap like you wanted. Donghoon cares for you and are you really going to throw the most greatest thing out of your life just so you can please your . The answer is NO. So you have your options so behave like an adult.

@hansol *A smile slowly grows on my face.*
So I will take that as a yes, there is nothing to be shame of wanting to have with me. I mean I would have with you too because you are attractive.
*Smirks and rolls on top of you, pins my arms on both sides of your head.*
Let me please you, I need it.
*Lets out a groan from ual frustration.*
I know you need it too, I mean its been how long since you got it? Come on~
*Lifts your shirt up and reveals your lean stomach. Kisses the center of your stomach, moves down towards your lower abdomen. Parts my lips slightly and on your skin while staring up at you with lustful and hungry eyes. Begins to tug on your pants slightly, wanting to put myself inside of you so badly from how I am. Smirks.*
I know you want it, let me you hard till you can't walk anymore.

@hansol (SR.)

@g-dragon (*Throws the bible at you, throws the church at you, throws Jesus at you.* NNONONOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO)

*Blinks at you and my breath slips out of me, finding difficulties to speak.*
Uh...yeah...b-but that was a while back...
*Meets eye contact and feels very awkward at the moment.*

(More like what is fricking going on here.)

Um...well...I wanted from you because you were attractive and because I needed it, not because of emotions. to me doesn't mean love...just letting you know so you don't get the wrong idea.

(*Packs up to go to Church.* I need Jesus in my life. *Blasts off.*)

@hansol (Nope. You just need to wait it out.)

*Finds the courage to say my words to you, finding a way to word them to you.*
Remember a while back when you came over and asked me for ?
*Laughs awkwardly. Looks into your eyes deeply so I can get your full attention.*
Do you still want that from me? Do you still want from me?
*I ask with a serious tone and with a pleading one too.*

@g-dragon (*Digs a hole for my body.* Please tell me what you are doing? *Sprays you with water.* Bad child.)

*Gasps when you lift me up suddenly and when I hit my bed my eyes close tightly. Reopens them to see you laying beside me.*
Ah, a nap?
*Feels your arms around my body and feels us getting closer. Everything seems more silent being this close to you, besides one thing beating loudly in my ears.*
*Blinks and clears my throat.*
S-sure, what is it?

@hansol (Your welcome. Just don't do it around special events such as birthdays or holidays. I changed my mind, you will find out. Be patient.)

*There is so much pain and confusion in my chest, looking over that face of yours over and over again. I am stupid I think to myself, wishing I was smart for once.*
*Sighs lightly as we arrive at your dorm. Exits the car after you and keeps my eyes on you. Why...why...I ask myself. What am I doing? What is going on? I ask myself these questions before you take me by my hand inside your dorm. Smiles back at you and lets out a deep sigh. Walks towards you and lifts you up before throwing you onto your bed.*
Let's have a nap.
*Crawls on the bed and lays beside you, wraps my arms around you and brings you closer to my body.*
....
*Stares at your face even more when we are this close, my eyes move down to your lips and back to your eyes.*
Hansol, can I ask you something...

@g-dragon (Okay thank you...I just don't know when I should do it. I mean I was planning to do it last week but chicken out. Is g-d okay??????????? I thought we were just going to make this some funny were they get high....why is he sad????WHY???What are you planning???? WHAT ARE YIYUIHNUJKNEBHJGDYHBNKJHGYVBHKHGFGVJBKJLOHUGYHVBNJK)

*Blinks at you as to why you won't answer me, doesn't push you.*
Hm?
*Stares at our hands, missing Taehyung even more from it.*
*Glances back in time before you see me looking at our hands. Frowns slightly.*

(Bro bro bro bro bro bro bror boro juje like is he good???? nothing bad is not going to happen, right?????RIGHT?)

I uh...I'm glad to have met you too.
*Arrives at my dorm and gets out the car, with many questions in my head. Sneaks through the back door as to not disturb the members and grabs your hand, sneaks into my bedroom. Quickly locks the door and sighs.*
Okay what shall we do?
*Smiles softly, trying to enlighten the mood still.*

@hansol (Oh, okay. Just be honest and do it face to face. It but everyone has to go through a break up and they need to understand from your point of view that you aren't happy. You not being happy will affect the relationship and really it isn't a relationship with you aren't happy with one another. You can do this. )

*Doesn't answer your questions.*
*Grabs your hand gently and pulls you out of the cafe with me.*
I...um...
*Glances at you and smiles weakly.*
I am glad to have met you.
*Lets go of your hand and quietly gets in the car. Waits for you to get ready before driving off to your dorm.*

(Reply here still sense I don't want to ruin Minghao's thing with Jun.)

@g-dragon (Joshua nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. Taehyung is probably never coming on......but in RL....I know I have to do it but nayyyyyy......)

W-what are you saying...?
*Feels the atmosphere become heavy especially when you become sad.*
A-are you okay?
Um....
*Blinks at you with confusion and nods slowly.*
Okay then let's go.
*Follows you out of the cafe, worry about you but keeps my smile on just not to make you feel bad. Gets in your car and settles in the seat.*

@hansol (Wait with who? Joshua or Taehyung???)

I have been through a lot and I have gain a lot of wisdom, I know Hansol...know how it feels to be alone. Know how painful it is, spending your time all alone at the end of the day. Having so much fans who love your work, your looks and that smile you force everyday. I am only human and I don't have everything. Soon enough I will have nothing.
*Lowers my gaze and mumbles something.*
*Glances up quickly, looks at your eyes.*
Let's go to your place or your dorm. Just don't tell any of the members that I am there.
*Gets up and grabs our drinks to throw them out.*
I'll drive us there.
*Smiles softly.*

@g-dragon Pfft you are an so hey we have something in common.
*Tilts my head at your comment how it almost sounds like a quote about life.*
Hm.
That does make sense in some way...
*My jaw drops suddenly when you actually say you would stop, feeling proud that you were being smart for once and that your stupid flirting games would end.*
Good, you better.
*Sighs and rests back in my chair to finish my drink. Finishes and glances at you with a warm smile.*
Where shall we go?

@g-dragon (I want to break up and I have never done it and I'm scared...I don't know how they will take it. I feel like an right now. screw format tbh.)

Pfft you are an so hey we have something in common.
(AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I will reply completely later....*SIGHS>* )

@hansol (Fine but you can always talk to me. I may be an sometimes but I care deeply. I know I am. I have noticed and congrats.)

It's my relationship and I don't need advice from a...
*Glances you up and down.*
brat~
*Smirks at you, feeling so accomplish and mighty.*
*Pauses to think about something, hums softly.*
Dumb in the past, learn now and smarter in the future.
*Chuckles quietly, taking my thumb out of my mouth when I watch how I got you so badly, how much I love playing and tricking with you made me feel so much excitement. Then something I have never seen trick me or made me froze in place, you were fluster...you were blushing...My eyes widen and I just stare at you even when you spoke to me. Shakes my head and notices you closer to my face.*
I...oh...I um guess I should stop then...its fun though, especially with you. But I am in a relationship...
*Laughs uneasy.*
Yeah I should stop....
*Glances off to the side and stays silent as I wait for you to finish your drink.*

@g-dragon (Its okay nevermind. *Laughs.* But please you are crosssingggggggg the line. I am going to get my whooped up so hard I won't have an to sit on. Also I am a co-admin for the Woozi roleplay and I'm so happy.)

"...."

Stares at you without saying a word because I didn't want to add to the conversation and it is feeling slightly awkward on my end. Sighs lightly and crosses my arms.

"Yes you should ask him, communication is important in relationships. Just talk to him and stop being stupid."

Stays quiet for a moment, my body is building up with rage but you were only speaking the truth.

"I guess, but we should try not to be stupid...we are smarter now."

Tenses up my shoulders and leans all the way back into my chair feeling your hand brush against my lips. Closes my eyes tightly as I feel my breath stop midway in my throat.

"....Ji..."

Opens my eyes quickly when I feel you pull away and quickly swats your hand away from me.

"What do you think..."

My eyes move to your lips and thumb, then my eyes drift up to your predator eyes locking me frozen in place. My body fills up with fear but at the same time my face heats up. Covers my face with my hands confuse about myself at the moment, glares at you with anger at what you were doing.

"W-what do you think you are doing?! You shouldn't be flirting with me or anyone in general..."

Leans over the table and whispers to you.

"You are ing dating someone, and I'm getting married. You should drop the flirting thing now."

@hansol (That is good too hear then. I am glad your friend's friend is okay, that sounds weird to say. This is serious but no I haven't, have you? Is this why you are asking me?)

I know that but maybe I want to hear you saying that I'm handsome. Just playing.
*Leans back in my chair with my legs still cross, and listen to those mature words come out of a young man.*
That is true, but I'm scared I am going to scare him away...I feel like if I hurt him then he might break or it might be a turn off for him...But I should ask if I am only assuming here.
*Makes an o shape with my lips.*
Ohhh well look at the big boy speak. You know everyone makes mistakes no matter what age or gender or race, everyone including you.
*Nods and switches our shakes, smiles softly and looks at your lips again.*
Yeah I like the chocolate one more than the strawberry.
*Smirks and leans over the table with my hand stretch over to your face and near your lips. Whispers softly as I brush my thumb against your lips.*
You have some left over strawberry here~
*Sits back down and my thumb with my eyes still on yours, hunting you down like a prey.*
Hm, yummy~
*Chuckles softly and continues to drink my shake and finishes it the next minute.*

@g-dragon (I'm better today, things are better with my friend's friend. Like holy snacks, I am so glad they are okay. I know, same though. Its slightly serious but um have you ever felt like things you do are meh whatever or just boring or you don't have feelings for things anymore.)

"I don't think you need my compliment if you have many fans or people who think you are attractive, you are already full of yourself."

Crosses my as I can sense that proud aura just swarming around you, I smile back at you as I enjoy my time with you and getting to relax. Blinks a couple of times when you speak, taking all the information inside.

"Just ask him and try things with him, that is what relationships are. To grow and go through things together. Maybe he isn't as fragile as you think."

Raises my eyebrow and snaps back a comment.

"Well you are an adult so you should think before you act."

Looks down at your drink in front of me,feeling uncertainty as I look at it and think of what could happen if I drank it. Slowly brings the straw to my lips and drinks it. Tastes the sweet flavour in my mouth and sits back to judge the shake.

"I think the chocolate is better."

Smiles softly as I confess my rating for the drink.

@hansol (Tired that I might pass out, how are you? Are you feeling better. Listen I know that...I honestly wouldn't be doing this stuff in real life. Sure what do you want to ask me?)

*Both of my eyebrows jerk up from your compliment, thinking I must have heard something then but no you actually compliment. A smile slowly grows on my face but quickly disappears when you call me a douche. Shakes my head at you.*
Of course it was a lie, I am still beautiful and charming.
*Shrugs lightly feeling sort of proud at the fact that I was weird for the things I like in bed.*
Nope I haven't told him all about it. I think he is too fragile for it anyways but I am fine with it. I won't die from not doing them. No I know I am weird...
*Chuckles softly and keeps my eyes on your face.*
Hm, sometimes I do and sometimes I don't.
*Takes the drink from your hands and takes a sip from it. My eyes widen at the rich flavors in my mouth.*
Wow this does taste amazing, probably better than the strawberry one~ Here~
*I shove my drink in your face, forcing you to take it and try it yourself.*

@g-dragon (How are you? You better not cross the line, you will get in trouble but you obviously don't care. May I ask you something?)

Grins slightly and nods as well, knowing I hate negative or deep conversations myself because of how quickly it can change the mood.

"Yeah it has become heavy, let's change the..."

Narrows my eyes at you and judges you across the table at how ridiculous you are, thinking that you are so full of yourself but that is better than not be confident. Shrugs lightly and comments,

"Not beautiful...more like charming."

Hums softly while rubbing my chin, meets your eyes with my own and smirks.

"Actually like a douche looking guy."

Shakes my head slowly and hisses under my breath as I turn my head away from you, for you were acting so weird and I should get use to that by now since that is just you.

"Hm, you just like really weird stuff don't you. Is Donghoon aware of your weird habits? I know you are kidding but at the same time I think you just say that because you are afraid to think that you will be called a weirdo. I don't think it's weird, well the rocks for sure are weird but the other things aren't that weird."

Stops drinking from hearing that comment of yours, wondering if you were okay or if you were on some sort of drug.

"Do you hear yourself when you speak?"

Notices you staring at me when I am drinking and that laugh I hear makes me feel uneasy, knowing something is going on in that mind of yours. Blinks and looks at your hand then at your face, trying my best to see if you were pulling a prank on me.

"Um I guess...."

Hands you my drink awkwardly and watches your movements.

@g-dragon (Thank you for saying that. It means alot to me really. But no go to bed, it's late and you probably have a busy day tomorrow I will talk to you later. I just need to deal with it and know it isn't my fault. I can't control a person's way of acting.)

@hansol (I may not know you but no one is useless, we all have purposes here. You are trying and you are being generous by offering your help that its up to them to accept your help. You shouldn't feel bad about their decisions. I'm happy that you are trying to help and that you care about these people, some people would just ignore others and you should be proud of yourself. Don't be negative and be positive. I will roleplay with you if that will distract you. I will stay up too. )

@g-dragon (*hugs you back and sighs.* It's been pretty crappy, trying to help a few people but I feel completely useless and I want to help but my help isn't doing anything. Its just been negative lately and I need distractions before I become negative.)

@hansol ( I will try my best not to cross the line but I like to though, it is alot of fun~ A hug? Hugs you tightly in my arms. What's wrong?)

Hm, that would explain it then.
*A soft and short chuckle comes out of my mouth when I say that. Nods my head to show my agreement of what you said, knowing that alot of my fans would probably be sobbing about me and that other people I cared about would be terribly sad.*
This topic became heavy, let's just drop it and talk about more positive things such as how charming I am.
*Runs my fingers through my hair then whips it to the side.*
Beautiful~
*Grins and narrows my eyes as I laugh again. Places my finger on my lips with my eyes looking up at the ceiling, moves them back down to look at you and purses my lips with amusement.*
But what if I like having rocks thrown at me, you will only fill my desires.
*Waves my hand at you and sighs lightly.*
I'm just kidding.
*Rolls my eyes to the side with a playful feeling to it, crosses my legs when I sit back down with my drink.*
Cutie doesn't like being called cutie, huh? Cutie is so cute, he makes me jealous.
* my lips tasting a bit of the strawberry flavor on them, hums softly. Stares at your lips and then the straw in your mouth, watching the chocolate content shoot up the straw into your mouth making me chuckle at a dirty thought.*
Can I have a sip~?
*Stretches my hand towards you slowly waiting for your permission.*

@g-dragon (Oh boy....maybe. People usually rub on me or I take their habits and such. Well you better not cross the line, just saying or you will mentally get killed. *Sighs* I need a hug.)

"No it was anything special really, don't really remember it but I did forget to put my alarm early so yeah."

I explain further more of my morning and my lateness of today. My face expression stays still and blank, slowly looks up at you and listens to the words that spill out of your mouth and that you were happy by what I said. Laughs softly and relaxes my shoulders trying my best to shake this awkwardness away.

"Yeah you dying won't be a good thing, you are still young too and you have many fans and family that love you so much."

My eyebrows slightly furrow down when I couldn't see your face, hesitatingly reaches my hand over to pull it down but flinches back when you start laughing suddenly. Shakes my head just a little bit with confusion from the way your were laughing and that you look like you were about to cry in front of me.

"Please don't throw your nasty s at me, I will throw rocks at you if you do that."

Nods at you when you proceed to retrieve our drinks and sits there looking out the window while fidgeting with the seventeen family ring on my pinkie. Feels something tap my head and looks up to see you and my chocolate shake. Grabs the shake and narrows my eyes when I hear you calling me a cutie, knowing you shouldn't be saying that at all. Purses my lips before speaking.

"Please don't call me that again."

Takes a sip of the shake and gasps at how delicious it is or maybe anything chocolate is good to me. Meets eye contact with you and awkwardly stares at you while drinking, not sure what to do.

@hansol (Surprise you actually don't care or maybe I am just rubbing off on you. Nice~ We can be comrades at this .)

*Can't help myself from letting out a chuckle at your reason for being late.*
Maybe you had a good dream or something.
*Feels the atmosphere around us become awkward, and I keep my eyes on your face structure as you speak. My heart breaks slightly from those words, replaying in my head over and over again; "you are a very nice guy" and "you just made a mistake". Unconsciously a wide grin stretches across my face as my eyes sparkle.*
H-Hansol, I don't know what to say but I am...
*Takes a deep breath into my lungs to finish the rest of my sentence.*
I am so happy to hear those words that I could die a happy man now but I rather not die. Just a metaphor.
*Keeps the menu over my face so you couldn't see my face expression. Drops the menu and starts bursting out with laughter which makes all the elder people in the shop stare at me and thinking if I am a crazy dude for making such a ruckus. Waves my hand in the air as I feel my eyes drown with salty water.*
Awwwwww that is so sweet of you~ I want to throw s at you too~
*Calms down and smiles warmly at how happy you are, finally being able to see that smile that I once loved so much. It is such a good feeling to know that you are doing okay and that you are able to smile again. I am at peace being here with you. Gets up and pulls out my wallet from the back pocket of my pants.*
I'll order them okay so sit tight.
*Approaches the counter and orders our shakes, pays before I wait on the side for them. Takes sneaky looks at you only being able to see the back of your head and neck. Turns back to the counter when the worker hands me our shakes and walks back to you from behind, taps your head with the bottom of your drink.*
Here is your shake cutie~
*Smiles softly and hands you the shake. Sits back down and starts drinking while glancing back up at you at the same time to see if you liked your drink and because of other reasons.*

@g-dragon (It fine don't worrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrryyyyyyyyyyy. I know I will get super busy in the summer with work so I understand you have a RL. Oh I know that but don't care at this point. Lol that sounded very bad but hahahhahahaha.)

A sigh of relief escapes my lips when you say its okay, making me relax in just seconds.

"I am happy to hear that, I'm usually not late but I woke up late today."

Rubs the back of my neck awkwardly and glances at the customers who were already eating at the tables.

"I'm surprise myself, I just knew after the last talk that you are a very nice guy and that you just made a mistake."

Lowers my menu down revealing my widen eyes from what you said but only sees your menu and not your face, curious at about your face expression when you said that. Mumbles quietly while staring off at the window far in the distance.

"I missed you too in some weird way, were I want to slap you or throw your s at you kind of way."

Quickly glances back at my menu and smiles widely like some kid.

"Shakes?! They have shakes? Oh my gawd I will have the chocolate one please."

@hansol (You always change formats but okay, and sorry not replying the last few days.You do realize this might back fire on you?)

*Hears the sound of a bell ring when you open the door and instantly looks over to see you walking towards me with a tired expression showing that you run here. Lifts my arm up on the table to make a head rest for my chin while examining your clothes and face, noticing how mature your face has gotten since the last time we have talked. Smiles softly at you when you take your seat.*
It's fine Hansol~ I'm glad you actually came.
*Watches you for a moment, following your eyes that were busy looking at the menu. Blinks when I hear your voice and the fact that you just thanked me.*
You're welcome Hansol...I um...really missed talking to you.
*Smiles awkwardly and quickly pulls the menu up to cover my face from your sight.*
I might just get a strawberry shake, how about you?

(This takes a what, a ten hour freaking nap. *Takes my beating stick.*)