▽. // beach

@hansol *Groans quietly and I instantly lower my torso down as I grab my crotch area that you have kicked.*
Argh...
Why did you-
*Lifts my head up and stares at you. Collects myself and stands up once the pain has gone away*
Of course I have a lighter, why would I bring the drugs without the lighter?
I'm not stupid.
*Takes the other one from your hand and lights it in my mouth, proceeds to lighting yours. Inhales lightly on mine, feeling the contents and chemicals slipping into my body in just seconds. Keeps my eyes on you and how you will take it, assuming you might choke up a little especially since it is your first time you might end up doing it wrong.*

@g-dragon *Turns around when I hear you calling my name, frowns slightly as I remember what you did before. Forces a smile when you approach.*
Hi~
*Kicks you in the crotch.*
Just putting you in your spot and so you won't don't anything stupid.
*Moves my eyes to the bag and takes it from your hand.*
I am sure about this.
*Takes one of them and hands the other one to you.*
Do you have a lighter?

@hansol *Is able to make it on just in time and walks to you in a calm way. Waves.*
Hansol~
*Smiles and approaches you. Takes out a bag from my hand and shakes it on front of you, revealing two rolled like cigarettes with green stuff in the middle.*
Since you said you wanted to try it I got us some. Are you sure you want to do this?

@g-dragon (Time to get highhhhhhhhh.)

*Arrives at the beach this time early then expected but maybe a little bit too early since you weren't here. Picks some rocks and throws them at the water, counting how many times they skipped across the water.*

@hansol (Actually can you start with it first that we planned this and . I arrive with the drugs as you wait for me on the beach.)

*Drives to the beach parking on the side and gets out slowly taking a bottle of whiskey with me. Walks on the beach, feeling my heavy body sink into the ground or maybe I'm just overthinking this. Sits down in front of the shore opens the bottle and takes a sip. *
....
*Grunts to myself, wipes my tears off my cheeks and takes another sip from the bottle.*

@g-dragon *Doesn't respond and reaches the car. Puts the seat-belt on and leans my head on the window, staring at the ocean. Turns my head slightly to you when you begin to talk, blinks and sighs deeply. Gets annoyed by you apologizing for no reason that I rub my face with my hands and shake my head.* Uh, no. You always think its you. It's not you. Not everything is center around you okay. I'm just dealing with...other things...*Looks out the window again, sighs.* Just take me home without questions.

@hansol *Takes note of how grumpy and moody you are so I just observe you.*
Wait, Hansol!
*I walk faster to catch up, laughs.*
Whoa you are giving a lot of lip aren't you.
*Makes my way around the car to the driver's side and gets in, starts the car and begins to drive off.*
Why are you...
*Stops myself from asking but can't help feel I am to blame.*
I apologize for what I did.

@g-dragon *Mumbles angry noises at the way you mock me, ticking me off. Takes my shoes off the ground before walking ahead of you when you point at the car, not waiting for you. Stops to wait for you.* Annoying, like talking. *Continues walking up the hill to your car, opens the door and gets in quietly.*

@hansol *Smiles at you with my eyes close, mocks you.*
See that wasn't too hard~
*Points up to the hill where my car was parked.*
My car is that way, let's go.
*Starts walking back up and looks at you to say something.*
And annoying, what do you possibly mean?
*Grins.*

@g-dragon And I don't. *Sighs and grabs your hand.* Fine, I don't want you to be annoying. *Uses your hand and gets up, lets go afterwards.*

@hansol *Shrugs.*
Well, I told you anyways just in case you wanted to do it.
*Chuckles softly and stretches my hand towards you to help you back on your feet.*
So you plan to walk all the way back in soaking clothes and get sick, not on my watch. Come on don't be stubborn and accept the ride.

@g-dragon *Just stares at you with a blank expression, really disturb by the words that come out of your mouth and when you show me how to do it.* I don't plan on doing that...*My eyes widen with disgust when you talk.* Please stop...I don't want to know. *Shakes my head at your offer.* I can walk, but thank you.

@hansol (I am a gross being. )

*Relaxes my stiff shoulders and sighs.*
Thank god...
*Grins at you and places my hands on my neck.*
Yeah choking, but you need to make sure he doesn't do it the wrong way. He should put his hands like this.
*Adjusts my hands on my neck to show you. Chuckles softly and tells them anyways.*
Oh many. A with all guys, a with two girls, with one girl and one guy. Hmm what else. , crossdressing, master and slave, public ...
*Nods. *
I could go on but that is some of them.
*Pats your head lightly.*
Come on, I'll drive you home.

@g-dragon (Ew gross you human being.)
*Rubs my head were you hit it. Nods my head and stares at you, to tell you I am being honest.* I am. *Shrieks at what you were about to say.* What!? No I wouldn't do that, are you kidding me ?! *Blinks at your suggestion.* Choking...first you send me that thing and now this. How many fantasies are locked up in that head of yours-actually don't answer! *Waves my hands in front of me, asking you not to say anything.*

@hansol ( . Winks.)

*Smacks you lightly across the head and huffs aggressively.*
Really? You better be telling the truth.
*Tilts my head back as I shake it.*
What is wrong with you kid? I thought you were trying to en...
*Pauses and shuts my eyes tightly. Sighs.*
Just ask Taehyung to choke you for god's sake or do pot. Just not this.

@g-dragon *Hits the ground hard and gasps from the impact. Turns my head to you and blinks at you scared.* I...*Winces and lowers my head when you yell at me, almost swearing actually. Stays silent when you ask me what I was doing, taking the moment to build up the courage to speak.* I....I wasn't doing anything bad...I just wanted to feel the head rush feeling...*Lowers my head avoiding your gaze from the shame.*

@hansol (My heart, and I can totally imagine those really cheesy fan made videos with those songs. Hehe. But you didn't answer me; he isn't or wasn't doing what I think he was because if he was I will ship a truck of s to Hansol's dorm and Minghao will be upset.)

*I fight back when you try to swim away, grips you hard around your stomach just to make sure you couldn't escape. I hear you pleading but I just ignore them and bring you onto shore. Throws you hard onto the ground with rage swirling inside, points at you and starts yelling.*
What is wrong with you!? You think thats funny! What the fu-
*Stops myself from swearing at you and calms down. Kneels down, sighing deeply. Pats your shoulder and speaks normally, with a slight tone of worry and sadness in it.*
Hansol, what were you doing? Please tell me~
* the back of your head and looks deeply into your eyes, trying to read your emotions. Sighs again.*

@g-dragon (I didn't want G-D to come man. BOY you stay somewhere else boy, drive somewhere else. Oh oh by the way for some reason but I'm going to say it but there are two songs that just seem to fit. "A Sadness Runs Through Him" by The Hoosiers fits Donghoon and G-Dragon so much, I can imagine those fan made videos were its Donghoon's perspective of G-D and okay bye. Then "Go to the River" by Yael Naim is perfect for Hansol and G-Dragon because they are both dealing with their own troubles which are mostly caused by one another. And the song fits this moment. okay done.)
*I hold my breath as much as I could, feeling my lungs burn as they fight for oxygen. Feeling light headed under water as my body starts to break to get one breath. I feel someone grab me pulling me up as I gasp for air, clinging onto the person's arms. I shake my head quickly as water drips down my face and I feel a rush in my head when I was brought up so quickly. I hear the person shouting out my name and I blink a couple of times to realize I am at the beach soaking wet. I turn my head back to see you and I tense up, violently start to squirm out of yours arms. Pleading that you let me go and trying to swim away from the shore and you.* No! Let go! Ah...*I pant heavily and finally calm down as we reach the shore.*

@hansol (Aye, what is Hansol doing? He better not be doing what I think he is doing. Can I interrupt? I'm going to interrupt. )

*As I am driving by in my car, taking some time to enjoy the scenery as I drive something catches my eye on the beach. I slow down the car to take a closer look, sees that it is Hansol and so I pull over to the side. Watches from my car as to what you were doing and I have no clue why I am peeking on you. I take note of you sitting on the beach assuming you are just enjoying the peaceful ocean then before I know it you wade into the water. You go underwater and so I assume you are just going for a swim so I start the car again but before I leave I take one more glance at you. Notices that you haven't come up yet. Waits for a minute any nothing and panic starts to rise up in side of me. Without thinking I whip the seatbelt off and sprint towards, stumbling over the unlevel ground but is able to make it to you. Jumps in the water as quick as I can and grabs you, pulling you back up.*
Hansol!? H-Hansol?!
*I shout out loudly, feeling my heart pounding against my chest as I hold you tightly, bringing you back to shore.*

Ah screw it. *Throws my shoes to the sides and wades into the water, tenses up from the coldness as I move in deeper. Holds my breath and puffs my cheeks before sinking my head into the water. Closes my eyes shut as I float underwater, holding onto my breath.*

*Takes my shoes off and walks on the beach enjoying the scenery of the sun shining onto the ocean, making it glimmer. Walks to the edge were the water touches my toes. Sighs and lays on the sand, staring up at the sky. *