@Kai Luhan nodded, keeping his grip on Kai's arm. He took deep breaths to get his body to relax so that it would be easier for Kai to slide in. He wanted to kiss his husband back but he couldnt even think straight from the pain that overwhelmed his thoughts and body.
@Luhan He nods "tell me if it hurts too much, okay? I'll stop if you want me too" he says, bending down and kissing his husband, then pushes himself deeper into his husband, still trying to be as careful as possible
@Kai Luhan shook his head quickly, wanting to get over with the pain to the pleasure part which he have heard that comes later. "N-no just k-keep going" he said with a sniffle. He wanted to seem brave for his husband and he wanted to give him pleasure with his body.
His heart broke slightly upon seeing his lover's tears "do you want me to stop?" he asks gently, kissing away the tears, wishing there was something he could do to take away the pain
@Kai This was Luhan's first time. He felt as if he was being torn in half. Tears automatically formed in his eyes as he cried out in pain. He squeezed his eyes together and gripped on Kai's arm tighter.
@Kai Luhan gazed back with trust evident in his eyes. He bit his lips and nodded slowly, clutching onto his husband's forearm for support. He loved the soft feelings on his and wanted more.
Still not fully letting go of kais shirt, luhan felt himself being pushed on the bed. He looked at kai with eyes full of fear anticipation love and lust.
Luhan just stood there, little bit confused on what was going on. He just blinked and let kai do whatever. He let out a small squeak as kai picked him up and wrapped his arms around kais neck instictively.
@Luhan Kai pecks Luhan's lips softly, then reaches behind Luhan and shuts off the water, he steps out of the shower grabs a towel and wraps it around himself, then grabs another one and opens it up and wraps it around Luhan, hugging him tightly, then picks him up bridal style
At that, luhans lips formed a small o, as he understood what kai was going through. He gave him a sheepish grin and kissed kais lips softly. "Well why are you trying to hold youself back?"
Luhan blinked and tilted his head. "Why? Are you okay?" he asked innocently as he leaned into kai and felt his forehead. "Are you sick?! You feel a little hot.."
You guys I am so sorry for being so freaking inactive.
I will have to go on semi-hiatus for a bit. I will be on and off every once and a while because I am just so freaking busy. I'm really really sorry and I hope you guys understand </3