@Lisa And what do you think my heart want huh?
*turn my face to face you with curious eyes*
You are cheesy
*fake a shiver before patting your head*
Hmm.. i dont know?
Lets watch a movie? You want to watch the movie in cinema or at my house?
*raised a brow with a lopsided grin*
@Sia *I kept my face straight and slowly pushed myself to stand up as well, this is strange but it making me more comfortable to you*
Don't get awkward around me now. You will have want your heart want soon.
*I intertwined our fingers together and swung it a little before bringing it close to my lips and kisses the back of your head lovingly*
I don't mind anywhere. This time it is your turn to bring us to somewhere. Anyway, tell me, what kind of gifts you like the most?
@Lisa *poke your nose playfully*
it is great that you were flattered with me.
i dont have any other solutions i guess?
*raised a brow slightly; widened my eyes as i see that you're leaning closer to me; darting my eyes at the ground as i dont have the courage to look at you in the eyes; let out a soft 'you may' as you pulled your face away from me; push myself to stand straight as i held out my hand toward you; an awkward chuckles emitted from my lips*
thats really brave to you to confess.. im impressed and almost everything that i said on my status before this is about you.. so yeah
*wrinkled my nose at my words before letting out a goofy laughs*
lets go somewhere else now~
@Sia *stared at you in the eyes and ran my fingers on the grass, I'm very confused to be honest with this weird and strange tension around us.*
It is cute. It is just it flattered me when you call me that. I get a little shy.
You said you are going to be around me so it up because I love to remind people how beautiful they are.
*I bite my lips and thinks for a while of your question.*
If I like her, I would tell her but not right now. It is too early. And the way that I will show her? Like this.
*I lean closer to you and rest my forehead against yours, I look at your rosy lips for a split second then turn my eyes back to yours*
I would tell her that I adore her so much and I would ask "may I?" for a permission to taste her lips, those lips that I've been craving to kiss ever since I laid my eyes on her beautiful soul.
*pulls my face away from you and smiles softly at you as I steal another glance of your lips*
A girl like you are the one that usually steal my heart. You are so adorable, and I got to confess that you are the one that I always talk about in the spam room. You are way too adorable.
@Lisa *pushes myself to sit up before sit with a crossed leg in front of you; let our knees to bump together as i eyed you carefully*
you can woo girl just fine. and maybe you should show that girl that you might or might not like her?
maybe that girl just more clueless that you might think
*shrugs my shoulder slightly*
arent it cuter when you call someone with a nickname? it make we closer? dont you think so?
and im not someone who know how to take a compliment.. dont waste your time complimenting me okay?
@Sia *I raised a brow to see this sudden side of you, never have I ever thought you are secretly a shy type of girl which is really adorable*
You doubted me what? I don't think I can sweep girls off their feet. I usually lose the one I wanted or they left me so I'm going to take your words that you were just joking.
*I reached to tap your cheek with my other hand and chuckles*
You sure love to call people with nickname like baby. I was complimenting you, babe. That's all
@Lisa *squirmed slightly as i felt a slight shiver ran down my spines as i felt your finger on my tummy*
Hmm.. then.. i shouldnt be that person.. because i dont want we get awkward baby
*reached out my hand to pat your cheek; take your finger that was placed on my tummy into my palm; fiddled with your finger mindlessly*
Stop it baby.. you are making me blushing with your words
*look at your eyes with reddened cheeks*
And you really know how to sweep a girl under their legs.. i shouldnt have doubt you
@Sia *I rub the back of my head and quickly place my hand down on your tummy when I feel your head on my lap. I run my fingers on your tummy in circular.*
I might get intimate with someone though even if I don't feel too much for her. I mean I put the word sometimes in my fun fact.
*steals a glance of your covered face and shuts my eyes while I look up to the skies.*
You are so beautiful and I can't help it. I feel like I want to worship your body, mind and soul. Don't worry, I kept a note that you don't like someone who only want to get under your skirt.
*opens my eyes again and looks at you with a soft smile on my face*
Sorry for making you uncomfortable but I'm not going to lie about what I think of you. If I have to define you with a word, it will be irresistible.
@Lisa *a blush creeped out on my face as i listen to your words; cleared my throat to get rid of my shyness*
Geeez.. you are impossible
But i dont really mind it
*emitted a soft chuckle from my lips before turning my head to look at you*
Nah... you told me that you wouldnt get intimate with someone you dont have deeper feeling with. Im saved then
*stick out my tongue playfully before scooting closer to you; placing my head on your lap*
I dont really mind that. Not with you
*grins sheepishly as i placed my palm on my face to cover my eyes from the sunrays*
@Sia *my eyes widened when I feel your weight on top of my body and my cheeks burnt at the sight of you smiling down at me, you look so pretty in from my view but then when did you do not look beautiful? *
A company will be great but I'm afraid I will not get to keep my hands to myself if you keep being around me and by that I mean it in the dirty way. Another heads up for you.
*I watch how effortlessly you get off me and lay down again on the grass, I turn my body around and stare at you like an eagle*
Sheesh, you know you excite me a little earlier. That was not nice.
*chuckles softly and pushes myself up, sitting on the grass and leans my back on the tree behind us*
Sorry not sorry for my ed side. I get tempted so easily.
@Lisa *run my fingers through your hair before putting some strength and push you slightly and make you lay on your back; placing my arms on the grass at the side of your face; stradling your body slightly; staring down at your face before my lips curled into a soft smile*
You can have me as your company if you need one and two is better than one if you want to get rid of boredom
*grins sheepishly at your words before tucking my hair behind my ear with one of my hand*
I hope so too and i will just let the time decide it
*beams toward you before get off of you; laying my back on the grass again while looking up at the sky*
@Sia *let out a heavy sigh and nods my head obediently, your words are true after all and I need to accept it whether I want it or not. I snuggle closer to you and slightly blush feeling your hand on my back*
Oh well, I will kept sticking to playing all by myself at the time. It makes me less bored so yeah.
*imitating your action, I trace your back with my fingers and stare at your face, secretly admiring how beautiful you are.*
You know, you don't have to worried about that person you like. I'm sure she likes you too. You got this.
@Lisa *scanning your face slightly before trailing featherly touch on your eyebrow and nose with my index finger*
You dont have to please others.. just go with the flow and if that person ran away.. just let them be.. that just mean they arent mean to be your friend , right?
*smile at your gesture before wrapping my arms around your waist back*
You are still a young maiden after all
*rest my cheek at the side of your waist; stroking your back slowly*
@Sia *shut my eyes from the bright skies and nods my head, that was something that I expected for someone like you to you say and in a good way of course*
I don't know. Probably because I have a gorgeous girl beside me or the fact that I'm not good enough.
I'm not good at pleasing people and I mean it like in the friendly way. I'm not good at treating someone like what they deserve and there's lots of other things I'm not good at. I just don't want to make others sad or pissed at me so that's why I usually play all by myself.
*sighs softly and turns my head to the side to face you instead of the sky. I hesitate to reach for your waist but I throw my shame away and wrap my arms around your waist*
I want a hug.
@Lisa *glared at you slightly from the corner of my eyes before reaching out to pinch your ear*
What can i do to kick out all of those negative things in your head huh?
*turn my body around and lay on my side; propped my head with my arm as i look at you*
You never failed to amused me lisa.
I dont know. Maybe silly things?
Or just a talk? Laying in bed and have a talk with someone sound better to light up my day
*lie on my chest as i placed my chin on my palm; hovering over you slightly*
What make you have this little self consciousness huh?
@Sia *hums and mentally keep a note to myself of your answer, keeping it in my mind for a future use.*
Well, I want to know more about you so that's why I asked.
Mine is black like my heart and future.
*I laugh at my own words and don't even bother to look at you since you probably glaring at me for thinking like that about myself but I couldn't help it*
Favourite colour is done. Next question, what would make your day light up when you feel sad?
@Lisa *chuckles at your wiggling before patting your head*
Hugging and cuddling arent a big deal.
So i would always let you -
*let out a shriek when you pulled me down; wiggles my body as i lay down on the grass facing the blue sky*
Fav colour?
Thats random. I love black and soft colours like rose gold and lavender.
What about you?
@Sia *nods my head vigorously and smiles widely at you as you ruffle my hair. I wiggle my body closer to yours and closes my eyes*
I might hug and cuddle you all the time so that's a heads up.
*opens one eye and pulls you to lay down next to me*
Tell me, what is your favourite colour?
@Lisa Awieee.. you are such a sweetie pie baby.
Dont worry.. you would be the first person i seek for okay
*pats your cheek affectionately*
Oh really?
Im cool with that. Glad to know that you are comfy with me now
*beams toward you with a bright expression before ruffling your hair*
I love it too .. so feel free to do it around me
@Sia Don't worry, I will be there for you if you need a shoulder. Who knows I might find someone that could mend your broken heart?
*sat down on the grass and then slowly on it with my hands placed on my stomach. I look at you and blush slightly*
W-Well..I already feel comfortable with you so I hope you don't mind the small kisses and the skinship. I'm love skinship so yeah.
@Lisa *humming slowly at your words*
It was better to stay silent than risking my friendship with that girl. It might be awkward if she found out about it. since it was your own preference .. and eventhough it was different from mine.. i still need to respect your view
*blink slightly as i feel your lips on my cheek; bit my lower lips to hide my smile as i pulled you down to sit on the grass*
I will and i hope so.. no more heartbreaking story for me would occurred in the future
*turned my face toward you before eyeing you playfully*
And you missy. You are gettin bolder.. something good happened to you huh?
@Sia *looks down at the ground and smiles at your words*
You got a beautiful heart for sure. If I were you I would do the same but I would tell her that I like her after I made the decision to give up on her.
The rejection may hurt a lot but it is better than living with regret for the rest of your life.
*I turn my head to look at you and lean to kiss you on the cheek*
Don't say that you are a coward. You are way more than that. I hope in the future you'll get more brave and have the courage to confess to the person you like when it is time. Who knows what the future holds. Just try alright?