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@Byun Baekhyun It was like the inner beast inside him began to take control, Chanyeol letting go of all his senses in that very moment. His need was great, his want was fervent, and the young vampire fell victim to desire that he held so tightly, hands reaching for his own shirt to pull it off and throw it off behind him. No words, no that he wasn't capable of making them, but mainly because the vampire side of him really didn't say much. He felt his way around, it enabled his senses to be heightened. Chanyeol's vampire side would rather feel the moment rather than spending useless time talking about it. It made him feel closer, connected, in a way that Chanyeol had never been connected before. The younger's hands boldly found Baekhyun's pants, grasping the fabric and tearing it apart while tugging it down off his legs. "You shouldn't wear such tight pants.." He growled, wiggling out of his own pants and letting the elder get an eye of the large bulge in his boxers that was begging for release. Chanyeol was ready...oh how badly he wanted to sink his inside of Baekhyun and pound him into the floor, but he needed it lubed up before he could do so. " me off like the good boy I know you are..." Chanyeol growled, his breaths almost heaving even though he'd barely done anything at all. " me off...and then you'll get the pounding of a lifetime.." he ordered.

@Chanyeol Panting and arching his back further to press firmly against the larger body hovering over him, Baekhyun unconsciously whimpered in response to the growl he heard, but mostly felt vibrating down his neck and straight to his core. If he thought he was wet before..he nearly soaked through his boxers when Chanyeol's hands finally touched skin, the pain of nails digging into his soft skin not helping with his attempt at controlling himself (however pathetic of an attempt it was), his head fell back as his quivering grew worse. Small pleas spilled from his lips and his eyes rolled back as the teeth sunk further, making the elder squeal in pain and tilt his head back as a quiver of ecstasy shook him like a leaf. His hands lost their grip on the broad shoulders, falling to his sides just as Chanyeol's fangs slid from his neck, making him jerk and whine at the burning sensation left behind. Baekhyun's lips trembled as they pursed into a pout when the younger pulled back, his hands clinging to the strong shoulders in an attempt to press back against him, an attempt that was cut short by Chanyeol's words. That voice..god he nearly came then and there, his thighs trembling while he whimpered in anticipation. He was compliant to say the least, happily laying back on Suho's bag and wriggling in place as his hands clamped into the front of the younger's shirt. Any pleas he was going to utter were swallowed by the other's mouth as his breath was stolen along with most of his common sense. Tasting himself in the kiss probably didn't help anything, but that didn't stop him from tilting his head to deepen the kiss or from running his tongue over the perfect teeth to collect more of the sharp taste, his hips working relentlessly between them.

@Byun Baekhyun One thing Chanyeol had learned while away, was that when he fed he was often in a trance where he didn't know what was going on. That, and whatever happened fell on deaf ears, hence why feeding off humans was never a good idea. However, with Baekhyun...he could heart everything. It was the first time Chanyeol had ever experienced such a thing, his eyes closed, but his ears catching the soft moans and shivers that flowed through his boyfriend's body. Only when Baekhyun rolled his hips did his red eyes snap open, looking up at the elder and growling lowly. No...he didn't need to do that....feeding vampires and were just....not a good mix, Chanyeol had learned that first hand at the mansion when he'd watched his teacher have one night. But Baekhyun was egging him on, his inner beast clawing at the surface, and before Chanyeol knew it his hands were under the fabric of Baekhyun's shirt, clawing at his back as he pulled the younger closer and a little more. This was an even bigger turn on for him, growling again and singing his teeth even further into the skin...and finally Chanyeol unlatched his mouth, panting and his lips as he stared at Baekhyun with his glowing red eyes. "I want to you." Chanyeol breathed, his voice much deeper than usual as he all but pushed Baekhyun back gently and moving him into the floor, his head resting on one of the member's bags. There Chanyeol smothered him in a kiss, his hands grasping the elder's shirt and ripping it open, hands rubbing over his chest.

@Chanyeol Baek knew he was too excited but he couldn't help it, the biggest burden he'd been dealing with since the younger returned was finally lifted off his shoulders. He hated not being able to share what he wanted, hated it more than anything so for his biggest desire to be asked of him..oh it was glorious. Baekhyun grinned a bit as he ed and tugged his shirt off in a bit of a show before straddling the strong waist of his love and bracing himself on the wide shoulders. Being sniffed was new and he found himself wiggling as he muffled small giggles with his own lips, tilting his head once it was obvious which side the younger had chosen and holding his breath as he waited. He watched the transformation, shivering himself and nodding once more just to make sure Chanyeol didn't back out at the last minute. The sharp teeth slid into his shoulder, making a yelp slip through his defenses as his eyes watered and neck strained with the effort it took to stay still, "F-fu-ah..A-aahhhhn." The first halved the pain and by the second, he'd completely forgotten there'd ever been pain as ecstasy rolled through him, ecstasy centered at the spot where Chanyeol was currently the life out of him. He moaned, both hands tangling in Chan's hair as he held him close and started trembling violently, every nerve in his body a thousand times more sensitive than was needed. He was pretty sure, no..he was positive he was slowly going insane when his thighs started tingling and his hips rolled towards a source of friction..one that just happened to be Chanyeol's thighs.

@Byun Baekhyun In all honesty, Chanyeol wasn't expecting the elder to be so eager, so when Baekhyun all but jumped at the chance Chanyole gave him an odd look. The kiss made him blink, noting the moan, and floundered for a moment before his eyes flashed again. Coupled with the loud groan his stomach made, Chanyeol knew he couldn't wait much longer, sighing softly as he shook his head. "Not the neck, it's too close to main areteries...your arm or shoulder might be good, you can hide it easily," he said, suddenly gettinga wife of just how good Baekhyun smelled and growling lowly. God he wanted him so badly... "Come here..." Chanyeol said, having to hold himself back as he instructed the elder to take his shirt off and straddle his waist, leaning into the pale skin of his loved and inhaling deeply. He sniffed around for a good spot, choosing the shoulder near the collar bone that had some fatty area on it to give more cushion, and shivered a bit himself, his eyes fully glowing red as he gazed up at Baekhyun and let his fangs begin to show. Sinking his teeth into the flesh, Chanyeol slowly, glad his hunger hadn't gotten too far to the point of Chanyeol not being able to control himself, and began to feed, his eyes closing as he tasted his love in a way that brought them closer than ever before. "Mmm..." Chanyeol hummed softly, nuzzling the skin gently and softly as if he was a babe drinking from his mother's .

@Chanyeol He knew it wasn't far of a stretch since he'd been out of it all day, though that had nothing to do with his 'pain' but everyone else didn't need to know that. Baekhyun kept his head bowed to hide his smile when Chanyeol caught on and started leading him off set, having to tell their leader more than once that he'd be okay in a moment..to leave them alone. He straightened up as soon as the door was locked behind them, following the younger to his bag and chewing on his bottom lip as he watched the futile search, the pills were in his bag...but did he really want to reveal that little secret?..Baekhyun groaned as he bit his lp a bit harder, about to open his mouth let the panicking younger know where they were, placing a hand on his shoulder as he leaned closer, "C-chan..uh.." His reluctant speech was cut short when the few words he never expected to hear came out of Chanyeol's mouth, making his eyes go wide and his breath catch in his throat as he started in shock. Slowly, his lips curled into a smile as he leaned forward to press a desperate kiss against those perfect lips, a small moan leaving him once he pulled back enough to speak, "God..I t-thought you'd never ask. I'd be more than happy to, let me..Please let me..how? where?..Shoulder, arm, chest? Around the waist maybe? Hmm?"

@Byun Baekhyun This was bad...really bad...and if Chanyeol didn't find away to escape soon then he would be ed over big time. He was just about to make another comment when he saw Baekhyun's brilliant idea, having to hide his smile as he put his hand on the elder's back and acted concerned like the rest of the members. It took a moment for the show to be put on hold, Chanyeol taking it upon himself to lead Baekhyun off set and into the side wings, encouraging his other members to go back and that he would stay with the elder. Once he and Baekhyun were alone in the green room with their things Chanyeol locked the door, panicking a bit as he searched for his blood pills to no avail. "Damn it!" Chanyeol cursed, panting softly. "They're not here, I don't know where they are, we don't have enough time to go back to the dorm and get some blood, I'm so ed..." Chanyeol panted, trying to keep himself in check but knowing the longer he waited the worse his hunger was going to get. There was only one option...one he had hoped he would never have to take, but this was an emergency. "Baek," Chanyeol said softly, running his hand through his hair. "I hate to ask this...I really really hate to ask this....but I need you...otherwise we're gonna have a horrible mess on our hands..." he said, looking up at his fiancé. "Will you help me?"

@Chanyeol Baekhyun knew he'd overreacted, that his fear of never seeing his love again weren't cemented in fact..he knew it and yet he still felt a bit of relief once Chanyeol explained himself. He merely listened, having pressed himself to the younger's chest during the little speech and was drawing designs on the broad chest when his hand was taken. He smiled at the other, not believing his soft-hearted lover would ever be capable of killing, especially not him but he wasn't going to argue with his recently returned fiance, not now. The elder just kissed his lips gently and smiled at the troubled vampire, offering comfort and support as Chanyeol attempted to adjust and bring his thirst under control with...pills and cold blood. He personally didn't like the thought of his lover trying to keep himself healthy with such things when there seemed to be another option..an obvious option..but one he couldn't bring himself to mention after witnessing the self-hatred the younger developed with his condition. No..Offering himself up as a meal probably wouldn't help with that, but that didn't stop him from wanting to..god did he want to. The thought regularly made shivers of pleasure run up his spine, made his neck itch..and overall just had him aching to provide sustenance for his changed boyfriend, to help him live comfortably. All of this and more was on his mind as he stood in line next to Chanyeol on the white set they'd seen so many times, shuffling his feet as he attempted to bring himself out of his own mind and focus on the hosts who were constantly cracking jokes. Baekhyun was almost ready when he heard his name being called softly and looked towards his younger lover with a small hum, looking over the pale face and gasping in surprise. The gasp was definitely caught by his mic since everyone looked at him, asked if he was okay and immediately gave the elder an idea as he dropped into a crouch with a whine, holding his stomach like it hurt and clenching a hand in Chanyeol's pants' leg, "H-hurts.."

@Byun Baekhyun [** your turn here...I you where it your turn...]

@Byun Baekhyun Chanyeol's hunger got the best of him that night, having not eaten before he left to return to the dorm and to his little lover. That was his first mistake. The next morning he had to call his vampire friend and ask him how to combat it. It wasn't much, but there was a way with blood pills and bags that he could send to Chanyeol in order to keep him full and not worrying about when he would loose control again. He had to sit down and explain to Baekhyun what happened, seeing as it was hard leaving the elder so fearful of whether or not he returned. Chanyeol also explained his plan of action, promising not to suddenly rush off again unless something happened. "I will kill someone if i get too hungry, Baek," he'd said to his fiance, holding his hand gently and raising it to his lips for a kiss. "I was afraid I would kill you...because you smelled really good. I can't control myself when I'm starving." It was even harder to adjust back for the firs couple weeks, but eventually he and Baekhyun worked out secret codes and what not to determine if Chanyeol was hungry or not. However, when they went on weekly idol Chanyeol suddenly found himself getting hungry...just like the first night he'd been back. He looked at Baekhyun, his eyes beginning to turn red and swallowed, a panicked state washing over his figure. "Baek..." he said softly, hoping the mic didn't pick it up.

@Chanyeol Baek happily fell asleep in the warm embrace, flinching only slightly when Chanyeol pulled out and mumbling as he nuzzled into the comfy chest that urged him to sleep. He didn't move, perfectly content to sleep all night against the man he loved, but of course he couldn't get what he wanted since Chan woke up suddenly. If the younger thought he was calming down after being jerked from a wonderful sleep and seeing his fiance standing over him with red eyes..he needed to think again. No..he was wide awake after the first growl and was reaching towards the other as he crawled to the edge of the bed, "C-chan..no..d-don't.." Baekhyun whined and teared as his love disappeared right in front of him, pouting and going limp against the bed as he curled up on his side and stared out the window. There was no way he could fall back asleep, not with Chanyeol leaving so suddenly with just a word to comfort himself with. He kept his eyes open and tried not to panic, managing until the sun started to show through the clouds. He almost lost it, his chest tight as he sat up just as Chanyeol busted into the room and rushed relief over the elder, "God..you idiot.." Baekhyun sighed as he wiggled his way to the end of the bed, pursing his lips in thought before gathering the blankets around him and tossing them to the floor. Pillows followed the blankets, followed by his own body as he crawled off the bed and tugged his burden behind him towards the younger male on the floor. First he his finger and gently wiped at the mess on Chanyeol's chin before tucking a pillow under his head and tugging the blankets around the exhausted body, essentially making a nest they could both lay in comfortably. He sighed, tucking himself into Chanyeol's chest and pulling the last blanket up and over them before placing a gentle kiss on the recently bloody lips, "Sleep.."

@Byun Baekhyun As much as Chanyeol wanted to get clean, even he was tired, so instead he nodded his head and slowly pulled out of the elder's hole to lay beside him. It was wonderful to be back in his arms again, to have Baekhyun laying against his chest, and he held the his beloved securely against his chest till he drifted off into a comfortable sleep. It was only later when he woke up...brown eyes glowing red, he knew he had to get far away from Baekhyun, panting as he stood and promptly fell in the floor. He hadn't meant to wake the younger up, his breath increasing as he met his fiance's eyes and growled. "Hungry.." Chanyeol growled, his animal instinct kicking in. "Stay...back..." The younger hurried to get off the floor, looking to the window and catching glimpse of the moon. It was feeding time and Chanyeol needed to be sated or he would get sick. "Return..." he breathed to Baekhyun, letting him know he would be back. And sure enough the next morning he returned, collapsing onto the floor and dried blood stained on his chin. He was exhausted after hunting, and needed to rest for most of the day.

@Chanyeol Baekhyun screamed when his pleasure spiked, eyes rolling back in his head as he twitched and came violently on their joined torsos. His squeals continued as Chanyeol's hips moved more and more violently, making his stomach twitch as he gasped and whimpered softly. He'd never been ed so hard, never and he felt as if the younger was still holding back, that very thought had his thighs trembling violently as he cried out when Chan finally came. The rush of warmth was the cherry on top of the heap of pleasure he found himself drowning in, arching his back and sobbing as his toes curled. Baekhyun jerked, head lolling to the side as he tried desperately to catch his breath and hissed at the slight burn in his , "F-......o-oow.." Pressing his lips together, the elder whined as he felt the weight settle over him, blinking through the few tears that fell to look back at the other, melting under his kiss. His hips felt like they'd been crushed..and his hole was sore as but he personally couldn't be happier with how he felt, still gasping for breath as his nose was nuzzled and tensing a bit at the next part. He hadn't been taking the pill...he'd ran out and never saw a reason to get more when there was no being shoved up his anyway...but he wasn't going to say anything about that just yet..nope..He closed his eyes, fully ready to just enjoy being held as he wrapped his arms around Chanyeol's wider chest with a hum, "If we're cleaning..you' doin all the work..not moving.."

@Byun Baekhyun As if on command, Chanyeol came deep inside of Baekhyun when the elder begged to be filled, a loud animal like growl slipping from his lips. His hips didn't stop, ing harder and harder until he emptied his pent up load into his smaller boyfriend, panting and steadying himself. Or attempting to at least. The younger collapsed on top of Baekhyun, barely catching himself on his forearms so he wouldn't crush Baekhyun under his weight, eyes glowing red in sated lust filled haze. "...I love...you....Byun...Baekhyun..." he whispered, kissing the older deeply again and nuzzling their noses together. "I hope you've been taking the pill still, otherwise we might be parents in a couple months..." Chanyeol said, joking of course...only half joking. Even if Baekhyun did get pregnant, he would gladly assume the roll of being a father, smiling at the thought and kissing Baekhyun's nose. "So...should we go clean up? Or sleep?" He asked, snuggling into Baekhyun and holding him tightly.

@Chanyeol It was heaven just to be held by the Chanyeol once again, just to touch and feel his warmth, but this...this was driving the younger ing crazy. He'd never been so hard, so responsive from such minimal stimulation; not that anything Chanyeol did was really minimal. But there were no toys, no proper teasing and Baekhyun felt like his sanity was being pulled apart at the seams. It wasn't normal or logical, but if the elder was going to complain as his last pillar of support was pushed out from under him, making him squeak as he was forced to the bed and moan louder with the improved angle, "O-oh..oh god..Ch-chan..f-...." His eyes blurred with tears of pleasure, chest heaving as he wheezed and panted against Chanyeol's swollen lips while sobbing softly with love shining in his eyes, "F-fuc-ck.." He was a mess, falling apart just as the younger wanted and clinging desperately to the large body, his hands in the soft strands of thick hair as he tugged and whispered back again, "L-love love you..Chan..mi-missed.. please..ple-ease..I want your ..I've felt so empty.p-please Daddy..I lo-ove you..fill me...flood me a-aah.."

@Byun Baekhyun Their movements were in sync, as if Chanyeol was stroking the bow of a violin, allowing him to roll and grind at the proper pace and in return receive sweet music from Baekhyun's lips. He was perfect...they were perfect, and the longer Chanyeol made love to his boyfriend the hard way, the more he realized just how deeply he loved Baekhyun. Yeah, he knew he loved him before...but after being away, not being able to touch him and make him feel loved, not able to see those beautiful eyes every day and hear his sassy tone of voice in their joking...everything hit Chanyeol hard like a tidal wave, rolling hips hips faster and reaching for that free arm that laid on the bed. Pushing Baekhyun back down, Chanyeol blindly found his lover's hands, locking their fingers together and ing at a faster pace in order to drag them further to the edge. "Give it to me baby....come on...let yourself go...show me how much you missed me.." Chanyeol whispered against Baekhyun's lips, a low groan slipping out his parted lips when his throbbed in warning. He was so close now...Chanyeol could taste his looming over the horizon.

@Chanyeol The sigh made his chest clench with guilt, a whine slipping from his lips as he tried to stop his tears, squeaking softly once the finger left him. Baek was confused, much more than he was before when the younger said something about his new rougher self..then went all gentle on him..now..now what was he doing? His eyes were wide as he felt a pressed against his pucker, stuttering before his breath was stolen by those plush lips, "W-wa-wa..wa..wha..HNNNG.." The smaller dug his nails into his fiance's back, gasping into the kiss as he slowly let him in, eyes rolling back as he flushed with pleasure, "F-fu.fu..k~.." Spreading his legs wider and his lips, Baekhyun moaned with a need that was dangerously potent, his stomach trembling as he nipped right back and tugged Chanyeol's hair, planting his free arm against the bed to lift himself and move against the ing hips, "G-gaah..good..f-..so..C-chan..I misse-..L-love..A-aaaha..ha..nnyah"

@Byun Baekhyun Okay, maybe Chanyeol needed a new approach to this, especially when he saw his boyfriend begin to sob over the gentle stretching he was doing. Was there a way to him hard and still show him how much he loved him? Sighing, Chanyeol removed his fingers after about a minute of stretching Baekhyun, and decided to go with his natural instinct, slicking up his and placing himself at Baekhyun's entrance. "Brace yourself..." he warned, leaning down and kissing Baekhyun's lips before he began to push into his hole. He was met with a bit of resistance, but once his breached the first ring of muscles and was sliding further inside Baekhyun's , he knew it was smooth sailing from here. "...here we go baby..." he told him, pulling his hips back before pushing hard right back in and setting a steady pace while ing Baekhyun's . "Oh God you feel so good..." the younger growled, nipping Baekhyun's lips.

@Chanyeol "T-top drawer...please..."Baekhyun squirmed and prepared himself to protest as the other pulled back and coated his fingers of all things. They weren't needed.he didn't want 'em and the elder actually pouted at the words that left Chan's mouth next, hitting his fists against the bed and grunting as the finger pushed inside, "B-but I want it.....to hurt..n-ngh~.." He couldn't take slow..his emotions always getting out of hand and turning him into a sobbing mess before the end; it'd happened before and it'd happen again especially with him already highly emotional from the younger's return. There were already tears in his eyes as he rolled his hips against the lone finger insistently, the pleasure sending shudders through his body as he whined and clenched around the intrusion, "C-Channnn...."
(Slow=sobby Baek >>...every time)

@Byun Baekhyun That was enough for Chanyeol to finish the job he'd begun, moving to slip his pants off and at the same time riding the both of them of anything that would stand in their way. "Lube...where is it?" Chanyeol asked, reaching over to the night stand and fishing around for said item once he found it. The younger didn't speak, merely uncapping the bottle and slicking his fingers up well before slipping them down to Baekhyun's hole. "I know you may not want me to, but I want to stretch you. I will not hurt you our first time being back together." Chanyeol said firmly, slipping his finger deeper and deeper until he could hit the older's prostate, his lips finding Baekhyun's again as he kissed him deeply, passionately with everything he had in him. He wanted to show Baekhyun just how much he missed him...and that meant making slow sweet love to him until all hours of the night.

@Chanyeol Baek's limbs wrapped naturally around the larger body, clinging as he was lifted before melting into the bed he was placed on with a soft moan. He gasped softly as Chanyeol's absolutely perfect chest was revealed for his viewing pleasure...the other was already perfect before but now...now he was just...breathtaking and he couldn't help the drooling his slack jaw caused. Yelping sharply as he was tugged closer and almost...almost not caring about the comfy sweats that were destroyed seconds later. He really liked those..but he didn't have time to complain as his lips were occupied by the aggressive kiss that stole his breath along with the body he'd missed so much grinding against him. The elder whimpered through his nose and tangled his hands in Chanyeol's hair as he tilted his head into the kiss and tugged himself closer, grinding back and mewling in need, "D-daddy...daddy..missed you p-please... me hmm?...Please~.."

@Byun Baekhyun It didn't take the younger longer to get himself together, Chanyeol wrapping his arms tightly around Baekhyun and getting up off the floor, walking him over to the bed and laying him down. God there wasn't a time where he needed him more than now, Chanyeol reaching for his shirt and pulling his shirt off, moving to pull Baekhyun's off but stopping when he saw how the younger looked at him. "What? You like what you see?" he asked, his lips and smirking as he tugged Baekhyun closer by his thighs, already tugging the pants off his little boyfriend before ripping the fabric in two along with Baekhyun's underwear. "You'll get new ones." he said, growling lowly as he leaned down and swallowed Baekhyun in a deep kiss, growling against his lips and grinding his hips slowly.

@Chanyeol Baekhyun was scared he'd said something wrong for a moment and got even more teary-eyed as he held the sobbing male, rubbing the back of his head and grunting softly as he was held so tightly, "Shhh.....It's okay Chan...it's okay.." He smiled softly once again once it was obvious Chanyeol was just emotional and not sad or broken, nuzzling back against him and nearly purring in his chest, "I know...I know.." Baekhyun felt his chest swelling as Chanyeol stared at him, his cheeks blushing as he chewed his lip and moaned into the kiss seconds later. He wrapped his arms around his Channie, squeezing and clinging as he wrapped around him and lost himself to the way those lips felt against his after so long...So very long.. The elder gasped as his fiance pulled back, mewling in pleasure and his lips as his hair was tugged, a shudder running down his spine, "M-mm..C-chan...ha~.." Tilting his head back happily and wiggling against the larger body, Baekhyun started grinding to encourage the younger's mission, panting sharply and digging his nails into his strong shoulders, "W-want..want..Chan please..M-missed you so..P=please~"

@Byun Baekhyun Those few words were enough to make the damn break, now it was Chanyeol's turn to break into sobs and cling to Baekhyun with all his might. Even when he was a piece of to Baekhyun...even when he treated him like dirt and hurt him....Baekhyun still gave him chance after chance. It was enough to have the poor giant loosing his and holding Baekhyun tightly to his chest, his face buried in Baekhyun's neck. All the things he'd kept pent up finally came out, finally let go, finally able to have some bit of peace. "I l-love you t-too Baekkie..." he said softly, kissing Baekhyun's cheek and nuzzling his skin. "So much...so so much..." he said, pulling back and looking deeply into Baekhyun's eyes. Those eyes...those beautiful eyes that he couldn't stop staring at, stroking Baekhyun's cheek while leaning forward and kissing his lips deeply once again. There was a stirring, something that told Chanyeol this was the moment to finally make love to the man he loved and show him just how much he missed him. "Baek.." Chanyeol breathed out, his eyes closed as he ran his hand through Baekhyun's hair and gently tugged the strands. "I want you.." he whispered, kissing Baekhyun's lips and moving to kiss along his jaw, and then his neck. "I want you so badly..." Baekhyun hadn't caught a glimpse of the new bough Chanyeol, that making the younger excited to show him.

@Chanyeol The elder sobbed in relief as he melted into Chanyeol's arms, shaking and burying his face in his boyfriend's strong shoulder, shaking his head as the younger told him of his fear and sniffling as he pulled back a bit to wipe his eyes and cup the now paler face of his love. He took a moment to look over his face and smiled gently, shaking his head more and leaning forward to peck those full lips, resting their foreheads together, "Hurt me..turn me..kill me..I don't care what happens as long as I'm with you.. I-i..I can't do it without you..I can't survive Channie..I-..I love you too much..d-don't...don't leave..d-don't leave me hm?..You can hurt me..you know that..I won't hate you..or fear you..You're still my Daddy Chan under all this..You won't break me..You make mistakes because you're human..see..not a monster.."

@Byun Baekhyun So Chanyeol wasn't perfect...who was? He knew part of him was wrong for thinking that way, but could anyone really blame him? He had hoped that things would have changed by the time he proposed to Baekhyun that it wouldn't bother him, and no he really didn't want to make it all about him. He wanted to make it about Baekhyun because Baekhyun deserved the best of the best. Clearly something Chanyeol wasn't. But when the older merely blubbered like crazy and begged to be held, Chanyeol wouldn't keep himself from him anymore, moving closer and kneeling down in front of Baekhyun before pulling him into his embrace. Yeah...he was an idiot. That much was clear. But Baekhyun didn't understand how scared Chanyeol was of the person he'd become. "I'm sorry..." Chanyeol whispered in his ear, letting the tears fall from his eyes. "You know I'm sorry...but Baek, I'm scared...I'm so scared of the person I've become...I don't want to hurt you or worse...I don't want you to become what I've become..that's why I didn't come back...because if I were to possibly kill you...I would kill myself....I don't want that..." chanyeol said softly, shaking his head and burying his face further into Baekhyun's neck. "You know I'm an idiot....I make mistakes...and I'm sorry..."

@Chanyeol He couldn't stop, loud sobs spilling past his lips even as the taller snapped, the red eyes making him freeze and cower a bit more against the wall, the fangs sending a shiver down his spine. W-what..the was going on? Was he crazy..seeing things? Was he actually still in the hospital? Was Chanyeol's return just an elaborate dream of his? The possibility made him cry harder as he slapped his cheeks a few times, the pain actually easing him since he knew it wasn't a dream..that all of this was real even if he didn't want to believe it. Baekhyun sniffled quietly as his chest clenched when the younger said he thought he didn't care about him..Did he really think that?..After all the they'd been through..one incident made Chanyeol doubt him? There was apparently a rather large misconception between them and it hurt...it hurt a lot more than anything else did. Sympathy for the younger's pain had him sobbing harder once again, sliding down the wall as he curled into a ball and listened quietly before mumbling his response since...Chanyeol could hear him easily, "Then why didn't you?..I didn't stop you from coming back..Why are you here now if you couldn't come back to your life?..Do you have such little faith in me that you actually believed I didn't love you anymore after you embarrassed me?..Are you really that doubtful of me?..First quit lying to yourself..You wanted to do something nice for you..not me..You know how I feel about people staring..you know..you knew..and if you wanted to do something nice for me you would've proposed at a nice quiet dinner for two..not in the middle of the damn park..Second..if you truly think that I could stop loving you..then there's a bigger issue between us than I thought...I don't care if you're a monster..I don't care if you're missing an eye..or a leg..or a hand..if you can't walk or talk or see.. I don't give a ..I'll still love you you idiot...I'm sorry you suffered alone..B-but you didn't have to..you made yourself suffer alone..and you did this to me..I-it is your fault..all your fault..t-turning into a damn vampire didn't stop you from picking up a phone..from sending an e-mail..a text..or even a letter." His small body shook with sobs as he hid his face in his arms as his voice grew smaller, full of heartbreak and pure sorrow, "Y-yo-you keep comparing..*hic*..w-when..I just needed to k-know you were alive..You could've e-ended my suffering a-at any time..a-a-all I needed was..*sobs deeply*.." Baekhyun looked up with the most pitiful expression in the world, his nose running..eyes puffy and red as he reached for the taller, begging to be held, "P-please... I-i'm sorry.pl*hic*-ease.." It didn't compare..no matter how much Chanyeol suffered physically, emotionally..Nothing compared to thinking your true love was dead..that it was your fault. Nothing compared to waking up screaming your lungs out because you dreamed up another way your love died..To jumping every time your phone rang in fear that it was the police calling to say they finally found the body. There was a reason he'd snapped as dramatically as he had.. all the fears he'd been fighting...and weeks of practically no sleep..coupled with the risk of the one thing that could fix him being taken away..it wasn't a good mix..And the longer it took Chanyeol to realize that...the longer it'd take to fix him.

@Byun Baekhyun This wasn't good...the reaction Baekhyun was going to receive wasn't good...Chanyeol could feel it bubbling in his chest. Okay so maybe he went a bit far with walking out, but wasn't Baekhyun the one who told him to off? Chanyeol tried to grab hold of the younger again, tried to keep himself calm, he tried to explain in the best way he knew how but he knew what he had to do, and sadly it wasn't going to be pretty. "Baekhyun-Baek-BAEKHYUN STOP IT!" Chanyeol shouted, his eyes flashing red and fangs popping out before he could stop himself, baring said fangs to the younger even as he cried. Well...there you had it, his secret out in the open for Baekhyun to see, chest heaving as he fought the urge to just bite the out of Baekhyun and make him submit. That's not how he wanted to treat his boyfriend. "I WANTED TO COME BACK BAEKHYUN! This is why I couldn't! You don't think it killed me being away from you every damn day? Thinking about how you were probably going to forget all about me because I wanted to do one nice thing for you...thinking my life was over...that you were gone and I would never be able to come back...your little incident on the TV was what told me to comeback, because I thought you didn't give a about me!" Chanyeol said, taking a step back and shaking his head. "I'm a monster...Baekhyun I am a ing MONSTER! I was turned against my will! I was taken in by a vampire for s sake and you think I could just come back to my life?" He felt tears of his own, angry with himself for walking away that day, angry at Baekhyun for treating him this way when he wasn't the only one hurting, angry that he would be so insensitive to their friends feelings as if they didn't matter. "Yeah maybe your daddy changed...maybe I'm a different person than I was a month ago. You don't know the hell I went through Baekhyun...the physical changing? I actually died. I'm part of the living dead, this on my face? Makeup. It's not my completion." Chanyeol wiped his face to show the pale skin that appeared dead, showing Baekhyun and shaking his head again slowly. "I'm not the man I was. I still love you, I still wanna be with you, but you have no idea what I went through too...you're not the only one who suffered and will continue to suffer the rest of your life...drinking blood...I can't eat regular food anymore, I have blood lust that often can't be controlled..." he paused and felt tears in his eyes. "I walked out because you told me to get the out. I only did what you asked me to do. And if it means that much to you, if you're so hell bent on saying that I'm the one at fault entirely then I'll leave. But don't stand there and act like you're the only one who suffered now that you know my secret." Chanyeol said, just wanting to hold Baekhyun and forget all about what happened. He hated this...he hated fighting...especially with Baekhyun. And he only wanted his boyfriend to be considerate of others, not so self centered. yeah, he wanted a night with Baekhyun, but instead of snapping the older could have handled it a different way.

@Chanyeol His heart was pounding as his hands were pinned, blood rushing south as lust joined the volatile mix of emotions as he tugged at his wrists and growled in the younger's face, "Exactly, they love the both of us and they know not to get in my way of much needed time with you because they've SEEN what being without you does to me. I'M SO VERY ING SORRY THAT I WANTED ALONE TIME WITH YOU FIRST YOU STUPID PRICK." He didn't calm down, the anger only growing as Chanyeol continued to scold him for 'pushing' their friends away when frankly..they weren't important...they weren't even on the spectrum of things he cared about at the moment. Chanyeol's eyes..lips..hands..and chest being four of the top five on his list. His eye twitched as he was told he had no right, his jaw clenching as he fumed and breathed heavy through his nose as tears pricked at the back of his eyes. His heart sank as the younger disappeared from his sight and Baek quickly found himself unable to breathe as he rushed to the door and followed him through, too shocked to immediately react to the arms around him. The kiss shocked him back out of it and his pure fury returned, tears rolling down his cheeks as he pushed at Chanyeol's chest with all his might, "No right?...NO RIGHT?! I HAVE EVERY ING RIGHT.. No..no..SHUT UP..Rude and hurtful was how I treated you in the park..Rude and hurtful is how you disappeared WITHOUT A ING WORD..for a whole GODDAMN MONTH. I can push them off for a ing night alone with you..but nooooo instead of enjoying our alone time you decide to treat me like a kid and lecture me on 'pushing people away' NEWSFLASH, you haven't been here you haven't seen what they've seen..YOU didn't spend the last month wondering if the person you love was alive or dead if they were ever coming back..No you knew where I was and it took you seeing my little breakdown for you to have the decency to show your ing face. So EXCUSE THE OUT OF ME for pushing the people that I've seen every day for the past few years away to spend some damn time with the one person I give a about at the moment. A-and you dare to tease me about leaving..smiling like it's okay to give me damn heart attack.and speak of punishment when it's your insensitive that needs one." He was sobbing by this point, swatting the younger's hands away and backing himself against a wall as he rubbed his eyes and continued to hit the large hands away until he was finished, pissed and hurt and wanting nothing more than to fall into those strong arms, "F-F- YOU..you're not my d-daddy..M-my daddy wouldn't have said anything and would've started ing me as soon as he closed the door. You lost that privilege when you scolded me like I'm five when it should be obvious that I just wanted you all to myself first STUPID...WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH"..

(yes....he broke down into pitiful sobs after..>>...yeah...push that down on the bed...)

@Byun Baekhyun Speechless. Chanyeol had no words in response to what the older was saying to him mainly because he was shocked and a little hurt by what he said. That's not how he meant it, he didn't say Baekhyun's love could be replaced, so why was he talking like that? "Baek that's not-would you let me-Baekhyun sto- YAH!" Chanyeol shouted as he tried to talk over Baekhyun's insistent chatter, his jaw dropping when the door was promptly slammed in his face. "BYUN BAEKHYUN YOU GET YOUR BACK HERE THIS INSTANT!" The younger shouted, following after Baekhyun and opening the bathroom door. Even when he was yelled at he ignored it, grabbing hold of Baekhyun's wrists and pinning him against the wall. "WOULD YOU SHUT THE HELL UP FOR FIVE GOD DAMN SECONDS?!" Chanyeol shouted in his face, panting softly and taking deep breaths to calm himself. He wasn't angry with Baekhyun, he reminded himself, he was merely a bit upset by what he had to say. Once Chanyeol had a hold of himself he spoke again, taking a deep breath before doing so. "Baekhyun, let me make something perfectly clear to you: if I thought your love was replaceable, I wouldn't have asked you to marry me. I was merely saying you could have been a little nicer to the guys, because they love THE BOTH OF US," Chanyeol made sure he spoke that clearly so the younger could hear him. "They care about both me AND you, so you could be a little nicer. And more importantly, where do you get off thinking you're allowed to speak to me that way, huh?" the younger raised his eye brows, staring betweeon Baekhyun's eyes as they both calmed down, Chanyeol leaning closer. "If i was such an insensitive ...I wouldn't have come back. I would have left you rotting in that hospital room while I moved on with my life. But no...I came back. Because I do love you. And you have no right to speak to me the way you did, Baekhyun, that was very rude and hurtful. What I said wasn't meant to be hurtful, it was merely to remind you that you can't just push off people who care about you." Chanyeol slowly lowered his hands, crossing them over his chest and sighing softly. "You can't get me angry like that anymore Baek...it's dangerous for you. I'm very disappointed in you for speaking to your daddy in such a way...and I was going to do something to surprise you tonight to, tsk.." The younger sighed and tucked his hands in his pockets, shaking his head and making his way to the door. "If you're so insistent on me leaving then by all means I'll do as you said and get the out." Chanyeol shut the door gently behind him, stepping to the side and counting down from five on his fingers before Baekhyun burst through the bathroom door, smiling slightly when Baekhyun turned to face him. "See? You can't stay mad at me." he said hugging the shorter close and kissing his lips. "Now then...you'll have to be punished for speaking to me like that."