Kris' Penthouse

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@Tao The whines, the whimpers, the clawing of Tao's hands on his body, all of it was making Kris go wild with pleasure, but of course he wasn't going to jump into the rough treatment just yet. Kris wanted Tao to enjoy this, he wanted Tao to remember that Kris was his and in turn he now belonged to him. He loved the boy so much that he would give his all for him...Kris couldn't begin to explain it. "Shh..." Kris whispered, cupping Tao's face and peppering his face with kisses as he began to roll his hips just the slightest bit faster, kissing down along his neck and mark after mark on his skin, that way when Tao saw himself later he would be able to know exactly who he belonged to. "I love you.." Kris whispered again, this time in the younger's ear as he pulled out and ed back in, softly to let Tao know just how good he made him feel. "That's it baby...just let go...let the pleasure come over you...you can for me baby.. whenever you want.." Kris said, encouraging the younger to fall into the pleasure that he was being given and not be afraid of letting himself feel love for once. Kris would gladly give Tao what he wanted, picking up his pace, but he saved the harder bit for round two...that's where he would turn into a wild beast.

@Kris Tao twisted, gasping helplessly under the elder's gentle hips as his body struggled to fully process the intense pleasure it wasn't used to receiving, "Y-yifan..Kris, a-ah god...I pl-please can't ny-nyaaaaaa-ah~." It felt new, different and strange in a way that made it feel like his first time all over again and just like he'd fallen in love with the rough treatment before..he was quickly falling in love with the slow gentle pace of the thickness stretching him wider than he thought possible. Tears were in his eyes as he whined and whimpered into the deep kiss, his body jerking with the last that had him trembling while answering the deep kiss as best he could. He whined, wiggling in place as the elder stayed still so very deep inside him and clinging to him until he pulled back and said the words that made even more tears fall, "Y-yi-mmmmmph~ " He'd wanted to answer, to say the same back, but the words were stolen from him as the s continued in the slow pace from before, making him moan helplessly as his long legs wrapped around Kris's moving hips and squeezed as he continued trembling. Tao whined once again, having to jerk his head to the side in order to speak, the words slow and broken up by moans of pure pleasure, "Y-yi a-ah~..Yifan..pl-ple-please..hnng~..L-love..love you..h-ha~..Too...Wa-want..nnnn~ Want to c-c-Ahh~ for you..J-just fo-for you pl-please A-aaahn~..Fa-ah-Faster, Har-harder..pl-please make me your-Ha-ahhhs~..Yours, Yifan...Kr-kris pleease~." The build was slow, agonizingly so and yet it felt like he was being broken down, in a way that only Kris knew how to put him back together. It was beautiful, truly beautiful and painful, his heart ached with his lost love, but nowhere near as much as it ached to be claimed once again, to bare the elder's mark, however he chose to leave it, "Please..m-mark me br-brand h-ha~..me..L-love me..m-mmm~."

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@Tao Kris purposely was going slow, wanting Tao to feel something other than rough . He knew that Tao needed this to recover from the heart break that Sehun had left behind, and more so he needed to reestablish his status with the younger. It wasn't staking his claim really...it was forming a new bond and moving into a new aspect of life. And the way Tao moaned...the way he kept calling to him in his real name...it was so unbelievably wonderful that Kris could hardly keep himself together. "Zitao..." he called softly, watching the younger and leaning down to give him a deep kiss on his lips and settling his hips deep inside of Tao...and then staying there. He couldn't remember the last time he'd had but he knew for a fact that what he was feeling in that very moment was more than just physical attraction. "I...love....you....Huang Zitao..." Kris whispered, leaning down and connecting their lips in a deep kiss once more, this time moving his hips at the same time. He went slowly, wanting to build Tao up to the best he could possibly give him."

@Kris Tao flushed a bit as the elder confessed to thinking about him, smiling bashfully and covering the smile with an arm over his mouth, turning his face away once Kris finally pulled his fingers from his stretched hole. He was bracing himself, used to the rough nature of his ex-lover and having seen the elder on multiple occasions he knew it would be a feat to take him all the way. He didn't even flinch at the , chuckling softly with his leader's unneeded explanation and staring at him with mirth-filled eyes. He gasped with the initial stretch, expecting a sudden and floundering a bit when he didn't get one, his arm moving from over his mouth to down by his side as he grabbed hold of Kris's arm and gasped. Tao's eyes were wide with wonder, never knowing there was a pain-free option and quickly finding himself lost in the pleasure. Back arched and legs trembling as he started panting and mewling his pleasure, the younger jerked his hips, wanting more of the heavenly feeling as he started actively the thick deeper, "Y-Yi..a-ah..ha~..Oh god.."

@Tao A long smile crept across Kris lips, chuckling as he shook his head and began to slip his fingers in and out of Tao's with ease. It was like the younger was made for him...the way that Tao's hole opened and allowed him inside. He was perfect. "Good...cause I've been thinking about you for months...and I've missed you so much Zitao.." Kris whispered, leaning down and kissing his lips deeply once more. Kris made a vow in that moment, a vow to never let Tao go again, to ensure that he was constantly by his side, and to make sure that he was loved every day for the rest of his life. Perhaps they'd been estranged for a while, but none of that mattered now. All that mattered was Tao knowing that Kris was never going to let him go again. When Tao was stretched, Kris slipped a onto , making sure it was lubed up and slowly rubbed over Tao's entrance. "Sorry, I don't wanna take any chances of getting you pregnant right now...I don't think either of us are ready to be parents yet." he spoke, beginning to push in and groaning when the younger began him deeper...and deeper.... " Tao..." Kris breathed lowly.

@Kris The younger moaned sharply as his hands were swatted away from the prize he wanted so very bad, tugging at the hold slightly and pressing into the kiss desperately. Tao couldn't wait...it'd been so long since he'd felt loved, worthy and the feeling just made everything the elder did that much more intense. The dark eyes on him felt like small shocks of electricity dancing over his skin as he wiggled under the gaze, managing a small grateful smile before a shiver of pleasure and a moan took over his expression. Tao lifted his leg slightly, leaning his head back and gasping with the movement of the slender finger, "F'f..mm." The younger wiggled as he tried to keep his head together long enough to answer properly, nodding and swallowing his moans, "Hm..Y-yeah..I..found out why I was so..h-hurt when you left too..Fe-felt the same."

@Tao Every mark that Kris felt on his skin made his flesh sear with heat...it felt like heaven. But oh when Tao grabbed him, when he begged him so sweetly and said please, that was enough to have the elder growling deep in his throat, swatting Tao's hands away and pinning them above his head. " you're so y..." he said lowly, kissing Tao again as he began to strip the rest of their clothing, looking around for the lube that was somewhere in his nightstand. Once located, Kris paused and looked down at Tao, wondering which position to take him in and deciding on missionary. "I know you're experienced in , but I want to make sure you're properly stretched...cause I'm a little on the big side." Kris warned, uncapping the lube and dispensing a generous amount onto Tao's hole, his finger slipping in and beginning the stretching process. "So...I'm guess you figured out my feelings by now?" he asked, wondering if Tao knew he'd had a crush on him for months now.

@Kris a hickey into the skin just above Kris's heart, Tao groaned as his head was forced back, whimpering under his breath and pouting softly until his lips were captured in the passionate kiss. The younger melted, mewling softly once they parted and wrapping his arms tightly around the broad shoulders as he leaned into that tempting neck and continued his marking of the pale skin/ Grunting as he was placed on the bed, Tao let his legs fall open once again and wiggled with the grinding, sharply and curling his toes in the sheets, "Kr-kris..Yi..I..mmm~" the elder back an letting his hands run over the toned torso, down to where his talented hips were moving against the other's and into the front of Kris's pants as he tugged at the fabric, palming the rather impressive and as he shivered visibly, "Pl-please."

@Tao Kris merely watched, enjoying the way Tao touched and kissed him and also biting his lip. The lust was growing more and more in his groin, over his lips and running his hand through Tao's hair. If there were anything more y, more sensual...more gorgeous in this world, it was Tao at that very moment, Kris tugging his hair back and swallowing him in a deep kiss. "God you're so beautiful..." Kris growled lowly, putting Tao's arms around his neck and picking him up off the couch. The older made his way through the apartment and up the stairs, walking into his bedroom where he laid down on top of Tao in the middle of the bed, grinding their hips together and in delight. "... I want you so badly..." he groaned, over those supple lips and feeling his hips stuttering.

@Kris Tao couldn't believe it, he smiled and teared up in happiness as he was pushed back, legs spread to accommodate the larger body. The younger squirmed as Kris undressed him, his lips after the kiss was broken and rolling his hips while the elder took his time. Tao gasped as his chest was revealed, hands shaking as he moaned and pressed against the hard muscle with a needy whine, "G-good..god..Yifan..y-you..mm.." The younger sat himself up and pressed his lips against the expanse as well, placing worshipping kisses and gentle all over the newly acquired muscle. He felt inadequate in comparison but he wasn't going to worry about that, instead focusing his efforts on making sure Kris knew exactly how much he liked what he saw.

@Tao If that wasn't enough of a reason to take Tao, Kris didn't know what was, watching the way that the younger moved closer to him and almost desperately wanted him to make another move. That was all it took for Kris to snap. The elder swallowed Tao in yet another deep kiss, pushing him back onto the sofa and hovering over Tao's body while pulling at his clothes, panting softly as he was forced to pull away to get the fabric off the both of their upper bodies. Though with his own shirt, he lingered a moment, eyes heavy lidded and tongue slightly slipping out his mouth as he stripped and let Tao get a good look at his toned chest. Yeah. he'd been working out. "Like what you see..?" He asked, taking Tao's hands and placing them on his chest for the younger to touch and get a good feel.

@Kris The younger groaned as he was pushed back, a distinct glaze of desire reflecting in his dark orbs as he tried to wiggle back towards those absolutely...delicious lips. Tao moaned softly, staring intently at Kris's lips as he struggled to answer. He didn't know what the elder wanted...what he was asking but what he did know was that he needed him too...desperately. It'd been forever since he felt so..much and just from a single kiss..Yes he wanted, needed more and it was obvious as he nodded and tugged himself closer, "P-please..You taste so...I-i...I need.."

@Tao Oh God. What had he just done? Kris probably just royally ed up the one friendship he cared most about in the world, and he sat their matching the same wide eyed look that Tao gave him. "T-Tao, I'm so- you just-i didn't-" the older floundered, about to explain himself when he saw and heard the younger laugh, his eye brows knitting together in confusion. "Wha..?" He asked, all but falling forward when the Tao pulled him back into a deep kiss, blinking as he wondered why it was happening again. Was this...what he thought it was? Was he falling for Tao? It had been months since he and his ex split, and Kris had been at peace, but part of him was still lonely...was Tao the person who could fill that empty space? "Tao..." Kris groaned against the younger's lips, pulling him back and panting as he looked down at Tao with deep passion. "Do you...is this...what I think it is? Please tell me it is...because i need you.." He said softly.

@Kris Tao leaned into the hand stroking away his tears and broke into a wide smile as a calming heat settled in his chest, one that had been missing ever since Kris left them the first time. The younger shook his head a bit as the elder apologized, too happy about the present to think much about the past at the moment. He couldn't take his eyes of his Ge, taking in every inch of his handsome face as his hands itched to touch as well. THe peck broke the spell he was under, making Zitao freeze for a moment and blink a few times before he was being devoured in a much more intense kiss. The rapper gasped against the full lips he never thought he'd taste and squeaked softly, pulling back to clear his head and staring with round eyes at the elder, his lips slowly.....How could he have been so stupid?...His depressed stated hadn't started due to Sehun...no that had just been the final straw that pushed him to leave..Ever since Kris left he couldn't breath properly..he couldn't sleep..or eat..or smile..He'd been so blind..this whole time..the puppy-love he held for EXO's maknae didn't compare to the longing he held for the man in front of him. Tao teared as he laughed a few times, rubbing his eyes and sobbing at his own stupidity as he pressed their lips back together, hoping to transfer all the love and frustration he'd been holding in for so long.

@Tao "You're my Taozi." Kris said, looking down at Tao and reaching to away his tears. "You've always been my little Taozi...it was my job to protect you...I'm sorry I failed you..." Kris felt like . He felt like he was the worst friend in the entire world, not to mention he felt he wasn't qualified to do anything anymore. But looking at Tao...looking at the way that the younger stared at him...practically boring into his very soul...he felt something shift in him. It only took a moment for Kris' heart to be captivated by the Tao, his lips moving closer on instinct and gently pecking Tao's lips. And then he wanted more, swooping in and stealing a much deeper kiss that had the older groaning softly, his arms securely holding Tao as if he were a precious flower. The way Tao fit perfectly in his arms was like he was made for them.

@Kris Tao chuckled as the elder complained, not having any answer for him since he hadn't talked to s in quite a while with their busy schedule and just wrapping up their newest single in the midst of their tour. There wasn't a chance really to talk or do anything that didn't involve practice or performing, which had everyone stressed and stretched thin. Being pulled into a hug suddenly, Tao gasped softly and pressed a hand against the elder's broad chest with his eyes wide, "I..wha..." The younger quickly started tearing up, his chest clenching as he curled towards his leader, clinging to him and sobbing softly as he allowed some of his pain to slip free, "I-i wasn't playing...I wasn't..G-ge..I love-.....loved..it h-hurts.." He wrapped his arms around the slightly larger male and sniffled as he squeezed and nuzzled himself closer, his heart skipping a beat when he heard himself being called someone's..and peeked up towards Kris, "S-say it again...please Ge.."

@Tao "He won't tell me what the gender is, it's making me mad. And of course Kai doesn't speak to me anymore so...can't go asking him." Kris said, looking up and blinking as he heard the way Tao spoke. He knew Sehun had had ulterior motive, and what hurt his heart...was that he hadn't noticed it or said something sooner. "Tao, I'm sorry," Kris said, sitting up and pulling he younger into a tight hug. "I had a gut feeling he was going to do this...I thought you guys were just having fun, and I didn't think, and I just-" He cut himself off, pressing is face to Tao's neck and sighing softly. "I was a bad leader...I left the people I cared about hanging...more importantly I let my little Taozi get hurt...I'm so sorry...I wish I could take your pain away from you." Kris said softly, his hands rubbing gently up and down Tao's back. Kris would admit that he cared for Tao, though on the subject of love he wasn't sure. He'd liked Tao for a while, and even now he did...and even though he didn't realize it he could feel the beginnings of love stirring in his chest.

@Kris He shrugged slightly at the question, not really sure what time it was or when he ate exactly and more concerned about getting more food in him. Zitao scarfed down the protein bar, chugging the bottle just as he was told and humming as his stomach stopped trying to eat itself, "I know..I just..forgot..and I'm not used to..eating a lot as you know...Yeah..you warned me but..*sigh*..I was too blinded..I'm sorry again.." The younger mumbled as he played with the bottle in his hand, taking the phone once the app was open and swiping through the choices before picking a few and ordering it. He smiled as Kris laid his head on his shoulder and leaned against it as well, shutting his eyes since he'd missed being this close to someone who actually gave a about him. Tao chuckled softly as he sniffled and shook his head slightly, wiping his nose and leaning a bit heavier against the elder, "No..I haven't really been paying attention to much..B-been busy you know..Of course he was..Those two..they make me hopeful, they're so..perfect.."

@Tao "I missed you too, Taozi," Kris replied, enjoying the look of the smile on the younger's face. The way Tao looked around in awe made Kris smile in return, chuckling softly, and nodding his head in response to what he said about the place. "Yeah, the studio pays fo- oh , when was the last time you ate? You know you can't do anything without eating." Kris complained as he ran to the kitchen to grab a protein bar and a bottle of water. "I was just about to order postmate's, so chug this and sit down while I order, you can tell me what you want." Kris said, helping the younger plop himself on the couch and sitting next to him while he took out his phone to pull up the app. "I warned you about that company...that's all I'm going to say about that." The elder then focused on picking a restaurant to choose from, settling on some traditional Chinese food to make Tao feel more at home. "Get whatever you want, okay? The studio pays for all my meals, so it's on them." Kris chuckled, laying his head on Tao's shoulder and sighing softly. "Lu's baby is due any day...he's had to lay under the radar after all the promotions for Lu. his bump almost showed in Good Good, which is why they didn't do a music video for Lu. Have you heard it? He was talking about Kai you know."

@Kris He groaned as he was forced to stop touching, following the elder while holding onto his sleeve tightly and leaning into his taller frame to shield himself. Tao sighed as he leaned against the arm around him, his head leaned back as he tugged the mask off his face and looked towards the elder, "Well it suits you..I missed you so much Duizhang...It's been hell..I feel bad for the members but...SM can go themselves..I should've..damn.." He rubbed his eyes as he walked in the apartment, gaping at the sight and looking around with his jaw hanging, "Holy...It's..wow~.." Zitao really couldn't believe how nice it was and giggled softly as he spun in place, dropping his carryon on the couch and smiling towards the elder, the first genuine smile he'd had since the man left. The dizziness of his head was the only indication that he was..starving actually, the last time he'd eaten was before take-off and well..he felt sick. Groaning softly, Tao held his stomach as he leaned against the couch and pouted at the elder, "..Hungry.."

@Tao Kris merely bear hugged Tao, noting how...thin he was. The elder remembered how skinny he himself was when he left EXO...took him forever to gain the weight and get healthy again. Chuckling, Kris moved back again and let Tao touch his chest before leading the younger inside the building and up to his apartment, making sure to shield Tao's face from any potential paparazzi taking pictures. They were always following him. "That's what eating right and working out will do for you. Took me forever and a day to get back to it, but I did it." he said, wrapping his arm around Tao's neck once they were in the elevator. "I missed you Tao, no doubt the members probably wonder where you are. Not to mention how pissed SM will be." Kris mused, leading Tao into his apartment. "You can crash in my room, it'll be just like old times when we were training, remember?" Kris asked, only to turn back and see the younger standing there with his jaw dropped. "What? You like the place? The studio is paying for it while I'm here shooting the movie, I actually just got home from set not long ago." he mused, tucking his hands in his pockets.

@Kris Hearing the elder say he was sorry just made the other sob harder, shaking his head even though Kris couldn't see him and rubbing at his eyes to attempt to stop the tears, "N-no..don't..Hm?.." Tao sniffled and leaned his head against his knee as he did as asked and listened, his eyes widening as he held his breath, "I-i..yes..yes sir..I..Really? T-thank you..I'll..I'll see you then." He knew he'd be in trouble for this..but he didn't exactly have time to ask for vacation and he knew he wouldn't be getting any even if he did ask so....The younger packed what was important to him, sneaking some EXO jerseys in his carry on and dressed in the least expensive clothing he had, mask and sunglasses covering his face since he looked like ..and he didn't want anyone to see him. Somehow he was able to gather up enough change to pay for a taxi and off to the airport he went. It was a hassle wading through the crowd while trying not to be recognized, picking out the workers that were least likely to know who he was and sighing in relief once he was finally on the plane. He didn't make eye contact with any fellow passengers and turned towards the window to fall asleep while he could, barely waking up once they landed. It was even more nerve wracking getting off the plane without a translator, struggling through customs with what little english he knew and finally escaping the chaos only to find..no Kris waiting for him. Tao frowned slightly as he approached the driver, following him with his heart racing in his chest and reluctantly settling in the back seat of the car, his hands folded in his lap. He stared out the window, chewing his lip nervously until finally, they arrived. The boy felt his eyes tearing as he looked at the elder, scrambling out of the car and sobbing softly as he hugged him as tightly as possible, smiling softly since he felt thicker, healthier. Zitao felt like a twig in comparison and pulled back a bit to run his hands up the elder's torso curiously, his eyebrows furrowed and head tilted, "You feel.....firm."

@Tao To say he was surprised was an understatement, Kris was down right shocked that Tao was even talking to him. And when the younger began to talk...he felt his heart clench in his chest. Yes, Kris understood, he understood too well and it broke his heart that Tao was going through it. Not to mention he hurt for Tao due to the fact that he'd warned Tao and all but told him to wait till he went through it and had to suffer...now he wished he hadn't said anything at all and let Tao be pissed at him. "Oh Tao...I'm so sorry.." He said softly, sitting down on the chair and sighing softly. He himself didn't know what to do, mainly because it had been such a struggle for him to get out of EXO, but Kris knew he had to help in some way. "I...God, I'm so ing sorry...listen, um," he looked over the sky line of the city and stood up with a soft sigh. "I'm gonna send you an email with a plane ticket in it. Get dressed and find a way to get on a plane, I'll meet you at the airport okay? I'm not in China right now, I'm in America, but I have a place to live while I'm here so you can lay low for a few days, okay? Don't worry about this, everything is going to be alright." It took a couple hours, but finally once Tao had his bags packed and Kris knew the was on the plane, he waited for Tao. It was a long flight, but when Tao was safely delivered in a private car to his house he went down to greet him, smiling and holding his arms out with his shaved head. "Hey...come here Taozi.." he said as he engulfed him in a hug.

@Kris He was close to tears after an exhausting concert rehearsal, his back pounding and his head right along with it since it was filled with confusion and anger. Finding out after months of 'dating' how Sehun really felt crushed him, he'd been off all day and now he was alone and he hated it. Tao had no idea what to do, where to turn to, he'd given his all to the relationship with his first love and now...now he had nothing. He had no reason to stay, no reason to put himself through this pain other than the fans..But then again, how many actually loved him? He knew most of his popularity was due to the group, due to Kyungsoo and Chanyeol and Kai.and..Kris,...everyone else. Everything had been going downhill since his leader left, Luhan not long after him and it just..he couldn't stand it. Tao sobbed softly as he curled up, digging his phone out of his pocket and flipping through the contacts until he ran across the one person he knew would understand, his thumb hovering over the name as he held his breath and eventually let his finger fall. He stared at the call screen until he heard a small voice, snapping the phone to his ear with a gasp, "G-ge...I..I'm sorry " The younger sniffled as he wiped his nose and tried not to sound like tears were running down his cheeks in long rivers, "I-i'm sorry I ever called you such horrible things..w-when I didn't understand...I..I can't do t-this..Sehun..he..he never..I can't stand it I don't belong..I keep getting hurt, I feel so alone Ge..You're the only one I can talk to..what do I..I don't know what to..G-ge.."

@Tao Kris was beyond happy with his life. It had been months since he left EXO, having gotten a contract deal for a movie, and was now in the process of shooting for XXX: The Return of Xander Cage. This was his big break, seeing as this movie was in the american franchise, so now the was going to be on a bigger platform with a bigger name. His new movie was due to premiere as well as his new single...Kris' life was on an upward slope toward the top and there was no stopping him now. That is, until his phone rang and startled him out of his dream world. Walking over, the male noticed the caller ID and blinked, picking up the call as he walked over to the window. "Tao..?" He asked, clearly confused as to why the younger would be calling him. After all, Tao had been so upset that Kris left that he vowed to never speak to him again. "What's wrong?"