@Lee Jooheon .... what more to tell... it's always my fault anyway.... seem like it... probably is...
/feeling down the more he talk and shaking his head/
I think you're too clingy for me to have the chance to withdraw from you.... I feel like you would dig three meters down if it would let you find me.
/smiles and nods/
And I enjoy watching you
@Heechul Wanna tell me more about what happened? I can probably see the points of what happened and help
*kisses your head gently*
Awe well as long as you don't withdraw from me
I wouldn't mind the but just spending time with you is also fun, even just watching to eat my cooking
@Lee Jooheon /shrugs his shoulders slightly/
I tried my best to do thing for other and yet what I got was... I wasn't genuine and some threats, oh well...
/shrugs his shoulders once more/
It's fine, I'm just in one of those mood I guess, wanna withdraw from society
/look at you and laugh softly/
Well, don't you want that? To be used by me? Beside, not like I have a choice there, you young kid have too much energy
@Heechul What do you mean by being yourself isn't welcomed? What happened beautiful, I'm all ears to hear your troubles
*kisses your head as you nuzzle my nape and rubs your side softly*
Awe you'll just use me to have bed rest?
@Lee Jooheon /sighs and shaking his head/
Nothing wrong but me, I'm not doing enough even though I tried my best. And being myself is... not welcome, that's all.
/shrugs as he turn to snuggle against your nape/
Mhm, at most I'll just bed resting... I think it better that way so I don't bother anyone. So yeah, it won't be so bad living with you full time.
@Heechul ah want to talk about whats wrong?
*asks as I order me some food and some soup that wont hurt your stomach incase you change your mind*
will you be able to handle living with me full time? you complain about my stamina
@Lee Jooheon Not yet... my stomach doesn't feel good
/leaning on your shoulder once more/
Mhm, you do
/smirk up at you and shrugs/
I meant once we live together with more space, you gonna know about them anyway~
@Heechul Ah are you able to eat now?
*smiles kissing your head softly and looks at the menu again*
Well I'm glad I went for simple but cute then, it really suits you
*glances at yiu at your last comment*
Eh why mention toys?
@Lee Jooheon Mhm... good, it is good
/smiles and tilt his head in thought/
I'm simple in a non simple way
/grins before teasing you/
And I have many toys
@Heechul Good things right?
*chuckles and nods kissing your hand and nods a bit*
It was the first one I saw but I wasn't sure how simple or non simple you were in styles, I'm not the stylish kinda person
@Lee Jooheon I don't know... but I feel different when I'm with you.
/kiss you back before looking at the one you pulled out next/
Mhm, I like this one more
/show the one already on his finger
@Heechul hmm im not sure if thats what you wanted to say but I do like I make you feel that way and it makes me happy you feel that way
*nods a bit confused but kinda understands what you said and just kisses your lips again giving a small smile taking the ring out of my pocket*
it was going to be first to come out is the winner
*shows you the ring and smiles softly*
@Lee Jooheon Mhm... you make me feel.... safe... secure... not sure if that is the right word to use.
/shaking his head/
I don't meant us.... and it's different.... I don't know...
/sighs softly and kiss you again/
Oh? What other style did you get? And I'm not picky on what you get me, even if it's not my style, it's your style
@Heechul Well I'm glad you are ready I'm super happy and proud you're ready to take this step with me
*rubs your side softly as I hug your waist and nods my head at your words*
Well let's have a relationship where we are like best friends and do other things than romancing I don't mind
*kisses you back and looks at your hand and nods*
Well it's there to remind you I'm always here to help distract you, though I'm glad you like it. I actually got you 2 rings because I wasn't sure of your style
@Lee Jooheon I'm ready just.... it's too much to take in...
/sighs, trying to calm himself before looking at the ring on his finger/
I'm not worried about us, about you leaving.... just... romance isn't the only thing in life....
/smiles and kiss you/
You do a better job at distracting me then this ring but I still like it.
@Heechul well just let me know how you feel later and you dont think you are ready
*smiles pecking your lips softly and takes something out of my pocket and places something on your finger and rubs my thumb over it as its the right size and looks at you*
this is a promise ring and also an anxiety ring, if you ever have bad thoughts while im not away just look at the ring and think of me and how ill comfort you when I come back to my beautiful boyfriend
@Heechul Well saying your ready then when the moment comes its amways different
*smiles when you look at me and takes your hand in mine and lifts it up to my lips kissing it softly*
Well ready for your gift?
@Lee Jooheon I'm not feeling forced-
/looks at you to show he meant it but quickly look away again, more color decorating his skin/
I told you before that I was ready didn't I?
@Lee Jooheon Yeah....
/repeat himself before looking away, stomach churning uncomfortably, rubbing his right ear trying to ease the burning sensation there/
@Heechul *my heart skips a beat when you pullbaway thinking you were about to say no but then I see your ears and give a soft smile hearing your words*
Yes?
@Lee Jooheon /blinking and listening to what you have to say, however pulled away when he heard the question, stomach flipping as he don't know what to say to that, ears turn red with fluster/
Uh.... uh.... I.... uh.... yeah
@Heechul Well
*clears my throat and places another small kiss on your lips*
Well I'm kinda getting tired of you saying I'm not your man and I really want to be... so the question is I wanted to see if yiu wanted to officially be my boyfriend?
@Heechul Well one of the reasons I was busy working so much overtime was because of this gift, I just hope you like it
*kisses your head again before moving to peck your lips*
But I have a question first
@Heechul that shouldnt be a problem though, but we can talk about it later hyung. I am wanting to be here for you and know what you are going through so I can help you better
*smiles kissing your head softly*
but lets enjoy our time together, what do you want to drink?
