Bedroom 4

/lies down in my bed and snuggles into my soft blanket/

@Chanyeol (thanks love, I'll send you a pm)

@Chanyeol (okay, I will. Could we possibly plot it out? Zhaolin is a very precious character to me. Could we plot out something but special for his first time?)

@Chanyeol (ah, okay. I am in little but it often does make me needier. I'm more of in a middle though, but I'd love to with you with zhaolin, he needs this, and honestly so do I, lol)

@Chanyeol (okay! Well zhaolin does want . And you are in little right now? If so we can wait)

@Chanyeol (you do know that zhaolin and Wonho are my characters, lol. I'm the same rper)

@Chanyeol (mkaaay)

@Chanyeol (sorry, I used the wrong character. Can I please poke?)

@Chanyeol (it okey, I'm in little space rn, sowwy)


/Nods gently and rubs my finger over your piercing, shivering slightly at the touch/
Please, just enter me
/Says shyly as I blush madly/

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@Chanyeol (poke?)

@Chanyeol /let's out soft moans, my hands clenching onto the seat/
/Squirms a bit as I get used to the feeling/
/Is uncomfortable but doesn't speak up about it/
/Gently grabs your hair and pulls you off, shaking my head/
I-i don't really like that, there is something cold and metal and it feels weird
/Says quietly as I look away downcasting my eyes/

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@Chanyeol /shivers slightly as you kiss my tip, a small moan escaping my lips/
/Nods shyly/
Yes daddy
/Says quietly as I gently hold your shoulders/

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@Chanyeol (, I didn't see this, sorry)

/Nods and watches as my comes out semi hard, my body shivering as I had never been exposed like this/
T-thank you daddy
/Says shyly as my cheeks blush a bright red/

@Chanyeol /gently looks at you lazily, my body shivering at your simple touch of my waist band/
Yes, please daddy
/Says only to cover my mouth with NY hand and my eyes go wide/
I.. I...I'm sorry, I didn't know where that came from, or why I said that
/Says as a blush creeps up on my face, my hand still over my mouth as I look away in shame)

@Chanyeol /let's out soft moans as you gently kiss me, NY hands entangling into your hair gently as my head lies back on my chair/

@Chanyeol /gently nods and keeps my hands on your shoulders, not wanting to let go, as I hadn't been touched like this and it felt good./
/My eyes were glqzed over in lust and my body was tingling, I didn't know how to feel, expect I wanted more/
Y-yes, it...feels..good
/Says it slow and broken Korean)

@Chanyeol /I let out a soft and quiet noan, as you out your hands on my hips, only to tense up as my wounds we're touched./
/In a few moments though I relaxed in your touch, feeling safe and loved for once in my life, and let out soft and quiet moans as I felt your skin on mine/

@Chanyeol /nods quietly/
/My body shivers from the touch, only to let out a soft gasp as my lips were taken by yours, I gently and carefully wrap my arms around your neck, somehow feeling safe in your arms. I let myself get lost in the kiss, letting you lead as I didn't know what I was doing)

@Chanyeol /nuzzles into you closely, my body shaking as you held me/
/I take a deep breath and step back, wiping my eyes and then gently lifting my shirt over my head, dropping it to the ground and my head turning to the side. I had stab wounds closed up, lashing marks all over and blood blisters from being hit, one rib was even slightly off as you could see my ribs, it was clear it hadn't been properly mended and that other parts of my ribs had been broken/

@Chanyeol /my head was forced to look at you, my eyes watering, I get my lips part slightly as you touched them/
/Hearing someone say that made my heart swell and I wrap my arms around you, sobbing into your chest, letting everything I've been holding back since I was a child out./

@Chanyeol /let's out soft moans as you touch my body. My breath hitching slightly as I get out a whimper/
/Once you touch my skin though my body tightens and I get up and move away, my head hanging low as I covered myself with my hands/
My...my body, it's...messed up. You couldn't love me if you saw me , no one could.
/Says quietly and embarrassed, my submissive yet self defense side taking over, it was clear something was wrong with my body, and that was the reason I was scared to be intimate/
/I lift only a bit of my shirt up and there are lash narks and cuts, covering that part, tears run down my face as I look away/
I...I have it all over me, I was abused as a kid, they never went away.
/Says quietly as my eyes were casted downwards, not able to look at you/

@Chanyeol /zhaolin nodded and let his head back more, letting soft moans escape his lips/
/Something inside him told him this male wouldn't hurt him. He was stiff and tense, and his eyes shut closed tightly but he let the nake touch him, any rebellion gone as he had given up on not trying/

@Chanyeol /I was invested in my game, only to get out a gasp as I felt a soft pair of lips on my neck, I get out a soft moan and almost lost myself to lust. I pulled off NY headphone and pushed the make away/
/My eyes went wide as I saw chanyeol/
Ya-yah... What are you doing?
/I ask as I look at you with big yet innocent eyes, trying to keep the want for down, i gulped loudly and wet ny lips with my tongue, my head dropping to the side and my hair covering my face/
Ch-chayeol, I...I...I'm scared, I can't, it's not possible
/I say quietly. Too scared as you would see my whip marks all over my body if anything was taken off./

@Chanyeol Zhaolin walked in his room after his arguenent with chanyeol earlier. He wioe his tears away and out in his headphones and opened up his computer and stared his game. He was sitting in his gaming chair that could roll but be locked, and his arms tests that helped his gaming stamina. He out on his glasses and had decided to just wear his sweats and boxers as no one had been around for awhile. He easily got into his game and was distracted, his Chinese coming out as he played intensely on his computer, focused soley on his game. He was so focused he didn't head the older male come in and he especially didn't hear the door lock as he was too locked into his game to be aware of anything going on.

@Daniel /looks away/
It was nice, but I'm still scared. I feel like I'll never be able to myself unless someone takes the initiative. But at the same time, I dont want that. I dont knie what I want.
/says quietly as I cover up my body with a blanket and sit on my bed, pulling the blanket over my head to hide away from the world/
My father found me hugging a male when I was younger. I liked the Male, but my father found out and beat me for it. I still have the Mark's on my back. I was bleeding badly and sobbing everytime I moved for a month. I cant be intimate as I'm scared I will be beaten for it.

@Daniel /nods/
I know...my school counselor had me come. He wants me to nit be scared of , so he had me come here. I have irrational fears of . He told me I needed to get over it and sent me here. But I-I cant get over my fears, i freak out everytime i try to get close and end up leaving
/says quietly/
I had my first kiss yesterday, it was nice, he wanted more but I just couldnt

@Daniel /shakes my head/
No-no, there isnt anything on your face
/clears my throat/
I-I just dont like ual jokes, it makes me uncomfortable. So so does the thought of and kissing, I, I don't like and dont ever want it.
/says quietly as I look down embarrassed and uncomfortable/