@♛ kim taehyung yes but i want to spend more time with you kitten
...are you doing well? i saw your comeback is soon...
/says softly, and lets my head lightly knock into yours rubbing it affectionately/
mm...my worrisome kitten /turns around in your hold and looks up at you with a small smile, taking hold of your hand and giving it a squeeze/
and i like you.../murmurs softly, pulling you closer to me with a small tug of your wrist/
@♛ lee taemin don't be sorry, i know you're busy
i'm just glad you're well
/mumbles before i yawn against your shoulder, murmuring an apology before i find you kissing my head
i don't know...
i just worried- i still worry
/smiles a little, nudging my head against your jaw before i link my fingers between your own, holding them gingerly
that's just me
@♛ kim taehyung /smiles when you hug me, i lean back into you/
it has been...i'm sorry i was away kitten
i missed you so much
oh--no never i'd never forget about you taehyung...you're always on my mind when i'm away
/says softly, placing my hands on yours and giving them a soft squeeze, before turning my head to press a kiss to your head/ how could i forget someone as precious as you?
@♛ lee taemin /wraps my arms around you, hugging you gently against me before i smile softly at you and nod
why not? since it'd been a while...
i worried for a bit you'd grown tired of me. or worse... forgotten me
/mumbles the last part against your shoulder, hiding my face as my hold on you tightens a little
@♛ kim taehyung /blinks a few times feeling you on my shoulder and smiles, turning towards you just as you kiss my cheek, and my eyes widen a bit/...o-oh kitten /mumbles softly, and turns on back ahead to hide the subtle blush/ its been awhile alright /bites my lip smiling/ i guess that meant i got a special greeting?
@♛ lee taemin /comes over, leaning in and about to put my head on your shoulder before i debate something else
/getting stuck in between i end up pressing my lips against your cheek, kissing you briefly there before i lay my head on your shoulder
hey... been a while hyung
@♛ lee taemin /simply nods softly as i don't know what else to say, shy about how much you care over me and it makes me smile a little bit to myself in response
/glances up at the entrance of the building as we head inside, glancing around quietly before i look back at you, my head ducking and eyes closing as you ruffly my hair
but you're the baby of your group, hyung
/smiles as i say so, appreciating the reassurance though and your kind words about me too, glancing away for a moment again
other favourites are... mint choc chip and dark chocolate with raspberry
/nods my head to you before we head inside at last, finding seats in the small shop, leaving me half squished up against your side whilst enjoying my brightly coloured ice cream
thank you hyung
@♛ kim taehyung thats all i want~ for you to be honest with me taehyungie and you don't have to be greatful or embarrassed. we're friends. /smiles at you, and then let out a small laugh as you try to figure out what i meant, i shake my head as we round the corner and come upon a small shop squeezed between two buildings, i pull you closer until you stop, and i look up at you/
not at all. i just think its cute you like it--it suits you cause you're sweet like bubblegum--plus the colors suit you /grins at you and reaches up ruffling your hair/ see? don't worry too much kitten. you like it and that enough you don't have to prove to me you're an adult--listen i still like drinking banana milk and strawberry milk.
people say i smell like baby formula and my hyungs tease me for eating baby cheese /shrugs a little with a bashful smile/ if you're childish then i'm a whole baby
@♛ lee taemin i won't. or i'll try not too. i know you know when i'm not great though... and i'm grateful for that as much as i am embarrassed
/snorts when you insist you have this under control, covering it up with a cough though, even patting my chest with my other hand afterwards
wait really?
doesn't bubblegum seem childish to you?
/blinks before i stop unexpectedly, only to quickly move along again when you don't stop, clearing my throat as i ask in a smaller, hesitant voice
wait- do you think i'm childish...?
i just like how colourful it is and its sweet but that nice sweetness from my childhood which i know is a fake kind of sweet but its just... its nice
... this isn't helping my childish case
@♛ kim taehyung deal! but don't hide it if you're not feeling good. because i'll know taehyungie
/says in a gentle but stern tone, i smile at you--i know you're use to hiding your emotions but i don't want you to do with me, i want to be someone you can be honest with, someone you're not afraid to show that more vulnerable side to, i lead us down the street, swinging our hands together/
l i s t e n i got this so don't worry.
/flails my free hand, and tries not to sound whiny, i want to appear confident in your eyes and capable/
bubblegum? /smiles at you before chuckling and nodding/ i wouldn't expect anything else from you kitten
@♛ lee taemin i'll feel good if hyung feels good. promise!
/smiles brightly at you, nodding quickly when you mention hanging out and i wonder if i'm too quick to agree to that
/a soft sound of surprise leaves me as i'm tugged in one direction, feeling your hip bump my own and i smile, quickly catching up with you as best i can
oh right- your sense of direction
i'm suddenly nervous
/laughs under my breath before i make a soft humming noise when you tell me what you like, thinking i need to try the coffee one you mention
huh? oh-
ah... mine seems childish in comparison to your choices... but my favourite is bubblegum flavour
@♛ kim taehyung ahhh no feeling awful here kitten--i came to you because i wanted to cheer up i can't do that if you're feeling bad too~
yeah i'm taking a little break right now...thought we could hang out if you're not busy
/says softly, trying to play it off as casual as possible, while pushing away my more negative vibe, focusing on you and well--how cute you are worrying about me/
/smiles when you squeeze my hand, and i pull you in one direction, bumping my hip against yours/
right. i promise this time we won't get lost /chuckles and walks in the direction of an ice cream place nearby, hums/....hmmm sweet cream? or maybe rocky road? sometimes I like getting coffee ice cream it depends on my mood~ /looks up at you/ and yours?
@♛ lee taemin ah don't be sorry hyung- please. i'll feel awful if you do
but please rest! you've been working so hard, you even had a concert right?
/frowns a little as i know that kind of fatigue from no rest, just go go go until something gives out and its never good
much better...
/nods as i speak softly about your smile, enjoying the sight of it before i feel your hand holding my own, blinking at the gesture before i squeeze yours back
that sounds great, hyung. lead the way
what's your favourite flavour by the way?
@♛ kim taehyung its not annoying...and yeah i know--sorry i've just been feeling kind of weird lately...tired from promotions you know it goes
/mumbles and rubs the back of my neck, trying to play it off, not wanting to worry you or anyone really/
i don't know sounds like a silly question kitten /murmurs, glances at you and lets out a sigh shaking my head as my smile beats its way through/
i won't keep them from you /says softly and then reaches for your hand/ i want ice cream care to join me?
@♛ lee taemin i'm sorry it gets annoying, hyung. i'm always just a text away and if we have time off at the same time i'm happy to come see you too of course
/promises quietly as i look at you, still smiling and wondering why you shy away from me now, wondering if its perhaps something i said
i'm not sure why you might. that's why i thought i'd ask you, hyung
/chuckles softly as i look at you, my head still tilted to the side as i gaze at you
can i see one now?
or will you keep them from me?
@♛ kim taehyung well you should at least a little more higher of yourself than you do right now
/mumbles while looking down at the floor kicking my foot at nothing, biting the inside of my chubby cheek before hesitantly glancing up at you and then back down, nodding my head/
all the time. its annoying when i can't see you...but i like it because i never missed someone like that before /mutters, but when you mention talking about me my head lifts up a bit quickly, i look at you with slightly wide eyes/ really? /sees you lean in closer and i freeze up for a second, biting my lip i stare at your smile and the closer you are the more impossible it is to hold my mine, though i try/
n-no..why would I?
@♛ lee taemin i think if i thought as highly as that about myself then i might be considered a little egotistical, hyung
/murmurs as i don't know how else to respond to such kind words, my thumb rubbing against the inside of my ring finger out of habit when i'm nervous or unsure about what to do or say in certain situations
all the time? that must be annoying at times, hyung
and that's not true- sometimes i don't shut up about how i get to hang out with you and stuff. i probably annoy the members and my friends so much because of it
/laughs a little to myself before i lean in a little closer, seeing you trying to hide your smile and i hope the gesture on my part brings it out to join my own very happy one
you're not hiding smiles from me are you?
@♛ kim taehyung /blinks a few times, and then my brows knit together as i squint at you/ have you ever looked at yourself?
because what i see is a beautiful sweet boy...with a soft heart who deserves the entire world. how can you not see that? /asks more to myself my cheeks redden at the awfully honest confession, your words taken me aback, i try to process them/ so you think i'm hot?
i miss you all the time kitten.../muses softly, unsure how we ended up like this, me confessing all these gushy mushy things that are totally true but make me look down at my feet, and skin heat up so quickly/
don't know...feel like sometimes i don't know...like i'm the only one who thinks about our friendship.../bites my lip and giving a small shrug trying to act casually though the thought hurts me, i look up and see you smiling at me, i bite my lower lip a little harder to hide the smile that wants to match it/
@♛ lee taemin no! oh my god hyung- no i meant specimen as in like out of my league. have you not seen that part in winter soldier?
besides who am i to judge about being weird? i'm so odd sometimes i worry myself even
and... yeah. you missed me last time too and i still hadn't gotten round to being able to believe that either
/admits a little sheepishly, glancing at you briefly before i train my eyes on a suddenly interesting frayed end of my sleeve
of course- now who sounds surprised? why wouldn't i miss you?
/says nonchalantly, shrugging my shoulders softly and smiling to myself as i do so, offering you that same smile
@♛ kim taehyung /tilts my head a bit, as you gesture me vaguely/ what you don't believe it because....I'm too weird? /asks, and theres a tinge of hurt in my tone, it doesn't bother me that others think i'm weird but--it does bother me if you can't see us as friends because of that/
yes i missed you kitten is that unbelievable too? /asks with a small breathless chuckle, but when you look at me with smile made of sunlight, my heart squeezes oh so tight in my chest/
you did...? /asks softly, now i'm the one who's surprised/
@♛ lee taemin its just...
/gestures to you with my hands before murmuring the word 'specimen'
overgrown kitten-
wait you missed me?
/blinks down at you before i end up grinning the sun-like smile back at you
i missed you too hyung
@♛ kim taehyung after everything you still wrap it around your pretty little head?
we are friends taehyung-ah /smiles at you, runs my fingers through my hair,
glances up at you, my lips pursing out/
this overgrown kitten named kim taehyung
@♛ lee taemin ah, sorry sorry, hyung
its still hard to come to terms with calling taemin sunbae- you, my friend
/smiles warmly before i rest my hands in my hoody pockets comfortably
who have you been missing, hyung?
@♛ kim taehyung /looks st you and pouts a little, at your formal attitude/
hey....i thought we were friends just call me taemin or hyung. I’m alright just missing a certain someone