@L. Taemin Im well aware you are not.
But there are other channels I have to take to speak with them.
You were the easiest for me to meet with.
If you could though...Tell your lawyers to lay off.
We arent giving you the creature comforts of a 5 star hotel.
@T. Keiji ≛ Was it?
/chuckles and shrugs/
I would definitely make sure it doesn't happen again. It would be even worse if other patients decided to deal with the matter themselves.
/he points out, nodding to you as he turns to head for the door/
Because you know... eventually she will hurt the wrong person. I'm not the only one in this facility you should be worried about.
@L. Taemin *stands up as well*
Was that a threat?
*tilts my head a little and sighs*
The recent events are why I am here now
Hopefully we can stop it happening again.
@T. Keiji ≛ If my lawyers work it out properly I'll have plenty of nice things to say about the facility.
/he says with a chuckle as he stands up/
If not... well I suppose it can't hurt to say a few good things, however you should really look in to your security.
You're worried about me hurting Maia, and I'm not the one who stabbed her.
It would really look bad on the institute if the press found out my therapist was nearly murdered by another patient...
@L. Taemin I will be watching,and that wasnt meant to be creepy or a warning...
*shakes my head slightly*
I will be watching for your interview...
I hope you have nice things to say about the facility
opefully whatever your planning isnt too...dangerous.
@T. Keiji ≛ Well, we will both just have to see how things play out, won't we?
/he asks with an amused smile/
Are we done now? Your warning has be duly noted, and if we have nothing else to talk about I have many other things I could be doing with my time. I have a lot to accomplish and only so many resources to accomplish them with.
This facility certainly forces you to get creative doesn't it?
I suppose it's a good learning experience.
It was lovely talking to you... Keiji? Yes, that was it.
@L. Taemin Your right, I cant convince you otherwise but I can state the truth as it is for me.
If Maia dropped you tomorrow it wouldnt matter to me.
If Maia married you tomorrow, it wouldnt matter to me
*shrugs a little andleanson the table a little*
If you took advantage of Maia's kindness tomorrow and she came to me in tears, I would punish you.
Unless you killed, or really attempted to kill someone I would have no reason to tell anyone anything about your time here.
You said before that I wasnt governed by law to not pass on anything you said. But that is not true.
To work in this place I am governed by that same law.
Everyone that steps foot in here is, everyone that works here, even the media are strictly governed to come in here.
I have no reason to tell anyone, even your lawyer what you do in this place.
*shrugs again*
And if my staff care for you, and I can do something to keep them happy, and patients from snapping and trying to kill anyone else... I will do it.
My care extends that far, and that includes you.
@T. Keiji ≛ I promise I could tell you grass was blue and you would eventually believe me.
/he agrees with a chuckle, looking amused now as he glances around the office again/
People I can trust huh?
No offense, but I don't really believe I can trust anyone. As you said, you don't care about me, you might care about Maia but that in no way extends to me.
You don't think I'm not aware that every single one of you would turn on me if Maia dropped me tomorrow? I have no allies, you can try to convince me all you want but I'm not stupid and I know better than trust you.
You have nothing to lose, it's my future I'm gambling right now.
@L. Taemin *watches you again for a moment before letting out a breath*
I dont know why I tried... Your impossible.
*laughs slightly and shakes my head before having another sip of my water.*
I feel bad for Maia... and I understand the concerns that have come to me.
What I said still stands, if you hurt my staff there will be problems...
but... I cant tell ifyour lying, like you said.
I probably couldnt tell the difference between a truth and a lie with you on something more common knowledge.
If your in a relationship with Maia, be it professional or intimate you should be more careful in the future.
Find people you can trust, and be honest with them,If you offer something they may be willing to help you.
@T. Keiji ≛ We'll play the if game for a minute then and I'll level with you since you won't believe me if I tell you anything else.
If I were playing a game, and if I were going to hurt your staff, no one would find out until I was long gone from this place.
/he says with a small shrug, looking at you with a careful smile/
However, they would think I was playing a game regardless of where I ended up. So in the end, It's back to that same vicious loop where I lose every time.
It really won't matter to you, or anyone else, what I say.
I can't tell you if I'm serious or not yet, it's a bit too early to tell. There's potential to be very serious, but it's hinging on a few rather important details that may not fall into my favor.
Believe that or not, it won't really effect me either way.
@L. Taemin But the question still remains... Are you serious about it?
*watches you silently for a moment*
Are you serious about getting better or are you just playing a game.
People here are already concerned with where you have put yourself.
They fear you playing a game and that your in a good position toget what you want from that game.
I will be honest... I could careless about you, or your game if you have one.
I care about my staff, If you hurt my staff in any way I will make sure your 'rewards' will get you jack .
@T. Keiji ≛ But you see they won't have to wait years, not really at any rate.
They don't care about me, where I am physically hardly matters. I'm a media presence, that's all they want. If I can give them that back then it doesn't matter how long it really takes me to get out of here.
I'll start small, a couple of interviews, a few photographs.
Of course my story will appeal to the masses, I'm the ultimate good boy gone bad.
My manager is already talking about movie deals and books.
They'll romanticize my story until I'm the hottest criminal in the country. Most of my work I can do from in here, especially now that I can start earning those 'rewards'.
They could care less about where I am as long as they are still getting new content.
@L. Taemin I never said it was impossible.
I said you would be tryingto get better while lying about it.
Never that they were in the same context to the same people.
You may well be in here trying to get better, and actually making progress, but I assume you will not take slow progress reports to the media.
Eventually they will get tired so you will need to make progress faster, prove your getting better in an amazing pace
Then people will fall behind you once again and you will be able to leave the reformed man... but will you be?
Progress or no it can take years, even longer to really make progress.
Are you going to leave everyone waiting years.
The second you announce your working on 'getting better' You will start a timer, how long that timer lasts depends on you and a bit of luck.
That is why I said you would be lying about it. Lying about how much progress you had made not whether you were making any.
@T. Keiji ≛ /chuckles humorlessly, shaking his head/
You know, that is all I hear from every person I've talked to in this place.
It's kind of funny honestly, not a one of you would know if I'm lying or if I'm not.
It's a very guilty until proven innocent mindset, except it's a trap because you can't ever be innocent. If I'm innocent I'm only lying, because the only way I can be telling the truth is if I'm lying.
And round and round it goes.
It's a bit unfair don't you think? You're setting me up for failure by openly admitting there is no possibility I could get better, because even if I did... it would only be a lie.
@L. Taemin Or pretend to change.
*shrugs a little and sits forward having a sip of my water*
so you intend to stay, and see if you get better, while lying about getting better?
How long do you intend to make this last hmm?
@T. Keiji ≛ And you're under absolutely no legal obligation to keep any of this conversation between us, so forgive me if I'm not more forthcoming.
/he said with a polite smile/
I believe anyone is capable of change if they truly want to be
This place is meant to help people, is it not? It's not meant to be a place for people to be forgotten and decay in their own madness.
And since staying here is truly not an option for me, I have little choice but to change.
@L. Taemin Depending on your choice on the other option we can get out rather unscathed.
*shakes my head a little*
But yes, this is a much nicer option for us.
Do you think its possible for you to change?
In all honesty. I am not here to judge or condemn you, I simply run this place.
And all of this is off any record so no one willknow about it
@T. Keiji ≛ It probably would work
/he agrees with a nod/
But... I have been given reason recently to reconsider that as an option, and I'm considering taking a different approach.
One that doesn't deny my guilt, that doesn't require me to lie as much to get out, it might not even require me to lie at all.
I don't really know if you can successfully reform a sociopath, but I have good incentive to consider that as my path forward.
It would be mutually beneficial to both of us if I did. I mean, your institute would be the ones responsibility for my reformation and reintroduction into the world as a changed man.
@L. Taemin *sits back a little watching you*
So why dont you take that route?
*tilts my head a little watching you*
You seem convinced it would likely work
so why not just go with it?
@T. Keiji ≛ They want to claim my confession was acquired under duress, since I was being threatened with the death penalty at the time.
/he explained with a small shrug/
Given the case was largely circumstantial to begin with, if they could get the confession thrown out there's a good chance I could get the guilty verdict overturned.
I deliberately made sure my confession only stated information that had already been leaked to the public, or information I had been given by the police during the interrogation.
I knew my lawyers would go this route once I was in custody, I'm just glad I chose to come here rather than go to jail.
@L. Taemin What exactly did they want you to claim?
*raises an eyebrow slightly*
Your innocence?
After your confession it would be almost impossibleto spin that.
Even for you.
@T. Keiji ≛ I don't know yet, honestly
/he shrugs, looking out the window for a few seconds before looking back at you/
I haven't made my decision on what direction I'm going to spin the story.
I can't say I like the idea they're proposing, as nice as it would be to try to get my conviction over turned I don't think it's worth going down that route.
As of right now, I don't believe I'm going to go along with their plans. I think I prefer the reformed route, keeps things closer to the truth and I don't have to pretend to be something that I'm not.
@L. Taemin *shakes my head a little and sighs slightly*
Of course they have an angle...
And whats your plan?
Are you going to do what they want
Drag this place down with you as you go?
@T. Keiji ≛ /narrows his eyes slightly at your words before dismissing them with a shrug/
If you want answers, talk to Maia.
She can decide if she wants to trust you not, because it's not my job or reputation these rumors are threatening.
For now I'm sticking with what I told you, there is nothing between Maia and I, despite what I wanted to the contrary.
/hums and nods/
Fine, what about my lawyers? I'm aware of what story they want me to spin, and what angle they're trying to use to get me released.
@L. Taemin The Janitors pretty much /do/ have a business...
*shakes my head a little and sighs slightly*
You can them all if you want I dont care.
I am here to try and help you if there is more than casual .
Which from what I hear there is, and also that Maia could be good for you
And a lot about not wanting any of you in trouble.
*shakes my head a little*
The more I know of the truth the easier its going to be for me to cover it up...
and grant you more time without being seen for any more rumours to spread.
But if you want to stick with that... fine.
lets talk about your lawyers.
@T. Keiji ≛ But you aren't a fan anymore?
/he chuckles softly, a small smile curling his lips/
Too bad, though I suppose I can't blame you. Seems a lot of my fans had a bit of a change of heart once I wasn't the golden boy anymore.
I told you my relationship with Maia, you just don't believe me, why? Because of a couple of rumors?
There are also rumors going around that I'm ing Sori and one of the guards.
And the rumors about the Janitors having a business. Honestly, the rumors in this place are almost worse than the tabloids.
@L. Taemin I was a fan... *shrugs a little* Believe or not.
*smiles and nods slightly getting myselfa glass of water before sitting back down*
No... its about you.
But I wanted to discuss your relationship with Maia...
If you refuse todo that then wecan discuss somethnig else.
@T. Keiji ≛ You were a fan? Really?
/he asks, raising an eyebrow in disbelief as he glances over at you again, his gaze flickering up and down your body/
You're not really in my demographic, you'll have to excuse me if I don't quite believe you.
/he says, sighing as he shakes his head/
I'm fine thank you, but I appreciate the offer.
Is there a reason I'm here? Because this seems to be about more than Maia, unless I'm missing something?
@L. Taemin *raises an eyebrow slightly at your reaction before chuckling*
Ah... been a while since I've seen someone so...obviously Jealous.
Its good acting Taemin really. I was quite the fan before the truth came out.
Seems you havent lost your touch all that much.
*smiles a little before getting up*
Want something to drink? eat?
We might be here for a while.
@T. Keiji ≛ So you're under the impression that we are in some kind of personal relationship?
/he asks carefully, sitting back in the chair to get comfortable/
Well, I'm flattered to hear that.
It's not without lack of trying on my part, but Maia has rejected me at every turn.
As much as I wish I could tell you there's something going on between us, it seems my wit and charm will only carry me so far with that 'serial killer' label attached.
She's a smart woman, which I'm sure you're well aware of and she's not interested in a pretty play boy. Not that that has stopped me from trying of course.
But her doctor... well honestly how can I compete with that? If you want to talk about relationships with Maia you should talk to him.
/he said somewhat bitterly, his gaze flickering towards the window to hide his annoyance/
don't know if the roleplay is on low key so plotted couples can stick around,
but just in case, I am dropping Ryosuke & Jungeun/Lip for the time being.
Our little cute Sori will still be around.