▻ chan's studio

@felix lee another snare... another... - no, that doesn't fit the song, so he decides to just delete the sound he's been sculpting for a good half an hour now. he clenches a fist, only to slam it on the surface of his desk, grumbling out lowly to himself. he jumps in his seat as he hears the knocking at the door, but hey, at least he's awake now.
"felix?", he asks after turning around in his chair, eyes widening. "what's wrong?"
he gets up quickly, walking towards the younger male to snake his arm around his shoulder. seeing felix like this hurts him a lot, and he feels like some part deep inside of him is shattering as he listens to the thin and fragile voice whispering. he guides the other to sit down in a corner where he had brought blankets and pillows - just in case he ever finds himself too weak or brain-dead to go home for sleeping.
"slow, deep breaths, felix."
he doesn't see any necessity in talking in korean at this point, knowing that the other could express his feelings way better in english, and he himself relates to that. "tell me when you're ready to speak", he brings out in a low, careful tone, rubbing felix' arm in a comforting way. "just cry until then. crying's good."

@christopher bang It was overwhelming. The spur of emotions, the thoughts running through his head— everything felt like too much to handle at the moment. Felix always had moments where he felt insecure— It happened mostly late at night when he’s left alone with his mind, though most days he was able to cry a little and sleep it away then feel better in the morning when he’s surrounded by s again. But tonight, it felt especially unbearable. As he stops in front of the studio, knowing his close friend would always be there at the most insane hours, he quickly knocks on the door before pushing it open and letting himself in, shutting it behind as he finally allows his tears to fall from his eyes. Looking up for the familiar blond haired male, he spoke up in a soft voice almost gasping out, “C-Chris.. I can’t.. I can’t breathe..”