@Park Jiwon I keep telling myself I am fine but each day passes by extremely slowly and lonely I can't help but sigh with my lack of motivation. Having only few friends that I don't even meet don't help at all, my girlfriend that says that she loves yet we barely meet each week, once she's there it feels okay for ten minutes but it suffocates me. I feel like doing something unforgivable, becoming the bad girl but the guilt would eat me up even thinking about it chokes me up, I let out another wavering sigh and this time someone appeared besides me. It was Jiwon, a girl I seen few times she seemed friendly and it was just so her, just so in her character to not leave other girl alone to sigh and approach her instead ''I am fine'' I moved some hair behind my ear with a weak smile, obviously forced one.
@Wen Xin Yi (Oh it's okay, please don't worry about it. I understand, no need to apologize)
Jieun couldn't help but let her eyes gaze upon Yi's beautiful form, as she was leaning on the table" Bowling is always a delightful way to have some fun. We're both already here, so it would only be natural for us to have dinner here, ya know? " Jieun said cheerfully, as she crossed her legs, just before telling Yi the location of were they would be going bowling at.
@Lee Jieun ()sorry for the late reply the weekend was busy af
Laughing Yi leaning on the table. "Will we have dinner here? And I think I'm more in the mood for Bowling today so let's make that our after food activities." She replied before leaning back in the chair again wating for Jieun to tell her of they would eat here and where they would go bowling.
@Wen Xin Yi Jieun gives Yi a bubbly grin and flirtatious wink " Well first I'll be your simply gorgeous dinner compaion and then we can go see to movie, go bowling or dancing whichever you prefer " Jieun said in a soft yet soothing tone of voice
@Lee Jieun Laughing Yi returned the hug sitting down across for the other to find out about tonight's plans before anything. "So what did you plan for tonight?" She asked the others crossing her arms on the table so she could lean on then looking up at the tober waiting to see what she would say.
@Wen Xin Yi Jieun could hardly believe her eyes, Yi was so beautiful that it took her breath away and almost made her eyes water up. Jieun began to take slow and steady breaths of air in a attempt to control her joy and excitement." Oh my goodness, you're so gorgeous that you look like you stepped out of a painting. " Jieun said in a lovely tone of barely contained happiness, just before giving Yi a friendly hug and kiss on the cheek. " Hehehehehe... I was born ready...mewo" Jieun said in a playful yet kittenish tone , as she wriggled in her seat to cause her bells to ring
@Lee Jieun Smiling Yi walked down the hall and into the room looking around to see if she could spot the other girl. A grin appearing on her face she walked through the room spotting the girl. "Hey there." She said leaning down so her face was on the same eyesight as the girls. "How is it looking you ready to take me out for dinner Kitten?" She asked partly joking before straightening her back again leaning against the table her eyes on the girl waiting for her reaction.
@Wen Xin Yi Jieun went to the dining room a few minutes earlier than they we're suppose to meet. Jieun waited for WenXin while sitting in one of the chairs, that she could easily spot anyone walking in the dining room. The tops of Jieun's s exposed above the black, corested gown she was wearing that clung sinuously to her body, her long hair was tied into braided ponytail with a bell on the end and she also had on a red leather collar with a bell on it as well.
@Kim Chaewon Choosing the seat across the table, she settles down and watches the other's strange antics. A clean freak? She filed that piece of information away for later purposes, deciding to maybe ask about it sometime, but definitely not over dinner. Once Chaewon seemed to be done, she smiled at her, neatly folding her hands. "Thank you for the meal." Picking up her spoon, she carefully scooped up some of the fried rice, blowing a few times before she brought it to her lips. She immediately let out a content hum, savoring the taste of the simple dish before she spoke up again. "It's really good! You're really amazing."
@Kim Chaewon "Mmh, alright then." Grabbing a glass for herself from the cupboard, she filled it with water from the sink. With the glass in one hand, she follows towards the follow, taking two sets of cutlery on the way there. With a muffled thud as glass hits wood, she sets her beverage down, a metallic clicking audible as she pushed one of the cutlery sets towards Chaewon. She waited for the female to sit down first, remembering the countless lessons on manners her mother had put her through, most rules of common etiquette now ingrained in her memory.
@Kim Chaewon "That's in less than two months then. Mine is November 2nd." The slight change in attitude caught her a little off guard, but she reasoned that perhaps it was because Chaewon was still busy with cooking and probably exhausted so she made no comment on it. "No it's okay. This is fine. Do you want me to get something to drink? There's water and I think I saw some kind of juice in the fridge."
@Kim Chaewon "Really? Me too! When's your birthday?" Moving over to a Chaewon's side so she wouldn't be in her way while she was cooking, she watched in fascination as the dis was slowly coming together. It didn't seem like a fire extinguisher would be necessary, so she went over to the cupboards, peeking into each of them until she found plates. Taking out two plates, she brought them over to Chaewon, closely watching her movements. "You seem a little tired. Maybe I shouldn't have asked you to cook for me today?"
@Kim Chaewon "I have to be, or else my world would be only gray." Chuckling softy, Tingyan hopped off the kitchen counter, moving closer towards Chaewon to get a better view on the stove top. Since the female didn't ask any further question, she could sense that they were done with the subject. It was probably for the best. Instead, hoping to lighten the mood, she decided to stick to simpler topics for now. "I didn't get a chance to ask before, but how old are you actually?"
@Kim Chaewon "In some way, probably. But it has changed compared to the early beginning of humankind. Nowadays, it oftentimes isn't about survival anymore, but just how to gain the biggest advantage. People are selfish, blinded by money, power, their own beliefs. It doesn't matter if majority of the population wants to coexist peacefully. It takes only a handful of other minded people to bring pain and chaos to the world." It truly was a dark topic, the more she thought about it the more Tingyan realized everything wrong with current society and the world. And still..."But despite all that, I still want to believe in the good in people. I want to believe in a better future where everyone can live in harmony. It might be a faraway vision, but I don't think it's impossible. Do you think it's naive to think like that?"
@Kim Chaewon Tingyan could only wonder what people would think if they happened to pass by and catch their conversation, but quickly pushed that thought back as Chaewon asked her next question. It wasn't something she had expected, but now that she had caught a glimpse of the other's mind, she was fascinated by her. "I do. Everyone carries evil in them. Light and shadows, good and bad. Those things can't exist without each other. Some are just better at controlling it." She let her feet dangle, lightly swinging her legs back and forth. "Without laws we wouldn't be much different from animals. Without laws and social constructs, humankind wouldn't have evolved this far. They're a necessity for modern society. Without them....wouldn't we revert back to the old days of survival of the fittest?"
@Kim Chaewon well, I'm no expert on humans and how they work. but some people are born that way and don't value life as I do. other people are pushed into that way of thinking because of circumstances. as I said, humans are really complicated *a smile now forms on her lips as she speaks, somehow quite enjoying talking about less usual topics* not everything we do makes sense and not everyone shares the same morals. but it's those differences, the illogical in their thinking that makes humans all the more fascinating
@Kim Chaewon *she keeps quiet for a moment, letting the questions sink in. eventually, after a few seconds of silence, she speaks up again, carefully choosing her words as she answers* because the human is an incredibly complex and complicated being, especially when in despair. but the body alone and ones "life" are two different things. ultimately, if someone decides to sell their body for money or fame, it's their own choice. by doing so, they give their body a price tag. but a "life", it's priceless, because once taken, it can't be returned anymore *er lips form a little pout, a frown now visible on her face as she's still not completely satisfied with the explanation* it's like...the body is a vessel. together with a soul, it comes alive, it's what makes everyone unique. but once the soul is gone, once the essence of life is taken out of someone, only the vessel remains and therefor the body equals...an object. and people are prone to give objects a value, or a price *realizing that she has probably gone too far with her answer, her cheeks flare up, a sheepish smile adorning her lips* uh...sorry if it doesn't really make that much sense. I was just rambling
@Kim Chaewon I can handle dogs....I think *pushing herself up, she settles on top of the kitchen counter, head tilted ever so slightly as she watches the female's movements, taking a moment to properly take in her soft and elegant form for the first time* our bodies' worth? *her lips now purse into a thin line as she thinks about it, eyebrows faintly furrowed* probably, but how does one determine someone's worth? especially when each life is supposed to be priceless?
@Kim Chaewon let's just hope that there won't be any bullets involved today *nearing the end of the hallway, she smiles triumphantly when finally discovering the door to the kitchen. this time she enters first, a quick glance around the spacious room enough to make her eyes widen, shining with delight* everything's so pretty and sparkly! *she moves towards the kitchen counter, palms pressed against the cold, smooth marble top, a content sigh escaping her lips* I wonder how much this whole mansion is worth...
@Kim Chaewon well, I'm quite the realist I guess. I like to see things as they are. dreams and fantasies are something truly wonderful and necessary, but it's dangerous to live in them *she lets her gaze wander, blissfully unaware of the other's smirk as she's taking in their surroundings. gravitating towards the wall, she lifts her hand to let her fingertips run across the cooler surface* I won't catch a bullet for you though, no matter how lovely you are. I value my life way too much to die for anyone *showing a toothy grin, she then turns and starts walking down the hallway, peeking into each room in search of the kitchen*
@Kim Chaewon If I were cheesy enough I'd say I'll even move mountains just to get to you. but I'm neither cheesy to people that I just met nor am I actually strong enough to even push my own body weight *caught by surprise, she lets out a small squeak as she stumbles a few steps forwards before catching her balance again* no fun. but of course, if we were to get caught, I'll let you slip out first while distracting whoever is after us
@Kim Chaewon if you're hiding, I will just look for you until I found you just to tell you how precious you are *tilting her head back, she stared at the huge walls, feeling a bit awestruck since it's her first time going there as well. but quickly she catches herself when hearing the voice of the female next to her* well, we just go in. it's not locked *as if to prove her point, she lets go of her companion to push the door open, confidence returning to her smile* ladies first