@Lalisa Manobanᶜʰᵒʳᵉᵒᵍʳᵃᵖʰᵉʳ it had been a while. a while ever since he was this close to her and he would be lying if he didnt say his heart was racing but then again, he was too drunk to notice that small fact. he could admit he did still have feelings for her on the worse days but right now? he could explain it as just being ragged. he was mad, mad she never let him explain why the girl was on him when he knew straight up from the beginning it was bull she was whining to him on how lisa had someone else, even when he saw her too close to a guy he didnt know. but they still broke up. lack of trust, they called out. and heck, their friends were annoying. he wanted to be mad at her but all he could focus was on her features. hell, she was mad at his outburst but he didnt care. he only saw the face he had missed for ages and he swore he could almost taste her lips from just staring at them. no. he shook his head, remembering what was going on. he was not going go give in, not this easily, not after she turned his back on him like she did.
"you heard me, last time I checked you weren't stupid" he spoke a bit too loudly. if their friends wanted them to argue more, then their plan had worked. he was frustrated and knew from that moment on things would only go downhill. "what are you trying to achieve?" he spoke, never for a second did he raise his hand or consider hurting her because deep down, he knew he still had feelings for her. he hated that about himself. minsik leaned closer to her, glaring into her eyes "you have been looking at me the whole night, getting me pissed over this stupid plan of yours. what do you want? did you want me to blow up? I dont ing care if you're out there living your hoe life so stop messing with my head. I'm done with this " he spoke, more quietly as he didnt want everyone to hear their conversation. it was their life and their privacy after all, and he valued that.
@Lalisa Manobanᶜʰᵒʳᵉᵒᵍʳᵃᵖʰᵉʳ minsik judged every second of it. the way he wrapped his arms around her? stupid. the way he got closer and closer by the second? thirst. the way he almost kissed her about three or four times? disgusting. he was not going go play the same game. oh no. he had his pride and he was just not about to bend his rules to get to her. no. he refused to. but he was mad. so mad he turned red but he wasn't aware it was the alcohol starting to affect him. the male felt light. light and pissed. his eyes were glued to her as he sipped on more alcohol like the amount he had had wasn't enough already. he wasn't fully conscious of what he was doing but the thought of their friends around didnt even cross his mind twice. he was more concerned about the fact someone was touching something so freely.
he had had enough. upon placing the bottle down on the counter a bit too hard, he moved towards the crowd, specifically towards a dancer he knew like the back of his hand and without thi king twice, his hand reached for a wrist. not hers. the guy's. his hand didnt belong in her waist. he meant to hurt him because he started gripping hard enough, to make him let go and at the same time, he glared. he didnt look friendly, the slightest. he swore he could kill the guy. his hand threw the guys wrist off Lisa's waist before pushing his body in between theirs, facing the male "you good? you wanna try out a special plastic surgery?" he called out, loud enough for him to hear, letting him know he was ready to jump on him violently. once the guy was gone, he turned to his ex, glaring down at her "did you suddenly change your occupation or something?" he spoke, a bit too aggressively, jealousy evident in his tone as he swore he could do things to her in that moment if he wasn't that drunk because there was no way in hell he would even come face her if he wasn't.
@Lalisa Manobanᶜʰᵒʳᵉᵒᵍʳᵃᵖʰᵉʳ he had thought, countless times, to leave the club but something stopped him every time. how was he supposed to leave her, drunk the way she was? he cared for her. in the back of his mind he drew scenarios, scratching off coming up to her because she'd list him reasons why she didnt need him. shed tell him she knew how to look after herself and shed tell him she was nowhere near drunk. as long as she knew her full name, she wasn't drunk, or at least that was what she used to claim. it had him snorting. amazing, he spoke to himself. amazing how he still remembered those little details when so many months had passed by. she did make him feel weak. she brought out the worst of him now that they were over...and he hated that.
he could tell she was looking at him, he could feel her gaze on him but it made him wonder if it was just because she wanted him to notice she was there or if it was the fact she had someone so close to her. either way, he rolled his eyes and looked away. how could she be so clueless? how could he be so scared? nothing made sense inside his head. he should've been able to move on, to find himself a distraction. he told himself that's what any other woman he had been with the past months meant. but for some reason none compared to her. a sudden rage raised to his brain as he kept thinking over why they broke up. how little trust lived between them, how pissed he had gotten and how quickly they continued their lives. he scoffed, picking up his phone "you motherers, I hope you get a shoved up your hairy asses" he messaged his friend group, knowing they'd understand why he was so pissed. as he lift his gaze, he found five empty bottles and inside one of them, she was dancing. he raised a brow even the bottles were against him tonight. groaning, he decided to move to the bar, passing the huge crowd and making sure to shoot a glare towards the person who seemed to be living inside his ex's personal space. if only glares could kill.
@Lalisa Manobanᶜʰᵒʳᵉᵒᵍʳᵃᵖʰᵉʳ it was obvious to anyone watching; those two were set up. minsik had received a text in the beginning of the night, an invitation to a party and if he was allowed to comment on it, it was the lamest excuse for a party — who the hell throws a 'pre christmas party'? nobody. nobody. literally nobody. he knew something was fishy but he couldn't pinpoint what actually was...that was, until he got to the club they were supposed to meet up and found his ex. he didnt want to see her, not after the way she shut him off. he was not happy about that.
his lips pressed firmly against the beer bottle he had in his hand, drinking some of the liquid as they had exchanged a couple words upon realizing the group wasn't coming. heck, he never thought they would invite her. why her? out of nowhere, too. it had been months ever since they hung out together. he had caught a glimpse of a couple of their mutual friends, hiding which made it even more obvious it was a set up. he was not up for it. huffing, he sat down on the couch and tried his best to ignore lisa who had gone into the crowd to dance. she loved to dance. no. he shook his head, quickly. he was not gonna think of her tonight. they were nothing. they meant nothing to one another, and that's how it was gonna be. without realizing, he had drowned yet another bottle, but today alcohol didnt taste the same, it didnt get his mind off her. was it spoiled? or was it the fact he hadn't seen her for months and suddenly she was there, a couple feet away from him? was that it? "these ing es are gonna pay, a ton for this" he mumbled under his breath, scanning the room just to find them nowhere.
@Yohio Rehn-Eiresˢᵒⁿᵍʷʳᶦᵗᵉʳ(H) Grins at what you answer. "Great! If you find someone one day, just tell me so we can end this." Smiles as i go back to my seat and watch as you keep on drinking. I sigh as i watch you. "Stop.. I'll send you home, hmm?" Look at you as i barely touch my drink
@Yohio Rehn-Eiresˢᵒⁿᵍʷʳᶦᵗᵉʳ I frown at what you ask me and understand that my word might confuse you a little. "No, silly.. My commitment toward my group and group mates. I'm the leader, remember?" giggles at your confused face. Smile as i see your blush and think that you're kind of cute. "So?" i ask you again.
@Yohio Rehn-Eiresˢᵒⁿᵍʷʳᶦᵗᵉʳ Giggles as you finally get what i mean. "Hmm..Yup, correct!" Still giggling. "I don't want any other commitment since i already have one right now." Grins widely and nods. "Yeah, i'm available whenever you need me. Like..right now" Giggles again. I lean closer again to your face and smiles. "What do you say Yohio? Don't you want to fill that emptiness?" Grins again as i wait for your response. I know this is a bit bold of me and i don't know why i offer this to you but i shrug it off and look at you again.
@Yohio Rehn-Eiresˢᵒⁿᵍʷʳᶦᵗᵉʳ I chuckle at your response. "Yes, i don't know you..and so do you. You don't really know me" Grins widely as you agree. "Yes, we can do that..secretly. But, i have one condition. What we do or will do, shouldn't involve any feeling, got it?" i said with a giggle.
@Yohio Rehn-Eiresˢᵒⁿᵍʷʳᶦᵗᵉʳ I nod trying to understand what you feel. "It's hurt right? Don't worry, time will remove the pain and sadness." I lean away for a while and said something that i didn't realize. "I could be her replacement for a while if you wanted. Like maybe someone you need when you're reminded of her?" i said as i know it might sound silly if i'm in my right sense but right now i'm drunk and i couldn't think straight when i suggest that.
@Yohio Rehn-Eiresˢᵒⁿᵍʷʳᶦᵗᵉʳ Chuckle. "It's fun too to have you as my company." Listen to your story and sigh. "Aww..no wonder she was happy for a while when Changmin left." I look at you feeling pity and sad for you. I then stand up and suddenly hug you as i feel so sad for you or maybe it is my drunk self. "It's okay..You will find someone else soon" i said as i pat on your back softly.
@Yohio Rehn-Eiresˢᵒⁿᵍʷʳᶦᵗᵉʳ Chuckle as you said you don't want to leave yet. "Why?Is my company that fun?" Giggles. Laughs softly as i watch on how you drink. "Silly.." Still giggling as i do feel i'm getting more drunk as i drink. "Soooo..have you found 'the one'? Like Yiren did? Imma soo jealous of her.." i said as my words keep getting slurring.
@Yohio Rehn-Eiresˢᵒⁿᵍʷʳᶦᵗᵉʳ I nod at what you said. "Ah, maybe she have lots of things in mind so she is not able to tell us about you." I sigh at what you said. "I know. But, for now, this is the way for me to relax my mind since i couldn't go to where people can recognize me." Chuckle after you said you couldn't drink anymore. "Well, maybe you should head home. I'll stay here for a bit more." Smile to you as i continue drinking.
@Yohio Rehn-Eiresˢᵒⁿᵍʷʳᶦᵗᵉʳ I widen my eyes as i heard that you said you're from the same company. "What?You are?" I look at you suspiciously. "I haven't seen you around. Are you sure you're from there?" i ask you as i go back to my seat. "Me?Just removing my stress. I've been appointed as the leader of the group and i think it's a little bit too much so, i've come here to relax my mind and get away from that for a while." i said with a smile. Nods my head to the music as my group's song play. "Well, we're still new so people is still interested in us." Chuckle too and watch as people dance around with the music playing. "What is your job anyway?" look at you curiously while sipping on my drink.
@Yohio Rehn-Eiresˢᵒⁿᵍʷʳᶦᵗᵉʳ I chuckle at what you said "Of course you should." i said with a grin on my face. I nod as i listen to your story and look at your attire, chuckling a bit. "No wonder. I do feel weird as you come here wearing like that." My eyes widen as you recognize me and quickly get down of my seat to close your mouth getting more closer toward you than ever. "Shh..don't say it too loud even though the music here is already loud. People might heard you..or reporters" i said as i worriedly look around.
@Yohio Rehn-Eiresˢᵒⁿᵍʷʳᶦᵗᵉʳ I frown a bit as you said that you're going home and giggle after that as i hear your response. I nod in agreement at your suggestion. "Yeah, a drink sound nice right now.." i said as i head over to the bar with you. I watch as you drink your first shot and laugh as i watch on how you drink your second shot. "Tch..silly.." i said as i shake my head and drink my first shot and have another shot. "Why are you here? You seem to really wanted to go out of here just now." I turn to face you as i sip a little my drink.
@Yohio Rehn-Eiresˢᵒⁿᵍʷʳᶦᵗᵉʳ I was enjoying myself to the music when suddenly i get push away a bit by you. Feeling a bit angry, i turn to face you but immediately change as i see you making the drunk me grinning widely. Smirking, i then said something to you. "Tch, sorry won't make up to everything. I'll forgive if you maybe buy me a drink or dance with me" I said with a grin still on my face as i wait for you to decide which one do you prefer. "Or, you could bring me to.." i stop for a while as i step closer to you. "somewhere else...more private" i said as i whisper to your ear when i'm closed enough. I lean back a bit as i again wait for your response.
@Yohio Rehn-Eiresˢᵒⁿᵍʷʳᶦᵗᵉʳ I had just finished drinking a glass of tequila. Though it's not a strong alcohol but since i'm a light drinker which i easily get drunk, i already feel my head spinning a bit. Ignoring the spinning, i decided to go dancing to my heart out. Tonight i wanted to be all fun. I know that i've just debuted but the stress keep building up in me and the anxiousness of being a leader also make my heart feel heavy. That's why tonight i decided to lessen the stress with any ways possible.