it's okay to have random breakdowns. it's okay. don't let your crazy thoughts try to tell you that you are useless or that no one cares about you. listen to that one voice that tells you that people actually care. you never walk alone. please, stick around. it may not always seem like it, but you are loved. you may think you annoy people, but not everyone's like that.
the admin team here is one of the best i've seen and they really try their best to make people feel comfortable and included. i hope this place sticks around. main admin lukhei deserves a lot of credit and i hope we can return the effort they put forth into this place.
and all the good things and all the love I give, it will overweigh all that hate, all that pain and all those times I wanted to run away. for all the times I broke down, I'm still proud of myself for giving myself the time to take a break and start over. my advice is whenever you feel like you need to escape, go escape. take as long as you need and come back to start over. the longer you stay in one spot, the more stressed you'll be. you deserve some time off, babe.
in a world full of hate, give love. I respect that a lot about people who can forgive but never forget. let people judge you, their opinion is not your problem. let people hate you, let them talk about you, let them do what they want. you live your own life. mind your own business, dont give a damn. that's something that I learned. I learned to just not care. focus on yourself, those that love you truly and what makes you happy. that's all I gotta say. live it lowkey, queen/king.
sometimes i do find the impermance of things to be comforting: good things don't last forever so that you don't take them for granted, and your sufferings won't torment you forever, either. after all, you'll be alright. you will move on, and experiences either stick with you or teach you a lesson – they are all for you to better yourself. the only thing that makes or breaks is the perspective your mind chooses to look at the world.
I wish for nothing but positive vibes to everyone in the world. Its rough right now but we can do this and we have each other. Lets lean on each other a little more during these times. Lets love, be loved, and give love❤☀️
Sometimes people think they know you. They know a few facts about you, and they piece you together in a way that makes sense to them. And if you don't know yourself very well, you might even believe that they are right. But the truth is, that isn't you. That isn't you at all.
There comes a point when you either embrace who and what you are, or condemn yourself to be miserable all your days. Other people will try to make you miserable; don't help them by doing the job yourself.