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@kang younghyun thank you~ i am glad none of this is awkward and that everything is going okay~
/smiles at the kiss on my cheek before nodding with a warm smile/ mhm. my baby~ /repeats with a happy hum before laughing softly/ heh~ well I like to let loose every once in a while, so you are bound to see my drunk side~ /leans in to playfully bump my nose with yours before feeding you some more kimbap/ i am sure Younghyun ah~ i am very sure~ i want you to come to me aways and I want to take care of you even when you have your cravings~ you won't be a burden ara? how could I not want that- mmm a whining hungry younghyunnie~ oof that would be so cute~ /coos playfully before kissing your puckering lips, smiling happily like a fool in love/ yes. you should feel special.
oh don't you worry~ I plan to ask for lots of kisses since my man is so rich in them /mumbles along your lips pressing one more soft kiss to your lips before pulling away slowly and shakes my head/ noooope, no clues~ I want you to be surprised. this is something i have always wanted to do with a lover....but i never got a chance to because it never came up...but I want us to be different so i wanted to do this with you~ I think you will like it.
/scoffs when i hear you and shakes my head/ ya- how could I not be shy when I know you are right there in the corner looking at me...I'm gonna obviously want to have you in my arms so i would be close to you and then we will not get any work done. wahh you are too damn addicting. errands, work, relaxing~ I want to have you beside my side through it all~ even if it's just being in the same room as you, I would be happy no matter what
/humming as you pat my chest, eyeing you when you say you will take care of my heart/ you better- because if you don't- there will be a whole lot of crazy coming after you. /noms on my strawberry before humming as i watch you the chocolate off your fingers, my lips feeling dry suddenly as i them. my eyes not moving from your features. softly chuckling and nods/ mm~ i need to know more of you~ /listens to you as you talk about your favorite types of shows/ ah the typical cheesy kdrama~ that relaxes you? it stresses me out but then also makes me happy~ my heart is never easy when i watch kdramas~ /softly laughs before i eat more kimbap and kimchi, nomming happily, tapping my chopsticks to my lips when i think about your question/ I like watching dramas too but to wind down, I like watching comedy shows that help me get into a calm state of mind so i can wind down, like bobs burgers or rick and morty~ but recently i have been into shows on Netflix like the office or parks and rec~
/sips on some iced tea before offering you some/

@yoo kihyun You’re doing a great job~ I honestly wouldn’t have been able to tell.. I want you to feel very proud of yourself Hyunie~ /leans close to place a soft kiss on your cheek/
Your baby.. /can’t help but beam at the words, happy that you’d even find my clumsiness endearing/ hmm, I don’t know if I want to see you drunk or keep you from getting drunk.. /taps my chin as I pretend to ponder the two options, a fit of laughter soon following/
I’ll cherish each moment that I do~ and I’ll share all of my deepest thoughts~ but kihyun-ah, be sure when you say that because I’ll truly come whenever I think it wouldn’t inconvenience you~ I’ll come by and give you a cute pout face for food and then hold you hostage in my arms~ so be sure you want that.. /I say with a bright, playful smile adorning my lips/ I feel very special~ you spoil me too much /my words are teasing, lips puckering as you take care of me which only results in me leaning forward again for a kiss; this time a tender one on your lips as I can’t stop myself from showing you affection/ Very, very rich with them, so don’t you hesitate to ask~ /my eyes shine with curiosity as you mention our next activity/ oh? Do I get a hint? You know I’m very curious~ /my voice is light, traces of a whine falling from the words though I’m not pressing you to actually tell me; the hard work you planned very important to me and I’m willing to go through all the surprises you throw my way/ don’t be shy- it’ll be like I’m not even there~ I’ll sit in the corner and just gaze at you.. I think we both have reached the stage where it doesn’t really matter what the other is doing.. as long as we’re spending time together then we’ll gladly tag around for errands or composing~ /gives you a comforting grin, my features soft as i know I could sit and watch you working for hours on end/ I know, I just feel like I’m not very interesting at times.. I just want to impress you truthfully /I admit with a shy expression glazing over my features. hearing you say how fast your heart was racing urges me to reach up, gently patting your chest with my free hand/ I’ll take good care of this. every moment will be worth it~ /my eyes watch in awe as you eat the strawberry, the happiness in your features transferring into mine/ you could say that again—they’re so delicious~ /I murmur before the chocolate off my fingers, my eyes finding yours as you fix the strands of hair/ hmm... just so this is clear—I wouldn’t mind that at all~ but we’re supposed to be getting to know each other more so... /tilts my head in thought, my chopsticks gently tapping together as I try to pick/ I think shows with a lot of drama or stuff going on keeps my attention well but I truly don’t have a favorite, just preferences—animes of course.. though lately I’ve been watching shows like you and the umbrella academy. Also, I can’t help but put on a cheesy kdrama when I’m just relaxing at night /admits with a soft laugh, eating some kimchi before looking at you/ what about you? What has your attention when you’re just trying to wind down?

@kang younghyun heh I've never really romanced someone like this before. I am trying so hard for you Youngie~ and I'm glad that you are noticing it~ it makes me feel good to hear.
/warmly smiles as I feel my chest tighten with happiness. feeling so fluttery and giddy inside/ mm~ always. /nods when you ask before chuckling a bit/ ah I would never judge you. you're my baby. just a little bit~ but it gets worse when I am drunk.
/humming in thought before grinning widely/ little by little you'll see~ I can't wait to learn more of yours. you can come by any time babe~ I'll make you lots of food and feed it to you. then when we eat too much we can just laze about on the couch /chuckles softly before nodding happily/ mm. she is. you better feel special, making me leave my cave /says with a playful smile before grabbing a napkin and cleans the corner of your lips/
oooo my man is rich in kisses hm? damn i am so lucky~ /pecks your playful smirk, a soft happy sound leaves my lips when you tenderly peck my lips over and over/
yes, it will~ i am excited for our next activity~ I think you will like it. /my mind thinks of what i have next planned for us, a smile on my lips as i can picture the romantic adventure and all the cheesy interactions we will have/ ah i would feel shy if you're watching me~ /my cheeks warm-up at the thought of your eyes on me as i sing or work on music/ mm~ i would like to see you humming to yourself as you run errands~ i could honestly watch you for hours doing nothing. that probably says a lot about me
/laughs with a sheepish grin before smiling wide like a fool at your cute antics and words/I'm not bored at all Younghyun ah~ but i now understand why you were nervous~ /knowing how nervous i was as well but being with you settled my nerves rather quickly and i feel stupidly happy/ its scary how fast my heart is moving, but its a good type of scary. i would never trade this feeling in for anything in the world. /hums softly when you offer me a strawberry and takes a bite, eating it and wiggles a bit/ there is nothing like a choco strawberry~ /reaches to fix a misplaced hair as i gaze at you for a moment/ tell me more about you before i jump on you and kiss you till the nighttime~ what is your all-time favorite tv show?

@yoo kihyun How could I not? You clearly worked so hard on this~ you picked such a beautiful spot.. I’m amazed /shoots you a wide grin, very grateful for the effort you put into our date/ Always? I don’t think I mean to half the time, I just naturally want to see you smiling~ /I say as I lean to lightly nudge your shoulder with mine/ you’re too sweet~ I swear I’d fall so dramatically everyone would be judging but you. Clumsy? I’ll make sure to take good care of you and smother your wounds with kisses if you’re hurt in front of me~ /nods my head once as if to support my words, a wide smile gracing my lips as I eye you adoringly/ when will I get to learn them? I want to know all of you~ kihyun-ah, I might just have to visit your place now I love being promised food~ /hums in delight at the though of sitting next to you, all cozy in your home just eating/ she sounds so lovely~ I’m excited you’re willing to leave for me—I feel all special /I can’t help but tease, genuinely loving that you spend so much quality time with me. my happy smile grows as you feed me, the action something id always melt for/
Hmm.. I think I can afford that~ /teases with a playful smirk/ I’ve been saving up my kisses for you; so I guess it’s about time to let them loose.. /leans in to give your lips three tender pecks, pulling away with a soft hum/
This has already become my favorite day.. and I know it’ll only get better from here.. /my words are honest, knowing that every moment I spend with you was one I’d enjoy immensely, so as we sit and eat the food laid out before us I feel myself melting into a ball of mush for you/ hmm, I’d love to sit in and watch you compose... lately I’ve found myself doing the same; mainly just humming my lovey dovey songs as I go about my day—I’m sure I look foolish but I don’t care.. I’m living in absolute bliss~ /my voice raises a bit in happiness, my nose and eyes scrunching as I give you a wide smile, allowing myself to really relax around you. a gentle coo leaves my lips as you place the radish on my kimbap, eating it with a smile before I’m looking at you/ tired of you? The day that happens is the day zombies walk the earth—I love seeing your face and hearing your voice.. i was nervous because this is our official date and I didn’t want to somehow make you uninterested by boring you? I know, it’s dumb of me to think but this really just means the world to me that we’re actually doing it so my nerves are acting up.. /trails off with a slight chuckle, absolutely sure I’m sounding like a babbling idiot/ we’re definitely in the same boat— but I wouldn’t want it any other way~ I don’t mind how quick my feelings grow for you kihyunie~ /says with a loving smile as I reach to feed you a strawberry as you did me, lightly humming in how peacefully sweet this moment is/

@kang younghyun I am glad you think everything is perfect, I really wanted to make sure everything went amazing today~ /looks at our hands for a moment before chuckling softly and nods/ I always kind of have to be prepared to swoon around you because you always drive me crazy~ /my lips tingling from missing your lips. but i know that we need to eat and talk because if i could, i would kiss you all day if i could/ maybe i would laugh a little~ but in a surprised way because it would be so cute too~ i can be a little clumsy at times so promise you'll help me up and kiss my wounds too, ara? /nudges my nose to yours before chuckling softly. my eyes look at your lips when you mine, my heart stopping for a moment and my breath hitching slightly being snapped out of my daze as my heart restarts when you boop my nose, smiling lovingly at you when you say i am talented/ i have many talents baby, you don't even know heh. and you most likely will taste my spicy side dishes~ if you are at my place often, you will have no other choice but to eat my spicy dishes heh- /a tender smile tugs on my lips and nods soflty/ Yeah I will let her know, she always makes so many side dishes so she was just excited that I was going out and doing stuff instead of being stuck in my home /laughs a bit before tilting my head as i gaze at your cute stammering, feeding you happily because knowing that i can do this for you makes me happy and warm inside that i can feed you like this/
i'll cook for you whenever, all i require are kisses as payment~ deep kisses, because cooking makes a big mess so a big deep kiss as payment is only fair~ /says with a cheeky grin/
of course~ we have all day. you and me baby...../your low voice does things to me, my ears hot before looking at our hands. in awe that just a simple touch makes my body and heart crave for more/ well besides you being on my mind 24/7, I like to write music and compose songs~ i find it more fun these days when i am feeling all these new feelings of love and adoration~ /admits as i watch you dig in and noms on a piece of kimbap as i try to get my mind to focus on the meal/ you're welcome... /my voice soft yet husky because i am feeling so happy and shy from the nickname/ nervous? why babe? it's just me~ we've spent so much time together, your not tired of me yet?
/says with a playful smile as i put some raddish on your kimbap before you eat it and noms on some kimchi/
but now that you mention it, I was nervous too. this date means a lot to me~ it's the same but different because my feelings for you are growing so fast that i feel like i barely can keep up with my own heart.

@yoo kihyun Kihyun-ah, you look really good.. everything is perfect.. /murmurs with a soft smile, my gaze slowly tracing over your features as my hand holds onto yours; your smooth, warm lips sending a feeling of content through my body/ mhm, so I hope you’re just as prepared to be wooed too~ /a light hum of appreciation is given as you steal a kiss, the fleeting feeling of your lips against mine normally would have me pouting but my mood is so high I’m practically bouncing with joy as I cozy up into your side/ you wouldn’t laugh at me just a little bit? I’d want you too because if I had fallen I would make sure it never happens again so you should relish in that moment~ /I can’t help but picture myself acting more foolish than I usually am around you, stumbling and literally falling for you being something I could genuinely see happening but I wouldn’t mind one bit/
Almost as sweet as you~ /I whisper softly as I lean in to kiss you, my tongue grazing against your lower lip to taste the sweetness of the chocolate covered treat. upon hearing all the work you did an impressed gasp leaves my throat, free hand coming up to boop your nose softly/ aigoo~ my man is so talented~ I would love to try your spicy side dishes but I feel so bony to have delicious food made by your mom and you~ you’ll have to thank her for me /my eyes widen hearing you even baked, my heart almost bursting from how much you care/ any mess is worth this sight—you really didn’t have to go all out for me like this.. I’m so impressed I don’t even know what to say- /my stammering stopped me from going completely speechless, when you feed me the kimbap and kimchi it was a lifesaver from sounding like an idiot. a soft, delighted moan tickles my throat as I chew the food, my eyes finding yours as I smile and nod in approval/ kihyunie, you’re treating me too well—I think I have to have your cooking a lot now~ /my eyes watch you with a look of admiration, a loving smile stretching across my lips as I continue to stare into your soft eyes/ I might take you up on that, I always enjoy a good nap after eating and you in my arms will complete me~ but before anything I want to learn of you and all you’re thinking.. /murmurs low, my voice trailing off as you place a kiss on my skin; my head modding asno happily take the chopsticks, pausing momentarily to trace my thumb over your fingers/ thank you, my love~ /a shy smile appearing before I’m digging into the lovely meal before us, a hum of appreciation given as I taste your wonderful cooking/
You know, I was a bit nervous today.. I think I scared off the florist as I was trying to pick the perfect flowers for you.. /admits with a chuckle as I stuff my fave with the kimbap/

@kang younghyun /finding your outfit very handsome and breathtaking, I know I made the right choice in choosing a light blue plaid dress shirt tucked in the front of my light washed fitted jeans. happy that I opted for a nice shirt instead of a super casual one. smoothing my shirt slightly as I sit criss-cross next to you. bringing your hand to my lips, kissing your knuckles softly before chuckling softly/ oh? you have more tricks up your sleeve hm? wahh you big flirt- /eyes you when you give me that playful mischievous smile, leaning in to kiss your lips quickly, unable to hold back from kissing you. never being one for self-control anyways, wanting to indulge my desires a little bit on this date- pfft as if I hold back on a regular basis' I think to myself as I gaze at you/ aigoo~ my cute obsessed youngie~ if you fell I would have cooed so hardcore and went to your side and kissed all your pain away~ /softly coos at just the thought of you stumbling all over the place for me. the thought making me feel shy for some reason. a handsome man like you, stumbling all over the place for me was a thought that made me unbelievably shy/
/smiling when you nom on the strawberry, bringing it to my own lips, my lips parting as I take the strawberry into my mouth for a bite, humming happily and my lower lip slighty/ mm so sweet~
as a matter of fact, I did Younghyun ssi~ I melted the choco and dipped the strawberries in them, I made the kimbap and my mom helped me with the kimchi, cucumbers, and radishes though because I make my side dishes way too spicy~ /chuckles sheepishly before humming out/ i baked some cookies too and some crepes as well. I just learned how to make them soft and fluffy~ so I hope you enjoy this food....i made it with love~ you should have seen the mess I made in the kitchen~
/chuckles softly as i smile brightly at you as i grab some chopsticks and picks up a piece of kimbap with some kimchi, gently pressing it to your lips/ say "ahh" my youngie~ /coos as i am completely smitten over you as I feed you, smiling as you eat it, my smile gentle as my eyes gaze at you with warmth and love/
/feeling like a schoolgirl as i sigh out in love with every little thing you say or do, my own heart beating fast for only you, it becomes clear as day that my heart beats only for you/ I know what you mean.../my own voice low and soft as if this moment was delicate/
we have all day....if you wanted we may have time for a nap~ this day is really just about spending time together and feel each other's hearts and feelings....
/gently moves your fringe from your forehead slightly so i can get a better look at your face as i lean to press a soft tender kiss to the corner of your lips/ eat up....my love~ /smiles warmly at you as I offer you some chopsticks, my fingers brushing over yours as i hand you the chopsticks/

@yoo kihyun /the sight of your eyes flickering over my appearance has a shy smile tugging at my lips. I had spent a while trying to figure out what to wear and ended up going with a dress shirt paired with dark jeans; a casual outfit since I already knew beforehand we were going to have a relaxing day and I am more than pleased with what you have thrown together. your words elicit a deep, somewhat proud chuckle from my lips/
I have a few tricks up my sleeves~ but you’ll see more as the night progresses.. /i say with a slightly mischievous smile, though it quickly turns playful as my head shakes to your words/ Kihyun-ah, I promise you I was about to stumble from your beauty.. you made my knees so weak~ /i tease in a soft voice, the overwhelming feeling of warmth and happiness too strong for me to seriously mess with you as I continue to look through the food with a smile. my lips part when you feed me as you did before, the chocolate smooth against my lips as I hum in delight/
Wah—so good~ did you make all of this? You have already found it, hyunnie~ /smiles as you scoot closer, adjusting myself to get a better view of your face/ you’re doing perfectly fine—but I can’t deny I wouldn’t mind this every now and then~ you make me feel more whole than I think you realize.. it’s like my heart is beating for you.. /I murmur in a low tone, not the least bit embarrassed to admit how strong my emotions for you are/
I want to try everything~ it all looks so nice I can’t decide! You’ve really outdone yourself, Kihyun-ah~

@kang younghyun /reading the text as soon as my phone buzzes, sighing out happily as i feel my heart doing flips in my chest. Finally seeing you in front of me makes me feel at peace and giddy at the same time. My eyes trail over your features to take them in, always amazed by how handsome and beautiful you are. Feeling like i forgot to breathe when you stare at me like that; realizing we were both taking in the other's features. Your lips on my cheek makes my skin tingle and warm up/
Well i am the one trying to woo you here with a date and you still surprise me and make me flustered with flowers.../softly chuckles and shakes my head/ ani babe~ you think you were swooning? Once i saw your face, everything went blurry around you and i only saw your cute, handsome face....
/leaning in to kiss your flushed cheeks, i smile against your skin before pulling back to watch your reaction as you look over the little set up i have here. Taking a chocolate strawberry and brings it to your lips/
Have a bite Younghyun ah~
I would hope so because that heart is mine, so i should be able to find my way to it easily, right?
/smiles as i gaze at you; scooting closer to you as i squeeze your hand in mine. My eyes looking over your face then meeting your gaze/ i wanted to do this~ you always woo me so i have some serious catching up to do~ because i want you to feel the same way you make me feel every time i am with you~

@yoo kihyun /the second buzz on my phone had me smiling before even reading the text, knowing it was you was enough to have me walking around smiling like an idiot, as I take another look at our messages I can’t help but let out a soft chuckle before replying/
‘To: My Kihyunie♡
I will~ but I can’t promise I won’t rush, I’ve wanted to see you all day xx’
/my text is honest, the fact that you’ve been running through my head was normal but today it was more than usual. It didn’t tale much for anything to remind me of you or something I liked about you—so the only way to resolve that was to be with you so can have a clearer mind as the day passed. as I approve to where you’re sitting my eyes can’t help but scan the beautiful layout before me. you putting in so much work just to impress me makes my heart swell somehow more than any other time I’m with you/
/as you turn to give me your attention my breath gets caught in my throat. I’m not sure if it’s the sun shining brightly against your soft skin or the fact that your ears are redder than a tomato—either way I find the sight before me absolutely stunning; my lips pressing softly against your cheek as you take the flowers/ I had to do something, you think I was going to let you plan all of this with nothing in return? You’re the handsome one here—I was swooning from just watching you over there /I reply in a soft tone, motioning back as my cheeks flush from the compliment you give. soon enough I’m moving by your side, slipping my shoes off before sitting and taking in the sight of the delicious food beautifully laid in front of us/
Everything looks amazing, Kihyun.. you really know the way to my heart, hm? /I ask as my fingers intertwine with yours, my gaze resting on you as I speak in a warm voice/
Thank you, for planning this... and the rest of the day~ I’m really excited to be here with you like this

@kang younghyun /smoothing the blanket out as i see some wrinkles. Nervously wanting everything to go perfectly because i want you to like this relaxing but cheesy date. Feeling my phone buzz, i take it out and reads your text, a soft smile forming on my lips/
To: Youngie♡
"Be careful on your way to me okay? Don't rush~ I'm not going anywhere♡"
/sends the text before smoothing out my shirt slightly, never really a nervous person until today. Playing with my shirt a bit out of a nervous habit before looking up when i hear you. Once i heard your voice, the nerves calm and a bright smile forms on my lips when i see the flowers, the tips of my ears red as i shyly take the flowers and leans in to kiss your cheek/ hi..../for some reason these hi's were different from all the others, gazing at you for a moment/ ah-thank you...you didn't have to Youngie~
But these are amazing thank you...you look so handsome Younghyun ah~
/my heart fluttering in my chest before i reach to hold your hand in mine as i pull you over to the little picnic set up and slips my shoes off before sitting down with you, smelling the flowers with a soft hum before placing them on the blanket/
So i have a whole day planned for us~ pretty mellow but kinda fun~ starting with this picnic~ we have lots of yummy food and sweets
/my hand still holding yours, my thumb rubbing against yours in a gentle tender fashion/

@yoo kihyun /the buzzing of my phone came as no surprise to me; today having been on my mind for a while. I had already made sure to get my few errands out of the way so I can focus solely on you and having a spectacular evening. My stomach was flipping with butterflies as I checked your message, a wide smile stretching across my lips as I quickly tap out a response/
‘To: My Kihyunie♡
I had to make a quick stop, but I’ll be there soon♡ I can’t wait to see you and the hard work you’ve done~‘
/I finish up my last errand with haste, not wanting to keep you waiting too long for me. After leaving the shop I was in I begin to head towards the garden, my palms practically shaking with nerves as I get in the right mindset; wanting desperately to make you happy/
/as I approach the garden I see your figure in the distance; the sight immediately turning my nervous lip biting into a wide, almost childlike smile as I hold my hands behind my back, walking in a brisk fashion to finally be close to you/
Kihyun-ah~ /my voice sings out with glee, my hands moving back to center to reveal what I had picked up on one of my stops today/ Hi.. /my voice is low, tangled in shyness but also excitement as I hold out the flowers to you, hoping they were something you liked as I begin to ramble; my eyes locked on your features/
I know it’s cheesy but I got you flowers.. I hope you like them I wasn’t too sure but I wanted to bring something for you so uhm, yeah—hi~


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@kang younghyun /comes to the gardens early to set up for our date, wanting to show you how much i care about you and how much you mean to me. Wanting you to woo you in so many ways and wanting to make you swoon so much for me that you can't possibly even think about anyone else/
/sets my bag on the ground before taking out my phone and texting you to see if you were on your way/
To: Youngie♡
Let me know when you're here~ can't wait to see you♡
/sends the text before humming happily and patting my chest when my heart beats fast on my chest at the thought of you/
/sets up the blanket and puts the basket on top of it, taking out some of the food i made early this morning and setting it out perfectly. I wanted to make a lot of food by hand so i can show off my cooking skills a bit. Checking the kimbap, kimchi, cookies, small crepes that i had spent all last night and this morning making. Taking out the chocolate covered strawberries that were placed in a heart shape in the container. Making sure everything is set up to how i want it. Stepping back and smiling softly when i see how cute this is. Sighing out with a happy hum i check my phone to see if you're here yet, looking around for you/
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