@song mingi we're just trying our best, and that's okay. my chemistry was okay, but i was so bad at physics, hfjfj.
HFJFJFJ, truly. sometimes you get those really nice customers though and they're the best.
i— ????? what even I'm so hfhfhjfjf. they really didn't know what they were doing, huh? i went for a little but i couldn't bring myself to talk about anything so it didn't really help. the meds helped for a while then suddenly they didn't, which makes sense now cause i probably have more than just depression. i'll get help again ,,, someday.
@hwang yeji science is so rough but i love science so it would probably be smashing i could do if i was to actually do so hmmm. you’re doing great regardless though!!
ahagwhsb right that’s too deep. the feeling of wanting to punch someone and also cry at the same time;;
2012 was when i started going to see a professional and she told me she didn’t know how to help me lmaoo so i haven’t been back since then. we’re just struggling but that’s okay. i’ll hold your hand and struggle with you
@song mingi i needed qualifications in my science subjects to have applied for the veterinary course and i'm not too good at sciences so my grades for those were below the requirement. i would've gone for it otherwise.
yes, let's not hfhfj. i don't wanna think about it before bed either.
HFJDJJDJ please, they really are. i worked at an ice cream store for a bit and i wanted to d word as soon as a customer sounded unhappy.
@hwang yeji the zoo sounds so fun! working with all types of animals sounds like a dream!! i applied for veterinary studies, but chickened out because i have to talk to people to register and i don’t wanna lmao plus $$
the future is so scary that is something we can both agree on even if there is (apparently) so much time to go. not gonna get into it too much because anxiety will spike hah
customers are annoying as like DEBBY IM NOT BLEACHING YOUR HAIR AGAIN OR YOULL BE BALD!!!!!
@song mingi i'm planning to apply at the zoo once i'm done with school so hopefully that works out or i'm gonna be very, very lost hjfjfjf. i know i have time but it's still terrifying to think about the future. ;; feedback based things are truly the worst. i wanna choke myself each time i think about why i decided to subject myself to this for three years, hJFJFJ. ugh, some customers truly . what are you so entitled for???
@hwang yeji thats cool it would be nice if you could do something with animals later on! you’re still young so there is time to do more things in life anyways c: ew feedback based things really are the worst ahagwhsh especially when you have anxiety. doing hair is that way because even if i’m the professional and know what’s best for the hair people will always judge and be ty about things which scares the hell out of me
@song mingi hfjfjffjj, i don't have much passion for things aside from animals maybe. but yes, i'm planning to graduate either way!! my course gives me so much anxiety too, aaa. design is mostly feedback based and the thought of someone giving me feedback already makes me panic.
@hwang yeji that’s how i have been feeling about most things so that’s understandable ahqvwjbs. as long as you see it through and get it over with you’re doing great to even finish!
meanwhile what i went to school for is my passion, but my anxiety is making it hard for me to pursue it professionally lmaooo
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