❅ Cuddle Tent

/smiles to himself/ there is no one to stop me from getting ed up this time though /giggle and left/

/get in and sighs/ I can't stop it... I want to get ed up and not think about anything

/laid spread out and continues to game/

/shaking his head and stop himself from clawing at himself anymore, pulling out his phone to play instead, forcefully try to remember to focus on the game/

/go in to an empty tent, sit on the pile of pillow and blanket, clawing at his biceps/ I'm okay, I'm okay.. I am okay

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I'm sorry. I am very sorry. But I really don't want anything, I want to be alone.
/he crawl out of where he hide and rush off again/

sorry yixing, I was told I move two steps forward and three steps backward, so whatever progress I did was for nothing. I really don't want to talk anything about myself. I don't.

I don't want to talk about it. Because I will say something selfish and make you upset. I am considerate of your feeling so, I am fine.

/froze when he heard voice, he didn't realize there was someone here when he rush in to hide/ I'm fine

/rush in here and bury himself in the pillows and blanket available/

anyway, I'll go game for a while /pull out his phone to play

ah, you meant my fooling around as a way to exploring my need?
/he shake his head/
no, I'm just abusing it as a way to distract myself, and doing so, everyone would see that I am okay enough to be fooling around /he grins/

freedom? I'm pretty sure I'm very free though

/he laughing softly at that but shrugging/
maybe it's my then, I been fooling around a lot lately
though, I still can't skip ya'll

it's okay, time will help, I just need some time, just a little longer than other people.
/he laughs softly, only he knew he hasn't been completely back to his old self but a façade he playing on/
don't worry, I wouldn't slip back, not when I would miss out on the you and woobat are playing out on
/he tease to clear the mood and even winked/

/he laughed and shaking his head/
I don't think there is a need for that, I am upset alone is enough. He is happy with someone new, he shouldn't have to know about something he clearly left behind. What has happen has already happen, no need to revise on it. I am just slow on moving on and that is my problem, not his. I am angry at him, upset at him, but that is my problem. He moved on, he is happy, I don't need to drag him into my misery.
/he dodge the rub on his back but hug the other/
thank you

I don't feel that my feeling is there, to the standard to say those three words, and I told him how I felt. of course.
so no, if I don't feel that I love him then I didn't say those three words. I would say, I like him and I am attached, used to have him in my life...
/he shaking his head and look down, laughing out, sound happy but he is hurt inside./
I tried but every time I felt that deep distant he put on. beside, he is happy trying with someone else, so why would I rekindle anything when he has moved on.

that is true... /he chuckles/ so I am upset over someone that left me because I didn't say 'I love you', I'm upset cause he enter my life, showering me with so much thing and now, we just stranger, worst than stranger.

/he laughs softly and looks down, picking at his palm/ I don't know if I should, I felt like I shouldn't, but at the same time, I felt like I know what you would tell me... I don't know

/he smiles toward Tim and shaking his head/ not okay, I'm upset and hung over someone /shrugs

I should play game, it could help my mind.

/return here with a soft sighs, hugging knees to chest and sat in the corner of the tent, hiding

/he walk in here and sit inside the tent on his own/

thank, kiddo
/nods
sleep well, little piggy

I know, working back on that confident haha....
/swat the hand that patting his head
sound fattening

wow, someone using my words-
too late though, my thought a bit off to think I am every wonderful adjective now
/he shaking his head
what did you eat?

I am not self-deprecating, I was simply state I am not handsome, I am, however, beautiful
/he said and playfully winked

well, no god is watching over you, demon give you a short and not so handsome man to cuddle with

/stumbling in and fall on changha