— hospital

@Yutaro Gotoˢʷⁱᵗᶜʰ my eyes linger for several moments on the screen in some awe, i only had an inkling considering how your stomach has grown quite round and the second mark showing only made it so we had to confirm, my attention turns back to you with a soft laugh, practically buzzing with excitement
i'm sorry you're going through such pains, rabbit. i'm happy to change their diapers for as along as they use them. i'll be so happy just doing that...
murmurs fondly and reaches to kiss the side of your tummy with a wide grin
papa might have gone a little overboard to make you guys...
whispers playfully and winks at you before straightening up, the doctor continuing
'have you thought about whether you would like a home birth or a hospital stay, yutaro?'

@Im Changkyunᵗᵒᵖ [h] I laid there with my eyes tightly shut and my hand squeezing yours just as tight, even though the machine was not painful and the gel was just cold like you had said prior. I couldn’t help but to hiccup a little here and there and sniffles a bit. But when I heard ‘ fetuses’ my eyes widened as I looked at the doctor and then the screen and then at you. Was I in shock? Kinda… my eyes looked down at my stomach and then I pouted and looked at you
No wonder it’s so heavy… and my feet hurt… and my back… you’re fault…
I huffed and poked my stomach and murmured
You’re making me fat… and that’s your papas fault… so when you come out… he’s changing your diapers for a week… maybe two… because he did this…

@Yutaro Gotoˢʷⁱᵗᶜʰ my smile deepens and nods head diligently, my fingers combing through your hair with a soft hum
わかりました、必ずお届けすることを約束します。 必要に応じて追加のスプリンクルも。
gives you a couple of more chaste kisses before straightening up and mentioning for the doctor to continue, my hand holds yours tightly and i sit on the stool next to your bed as my other hand continues to run through your hair in hopes of soothing your nervous demeanor, the doctor gives a warning about the gel before applying it to your stomach gently and then places the instrument on your tummy to examine you, taking a couple of minutes to look at the screen before she smiles gently
'looks like you're growing at a normal rate, and the fetuses look healthy for how far along you are. it seems you will be having two little babies.'
she turns the screen around to show us and points out the two fetuses with a growing grin
'they're perfectly healthy and so are you, yutaro. congratulations.'
gasps softly and leans forward to look at the screen with wide eyes
two...we're having twins, rabbit!

@Im Changkyunᵗᵒᵖ [h] I nodded my head slightly and looked at you with a few more tears trickling down my cheeks before you kissed me. I softly kissed you back and and felt my cheeks flush hues of red and whispered to you softly
アイスクリームを2スクープください...この後、シュガーコーンの上に...勇敢であるために

@Yutaro Gotoˢʷⁱᵗᶜʰ あなたは勇敢です...機械はあなたや赤ちゃんを傷つけないと約束します。 写真を撮るようなものです。 ジェルは少し冷たいですが、大丈夫です。 あなたや私たちの天使に悪いことは何も起こらないと約束します。
your tears make my chest tight and leans down to kiss you lovingly, and kissing your tears away as my hand covers your smaller hand over your swollen tummy
だからまず医者に診てもらいましょう。 その後、公園にアイスクリームを食べに行きます。 すぐに気分が良くなります。

@Im Changkyunᵗᵒᵖ [h] my eyes slowly opened when you touched my cheeks and looked at you with a frown, shaking my head as my hands rested against yours that touched my cheeks. I faintly whispered to you in a nervous tone
あなたの赤ちゃんが大丈夫かどうか知りたいです...すべてが大丈夫であることを確認したい...だから私は勇気を出します。
I nodded and looked at you as a few tears ran down my cheeks, my hand reaching to touch my stomach

@Yutaro Gotoˢʷⁱᵗᶜʰ stops the doctor for a moment with a faint smile, sits on the edge of the bed and pulls your shirt down for a moment, my hand cups your cheeks again and i can see the tears that cling to your lashes and threaten to slide down your cheeks
うちの可愛いうさぎちゃん
hoping to coax your eyes open as i talked
怖すぎるなら家に帰ってもいいよ、愛する人。 別の日に試してみましょう。

@Im Changkyunᵗᵒᵖ [h] Your gentle kisses and touch was enough to make me feel a little more relaxed even though I still felt that fear in the back of my mind. I murmured faintly as I tried not to cry anymore but a fear more tears fell and I hiccuped
I know you love me… I know that…
I tried to rub the tears away and when the door opened and the doctor came in, I felt nervous again.
I…
I tried to think of something to say but I went silently and slowly pulled my shirt up with eyes shut tight. I felt nauseous suddenly and the cold air hitting my now exposed stomach made it worse

@Yutaro Gotoˢʷⁱᵗᶜʰ my thumb brushes away the tears that well up in your pretty eyes and my lips linger on yours for a longer kiss, pressing into you for several seconds before retreating to speak against your tiers
i don't think it's bad, rabbit...i really don't. i think we have ourselves another little angel baby on the way.
my smile cannot contain its excitement and my hand on your stomach unconsciously rubs where the overlapping marks laid, gives you another kiss to your forehead
just remember i love you, no matter what. that's why i gave you this ring. two rings actually, with your promise ring.
i still wore mine on my hand but i plan to slip it on a necklace so i can always have it on me once it's replaced with the wedding band, straightens up when i hear the doctor knock and quietly come in after a few seconds, she has friendly demeanor while she introduces herself and explains the process for the ultrasound today, she asks to pull up your shirt so she can spread some of the jelly on there and start the ultrasound

@Im Changkyunᵗᵒᵖ [h] The kiss made my cheeks flush a deep red and my eyes closed for a moment as I kissed you back with eagerness. The pregnancy making me desire you more and made the urge to kiss you and hold on to you even stronger. My eyes welling with tears and a few ran down my cheeks as I nodded
I…I’m always happy with you… and… and you don’t know if that’s what that new mark means… it.. it could be something bad…
I whined a little as my ears turned red when you kissed my face and pouted more at you
I.. I do trust you… I always trust you

@Yutaro Gotoˢʷⁱᵗᶜʰ /it's hard not to be be nervous and i could tell you're on edge, frowns gently and shakes my head, cups your cheek when you bring my hand to your cheek and leans down to kiss you gently a few times
it won't be your fault if something is wrong, rabbit. but let's not focus on that okay? you'll get more nervous. you've been feeling happy right? so that means the babies are happy bc they feel their mama is okay.
/smiles softly and other hand combs through your hair and then i pepper kisses all over your face to hopefully bring that cute pout back
trust me, it'll be okay.

@Im Changkyunᵗᵒᵖ [h] I found myself looking around all over the doctors office and when we entered the examination room my nervousness became more noticeable as the cold room and white walls almost burned out the usually calm and happy personality I usually have. I was worried about everything, and I was scared that something might be wrong besides my clothes all being too tight now and the thought made me want to cry. I looked at you finally when you spoke to me and I frowned a little
I’m scared… what if something is wrong… what if they say that something isn’t normal… it’ll be my fault…
I murmured and held your hand with both of mine and pressed it against my cheek as my eyes closed

@Yutaro Gotoˢʷⁱᵗᶜʰ /we arrive at the hospital about midday for your first appointment since finding out about the pregnancy, another mark had appeared on your tummy which could only mean one thing but it had to be confirmed by the doctor first, and it's good timing to get a general sense of how the pregnancy is progressing, your baby bump is already noticeable though and soon you would have to get new clothes so we had agreed to go to the store after the appointment, you lay against the bed while we wait for the doctor to come in and i stand at your side, my hand on your stomach and my thumb caresses over it, slightly nervous about the appointment but i know the general health of our baby (or babies) should be okay
we're gonna see a picture of the little angel for the first time. are you excited?
/asks with a gentle smile, my other hand holding yours and giving it a soft squeeze