@kieran ᵖʳᵒᶜᵉˢˢⁱⁿᵍ... Understood! Here's a rewritten version from Taemin's POV, focused solely on him and Kai:
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*Taemin stormed through the doors, his footsteps heavy with frustration as he searched the room. His eyes darted around, scanning every corner, every shadow, but his kitten was nowhere to be found. His heart raced, panic rising with each passing second. Where could Kai be?*
*"Kai!"* he called out, his voice sharp, almost desperate. The silence that followed only fueled his agitation. He moved faster, tearing through the space, throwing open doors, checking behind furniture, even peering under tables. Nothing. No trace of Kai.
*Taemin clenched his fists, his breath coming in uneven bursts. His chest felt tight, his thoughts spiraling out of control. The idea of Kai being hurt, or worse, made his stomach churn. He needed to find him, now.*
*"Where are you, kitten?"* he muttered under his breath, his voice cracking slightly. The anger that had burned so brightly moments ago began to waver, replaced by a gnawing worry that tugged at his core. Kai was everything to him. The one constant, the one who calmed the chaos inside him. Without him, the world felt unsteady, like it was slipping away.
*Taemin stopped in the middle of the room, closing his eyes tightly as he tried to center himself. Think. Where would Kai go? He wasn’t just hiding for no reason. Kai was playful, but he always stayed close enough to be found. There had to be a clue, a sign, something he’d missed.*
*He opened his eyes, scanning the room again, slower this time, taking in every detail. A small shift in the shadows near the window caught his attention. His heart leapt as he stepped closer, his voice softening, almost pleading.*
*"Kai… is that you?"*
*The faintest rustle of movement confirmed it, and Taemin’s breath hitched. Relief washed over him as he crouched down, his hand reaching out gently.* "There you are," *he whispered, his voice trembling. "Don’t scare me like that, kitten."*
*As Kai stepped into the light, his soft, mischievous eyes met Taemin’s. The tension in Taemin’s body melted away, replaced by an overwhelming warmth. He scooped Kai into his arms, holding him tightly, burying his face in Kai’s hair.*
*"I swear, one day you’re going to give me a heart attack,"* he murmured, his lips curling into a small smile despite himself. But as Kai nuzzled into his chest, Taemin knew one thing for certain—he’d search the ends of the earth for his kitten, no matter what. Kai was his everything, and nothing could ever change
@kieran ᵖʳᵒᶜᵉˢˢⁱⁿᵍ... Taemin gazed tenderly at his mate, watching as Kai’s eyes flickered with traces of confusion and worry. He could see how each word he offered was filling Kai’s mind, perhaps too quickly, like the rush of a tide against a fragile shore. The plea in Kai’s soft, angelic voice pulled him in, settling his heart with the knowledge that his beloved needed reassurance more than words.
Gently, Taemin scooped him up, cradling him in his arms, savoring the soft clutch of Kai’s fingers as they tangled in his hair. His voice was a soft murmur, a promise wrapped in warmth. “Don’t worry, my love,” he whispered, pressing a tender kiss to Kai’s temple. “I’m not leaving. Not now, not ever. I’ll be right here, holding you in my arms, in every moment, in every breath.”
The thought of seeing Kai so frail tugged at Taemin’s heart, and he knew he had to restore Kai’s strength. “Let’s take a warm bath together,” he suggested, his tone soft and inviting, “with rose petals and lavender, in the biggest tub in the house. I’ll fill it with scents and warmth, and we’ll be in our own little world, just you and me.”
As he carried Kai from the room, Taemin felt the precious lightness in his arms, a reminder of how fragile Kai had become. He laid Kai down carefully on the bed, then gathered a few comfortable garments, envisioning him dressed in silk, bathed in softness and light. But for now, he knew that the gentle warmth of the bath would be a balm to both of them.
They reached his master bedroom, the marbled walls and crystal fixtures glistening in the low light, lending the space an almost ethereal glow. The grand bathtub, like a pool for royalty, awaited them. Gently, he settled Kai on a soft chair, his fingers brushing along Kai’s cheek before he turned to the task. He poured fragrant oils, serums for skin, for hydration, each ingredient chosen with care, their scents wafting up in a delicate mix of roses, lavender, and hints of earthy warmth. He knew these scents, these spells—he had woven them to nourish Kai before, and he hoped they’d work their magic once again.
When the bath was ready, filled to the brim with bubbles and flower petals, Taemin knelt before Kai, his touch reverent as he undressed him, his fingers grazing every inch of skin with the utmost care. Lifting Kai once more, he eased him into the warm, fragrant waters, letting them envelope his beloved in comfort.
“I’ll join you, my love,” he murmured, slipping into the tub beside Kai, his fingers snapping to bring candlelight flickering to life around them. Soft music filled the room, a gentle violin melody that wrapped around them like a lullaby, crafted just for Kai, just for this moment.
Drawing Kai into his embrace, Taemin nestled him close, fingers stroking through his hair in slow, tender sweeps. He ran his hand along Kai’s arm, lathering him in gentle circles, letting the warm water and soothing scents work their magic. His touch moved slowly, lovingly, his fingertips trailing along Kai’s skin, each caress a silent promise, a steadying anchor.
In this moment, he was content to simply hold Kai, to press the warmth of his own skin against his beloved, letting him feel every bit of his presence. As his hand traveled down, finding the spot where Kai’s pulse beat faintly, he tilted his neck just so, hoping Kai would take the sustenance he needed, feel the healing energy he had come so far to offer.
They were bound here, wrapped in candlelight and music, held together by the soft beat of their hearts. Taemin breathed in the moment, letting it fill him to the brim, pressing a soft kiss to Kai’s damp hair as he whispered, “I’m here, in every way, body and soul. I won’t let you go. I need you as much as you need me. And I swear, this time, I’m here to stay.”
@taemin ᵛᵃᵐᵖⁱʳᵉ *looking at you and hearing your words I realized I really was with you. I let you wipe away my tears and i gave a small chuckle that seemed sad but was more on the happy side of things. I even helped you to wipe them away and sniffled some while i looked at you*
H-how? when?... *blinks a bit trying to remember before. But everything was coming up blank. I tried to think, But, only thing happening was me coming with a slight headache. I didn't hear much of what you spoke, because i was just looking at you wondering and thinking. And just happy. I was happy. Something I haven't felt in a long time. You were talking asking questions but they went in one ear and some i didn't even hear at all. And those that flowed into my ear, flowed right back out.
*my hands moved into your hair and massaging my fingers through your locks and tugged. I looked at your lips and then looked you over* these clothes. *says and looked at you* daddy. I don't want you to leave me... *takes a hard breath as talking seemed like so much right now.
don't... *i stopped to take some more deep breaths and close my eyes* mmmmm *when you helped me back to the bed. I shook my head* i don't want this bed. I've been in for 7 years. I just want to be next and near you. Please. *clings to your shirt more on the weak side* don't... I want to be with you... Don't leave me...
@kieran ᵖʳᵒᶜᵉˢˢⁱⁿᵍ... The room felt hollow, echoing with an icy stillness that seemed to seep into my bones, chilling me to my very core. It was as though the walls themselves mourned, reflecting back the emptiness I felt as I looked at you, my beloved. Kai, even now, frail and unrecognizing, you were the most beautiful vision in my world—a breathtaking sight that even in suffering could tear at my heart and mend it all at once. But you didn’t see me. My touch, my voice—it was as if I were invisible to you, just another shadow in a room where you no longer believed in ghosts.
Your words slipped through the air like cold knives, each one lodging deeper, reminding me of the chasm that had formed between us. And I couldn’t bear it. Before I even realized, I was on my knees before you, my arms reaching out, desperate, clinging to you like a lifeline. My fingers trembled as I held onto your robes, my head bowed, hot tears burning trails down my cheeks, slipping silently into the floor beneath me. I heard the murmurs of the maids as they shuffled by, their voices trying to reassure, but they were like whispers on the wind, empty, meaningless. Nothing they said could mend what was broken between us, nothing could lessen the ache that tore through me as I looked up, hoping—praying—for a flicker of recognition in your eyes.
Then, as if in answer to my silent plea, you reached out, your trembling hand finding its way to my chest, feeling the frantic, desperate beat of my heart beneath your fingers. A heartbeat that thudded like a caged beast, a demon roaring to break free, demanding its mate to awaken from the slumber of suffering. And then, in the next moment, a miracle—my name fell from your lips, not in passing, not in confusion, but in full, solid recognition. The sound shattered something in me, and I looked up, my vision blurred with tears as I saw you—really saw you—looking back at me with tears of your own, tears that mirrored my pain, my longing, my love.
I reached up, fingers brushing away your tears, feeling the warmth of your skin, the tremor of your breath beneath my hand. In that shared touch, that sacred moment, I felt the universe right itself. You were here. You could see me. I wasn’t lost to you, not a figment, not a phantom lingering in your mind.
I couldn’t help myself; I pressed my lips to yours, the kiss lingering, filled with every ounce of love and devotion I had held within me for what felt like endless years. I wanted to pour my very soul into that kiss, to let you know, beyond any doubt, that I was real. That I was here, that I had come back to you and would never leave again. “You see me,” I whispered, my voice choked with emotion. “You really see me.”
As we embraced, I felt a soft rain of rose petals fall around us, cascading like confetti in a wedding ceremony. The symbolism was not lost on me—this reunion was our marriage anew, our vows whispered once more without words, the unbreakable bond between us reforged. The weight of the last seven years lifted in that moment, the room coming alive as if breathing with us, a deep exhale of relief. The icy stillness that had held us both captive thawed, warmth filling every corner, bathing us in a light that felt pure, healing.
“Kai,” I said, my voice a reverent murmur as I repeated your name like a prayer. “My love, my kitten.” My arms tightened around you as I pulled you close, savoring the softness of your touch, the warmth of your breath, the reality of you, here, in my arms.
I lifted you, my fingers gentle yet firm beneath you, holding you like the bride you had always been to me. You were more than a mate; you were my other half, the anchor I had always clung to, even when I thought I would lose you to the tides of time. The mark of our bond shimmered against your skin, a glistening reminder that no distance, no trial, could sever the tie that bound us.
“My love,” I said softly, “I have something to give you.” I held your gaze, eyes filled with every ounce of love and regret I could never voice. “I suffered for this elixir, Kai, so that there would be no more pain, no more sorrow. So that our children, the lives within you, could come into this world safe. I would endure it all again if it meant I could bring you peace.”
The room around us seemed to hold its breath as I lowered you back to the bed, settling beside you, my hand lingering on the swell of your belly. My heart ached as I traced the curve, knowing that I’d left you to carry this burden alone. “I am so sorry for the pain you endured,” I whispered, tears slipping once more down my cheeks, unchecked, raw. “I thought you were strong—I knew you were strong—but I forgot that even strength can be tested beyond its limit. I should have been here. I should have protected you from this.”
The walls around us seemed to shiver, the icy aura that had gripped the room slipping away, replaced by the warmth of our renewed bond. I could feel it now—life, pure and vibrant, filling the room, the energy of hope, the promise of a future. I could see it in the tapestries, as if they had come to life, breathing in tandem with us. It was as though the world itself had been waiting, holding its breath until we found each other once more.
My fingers traced your cheek, brushing away the last of your tears as I looked deep into your eyes. “I swear to you,” I whispered, voice thick with emotion, “I will do everything in my power to stay by your side. I will never allow you to feel this pain again. You are my rock, and I… I have been the stream, winding around you, thinking I was unmovable, that I could flow endlessly. But I realize now, my love, that the rock needs the stream as much as the stream needs the rock.”
For a moment, I silenced myself, the words heavy in my throat. But then, gently, I placed your hand against my heart, feeling it beat steady and strong beneath your fingers. “Kai, tell me. Say anything, anything at all. I just want to hear your voice. I want to know you’re here with me.” I could feel my tears quieting, my heart calming, as I looked into your eyes, waiting, knowing that your voice was the only thing that could soothe the ache that had hollowed my soul for so long. At that moment, I was utterly, completely yours, and for the first time in 24 hours that had stretched like seven years of eternity, I felt whole.
and it caught in my throat* appa? *breathlessly speak as if seeing you for the first time. Your face blurred coming into view and I saw yours* you're here?... You're really here?... Taemin... *i moved down slowly more like sitting on the ground since i needed more room because of my belly and it was a bit hard in such state* please tell me it's you. Your here in front me... *holds your cheeks and moving your tears from your face*
Vampires don't cry. You big softy... *i leaned in pressing my lips towards your. Letting every moment be captured into this kiss. Kissing you letting you know it's been years, to centuries and malinialles. decades. *I put everything into this kiss as my arms fell around your neck. More on the loose side as I did with my might to hold tightly*
@taemin ᵛᵃᵐᵖⁱʳᵉ *the maids had frowned when they noticed that you didn't notice taemin. They looked at each other since they knew what kai was going through. And many years, this is what he was suffering with. Seeing the formally late king. So they understood why he wouldn't see the other that was right in front him. He was lost* Sir... Please.. If you just look again I'm sure you'll find what you are missing. *they spoke, but not before looking back themselves to make sure it really was the real thing*
Minrin.. Please... Not today... I know you all want me to give up and understand he won't return. But i just can't. I have to try to know he will come back. One of these days. And even if it kills me. I will wait until it's my time to go. *i said holding onto the wall blocking any form of nausea that threaten to hit me.
Their hearts longed for their queen and it was pure love and hope, but more in a sadness sort of way. Not pitiful or stupid as others may think* We would never think that-...
*i nod* i know. You've both been by my side all these years. Including you sara. I appreciate that. Even though you've been with me the least. You two have never let me down. Nor gave up on me. So please, for me to be at ease.. I will do this. Until he's back. For now, You are dismissed. *I spoke and walked on. The looked at you and sighed* please bring him back.
He needs you more than ever. *one of them said and they both nod and bowed towards you* welcome back home. *they said and walked from the room. They didn't want to put up a fight with keeping him home since now they didn't need to. The two needed to be alone for now.
They walked out and sara looked back at the two before she followed the other out* are you sure he is going to be alright? *she asked and looked back at you* That is the other master. They have some good looking men in here. Including the children.
*minrin nodded* yes he will be fine. Now. Since the master is back. Kai will see this and know. The most we can do is wait. He's been hurt for years and he's been in the dark while he was gone. If his heart is there and his mind can come back to reality.* what'll happen if he doesn't? *minrin looked at the younger and sighed* we won't think that way. He will remember.. *they walked on* he has to.
at the motion of a quick embrace. I hadn't felt in forever, except for in my mind. This was another one. But there was something different. slightly it was a hint of smell. I sighed thinking that it was another day in my everyday life. I closed my eyes* taemin. Why must you do this to me? Where... are you? Please... I don't want to wait any more... *i closed my eyes at the touch i felt was in my head* we need you here. *i removed your arm and continued on* taemin... tell me, why would you not tell me where you are? Why? *i rubbed my eyes trying to clear that hallucination that was coming. Or so I thought*
*my hand was moved and placed at your chest and i looked at you* you are here... You are here.... *i felt your hand to my cheek. But i couldn't feel it. was it tat i kept up a barrier to help with my hallucinations that i gathered years ago. To protect me from actually realizing that it most likely wouldn't be real. Over time i think it became more. Most of reality hit to be fake. Without you seemed lifeless. But over time it became more believable.
With feeling your lips to mines. I closed my eyes to enjoy the feeling. I didn't know, But tears reached my eyes and dropped down my cheeks. What was this feeling. It felt real. It feel so real. I felt the warmth. I felt your breath. But this... it wasnt real. It's not. It can't be... I'm going to open my eyes and You wouldn't be here. Or I ended up waking up out of a dream.
But something told me to open my eyes. You were here. I heard a voice* "Im here kai. Iam here" It pulled at my heart and i wanted to look. I was so willing to see your face. But on the verge of opening my eyes. I looked at nothing. I saw nothing. My heart felt like it was being stabbed over and over by the sharpest of knives. It was being clawed at and I watched nothing.
Tears fell. It's like every other day on this worthless earth. The babies moved vigorlessly as If they felt you there. A hand of one of the babies pushed against your hand and a feet against the other. Knowing the presence of their father and wanting to let you feel them. They felt that emotion of your crying. they heard it. a kick of one of their feets kicked where your hand was placed.
My gaze went down and I looked to see you were there. Crying and holding my belly* don't cry... That's not your job to do. *I speak and looked at you* that's more of my style. *looks at you while you were there. I watched you and then I looked over your face My heart beat quickened and I looked at you. I moved a slow hand towards Your cheek* Taemin.. *warmth reached my hand. More tears popped into my eyes* taemin... *looks at you pushing my hand more to you* I see you.... *my heart raced and..
@kieran ᵖʳᵒᶜᵉˢˢⁱⁿᵍ... I couldn’t tear my gaze from the sight of Kai drifting through the room, oblivious to my presence. It was as if I were invisible, an echo in a world where I’d once been whole. The realization hit me like a dagger, twisting and tearing my heart apart in a way I hadn’t thought possible. He didn’t even see me—my voice, my face, my touch, all of it seemed lost to him. Seven years had stretched between us, and in that time, it was as if my memory had faded, leaving only a ghost he couldn’t reach. I felt like a hollow remnant of the love we had, trapped in a mirror, able only to watch as he slipped further away.
In a burst of desperation, I crossed the room in an instant, positioning myself in his path. I wrapped my arms around him, trembling with the weight of restraint—I wanted to crush him to my chest, to make him feel everything I had stored up for what felt like eternity. But I knew his body was fragile, worn from time and from the distance I had inflicted upon him. My voice came out in a choked whisper, the words raw with pleading. “Kai,” I murmured, my voice barely audible even to my own ears, “please, don’t look past me. I’m here. Right here.”
I felt the wetness on my cheeks, the heat of tears that hadn’t fallen in years, tears I didn’t know I still had to give. How long had I dreamed of this moment, of holding him again, of hearing his voice call out my name? Yet now, in the cruel twist of fate, he stood before me as if I were a fading dream. Every breath, every second, every part of me was bound to him, and yet he couldn’t see me—couldn’t feel the depth of my need, the agony that had been my only companion in his absence.
With a gentle but determined hand, I lifted his, pressing his palm to my chest, feeling my heartbeat thrumming beneath his fingers. “Feel this,” I whispered, swallowing the lump of anguish in my throat. “This is real, Kai. I am real.” My other hand moved to his face, cupping his cheek, my thumb brushing tenderly along his jaw, tracing every familiar line and curve I’d missed for so long.
I guided his hand slowly, lingering on each touch, hoping he’d sense the truth in every inch of my skin. My fingers slipped up to cradle his face, my gaze locked on his, desperate for a spark of recognition. “Listen to my voice, feel the warmth of my skin. I’m no dream. I’m not some figment of your imagination. This is real. I am here.”
I leaned in, brushing my lips softly against his, letting the faintest kiss rest on him, hoping it would be enough to awaken him from whatever sorrow he’d wrapped himself in. “Your king is home. Your mate is home.” The words spilled from me like a prayer, each syllable a plea for him to understand, to believe. “I am here, Kai. I am here.”
I could see the faintest flicker of recognition in his eyes, a glimmer that made my heart stutter. The sight of it cracked something open inside me, a relief so sharp it felt like pain. I dropped to my knees, pressing my forehead to his stomach, feeling the warmth of our unborn children between us. I placed my hands reverently around him, cradling the life we had created together, my tears now falling freely, soaking into the fabric of his clothes.
“I would go through any hell, endure every agony for you. I would bear centuries of suffering if it meant I could hold you like this, if it meant you could feel me, know me.” My voice shook, my heart breaking with the weight of my confession. “You don’t need to look anywhere else, Kai. I am here, I am yours, now and forever.”
A sob clawed its way from my throat, raw and aching. I pressed my lips gently to his stomach, feeling the heartbeat of life within, as if I could shield him from the world. “I would suffer a thousand years more if it meant I could keep you from feeling this pain. I would take on every sorrow, every darkness, if only to see you whole.”
My fingers gripped his waist as I looked up at him, the words spilling out in a broken whisper. “Have you ever seen a vampire cry?” I laughed softly, bitterly, the sound lost between us. “Because here I am, broken before you, feeling my very soul rip apart with every second you look past me.”
For a moment, I could see a softness returning to his gaze, the fog lifting ever so slightly, and my heart clung to that. “Say my name, my love,” I whispered, almost afraid to breathe, to break the fragile moment between us. “Say my name—not as a ghost, not as a dream, but as your mate, your husband. Let me hear it, Kai. Let me be real in your eyes again.”
I waited, the world hanging on his silence, my entire being bound to that one, sacred moment. Oh you going to kick my assets for this
@taemin ᵛᵃᵐᵖⁱʳᵉ I-i... we don't.. it's not synthetic. At least, Not all of it. It's from most of us. And come to get more that the doctor put together. umm... Sir. It's what we had to give to him. *they spoke to you and more maids came to clean up the mess. When they saw you putting your hand to his lips they came to place a hand to your hand* sir, he won't feed. Not from anyone. He refuses to feed. Even when we offer some of our blood. He refuses. *one of the maids spoken to you to let you know.
After you left, about a few years ago he gave up the will to do much, and also the babies were hurting him. *they point to the tubes* this is how it's been. *she frowned at the younger and then she looked at you* please try to get him to feed.
*at the moment of talking, my eyes opened as it was a bit harder to sleep. I looked at you and then looks at them* I need to go to the bathroom. *I moved slowly and shakily getting up. I sat on the bed but my attention goes towards you. I look you over. I looked at your hair and then seen what you were wearing* i miss you.. taemin. You need to come back. I-... he coughs hard and went to stand up* get this off me.
*I pulled at the iv to get the tube from my arm* i said i don't want it... I don't need it. I'm fine! *i yelled but the yelling didn't come off so great and more on the weak side* have anyone of you found him? Have you found taemin? Are the search parties back yet? *holds my belly and slowly makes my way towards the door* find him... you must find him... *holds my back and panting since everything was hard to do. I breath heavily but moved onwards*
bring me my clothes. I'll help search. *i said, unaware that you were right there. I've seen you mostly everyday. There, how you always would be. same clothes as before. I turned to look at you on the bed and the clothes.. they were different. I stop and frown* please. come back to me.. *i turned away and left out*
@kieran ᵖʳᵒᶜᵉˢˢⁱⁿᵍ... Taemin’s heart twisted painfully as he took in Kai’s frail form, the sharp edges of Kai’s bones pressing against the sheets, the stark paleness of his beloved’s skin, now so thin and drawn that it seemed translucent under the dim light. How could he have let this happen? His abstinence—his time away, necessary as it had been—had left Kai in such a state. It was a torment Taemin could barely fathom, the single day he’d endured feeling like an eternity stretched across 24 endless years. And all the while, Kai had been forced to survive seven long, empty years without him.
Every minute Taemin had spent locked away weighed like a stone on his conscience. He hadn’t known what was happening in the outside world, had been blind to everything but the hope of Kai’s safety and the safety of their children growing within him. Now, seeing Kai bound to tubes and wires, his body fighting to sustain itself, Taemin’s regret deepened, a fierce resolve building within him. He would never allow such a separation again.
Stepping closer, he took Kai’s hand in his, his thumb tracing soothing circles along the knuckles. “Stop giving him this synthetic blood,” Taemin murmured to the maids, his tone soft but unyielding. “My blood will do more to heal him. I should have been here to give him that strength all along.”
For a moment, his anger flared, but he quelled it, knowing these caretakers had only done what they could. His eyes, now softer, scanned the room, noticing unfamiliar faces among the maids—a sign of how much had changed in his absence, how his kingdom and Kai’s care had adjusted without him.
Taemin shifted onto the bed, leaning down to Kai’s side, his hand finding the warmth of Kai’s cheek. His thumb brushed tenderly over the tear tracks, his heart breaking at each faded line. He held his wrist to Kai’s lips, his voice a hushed murmur. “Drink, my beloved,” he whispered, his voice thick with emotion. “Take what you need from me. I have an elixir, but only if you choose to accept it. My blood can help heal you, bring you back to yourself, and restore what was lost. I’m here now. You no longer need to dream of my touch, to imagine my voice. I’m with you, and I swear, I won’t leave you again.”
He kissed Kai’s brow, his lips lingering as he closed his eyes, feeling the familiar warmth he had longed for. “I promise to stay by your side, to be here when our children come into this world. I’ll hold you, and I’ll love you in every way I can. These hours felt like centuries to me, but I can only imagine the torment you’ve endured.” He drew Kai’s head gently against his chest, his fingers threading into Kai’s hair. “For now, don’t speak. Just take what I offer. Let my blood heal you, nourish you.”
Taemin’s eyes softened as they met Kai’s, a warmth spreading through him as he held his beloved close. “I’m here, Kai. I am back, and I’m not going anywhere.
@taemin ᵛᵃᵐᵖⁱʳᵉ *It's been a long time since I've been touched by you. Years since i was held; spoken to you. All these years, longing to be wanted and to have those sensual touches. All these years, been wanting to hear your voice. To get those things that a person human or creature needs to have. I've been wanting so bad, that my mind began to lose itself to give me what i wanted. Hallucinations filled my world.
Soon I was seeing you who wasn't there, feeling your touches that never touched this flesh. My mind put you into this world that you were no longer part of. I've felt that feeling so much or wanted that feeling so much that even that leg touching gave me that same feeling. It wasn't real. Even while I slept. Something that would have made my body shivered and quivered. Something that would have kept me to awaken just by your presence. It was faint, but it wasn't enough to make known.
When you crept back inside our room, It wasn't such a pretty sight, Slumber kept me and that sight that you saw was heart clenching. I was hooked to a blood machine. the tube went into my arm. Blood constantly pumping into my body. My body pale, and thin. My belly expanded on a big scale. But the expanded was because of the pregnancy more then anything that went wrong. But it was more protruding since i was more on the sick side and small. Not on my healthy normal-ness.
I clung to your pillow even in such slumber and at the kiss to the lips I shakily brought a hand up to your cheek and rubbed them* i've missed you... When will you come home? my head lay a bit on your pillow as I was slightly on my side. as tears stained my face, and it was clearly shown. It was still daylight, but it was going into nighttime real soon. My hand dropped and i slept more.
One of the maids had come into the room as it was time for me to be replenish. "Alright, it's time for your next round. These babies are really making you take a lot of blood. *she spoke not noticing you were there. She went towards the machine that held the blood and began to switch out the transfusion process. It wasn't until she heard a voice inside the room did she get startled. A jump from the maid and she dropped the blood that splattered along the floor* oh my goodness. Sir taemin. *she moved a step or two towards you before her eyes widen and she immediately bowed* my goodness... I deeply apologize. I didn't mean to. It was that you startled me and Please... I beg you. Another maid walked inside to see a mess on the floor* yah... what the-.. what happened here? *she spoke as she had a bowl of heated water and cloth to wash the one in the bed. When she saw the maid on the floor she raised a brow* why are you on the floor like that... *but it took her a moment to register that someone was inside the room. But not just anyone. The king had indeed come back*
@kieran ᵖʳᵒᶜᵉˢˢⁱⁿᵍ... The Vampire King found himself caught between worlds, facing demons that lurked within a mysterious, dark clan he barely knew. Taemin had agreed to a seven-year sentence—a price he had to pay for his family’s future and, above all, for the sake of Kai, his beloved, who now carried their children within him. The arrangement was cruelly weighted: Taemin would experience only a single day, but for Kai, seven agonizing years would pass without his partner.
The demon overseeing this twisted contract looked at Taemin with a cold, calculated gaze. “Could you imagine a day without your beloved?” he sneered.
“No,” Taemin replied, feeling the weight of the decision settling heavily on his heart.
“Then prepare yourself, Vampire King. He will have to endure seven years. And by then, he may despise you, hate you even. He’ll have to imagine a life without you, live through that loss.”
Taemin’s resolve wavered, but the promise of an elixir—an ancient potion to heal Kai’s wounds and restore him—strengthened his will. It would bring Kai back to full health, restore his vitality, and undo the lingering spell that made them look like mere reflections of each other. “If this truly heals my beloved, if it brings him back to who he was, then I accept the suffering. But you must promise that he will recover fully, and that our children will be safe.”
The demon’s voice was unyielding. “You’ll have to hope your love is strong enough to withstand the distance. If not, you risk not only losing him but also the bond with your children.”
Taemin clenched his fists, the tension twisting within him like a storm. "I won’t allow that. I’ll endure this, but mark my words—should anything happen to Kai, I’ll come for you and your kind.”
For the next day, Taemin was locked away, battling exhaustion in a prison that threatened to steal his sleep. He paced the cold floor of his cell, his body fighting the allure of sleep while the clock stretched each hour into an eternity. Time bore down on him, pulling at his eyelids, but he wouldn’t close them. Not while Kai would be suffering in the stretched reality of his absence.
Finally, a guard approached, unlocking the gate and presenting a portal—a doorway through which Taemin glimpsed Kai lying weakly in bed, surrounded by a web of life-support charms and wards. Taemin’s heart clenched; he could hardly wait to hold him again, to kiss away the tears he knew Kai must have shed.
As he reached for the portal, another voice stopped him. “You could heal not just Kai, but your entire family. It would cost only another day.”
Taemin’s patience snapped. “Let my brothers suffer their own battles; I’ve done all I will for your kind. You will never endanger Kai again.” He seized the elixir, ignoring the demonic sneer.
With a final surge, he leaped through the portal, stumbling out into Kai’s room. He was at Kai’s bedside in an instant, reaching out to gently run his hands along his beloved’s legs, feeling the warmth of his skin beneath his fingertips. His gaze softened as he looked at Kai’s face, gaunt and weary, yet still beautiful to him.
“My love,” he whispered, kissing Kai’s lips softly, his voice breaking. “Don’t cry. I’m home.” He pressed another kiss to his brow, a silent promise that this would be their beginning again.
@taemin ᵛᵃᵐᵖⁱʳᵉ *it's been 7 years and I frown looking at the bump that was getting bigger. The maids had the help with the sickness as you not being here. The weaker i've become. The babies were eating away and feeding, So i was kept with a supply of blood nearby. Not the best tasting in this place. But it's been making do, for the last few years. I've been having such weird cravings of food. But I haven't been getting anything, and of course Your maids have been disappearing. Well not really disappearing, But more like being killed. Sorry. hashtag sorry not sorry*
Taemin.... taemin!!!!! *nightmares crept into my dreams as many times its the same reoccuring dream. And there's no way of escaping it. Normally waking in cold sweat and panics, only to find you are not there. Especially to comfort me. I'd hug your pillow and take in your scent that have been lingering there. The one thing I wouldn't allow to wash. Since no one was there to sleep on it. Occasionally me. But I have that scent and it reminds me of you and helps to calm me down. As creepy or gross as that sound. But it works. Taking off the scent would mean that you are not here and may not be coming back.
*sighs berrying my face into the pillow* i can disinfect you later. sighs softly and nods* I can do this. it's been seven years. I can manage more... Besides. We are waiting for a return of the king....
[] i hit that lord of the rings term. XD
also, i made this really short. im just going to
post as I go. so it's not 3 novels you're reading. []
@taemin ᵛᵃᵐᵖⁱʳᵉ *while you were having a bit of a downside in you getting your way and then wanting me. I swayed and watched you but bounced a bit on you* now that you have me bouncing on you. let me make you a deal? *leans down and down to your navel and down to the tightness of your pants and nibble your manhood with my mouth* if you touch. You will lose the bet and you can give me more babies right now. but you can't touch me the rest of the week. Or you have to wait and can have me for the rest of the week. which do you pick?
@kieran ᵖʳᵒᶜᵉˢˢⁱⁿᵍ... Taemin watched with care hearing your words and seeing you be playful in such a movement when he was getting so hard and needy at your teasing / you're enjoying this / I said while watching you put the works on me allowing me to just feel the movement of your bottom rubbing up on my thickness/ you can bounce on it if you want / I smirk with my words know just what that would lead to making you a mess that would look more the adorable ridding my thickness/ I would like love to feel more of you every inch of you and yet your teasing is amazing I desire more of that too just show me all you want because there will come a time when I won't be able to hold back anymore / raises brow / you have me where you want me / I lean in and roll my fingers over your lips / you can even taste me if you see fit.
@taemin ᵛᵃᵐᵖⁱʳᵉ *when you spoke, I shook my head* nu uh be good and wait for this hour that im going to take to strip. And i mean an hour. or even more. *watches you and then look at myself and watches you down below to see something was already pushing at your pants* now wait. there, you should slow it down. 'make it bouncy' *says quoting and chuckles at my own quote and watches you before going over to your lap and sits on it and hums softly while i rub myself on your lower giving us some friction between us and our bottoms that i haven't removed yet* also, should i start to undo yours or shall i do all types of things to myself before you can even touch?
@kieran ᵖʳᵒᶜᵉˢˢⁱⁿᵍ... looking you up and down and the clothing can barely come off fast enough for me as your going so slowly my need want and desire for you to put all those skills on me is rising to a heat in my body and in my bone you know what bone i mean. So i continue to look and to what with wanting eyes and my lips once again say words / come closer let me feel those hips / i say wanting so badly to put my hands all over you for teasing me the way that you are now knowing i can't do a thing without you / AWWW Kie you killing your appa like this but you know what I am loving it / i smile watching you more as you desired me to continue watching you do such naughty and ual movements i get a glips of you rummy as you do said belly role
@taemin ᵛᵃᵐᵖⁱʳᵉ well now you have to wait. Now you have to see me do this. You couldn't jump right in now could you? you had to make me dance for you. So now you will watch. And I will go slow. *rolls my hips and goes with the movements of the flow of the song and with the beat. *kisses you before winking and turning around still swaying my hips. And like i said i was going slow. making you feel what i wanted to have for a while now, but you being gone put me on ends to not getting anything. plays with my shirt and accidentally does a belly roll*
Taemin leaned back and his lips as the setting was set with the lowered lights and the musicing starting and being that kind of music his eye narrowed in a good was as only to take in the view of what his loving and very y husband was doing for him and too him at that moment with everything that he was feeling now this mood and his body really wanted it taemin so wanting and needing for what his love was doing right now his lips again feeling his own hardness as he watch you come out the the lies you tell about know what your doing if only you knew what you were doing to him with that movement you were doing with your hips and your body while removing that shirt words formed on his lips / i want you love
@taemin ᵛᵃᵐᵖⁱʳᵉ *when you spoke about me continuing what i was going to do before you gotten here, I looked to you and with my still half open shirt and bottoms, I watched you and nodded while moving to back up and strips out my shorts since they were in the way even for me. watches you a moment and nods* of course, but can you handle it all? *looks at you and nods while sighing softly* how about we *claps hands and music started. it was something slow and sensual with a bit of ual tension to the beat that would get me into the mood. Starts swaying those hips and dances* now, you know im bad at this. don't judge me for not doing it well alright? *slowly starts to take my shirt off*
@kieran ᵖʳᵒᶜᵉˢˢⁱⁿᵍ... raising a brow at your words and sitting back in the bed so you were planning to send me something / i smile / hmm rubbing your arms / you know how badly I just want to claim you right now at last and make that mark as well as give you the many children you are desiring right now / humming as i softly kiss you taking away the shirt a little and leaving it open to my bare chest letting the site of the strong ads and all that they can do when putting work into you come to your mind if you were inclined to think such thoughts while your husband looked at you with now hungry green eyes / how about we start with the show you were going to give me and then we can move forward with you coming right here / the elder grabbed himself in a show of what he wanted to put inside his loving mate at the moment
@taemin ᵛᵃᵐᵖⁱʳᵉ *raised a brow when you mentioned someone forcing themselves upon me and I watched you listening and was more confused at who that other is. Darden has never forced himself on me. Nor is he here. Yes by the way that you are right now. I'd say they've gotten the better of you. *says and lays with you* how about we.. have some fun? I mean it is the reason why I was about to send you something. *kisses you softly yet sweetly* Besides. I don't think we have enough children. Those children are toddlers. so about four. SO now it's time to make with some more baby making. And yes. Iam very needy right now.
This won't interfere with anything with us doing that will it? *runs my hands up and down your body leaning down to plant small kisses while i bite at your side* hmm~
@kieran ᵖʳᵒᶜᵉˢˢⁱⁿᵍ... some one must have played an awful trick on me but how they could do it i don't know and i don't want to upset you it upset me the darden part i could handle the playful i'm here with your knew husband even if it liely pissed me off it was only darden but then him he of all people/ taemin cut his hands with his now new nails that went into his skin without a thought./ your okay and no one is forcing themselves on you or making you do anything you don't want to/Taemin nuzzled and kisses his mate / Maybe someone hacked your phone or used some spell either way Just know I would kill for you kie i love you so much mate/ taemin gathered the other in arm and tugged for him to lay beside / your all i ever really want in this world you Our children and your sweet voice and smile
@taemin ᵛᵃᵐᵖⁱʳᵉ *i didn't know what had happened and why you seem to be shaking and what not, but on top of that, he felt the other shivering and the breathing of his breath and i frowned softly* What's wrong? has something happened? Do i have to kick someone's because they made you upset? *ask and holds a hand to your cheek and raise my head to look at you while I sit us down since you felt like you would collapse* of course I'm safe. I've been here waiting for you.
*says and wipes the blood from your eyes and sighs to you and holds you close* what happened? *looks at you and tries to calm you down*
@kieran ᵖʳᵒᶜᵉˢˢⁱⁿᵍ... His body was shaking like a core vibration in his blood and he looked around for yet a moment more at all his anger had done, feeling the loving arms of his mate the words did not come in clearly tho the blood was pounding in his ears and in his head. he turned to his mate and wrapped Kie in his arms maybe the blood running down his eyes as tears the other would miss and not see but he held the other and maybe for this one time kie could feel his heart was knocking on his rids like a cop on a door and threatening to explode with anger and fear and love and he hugged the other like the husband he was but with the care of a child as blood of his tri colored eyes dripped past his cheeks / your safe that's all that matters/ Taemin said but as the words left him so did his will his body did to much and started to collapse in kie's arms he could barely stand
@taemin ᵛᵃᵐᵖⁱʳᵉ *now it was the fact that you were seeing and hearing all of these things that went on inside your mind and every action was real. But the results of what was happening within that moment was not in favor. But a simple mind game turned into something far more dangerous. Watching the male appear inside the room. I turned to look at the other. I was holding my phone and I was undoing my shirt and bottoms* taemin.... *i speak and watched you standing there. I smile and rushed up to hug you from the back* is everything alright? *i felt the tenseness in your body and i watched you* why are you here so early? I was just about to call you.. in fact. I was going to send you something to intise you to come back home early
@kieran ᵖʳᵒᶜᵉˢˢⁱⁿᵍ... the fact that his love called for him and not the other even under the happening of that moment sat in his heart Kie wanted him but when the voice of the other Jungkook came into the phone his threats was not empty and the car stopped a mile away from the house Darden bull was family and mates and if Darden allowed that without so much as a fight he was going to be the dead twin taemin held his finger to his lips whispered some word and snapped his finger a portal split open before him and a tore open behind jungkook and without so much as a second thought he throw the other like a ing rage doll body and all into the bedroom mirror and the and the tri-colored eyes he had meant had hit the fan like jungkook hit the wall- he pulled draden up by the color and turned to voice to Jungkook with those tri-colored eyes " STAY DOWN OR I WILL WRIP YOU THE APART !!!!- / he spoke looking at jungkook will holding darden like the badest bully in school. -/ You better be playing games and still realize when it comes to MY MATE I"M NOT THE ONE TO WITH I WILL KILL YOU AND I DON"T GIVE A WHAT WHOLE YOU Crawl OUT OF TO COME BACK TO LIFE !
@taemin ᵛᵃᵐᵖⁱʳᵉ *i was and it was that i was flipped on my stomach and I flopped over the phone of the video. My face twisted in pure bliss as I dropped my head and a small laughter came from the other side the phone.* ahhh ta-taemin.. get here please. I want you. *i moaned on the other side the phone and the phone was picked up and thus jungkook came onto the phone* oh yes dear brother. Please come here to see your husband getting it on with his brother. Your cousin. *jungkook smiled and he pulled the phone so that way you could see it in your line of view. He leaned down and pressed his lips to the younger ones* seems like a 3sum is waiting to happen *jungkook spoke as his tongue came from his mouth and slid it into kie's mouth*
@kieran ᵖʳᵒᶜᵉˢˢⁱⁿᵍ... here me you transparent little of a brother I've been nice to you that fact that we shared mates for so long but you riding me like this and rubbing it in is going to do one of two things maybe three get you ed get Kie ed twice and your wife ed when i get home so keep talking darden I'll be the in 5 minutes if you can last that long you bottoming
@taemin ᵛᵃᵐᵖⁱʳᵉ *too much noise were being heard from the phone that I had my hand that were now being picked up and d to the headboard. Noises echoed that neither one of us heard your words of empty threats. I moaned and his monas overlapping your sounds and noises as I called out dardens name loud screaming it almost* don't worry, I'm going to make you forget about that husband of yours. taking you away from me. *he chuckled and a loud smack was heard and a yell from kie lips letting it echo within your ears*