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@ｔａｅｍｉｎ *I let out my frustration. In fact, i let it out there. I let what i was feeling there. yelling, cursing and crying all at the same time. I looked at my hand, the one you grabbed and slid down crouching with my back to the wall and sat down to keep myself from falling over. Coughing out my sobs, I held my hand to my head and held my knees to my chest.

Jimin who had seen the two having a moment, when he came back with drinks, he moved to let the two have a moment and shook his head not to get involved. since they needed to talk things through. he ended up going to pick up some of the children from their daycare/school.

Cai: *closes my eyes still in the same position as I was trying to calm down everything that was happening and was said I held around my knees firmly as i ended up falling asleep in position of head on my legs and legs pulled to my chest*

@ｃａｉ "Kai, please," I whispered, a tremor in my voice as tears welled up in my eyes. "Wait, Kai," I pleaded once more, but you continued moving, heading towards a different destination. Deep within, I sensed that you required time to process, to grapple with your emotions and make sense of them. More than anything, I recognized the pain etched across your face.

I understood that the hurt in your heart wasn't caused by me, yet it pained me to witness your suffering. In that moment, it felt as though all the love within me couldn't mend the anguish you were experiencing.

@ｔａｅｍｉｎ *looks at you and then looked at the hand you yet again grabbed. It was mainly you holding on, as my hand was just there caught in the grip. I pulled my hand back and sighed* I'm going to grab some fresh air. it's too thick in here. *says and moves to get some fresh air. But it was more that i needed to calm myself down. hissing and hands tightly balled into fists as i neared the exit and sighs before moving to hit at the wall* damn it!!!

@ｃａｉ That was not me it would never be me, the me that loves you. the pass me hurt you but it was not me and all but a few hours ago I was locked in the crib room i could not get out it was spelled i had to go throw all the spells in my head for months to figure out how i could get back to you Kai i miss you and i love you and i have been trying to get back to you if you are mad at me for not being there i understand but know i love you no that i am here now give me a chance not all things that you know now are lies but they where in a past life and that Taemin went for the past love but my heart is here with you and our children all of them you are and will always be my everything Kai / holds your hands

@ｔａｅｍｉｎ *hurt and pain hit when you started to use nicknames. I moved to punch you* don't you dare! you're not allowed to leave me for months. pull away from me for another and then come crawling back using those nicknames like everything is alright... You don't get-... *i put my finger to you but I moved and backed away* you didn't even come for me. You left... Out of everything. Everything, I've searched for you. But you were nowhere. .. I didn't feel you. You know how hard my heart broke?... Do you have any idea?!

*when you spoke about love I shook my head* taemin that wasn't love.. You left... How the hell am i to believe you?.... *your quickness, You pulled a flower to me and it was placed in my hand*

@ｃａｉ Kai, the person you've been observing and the one who has been absent exist in different realms of time. I understand your confusion and pain, but Kitten Appa is present now, reassuring you that everything is alright. Drawing you nearer and deeper into my heart, I've yearned for your presence throughout countless months, days, hours, minutes, and seconds. The separation felt like an eternity for someone immortal like me, almost as if existence itself would cease without the one I cherish the most.

Whether you wished to distance yourself or not, the passage of time since our parting made it unbearable for me to release you. I simply desired to embrace you tightly, ensuring you recognize the real me—the one you knew, the one who loves you. A gentle tear traced down my cheek as I gazed into your eyes, running my fingers across your soft, plump cheeks. In my touch, a rose materialized, a symbolic gesture of my love. It's me, my love. Can you not recognize your true mate? Placing the flower in your hand, I continued to caress your cheek, silently conveying the depth of my emotions.

@ｔａｅｍｉｎ *was mainly looking at the pictures more than really reading. I took and gave a breath. Deep as I looked more at the pictures* where on earth is that dude? *looks up at the doorway but looks back at the book* i'll give you one more minute before I leave. *turns the page and thus I moved to close the book and placed it down when i heard a voice. A familiar voice, I was frozen in time. Unable to move. It took a moment of your words before i dropped the book and turned towards you. Yep, it was you. You were there. It's been months since i've seen you. Since I've heard that voice. I raised a brow slightly at your words and i stood taller as you moved in closer. I blinked normally, but something much slower. Or that's what it felt like. When you made your way towards me, I went to step back. But why wasn't I moving? My body didn't correspond with what i was telling it to do. I saw the other reach for my hand and i blinked when you were able to pull it up to hold it to your chest. I growled low to myself from the touchings you gave. The feeling.... move damn it... but there were no movement happening*

@ｃａｉ So your reading mate the other said siting down the bag of food/ taking a deep breath and not knowing where to start he had missed the other very much while being locked away but mostly he had the children as company where oh where to start the other of him had done so much and released some very old secrets and played on those secrets if only to remove me from your timeline so he could have my mate / Kai, My love, something odd has happened and it has made you think the worse of me i will not say some things are not true but they are far in the past but know i would not leave you for another i love you far to much you must be able to see throw the past versions want to make you his own in some way but my love for you is timeless / he reached out and took the other hand and placed it on his heart

@ｔａｅｍｉｎ *moving around the rooms, speaking with jimin and seeing his belly growing and holds a hand to his belly* well congrats. You seem to be enjoying the time of being round again. You and malik should be proud to have so many and still coming. Jimin sighed and smiled* don't worry. You will be here to. *he walked the other to the lounge part of the home* Give it time cai. *i looked around not really wanting to hear much of what was going to be said. Jimin saw this and frowned and moved his hands* wait here. I'll get us some drinks. We need to kick this in the . *jimin said and moved to get up and walk out of the room* wait jimin... *but he was gone. I sighed and grabbed a magazine while I wait. Unknown another was on their way to the room as well*

@ｃａｉ Taemin had worked himself up to it and called up Cai there he was at the entrance of the area a nice meal from a nice korean spot focus on meats and sides which was one thing the other liked he had found a nice side area and want to talk to explain his time away and being lost in the baby crib dimension his past self had found a spell book and locked him inside with the kids and had been out and about pulling up past issues but it was nothing that remove him from the others side not even a past fling or old habits he was a family man with Cai and when he caught up with that past trickster he was going to bop him one and send his packing into a portal so he can go live out his life and find his way to you the right way indeed his idea was to cause trouble and some how send you running into his are he did worse and not better Taemin saw Cia and hoped the younger could tell the difference right away