(r) jimin

@「jimin」 ∴ human @「jeon jungkook」∴ human [] thank you so much for giving that link! Since this is more my surprise, and since times have changed… well, I’ll let you find out. : ) but ur right, past and present will either have to merge or not ]

[V A L E N T I N E ' S D A Y]

*today was the day. The day Jeongguk hated so much but also the day that defined his future. Who he was now. Now he had a body. Now he had someone he was in love with. And yet…nothing could erase the feeling this day made him feel. He snorted at his image. Red hair. Again. Those fangs. Yeah he was hella hot but it served as a reminder of the he did to his first victim. That human jimin. His original human roommate. The one that got away. So many names for that guy. Something he had re-enacted with the jimin in the private university alternate universe and the one he couldn’t help but reenact with anyone else he’d show up in a dream today for too long.*

*Then, for some odd reason? Nothing. Work was pain but he did smile weakly at his phone in between V hyung’s commands, yearning to see his love today. God he couldn’t wait to his baby daddy hard and passionate after all this was done. His smirk softened at the expressions and positions he could only imagine and those eyes that looked back into his promising the world and more. It helped him get through the night. On the couch in the multiverse, his resting spot, he was starting to fall asleep before the morning before he received a skull key. He preferred the cross but it was still nice though he wasn’t sure why his unofficial lover wanted to give him it. Some y times in some dungeon?*

*eventually after work again, he went exactly where he was called too and suddenly, everything felt right when jungkook offered him his living space. With passion and love, he accepted quickly, enjoyed kissing and hugging and well-Making love to jungkook probably in the kitchen and anywhere else he could get his hands on his lover. Until the human was most likely exhausted by the stamina the now incubus looking Jeongguk was in. He tried not to bother with the lingering doubt that his lover hasn’t seen him for who he was yet. Eventually right? Not today when everything’s so ing perfect right? Right. And yet that night it still hit him like a brick*

*right when jungkook fell asleep, jeongguk’s dream comprised of him when he was just a human jungkook wearing a lot of black as a college freshmen and the sophomore from that university named jimin who only wanted to love that human jungkook. Too bad that it wouldn’t happen. And so, Cheaters Day continued.*

—— [up to you how to rp it. Bc either way jungkook will experience all the emotions as jimin: jungkook is jimin or jungkook watches jimin and Jeongguk. If jimin isn’t rped here, I still have other plans dw
Trigger warning: mentions and actions containing r word ]

*maybe because of the distance Jungkook placed between him and jimin, jimin didn’t exactly /know/ much about Noona and probably assumed things. For example, no Noona didn’t hop between guy after guy while with human Jungkook. It was actually the complete opposite. Jungkook was practically the boy toy or side-chick. Aka the guy was eternally hoping that Noona would be obvious to everyone else about them two while trying to do everything for her. All while she had her own boyfriend. Even after jungkook learned the day he rushed in the fraternity and got into it that Noona didn’t break up with him like she said she did for him. He rushed in a fraternity to get closer to her so that was heart-breaking and yet they never stopped. There’s a lot more trauma surrounding it but at least Jungkook truly believed what she said in private. Afterall, their “first time” was “initiated” by Noona herself. Jungkook was a man; he couldn’t refuse something men die to get- even if he was never comfortable to do so. Especially after she pulled the “L” word on him. Coerced. Then realized how bad it was for him when Noona denied him pleasure until his body /needed/ her.*

*Trauma with a girl was different. Because yes, he was stronger than her. If he didn’t care for her, he could’ve easily flipped the roles. So was it as obviously bad as for example professor jungkook’s trauma with guys? Hell no. But how could a guy ever admit to himself he was a girl? It was nuanced in weird ways that ed him over emotionally and mentally. Because he trusted that woman even before they met in college. When he was a nerd in all sense of that word. Decided to go to that private university for his parents but also her. And the irony is up until Jeongguk found a slightly more stable love in professor jungkook, almost all his relationships up until that part started from that idea. Not even being an incubus and having that freedom stopped that vicious cycle when he fell for humans. It really goes to show jeongguk’s true value in himself was nonexistent for a long time.*

*so in a way, here he is re-enacting that scene when he finally broke. From when his favorite sorority Noona was finally straight with him. He snorted as he left that place to the frat party heartbroken. “Just a goody two shoes.” “Boring.” Everyone wants to have him but doesn’t want to date him? Then being a good boy, he’d be the exact image everyone wanted him to be. That bad boy. That . That jerk. And with that, he drank the rest of the night away in pain and anguish, gelling his hair up for the first time. To appear less innocent. Less pretty. Less like a flower boy. Grinding and flirting with girls. And what do you know, Noona was right. With alcohol in their system, their true inhibitions were left in shambles, revealing their true intentions when their boyfriend wasn’t around. Still, he went home drunk and after being blocked by that boyfriends. Before he eventually showed up drunk to his dorm and a possibly unsuspecting jimin.*

*jungkook smirks as his liquor breath hovered over jimin’s neck* cmon…don’t say that babe… *his fingers traveled across your body, being the he always wanted to be. Touching your body the way he always wanted those times when his homophobic self shoved you away violently in panic* look at you, you’re practically a girl except down here. Do you blush like a girl too? *he gripped your chin to turn to him and kiss him. All that skill with Noona suddenly was showing with you, overwhelming your senses as he ed his tongue into your lips, into your mouth.*

*when you followed his command so obediently he snorted* … *you could hear the sound of his pants before the feeling of leather wrapped around your wrists before being stripped bare* so eager for my , maybe I should make you my slave *he snickers as his hands travel lower* guess a wouldn’t need any . You’ll take all my whole huh *his eyes smirked as Jeongguk re-enacting this, cringed in apology. But at least the pain would be numbed to pleasure quickly thanks to Jeongguk. Jungkook slammed hard into the only hole he could find and furrowed his brows*

*god was it tight and felt so good. , without thinking and your hands already hooked above, he moved hard* ing……! *yet his pleasure couldn’t keep up. Why was this feeling so good. Damn he started to groan harder at the tight friction* …your hole..so…tight… *more s later, he got used to your body and hummed* what? Do guys not have a or somethin?! *and yet as soon as he said it, he smirked because your body responded to him accidentally finding your prostate. Lucky. Again.* there Hyung, from now on you’ll love and only me *his husky voice smiled into your red face as he ed in your prostate* look I’m giving you all my love you wanted, you love me- my ! My love is of your hole, Noona just like you wanted! Do you love me yet?! Tell me you love my hard outta everyone you ed!

@「 jeongguk 」∶ human ᵈᵉᵐᵒⁿ .
[so I couldn't really figure out what we were supposed to continue, but you mentioned valentines so here we go, The past Jimin, not present because that was more important, I believe? Here, link to previous rp -> https://www.roleplayrepublic.com/roleplay/view_page/407262/A/0/n-a--aurp-auroleplay-only-collegeau-uniau-selfpaced]

[V A L E N T I N E ' S D A Y]

*Jimin really wanted to believe that maybe you were the 'love' that would make your noona stop being a that jumps from one to another. He really wants that for you. He rarely asked, and you didn't share things about your relationship, but he could see how slowly change. How slowly the innocence disappears. How you started to feel more confident. His baby Kookie was growing up, and he just tried to support you. Be a good hyung. Good friend. If noona was making you happy but also distance you from him, then fine. He can't do anything to change that. Jimin could only be the best hyung, and be ready to pick you up.*

*Valentine's Day was just another day for him. He actually enjoyed it on his own because people were too busy celebrating, leaving a whole art studio for him, and he spent hours painting and drawing all on his own. He didn't mind that. You, on the other hand, were planning something. You were excited, babbling about it, and he asked all the right questions to hype you up. Seeing you so happy felt great. Your doe eyes lighting the entire room, the same doe eyes he painted later to remember forever.*

*What truly worried him was the lack of any text. You usually remembered to text him that you wouldn't be coming back, knowing he likes to worry and sleep badly without any information. He also had bad luck to run into your noona, and the guy she was with... he had a bad feeling, but you wouldn't let him stop you, so he couldn't only prepare for the worst.*

*Jimin curls in his bed, not sleeping. Waiting. He tried to distract himself with book, game, anything but he kept on loosing and rereading the same page over and over. Hours passed before he finally heard the door opening as you walk in. His heart seized when he saw the state you were. He didn't need to ask anything. His fears turned out to be real. * Kookie? What's wrong? *You were drunk, and your eyes had that dark glint in them, but he still reached out to you, when you moved closer, wrapping his arms around you, offering a comfort. Your questions were surprising, and the situation changed rather quickly when you pinned him down. He gazes over your face.*

I am not your noona. *Jimin says, breath hitching when you started to kiss his skin, head moving aside to give you access. He probably should have stopped you. This was dangerous territory that could potentially ruin the friendship, but he just couldn't. Even drunk, your kisses were nice, soft, and he just melts. How long he wanted you to do that?*

*He just followed, knowing that fighting will only worsen it. Even if you are about to him and pretending he was your noona, he couldn't really blame you. You were hurting and if using his body could make it bearable he shall let you. *

[Honestly kind of lost with the mix of presence and past, so I will end it here for now, and you can tell me what I should do. Because I am not sure how to mix it. I think I told you what Past Jimin would actually do and there wouldn't be any hate, but I think this was after you posted that so. How should we process?]