❍ slow chat

Oh those kinds are cute and I can always get behind a good nightly routine...* notices how tired you seem*
Well I'd like to think classic is best.
... oh you really seem like you need sleep. *sips the wine*
I actually enjoyed slime videos in 2019.

I usually like to put on youtube videos with mouth and hand sounds! Sometimes I like comforting roleplays like being pampered with makeup and skincare :>

It’s kinda classy to drink wine before bed heh

Oh? What kind of ASMR? I use Calm app if I really can't sleep.

Yeah the wine makes me feel just extra fuzzy and warm. *this being my 3rd glass*
I'm good after this though.

Yawns and rubs her eyes. I’m just listening to some asmr to wind down

Ooo the wine helped you relax… interesting :o

I'm a little sleepier but the wine helped let me relax my thoughts more. It was just some red wine. *looks over* well if you fall asleep on me I wouldn't be mad.

did you enjoy your wine?

it was good! i'm feeling sleepy now, so i'll be getting into bed

Yeah I'm definitely feeling that wind down.

How's your evening,?

late night?

Oof~ *hangs out with a glass of wine here*

pecks your jaw.
night, geon. thank you.

it's really strange how sometimes we think we have worked through things but our subconcious drags them back-- wrinkles his nose in mild distaste. well. i will sound like a broken record, but i am proud of you. and, just to being some kindness into this- i think i am a little proud of myself, too. talking is scary, even talking to you, no matter how easy, terrifies me constantly, but here i am. proud of us.

oh! very simple, a classic for a reason. i like how cutely you can decorate them. pokes your side again. after my partial crisis thanks to your kabedon video i have looked at too many clips, focused too much on your arms and i have been actively having to stop myself from biting your arms. i am, in fact, forcing myself not to use your bicep like a chew toy right now. ha.

No, I understand… up until recently I was really lonely… well you already know the story, so it’s also a fear of mine. I fear of the attachment and having to be left alone in the end but… -sighs- that’s also why I’m putting myself out here everyday… there’s no case in closing myself out to the world, it’s gonna hurt me on the long run

Ah… Christmas tree shaped ones, uh… sugar cookies? Butter cookies? Something like that
And yes, sure, what’s up?

yeah. i have- i have spent so much time alone that slowly allowing myself to care for others is bringing back all those stupid fears of falling back into loneliness. huffs out a soft laugh, shaking his head slightly. it's silly, really. i am combating it by doing- things like this. by watching people, by reminding myself that i am not fully alone anymore. this is way too depressing of a topic, weeeh.

ooh, what cookies did you get? i've been really craving gingerbread these days. i should get some soon, now that you mention them- gently pokes your side. wanna hear something silly but in a much nicer way than dumb dreams?

Mmh -nods, listening to you, moving one arm under my head, keeping the other on you- yeah I can see how that can be scary, the emptiness and all… not knowing…

-looks down at you, nodding again- yeah I have recurrent ones as well and they’re just as annoying. Something good? I went to this place that had homemade Christmas cookies and they were really good

it's really stupid. i sometimes have this dream where i'm just- floating in a really vast darkness. and it's technically not scary, but it always comes with this soul crushing and deeply upsetting sense of loneliness. the kind that claws its way into your heart and threatens to rip it out of your ribcage.
groans quietly, this one a little more displeased, and moved until he can partially drape himself across your chest; it allows him to prop his chin up, looking towards your face.
doesn't matter, it happens too often to bother me, but it still does sometimes. bleh. tell me a nice thing that has happened to you today.

Ah so a nightmare… mmh it’s okay…
Want to talk about it? No need to apologize
-hums and continues rubbing your back and sides to give some warmth-

i-- hm, at the risk of sounding like a baby- i don't want to go back to sleep 'cause i had a nightmare.
makes a face, thankfully hidden by his current position.
i will, in a bit. i just need a few more moments to compose myself, sorry.

-laughs and tilts my head back, nodding-
Mmh I guess I’m smarter than I thought…
Now try to get some more sleep, you need it…
We can continue talking later…

ah, yes. you're very much a master of manipulation. being snuggled by a handsome man, truly a cruel trap.
mumbles against the shoulder he has casually pressed his face up against, moving his own arms to both throw the blanket over you and lightly hug your torso.
this is nice.

It was honestly a a trap to have you sleep some more so I’m glad it worked
-holds you tight and rubs your arms over the blanket-

geon, you are literally the sweetest gift i could ask for right now.
shuffles over and, with a quiet groan, lowers himself onto the remaining couch space, pressing close and into your waiting arms.

-lays down on the couch and opens my arms-
Come here…

oh- oh. gingerly curls his fingers in the blanket's hem, tugging it tighter across his shoulders witb the smallest of smiles. ...yes, please?

-throws a fluffy blanket over your shoulders and covers your chest with the ends- need some snuggles?

shuffles over as told.

i hope you don’t get food poisoning :’)

it’s the inflated tube man asdfghjk

i took a risk w the food n it fought back