☖ soobin's room

@☀︎ choi soobin https://www.tiktok.com/@lazy_crawler/video/7437329096130039083

@☀︎ choi soobin https://i.imgur.com/nkWP32B.jpeg

me last week

@☀︎ choi soobin my hand was mindlessly searching and caressing the curvature of your neck that wasn’t pressed against the bed, offering soothing massage motions to both ease you and indulge in the ceaseless urge to always connect to you somehow physically, the sight of your dimples when you smiled never failed to feel like a reward to my eyes, my ruminations filled with variations of how beautiful you looked before my lips were moving again to speak. oh true, good observation. I can enjoy the knocked over tree in peace noww. mmnwhy cant we just stay like this forever.. i miss your company so much…

@☀︎ choi soobin that sight both crumbles and revives my heart ahhh my poor babyy id give you an endless ocean of ppoppos

@❀ yu jimin ᵏᵃʳⁱⁿᵃ https://64.media.tumblr.com/96842f0e1aca0b78703705408fc8680a/6b8f9b5d45da8d92-06/s1280x1920/64db733599c8e624e8cc677dcee9afe2f2033bcd.jpg

Id feel bad putting you through this oh gosh

@❀ yu jimin ᵏᵃʳⁱⁿᵃ https://64.media.tumblr.com/6b60e424f9ae77cfad34d87c945ca80f/625903a5f20d2064-ee/s1280x1920/7550b154be23ea9b88f6c480c5caaa07e0bb016c.jpg

Look like the ghost gave me up

@❀ yu jimin ᵏᵃʳⁱⁿᵃ Baldobabiii awwwwhhhh

@❀ yu jimin ᵏᵃʳⁱⁿᵃ Any chance to connect our lips felt valuable and gave way for the urgency to lean into the signaling gesture of your hold guiding my face, never tiring of the taste of your rosy tiers so pillowy against my own albeit one certainty i could always rely on were the notion of frivolity you held, contagious as it were, even when i simply descried the upturn of your mouth and flow of your laughter; my own variation were joining in before i heard the explanation. oh noo, at least it wasn’t from tree cruelty, it’s for erm.. tree resting place

@☀︎ choi soobin https://64.media.tumblr.com/813c2de3bfa7705e4cdfdd54824c2a0a/54df7443f57c3496-61/s1280x1920/4672994ce7d825add7941519791c3b95f4793cf4.jpg

@☀︎ choi soobin Like an automatic drawstring on cue of your lift up, my arms were latching around your neck to hold, not quite out of support necessity but because i enjoyed embracing you any opportunity i could, catching the resurface of your dimples triggered by your mirth had me succumbing to my endless urge to kiss you, gently gripping your chin and guiding your face to mine to press a firm kiss just before the press to my temple ensued and i found myself with squeezed shut lids before we made it to the bed which was when my grasp retracted and my eyes were back open and focused on you, the akward ease onto the bed from holding my brain with yours humoured in enough to break the silence with my laughter. Oh nooo a falling treeeee

@❀ yu jimin ᵏᵃʳⁱⁿᵃ Nothing felt more serene than witnessing you ease into my touch, especially in those rare moments when you’d let down your guard and embrace the softness of needing a little extra care, it was endlessly endearing as i chuckle softly at the whine that escapes you and without hesitation i lean in to rewire my arms to hug your waist and lift you into my arms with ease, feeling the weight of your body melt into mine, I press a tender kiss to your temple, my lips lingering for just a moment whilst my wandering steps carried us over to the stationed bedding, The quiet between us felt all encompassing, but i didn’t mind as i settled atop the bed; easing us onto our side just so that i could gander along your features as much as i desired to.

@☀︎ choi soobin Being on the receiving end of the comforting caress your hands always offered, the habit of resting my eyes for the mere moment of the gesture had formed long ago, but before i knew it i was blinking them open and fixing my stare on you just yet again, the lack of needing words to convey to you what i wanted or needed was a contributing factor to the smile that threatened to peel up against my lips but i managed to contain it as i instead let out a drawn out whining noise and extended my arms up much like a petulant child who wanted to be held would, offering a hum and shrug in response to the teo choice question.

@❀ yu jimin ᵏᵃʳⁱⁿᵃ Initially carding my digits through your tresses, once your head came in contact with my chest the very hand shifting through them halted In wholeheartedly caressing the back of your head, merely slanting my head forward and pressing a deeply held kiss atop your head. Aah, understood pfh. Come come, cuddles time then. Couch cuddles or bed cuddles?

@☀︎ choi soobin scrunches my mouth up against my nose while simultaneously inflating my cheeks with air, naturally sinking into your large frame when you came in close enough proximity, bobbing my head vertically in a nonverbal gesture of yes before planting my forehead against your chest and mumbling. meow.

@❀ yu jimin ᵏᵃʳⁱⁿᵃ Same difference ♥︎

@❀ yu jimin ᵏᵃʳⁱⁿᵃ Walks into your arms before patting atop your head. Knightyu is back from war now? Ugh amazing

@☀︎ choi soobin i mean i miss you ♡

@☀︎ choi soobin you ♡

@☀︎ choi soobin groans and holds my arms out.

@❀ yu jimin ᵏᵃʳⁱⁿᵃ Why not, its for a cute cause, i like cute causes you causes.. i know i know i just want it to be perfect, worrisome tendencies i guess, but it will be a mix of course

@❀ yu jimin ᵏᵃʳⁱⁿᵃ I’ll scoop up the pieces and build you a new one, careful piece by piece. Yea unfortunately… it’s alright, i’ll make sure you have a more relaxing time when i can. Yes yes it is, it’s like double chill mania, cuddles are always worth it.. o wait you said with it, errm. /presses my lips into a bread smile while i gander along your features.

@☀︎ choi soobin pfthh don’t sacrifice your sleep for it sillyyy! but ahh thats so cute hmph . I dont mind if you decorate it some too its should be a mix if both of us you knoww

@☀︎ choi soobin as cute as the sight of that sounds my heart would dissipate so no no no. Me too im getting rather exhausted with it by now hmnnn but its a it is what it is thing unfortunately. hehe is it?? Ok well strong cuddles are with it so it shouldn’t be too unbearableee. i love you and hate missing you, i will <3

@❀ yu jimin ᵏᵃʳⁱⁿᵃ right? I had to force myself to sleep else i wouldve spent a night on playing around with it, okay i’ll start then, it’s also decorating too,,, but im not sure how you’d want to so actually when you do you can change whatever ghe—

@❀ yu jimin ᵏᵃʳⁱⁿᵃ shhh dont tell me that ,,, you get a ticket to sugarcoat it or i’ll pout just as hard as a snackless aegi bear from the reality— okay.. i cant wait, ehah.. it’s like a right of passage to eat ice cream in the cold,, i love you, i dont like to miss you, do your best <B

@☀︎ choi soobin oooh yayy i cant wait this is gonna be so funn grrrr oh you can start adding to it now IF you wanted to in case you think you'll forget them before im free to join but if not thenn i cant wait to fiddle around with it with you baby

@☀︎ choi soobin me too but i dont know the when of it happening unfortunately mmnn i miss you too my bincess and the first thing we will do when im not busy is just that although ice cream in the cold hehe - but i loove you and miss you and am working hard not working hard <3

Mmmmnnnnn

@❀ yu jimin ᵏᵃʳⁱⁿᵃ So, I decided on a little program, it seems fun, i played around with it and chose 3 different templates id think would be nice and appease the aesthetic means- well anyways so its figma, ill add you to the little work station so whenever you’re freed up we can start on our adorable list. Although i have been thinking of even more things to add towards it

@❀ yu jimin ᵏᵃʳⁱⁿᵃ i hope schedules let up soon.. just talking about you makes me miss you even more, how cold it is does too.. we should be cuddled and sharing ice creams and candy.. tussling a little for who gets the last piece.. then melting against each other the rest of the time.. nnm-