- bedroom #1

@Luhan "I'll protect you, Luhan." the younger replies almost immediately to the former's statement, pressing foreword to peck the other's lips briefly, before pulling away only slightly to lean his forehead against the elder's. The cold facade that he entered the house with earlier was completely gone as he gently holds the older close when you gently flips the both over so that he is on top of the smaller boy, pressing him lightly against the mattress and holding him close, fearing that if he let go for a mere second, the boy would disappear. A small frown forms on his face, nuzzling into the other's affectionately, littering kisses here and there. "I won't let anyone hurt you, ever." Another peck. Sehun smiles softly against the skin, tangling his long legs between the elder's, wanting to rid of any space between them completely. "Even if it means I get hurt, it's worth it, if it means keeping you safe." He doesn't know where all these words are coming from, but he knows that they're definitely genuine. He's never been so determined on his words, and he's never promised anyone anything. Promises are always shallow and empty, he tells himself, but with Luhan, it's nothing shallow nor empty. Sehun sighs softly and contentedly, cupping the other's cheeks and making the elder meet his gaze, lip between his teeth as he thinks of what to say, but he's tongue-tied, not know what to do or say as he gets lost in the deep doe-like eyes for the nth time that evening. He opts for leaning down and kissing the other on the lips long and sweet instead, keeping his weight on his elbows on either side of Luhan, making sure his weight is evenly balanced, as not to squish the elder underneath him. It was cold earlier when he first woke up in this warehouse, but the warmth that Luhan shares with him is just perfect. He pulls the blanket over them and covers their bodies; protecting themselves and blocking themselves from the cruel world that's outside waiting for them. Sehun lets it pass and continues to kiss the other boy, his kisses adoring and loving.

o u o

@Sehun [S-H] ( it doesn't ; A ;
stop that right now ~ )

As he breathed in the scent of the younger's skin, he felt himself drift away as he could feel the hands on his waist, holding him in place. Even if he wanted to, he wouldn't be able to move. He was glued to Sehun, and it was definitely what he wanted at the moment. He could feel the latter's heart beating against his own chest and it somehow made him relax as he closed his eyes, listening to that sweet and calm melody. He was almost falling asleep before hearing the words coming out of the other's mouth. What did he mean? Luhan quickly turned completely red and kept hiding his face in the crook of Sehun's neck. He bit onto his bottom lip and took a deep breath before wrapping his arms around the boy's neck afterwards, pressing their bodies together, even more. He could feel his own heart beating faster and faster against his ribcage, knowing that it was because he was so close to the person he already loved more than himself. After a few seconds of trying to figure out what to say, he opened his lips and let out a shaky breath. ''I want more of you..'' he whispered, pressing his thin lips against the warm skin, trailing a few kisses all the way up to the younger's ear. Before pulling away completely, he sighed quietly and continued. ''You make me feel safe, S-Sehun-ah.. I want this feeling to stay.'' he added, finally pulling away so that his brown orbs could catch the latter's pale blue eyes. Once again, the words got stuck in his throat at the view. It was beautiful. More beautiful than all he had ever seen. Those eyes were the reason why he didn't want his life to end anymore. Even though he had lost his memory, completely, he still wanted to create new ones with Sehun. He was ready to give everything in his possession, to keep the boy close to him. ''I want you to protect me.. and never stop.'' he added, slowly shaking his head before closing his big doe eyes and pressing his lips against the other's. Without moving, he stayed like this for a while, only enjoying the warmth that he was feeling against his mouth. He loved every second of it. He didn't want this moment to end. ''Please..'' he mumbled under his breath, pressing his forehead against Sehun's.

@Luhan Sehun kept his eyes closed, nose slightly scrunched up as more soft moans left his lips with a hint of an urgent tone in it. His lips parted to release shaky, breathy calls of the elder's name as the latter kept his lips against the sensitive areas of Sehun's neck. He felt so vulnerable, so innocent under Luhan's ministrations, and he.. he wasn't complaining, because he also felt safe and secure, despite the fact that he shouldn't have felt that, since he was the one who has to protect his angel. His heart was hammering against his chest and he closed his eyes, letting Luhan do what he wanted, and his hand searched blindly for the smaller boy's hand, lacing their fingers together. Multiple shivers ran down his spine as he felt Luhan's soft lips press under his ear, and he had to shut his lips to stifle a soft moan, feeling the lilac-haired boy's breath ghost over the sides of his face, and at this, his other hand trailed up to rest on Luhan's waist, keeping him close, as if the elder was going to be taken away from him if he loosens his hold on him even in the slightest. He doesn't want to let go Luhan, he has no one but Luhan. He snapped out of his reverie for what seemed like the nth time that day, when Luhan calls him, his eyes opening and a faint smile stretching his lip as the he sees the other snug on top of him. It made his heart swell, knowing that the other felt comfortable around him, and though it will take some time getting used to such skinship as they're doing right now, he sees himself happy with Luhan in the future, he sees himself protecting the elder from the evil people loitering around the world, he sees himself loving Luhan for an eternity.

He feels his breath get caught in his throat as the other locks eyes with his, the deep-brown, doe-like eyes penetrating his light-colored eyes, which compared to his life's past, now lightened and softened ever since he laid eyes on the angel. Sehun's eyelids dropped slightly to a close when he feels the soft, gentle lips brush against his, his hand giving the other's a small squeeze as he leans up to press their lips together for a minuscule fraction of a second. He listened attentively to Luhan's words, slowly widening his eyes at the last part of the elder's words, feeling his lung empty of oxygen for a quick second, before looking up at Luhan, whose head is now tucked into the younger's neck, making the latter shiver a bit. "What do you mean, Luhan?" he asks softly into the air, gaze locked on the pattern the lilac hair on the top of Luhan's hair was going.

(I'M SO SORRY iT OMG)

*wanting you.. so badly


[excuse my stupid mistakes
in this reply sdhfjkh ; A ;]

@Sehun [S-H] Seeing how Sehun fell on his back on the bed, the older followed him without hesitating. He let the other's hands guide him and fell on top of the tall figure he loved so much. In his arms, he felt like if everything was possible. He didn't want to move away, he didn't want to lose the warmth that was now all around him. Even though it was barely loud enough, Luhan swore he heard a soft moan coming out of the boy's mouth, which made him smile lightly to himself. He continued brushing his pinkish lips against the soft spot, right under Sehun's ear. He wanted to hear more of his voice, his moans. He loved it for some reasons, and didn't want to hear anything else. It sounded perfect to his ears. The moment he was living in right now was probably his favourite one, ever. Never would he regret it, and whatever would end up happening next, he would probably be thankful for it as well. The feelings he was feeling towards the younger were undescribable and he simply wanted to experience more about what is love. He wanted to be sure about why his heart was beating so fast, why his knees were feeling so weak and why he was feeling so flustered around the other. Everything about him seemed flawless and he simply couldn't find anything wrong about his appearance and personality. For now, Sehun was definitely a perfect human being to the deer-like boy's eyes. He couldn't ask for anything more, he had everything he wanted right in front of him.

He lowered one of his hands to the boy's chest, clinging onto his shirt to try and get him to stay there for as long as he'd need to. He didn't want the younger to go anywhere, because he felt at ease on top of him, stuck in his slim yet strong arms. ''S- Sehun..'' he whispered, lifting his head up a little so that he could be closer to his ear. His breathing was brushing against the other's skin before he could say anything else. ''I.. I really like you.'' he said, under his breath as he started kissing the blue eyed boy's ear. He didn't really know what he was doing, but he found himself enjoying it, a lot more than he probably should've. He pulled away for a few seconds, wanting to stare into these beautiful blue orbs that were so close to his face. He felt some shocks inside of him as these beautifuls eyes were looking back at him. He simply didn't know how someone could look that beautiful, even in the dark. He leaned slightly closer, enough for both of their lips to brush against one another, and closed his eyes, breathing in deeply. ''I never.. felt like this before. I- It's weird.'' he whispered, letting himself fall a bit more onto the other's body. He lowered his head and nuzzled in the crook of Sehun's neck, breathing against his pale white skin. ''W- why do I feel like wanting.. so badly?'' he asked, in a quiet and hushed voice.

@Luhan (It's not stupid ;; Nothing's stupid but HunHan being so freaking puurfect, k?)

Disbelief swept through Sehun at the other's response. It was so surprising and unexpected for Sehun, and he never imagined how he would react if Luhan actually did like him. All he thought about was being rejected by this beautiful boy, knowing that there was no way that someone as perfect as the smaller boy would return his feelings. Those words proved him otherwise, and unlike some people's empty words and promises, Luhan's tone had sincerity in them, making the younger's heart swell at the fact that this wasn't a dream. Feeling lips on his neck, he snapped out of his reverie, and breathed out shakily. People didn't know it, but his neck was sensitive, and his poker face didn't give that away, for he would just glare at the person who dares come near his neck. The barely-there pecks that Luhan's lips deliver to his skin made him tremble slightly, fingers coming up to cling themselves onto the fabric of the elder's shirt. Closing his eyes, Sehun laid down on the Chinese boy's bed, hugging the latter close to him. He's still trying to get the fact that Luhan like him back, around his head, and at the same time, accidentally letting out a soft moan.

His eyes snapped open, and his pale cheeks was painted with a bright red tint at the sound he just made. Sehun wanted the bed to swallow him up whole, and he hoped that the other didn't hear him, because that would be so embarrassing. He keeps his eyes closed, refusing to open them, and refusing to admit to the fact that his innocent and unexperienced side had come out to play around. He bit his lip, trying to maintain his breathing. It became a chore, breathing, to have Luhan at such a close proximity, and he feels as if his heart was about to give out on him any second due to the excessive, non-stop beating of it. The sound of his name flowing out of Luhan's pouty lips was so melodious, and he wanted to hear it again, but he knew it would bother Luhan, most likely. All kinds of different thoughts ran through his mind, and they were all related to Luhan. Everything else from before Luhan were thrown off, and he feels his head spin with these thoughts, although these thoughts aren't bad.

@Sehun [S-H] ''I- I like you too.. Sehun.'' he breathed, blushing lightly before lifting his head up a little to reach the blonde boy's neck. He pressed light kisses on the pale skin, closing his eyes a second time to try and feel as if everything was still perfect, just like when they kissed a few seconds earlier. He almost wanted to say it out loud. 'I love you.' these three words, they were stuck in Luhan's throat and he knew that one day, he'd end up saying them to the other. He didn't feel like having anyone else, because right now, the only person he wanted to see was Sehun.

[2/2
omg. sorry it .
fhdgjk kinda. i just
got back home and..
ugh, brain is stupid.]

@Sehun [S-H] Once again, his name was heard and shivers were running everywhere on his slim body. He closed his eyes and parted his lips, slowly. Before he could say anything else, he felt some pressure against his mouth, and that's when he realized that Sehun's lips were on his. He didn't have the time to think of anything else, he simply pulled the boy's head even closer, so that he could be able to kiss him even more passionately. It all felt too good to be true and Luhan started wondering if he was really living or if he was stuck in a dream, a beautiful one. His body got pulled closer to the other's and a muffled moan came out of his mouth at the touch. He didn't want to pull away from the boy's embrace, he loved it too much. He wanted it continue forever, if that was even possible. Nothing else existed around them, it was only him, and Sehun. Both of their hearts were beating faster and it was easy for them to notice it. Wanting to deepen the moment, the older softly passed his hand in the pale eyed boy's hair, slightly pulling on it as he did so. He loved everything about the other male, he couldn't find a single thing wrong about him. The kiss was magical, the touch was comforting and everything else that Sehun did was breath taking.

The moment they pulled away to try and breathe correctly, the doe eyed boy blinked a few times as their foreheads were pressed against one another. He could clearly see into the younger's eyes and he felt himself melt inside as he saw the blue orbs from even closer. Next thing he knew, the lips he enjoyed kissing so much were placed on his forehead before he could feel his head being gently pulled against Sehun's chest. He wasn't able to say anything, neither do anything. He simply nuzzled even closer into the other's chest and closed his eyes, clinging onto his shirt as he tried to get more comfortable. The words he heard next were enough to make his heart stop. His eyelids flew open and he gasped a little before taking a deep breath.[1/2]

@Luhan When Luhan asked the younger to say the former's name, Sehun was slightly confused as to why, but mostly because he can't register what was being said, only the way Luhan's lips was brushing against his, sending his heart into overdrive, and a small shaky breath leaves his lips and ghosts over Luhan's. "Luhan." he says with a more soft, yet firm tone to it, as if he's experimenting how the beautiful name sounds as it rolls off his tongue. After repeating the elder's name twice, he couldn't help it anymore. The close proximity was enough, and he was pretty sure his heart was beating about 500 miles per hour. It might be exaggerated, but it was true. The hand the was supporting him trembled slightly, feeling them turn into jelly, and that causes his lips to press firmly against Luhan's, and he feels like a dam inside of him had broke, like all of the butterflies have ran loose and flailing wildly, and his heart started beating even more rapidly, if that was even possible. His eyes closed and he doesn't pull away, though he does find it weird to be only sitting there with lips literally on Luhan's not moving (it sent his heart soaring, still), and his hands travelled up the expanse of the Chinese boy's back to pull him even closer, parting his lips in slight to move his lips against Luhan's, a soft, breathy, contented sigh leaving his lips into Luhan's slightly parted ones. He couldn't believe that the other was doing nothing to stop him, as if he wants the younger to continue. The mere chance that Luhan would like him back slightly increased, since the elder didn't push him away, and knowing that fact, Sehun's heart felt even more at ease as he kisses Luhan softly, pulling away only slightly after a few minutes when his lungs started screaming at him for a refill of oxygen. He leaned his forehead against Luhan's, panting softly.

He doesn't know what coerced inside him to be able to muster up such a brave action, but somehow, he felt even more confident. He doesn't know why, but he doesn't really care. All he cared about was that Luhan was so close to him (he blushed at the thought of the Chinese boy being able to hear the sound of his erratic heart beating against his chest), he cared that Luhan might not have went through the best childhood, losing his memory. He cares for Luhan, full stop. Not being able to comprehend all these mixture of emotions and feelings, Sehun closed his eyes and kissed the other on the forehead affectionately, trying to portray the love he had grown to have for the smaller boy through his actions. Sehun never really was good with his words. He always believed that 'actions speak louder than your words', and he abode to that statement. The younger caressed the back of Luhan's head and pulled it towards his chest, letting the latter lay on it. "Luhan, joahaeyo." he whispers, resting his chin atop the said boy's head.

@Sehun [S-H] As he felt his hand being lifted up, Luhan slowly started blinking before he could lift his head up a little and stare at the boy that was now placing soft kisses on each one of his fingers. His pinkish lips parted as he started feeling his blood rushing faster inside of him. His heart was almost beating as fast as lightning when his palm was kissed. These feelings were all so unknown to him and what what was happening somehow felt good. He didn't want the other's lips to leave his hand. He wanted to keep them glued to him forever, because that feeling was probably the best feeling he had felt since forever. He ended up caressing the younger's cheek as his hand was placed there, and he didn't know if he was doing it right or not, he just seemed to be enjoying the warmth of the skin he was gently touching. The curving of the boy's lips was something beautiful to the older's eyes and he didn't want to looks anywhere else. He spent a few seconds smiling to himself as he could feel that Sehun was enjoying it as much as he was but as soon as their eyes met once again, both of them blushed. It wasn't awkward though, because Luhan could still feel his heartbeat racing inside of his ribcage and if something else happened, he knew that it would definitely come out of his chest at any moment now.

Next thing he knew, their bodies seemed to be getting closer as the seconds passed, not that he had a problem with it, he simply didn't know how to react to how close they were. He could feel the other's breath on his own lips and he lowered his eyesight to look at the well defined mouth that belonged to Sehun. The pink and plump lips seemed to be calling him and just as he thought, the younger spoke up and said his name in a whisper. Shivers ran through his body as he heard the voice he loved hearing so much. His name sounded better when it came out of the latter's mouth, it just sounded so good and he wanted to hear it again. Slowly, the deer-like boy brought his other hand up to cup Sehun's face and blinked cutely, staring into his gaze. ''S- Say my name again.. please.'' he breathed, barely loud enough. He kept his eyesight glued on the younger, as if there was nothing else that existed around him. He felt numb, but yet he could feel shocks running through his body, only by thinking of their lips meeting for a kiss. He knew that it would probably end up happening, and he didn't have a problem with it, not at all. He could see both of their faces being much more closer and it made his limbs feel weaker as he held onto the precious face of the boy in front of him. ''Please.. I want to hear your voice again.'' he added in a soft whisper as he leaned a bit more closer. Their lips were slightly brushing against each other, but it wasn't a kiss yet, it still felt amazing to Luhan thought. He didn't want this moment to ever end, it seemed to perfect to even be true. He felt lucky for having the chance to live such a beautiful thing. He felt lucky for being with Sehun and for feeling his breath against his skin. He wanted to love the boy, and he kept hoping that the other would end up loving him as well even if it probably sounded greedy. He had never wanted anyone as much as he wanted the blue eyed boy.

@Luhan Sehun felt his cheek's tint of red go even redder if possible at the sound of the smaller boy's moan as his lips brushed against the pale skin, and he bites his lip, nuzzling his head into the other's neck to hide his reddening cheeks. He's not going to admit it out loudly, but the sound of Luhan's moan meeting his ears was just heavenly and melodious. It stirred an unknown feeling inside him though, and he doesn't know what it was, and pushed it away, knowing that it's just going to fuel up the feelings that he's starting to feel for Luhan. Love. It was probably that.. But then again, he can't be too sure. He doesn't know what love is. He doesn't know what it feels. He doesn't know what to do. If there was so much as a minuscule fraction that he's not the only one having these feelings, but Luhan, too, then maybe, just maybe, Luhan can help him experience what 'love' is. People around him say it's an amazing feeling; to be loved by someone, and to love someone. It's not all happiness and sunshines, though, that, he knew. From all the secrets he had heard from people, the majority was pain-filled revelations of how heartbreaking one's love can be for another. Maybe it's because of this Sehun was afraid to fall.

Feeling a gentle finger on his lips, the corner of Sehun's lip curl up, and a small frown pushed down at his eyebrows when he felt it leave, lips puckering a bit. Opening his eyes, he looks up at Luhan through his lashes, and wraps his hand around the said boy's wrist, bringing the smaller hand up to his lips and kissing the tips of the nimble fingers gently. Spreading the fingers that belonged to Luhan, Sehun closed his eyes and pressed a kiss on the elder's palm, humming softly against the soft surface of skin. He then moved the hand to cup his own cheek, leaning into it with a soft, contented smile. It hurts, to smile so much in one day after years of blotting it away, but Sehun had to admit, it did feel nice to be able to smile again. The feeling of his lips curling up and stretching was such a nice feeling, and he wondered why he noticed that now. And having smiled on behalf of Luhan was even better.

Reopening his eyes, Sehun finds the Chinese boy staring at him, and his heart jumped. Not in fright, though, but it jumped at the feeling of surprise. Heat filled his cheeks for the nth time that day, and he cursed his pale complexion for giving the red tint away. He tries to look away because it was embarrassing to have such a dark red color painting his cheeks, but he couldn't find himself to do so. Instead, his eyes penetrated into the elder's doe-like eyes, and his heart raced, mind spinning, but in a good way. As if his body had a mind of its own, it slowly leaned towards Luhan's, face inching towards the other's, until their lips were millimeters apart. Sehun feels his heartbeat's pace increase even more, and his warm breath ghosts over Luhan's as he whispers the said boy's name, his eyes closing. He paused, not pressing his lips firm against the other's, as he was scared. He doesn't know if Luhan wanted this. He doesn't even know if Luhan loves him back. Yes. Love. Having such close proximity to the other made his heart flail wildly, and he couldn't control it.

@Sehun [S-H] Not really knowing why, Luhan found himself believing the other's promise. Something inside of him told him that the boy was sincere, that he wouldn't leave. And because of this, the older somehow felt even more secure. He knew that his life was probably starting to have a meaning since he had met with Sehun, only a few minutes ago. He found it kind of weird for him to be attached to the younger without even knowing anything about him. But he couldn't help himself, he was attracted towards the boy. Not only because of his beautiful physic appearance, but because of the way he spoke. The way his voice was so soothing with every single word he said. The way his touches made Luhan's body flutter and his cheeks blush. He knew that the other was different, that he wasn't like everyone. He knew that he'd be safe with him, and he believed that he'd find a reason to smile more often with him by his side. He still had to discover a lot about his new born interest, but he wouldn't mind waiting. He'd do anything if it came to Sehun, because obviously, this was probably love at first sight that he was feeling at the moment.

A new life. That's what he wanted to start living, starting from now. He wanted to be able to spend all of his days with the person that was by his side at the moment. He wanted to be able to smile, a brightful smile without having to fake it. He wanted to be happy, was that too much to ask for? Even though everything around them seemed lifeless and disgusting, he knew that there was still hope to be happy somewhere. And it was all because of Sehun. The lips that brushed against his neck made him shiver and he closed his eyes, letting out a very quiet and short moan. His cheeks quickly heated up as he realized what he had just did and automatically nuzzled his face in the crook of the other's neck. Embarassed. He was embarassed for letting the taller one know that he had somehow enjoyed that sensation. It was all new to him and he didn't know why he felt this way when he felt these sweet lips against his pale skin.

After a few minutes of being comforable in the latter's arms, Luhan pulled away slowly and stayed frozen as he stared into the pale blue eyes that were all he could look at right now. He lost himself in them, again, not being able to keep his feet glued to earth. He was completely lost in his thoughts as he tried to think about what it could be to have Sehun next to him forever. What it could be like to have someone like the boy to protect him, whenever things happened. He wanted to know how it felt to kiss the other's lips, even though he had never really kissed someone before. He wanted to know what it felt like with Sehun, and only him. No one else. He was amazed by the younger one and he simply wanted to get to know more about him. He unconsciously lifted one of his hands up and passed a finger on the boy's lower lip, shivering slightly as he felt how soft it was. Flustered, he quickly looked away and placed his hand back on his lap. He didn't know what to say for his defense, he didn't know what to do to hide how nervous and shy he was. He only knew one thing though, and as he turned his head to look back into the eyes that he loved so much, he knew that he wasn't able to spend more than a second without looking at the other male.

@Luhan "I won't." Sehun whispered softly against the milky skin of the other's neck, his lips brushing against it gently, closing his eyes at the feeling of Luhan winding his arms around the younger's torso. "I won't leave you. I'll protect you, I promise." he says, lifting his head from the elder's shoulder and locking gazes with the other's. His light-colored eyes held genuine sincerity in them. He was never one to make promises, as he found them hollow and always empty, and he always gets this pang in his heart every time he disappoints someone by breaking the promises. This time is different. Really different. This time, his promise had bite to it. There was something about having to promise Luhan this, that Sehun wants to fulfill it and not break it. He doesn't want to break this promise to Luhan. He's not quite sure what he's doing, finding himself fascinated about this boy, but he couldn't himself. The ticking minutes on the clock spent with Luhan was well spent, he concludes, laying his head back on Luhan's shoulder and closing his eyes, not before pressing his lips against the Chinese boy's cute, button nose. Cheeks flaring, he kept his eyes shut, stifling himself of smiling stupidly.

Life would never fail to make you miserable, if you were to be in Sehun's shoes and experienced what he did before being taken here. Bullied every single day for being different, for being smart, for being too perfect, completely not in a vain way. Jealousy was the main concept in his school. Especially when it came to his senior, Shin Tae Hyun, who completely despised Sehun for being the main attraction, even if it wasn't intentional. He made it his mission for the younger's life in school hell, and that's what Sehun got. But that's a different story to be told a different time.

Skipping a few years forward, Sehun had completely strayed away from social groups, and all the only genuine friends he had, the people that accepted him, they left him. Of course, it wasn't intentional though, yet there's still that sting. Sehun became so quiet that people had spilled numerous secrets out to him, thinking he was a mute. After years off suffering, he used the information he had and manipulated people that hurt him the most. He wanted them to feel the pain he experienced. Soon, it wasn't just the people who had hurt him, but every single person who angered him for one small reason. To be affectionate with a stranger like Luhan, and making promises like he did, was completely perplexed to him, but that was pushed to the back of his head and left there, the thoughts of Luhan, Luhan, Luhan evading the rest. It's a completely new experience for Sehun after a long time, but he concludes that he.. he likes this feeling. He likes the feeling of his heart fluttering against his chest, heartbeat rate increasing, and mind overwhelmed with positivity, flushing out all the negativity with just one thought of Luhan.

@Sehun Feeling lips pressing against his cheek made Luhan's eyes widen even more, as he lifted his head to look at the other. His mouth was half opened, as if he didn't realize what had just happened. It wasn't a real kiss, on the lips, but for him, it was something big. He stood speechless for a few minutes, looking into the younger's beautiful and unique eyes. He didn't know what to say, but instead of saying anything, his attention was quickly drawn back to Sehun's pinkish lips. The words he heard went right through his chest, hitting his heart like an arrow. His cheeks blushed lightly and he lowered his head for the nth time, feeling shy, as always. They were now so close, which made the older smile to himself, without really showing it that much. He had a protector now, he couldn't ask for anything more. Everything was stuck in his throat, he didn't find the courage to say what he wanted to say. He simply enjoyed feeling the tall boy's head, leaning against his shoulder. He loved his warmth, he loved his presence, he loved his everything. Deep inside, Luhan liked him a lot, but he didn't know about it yet. His feelings were still hiding somewhere inside of him and it would probably take a few days, maybe weeks, before he'd get the chance to know how his heart really feels towards the younger.

His hand slowly let go of the other's, only to put itself on Sehun's back. Both of the older's hands were placed on the boy's back, holding on to his shirt, tightly. The gap inbetween their bodies was almost gone, making Luhan's heart race as fast as lightning. He closed his eyes and kept hoping that the other wouldn't feel it, since it was probably a weird thing to happen. They didn't know each other. The little deer knew nothing about the handsome boy in front of him. But he still wanted to stay that close to him, and never leave his side. He needed Sehun. He needed him like he needed air to breathe. That's the only thing he knew. ''Nae.. please stay with me.'' he finally whispered, after a few long minutes of staying quiet. He managed to move even closer, closing the gap inbetween them, completely. He was leaning against the boy's body as much as he could, finding relief and warmth as he did so. He squeezed his eyelids shut, frowning lightly as he took a deep breath. With a shaky and barely loud enough voice, something came out of his mouth. ''Please never leave me.''

@Luhan (Guess who's back from her busy schedules? ;;)

The younger smiled softly as the other boy tightened his grip around his neck, feeling their bodies hug each other perfectly, as if they were a puzzle piece made to fit with each other. He'd just met the boy, but he felt like he could tell him anything despite the minuscule amount of words exchanged between the two. He enjoyed the silence that they shared. It wasn't awkward at all, but more of a comfortable silence that calmed his heart as he held the elder. The silence was broken a few minutes later, and words flowed out of Luhan's mouth, sending a weird fluttery feeling in Sehun's heart, a red hue painting his cheeks as he smiled at the smaller boy, nodding. "I'm glad you're my room, too." he said softly, sincerity in his voice. The boys he saw earlier might look nice, but looks can be deceiving, and Sehun, for one, knew that. Having someone innocent as Luhan as his roommate not only gives him the ease to sleep with no difficulty at night without worrying about someone killing him, plus, he can also protect Luhan. The last part made another smile ghost over his thing lips.

He was snapped out of his thoughts as Luhan's nimble fingers laced between his, feeling tingles run up his arm at the contact, squeezing the smaller hand gently as the younger says that he feels better. Luhan's lip was caught between his teeth, and Sehun resisted the urge to kiss those soft lips, his resistance breaking a bit as he leans down to press his lips against the boy's soft cheek, before resting his chin on top of the elder's shoulder, a smile playing his lips. "I'm glad to hear that." he says softly into Luhan's ear, nodding as he closes his eyes and enjoyed the warmth radiating off the elder's small body. "I'll protect you from them." he thought, unaware that he had said out his thoughts.

@Sehun As soon as he felt the other's arms wrapped around his small body, the oler closed his eyes. He wanted himself to believe that nothing could hurt him right now, that he was secure in the boy's arms. He almost felt invincible as he was so close to Sehun. He had never felt so good, but being with the younger made him feel different. He felt like if he could go touch the stars and come back to earth. He could only think of such things when he was close to the other boy, because only him could make him feel this way. He tightened his grip around the younger's neck, wanting to be even closer to him -if that's even possible. His heart was beating quickly, but he simply couldn't slow it down. He was happy, for once. It was all because of Sehun, nothing or no one else.

After a few long minutes of being glued to his angel, Luhan pulled away slowly and stared into those beautiful eyes he loved so much. ''I- I'm glad you're my roommate.'' he admitted, lowering his head as a soft blush appeared on his cheeks. He had to say it, because he really thought it was true. He got lucky enough to get Sehun as his roommate, he simply couldn't ask for more. It was like if he went to heaven and left what seemed to be hell. Even though people were dying everywhere, the lavender haired boy couldn't seem to think about these kinds of things.

He hesitantly took one of the boy's hands, intertwining their fingers as he looked at their linked hands, blinking slowly. It was like if he was discovering the other male, biting his lower lip as he did so. Sehun's hands were bigger than his, even though his fingers were as skinny. He loved touching it, he loved everything about the younger. When he lifted his head up to finally glance at the handsome boy, he smiled lightly. ''I feel better now that I have you.'' he managed to say, without stuttering. He bit his lower lip afterwards, knowing that he probably sounded weird or something. But he didn't care, he was being honest. He really hoped the other would never leave him, since he was the only one to make him feel like if he was still alive.

[that's crappy.
I love you though.]

@Luhan (*kicks you*
WTF DO YOU MEAN YOUR REPLY WAS BAD
You know what?
FAK U.)

''Y- Your eyes..'' Luhan had called out, sitting up, and Sehun would be lying if he said he didn't brace himself by holding his breath, because he admits, hearing people talk about his eyes is slightly a weak subject for him, and especially if it was the beautiful boy beside him doing it, with his beautiful eyes that makes the younger boy almost cower in shame. The next words that flowed out of the elder's voice however, took Sehun by surprise, his mouth opening in shock, breath caught in his throat as he blinked at the elder. He wasn't expecting those words to come out of the Chinese boy's lips at all. He thought the worst, like usual, thinking the boy would push him away and sneer at him for having hideous eyes. Sehun could feel his heart pound away against his rib cage and he hoped Luhan couldn't hear it. He could but stare at the epotome of perfection in front of him, and he keeps wondering why he thought that way about Sehun, when it wasn't even close, or so Sehun thought. He guesses that the silence was good, since Luhan was slowly calming down, and something formed on his face that took the younger's breath away.

A smile.

The stretching of his lips and the small crinkles made under his eyes was just.. amazing to see. Sehun's head blanked out of thoughts, and was filled with the boy's image instead, and if it was possible, his heart thumped against his chest even harder. It was a small smile, but it was just heart-stopping for Sehun. When he felt the elder move closer to where he was sitting, he didn't have time to register when the boy wrapped his arms around his neck and bury his head into it. A barely audible gasp left Sehun's lips because the boy was close. Too close, and it's making the younger's heart go on overdrive, not knowing what to do since he's never felt this way being hugged by someone before. Knowing the boy would appreciate someone to comfort him, he wrapped his slender arms around the boy's waist and pulled his close, resting his head against the elder's shoulder, a smile ghosting over his thin lips.

(I am so angry ;;
I typed long- earlier on, but I forgot to click post message and closed out the tab. I didn't know until now because right after the message, I had to go take my medicine and sleep. /shoots myself)

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@Sehun [Don't be sorry, it was amazing.
I spazzed because. because.. hunhan omg ;A;]

As soon as he felt some hands cupping his face, Luhan closed his eyes, letting one last tear falling on his cheek. He took a deep breath and tried his best to enjoy what was happening. The boy's soft and careful touch was making his heart shiver inside of his chest. What was this all about? His tears were quickly wiped away and his eyelids flew open so that he could stare at the beautiful figure that was sitting next to him. Sehun was already making him feel better and they had only met each other for about an hour or so. Was a miracle happening? The older didn't know, but he loved to think that the other boy was his miracle, his own little miracle. He blinked once and noticed how beautiful the color of the younger's eyes was. A small gap appeared in between his lips before he straightened up, still while staring into the other's green orbs. ''Y- Your eyes..'' he muttered, biting his lower lip afterwards. He was losing himself as he looked at Sehun, it seemed too beautiful to be true. He had never seen someone with eyes as mesmerizing as the one who was sitting in front of him at that moment. ''They're.. beautiful.'' he admitted with his sweet and innocent voice.

After a few seconds of staring at the other male, Luhan lowered his head and played with his hands, nervously. He didn't know what to do now that he had stopped crying. He was still embarassed though, since he was probably older than the boy next to him, and he was the one who had been crying like a kid. He shook his head, slowly, wanting to get rid of all his negative thoughts. As his breathing was starting to get normal, once again, a barely noticeable smile appeared on his lips. He knew that it was probably not the time for him to smile, but he couldn't help it. Sehun's presence was something he wanted to have by his side forever. He didn't want to lose him, he appreciated him too much for this to happen. Without really realizing what he was doing, he moved closer and wrapped his slim arms around the boy's neck, nuzzling his head in his neck. He wanted comfort and that was the only way he could get it.

Luhan was falling for Sehun. There was no doubts about it, he was falling for him.

[my reply .
dhjjfd my brain decided to be stupid.]

@Luhan Sehun noticed the elder's cheeks were still damp, and being the Sehun that he was, he moved closer and cupped the elder's soft cheeks, almost flinching at the small shocks that were sent up his arm. Sending the younger a small, reassuring smile, he started to wipe the tears away gently with the pads of his thumbs, eyes turning into crescents at how fast his heart rate was starting to increase, just by this little action with Luhan. He doesn't know what was happening, feeling the connection between them grow stronger by the second. He doesn't know whether to be happy to find someone that makes him smile in this worn-down house, or to be scared because it's happening so quickly. It's making his mind whirl in a good and bad way, but since it's Luhan, he decided to ignore the bad, and lean towards the good, because Sehun could see in his eyes that Luhan is just an innocent boy who didn't deserve to be in some tattered place like this, with people who are most likely going to kill him (excluding Sehun and himself). He didn't deserve to be in a cruel environment, like the very area the house was located at. Those tears that fell out of those beautiful eyes, they were too precious. Luhan was precious, and in the very moment, Sehun quietly vowed to himself to protect Luhan at all cost, even if it does mean having to sacrifice his own life to do so. It was a cruel world, really. Everything bad happens to the good, and everything good happens to the bad. It just wasn't fair, Sehun had thought numerous times before to himself.

He blinked as his eyes stared deep into Luhan's normal brown eyes, unlike his unusual ones, which are light green. He didn't like knowing that he was different from everyone else, and because he'd get bullied often for it. Silence over took him as they tortured him back then, pushing, shoving, and that's when he turned silent. He turned into a cold person, silent, but trust worthy of secrets. Closing his eyes and re-opening them again, the younger Korean boy found himself staring deep into the elder's eyes, unable to avert his eyes, as it seemed like the latter was staring into his soul through his eyes, biting his bottom lip lightly as he blinked, not knowing what to do since he really can't move his eyes away. He was mesmerized by those eyes, despite it starting to get swollen from crying. He had the most beautiful eyes Sehun's eyes has ever landed on.

(Sorry for the crap reply. My head is just spinning, and I'm exhausted.)

@Sehun Luhan felt like if he could drown in his tears, even though he managed to cry in silence, water kept falling from his eyes and he wasn't able to stop. All these feelings, all this pain, it was all too much for him to keep inside. Why did he have to let it all out while Sehun was there, why? He didn't know, he simply couldn't keep all of this in his chest anymore. His chest started having spasms, moving up and down quickly as he tried his best to breathe normally. Nothing helped, he simply wanted someone to tell him that everything would be fine, that everything would go back to normal. But it was almost impossible since the world was ending. Everything was degrading, leaving the pale haired boy crying all by himself as the other watched. He felt pitiful. Oh how he wished he was stronger. He had never been a real man, he had always been scared of everything and he kept worrying for no reasons. He didn't understand why he was this way, he almost regretting being himself. He wanted to change, become someone better, someone that people would admire. But he was nothing like that, instead, people simply laughed at how he was acting, or if they didn't, they treated him like a kid. He was tired of living this way, even though he remembered nothing about his past, he still knew that right now, he was weak and that he wouldn't be able to change.

He felt someone's presence next to him as the bed cracked lightly. He opened his eyes, taking deep breaths, trying not to look like a complete baby. Why did the other sit next to him? Why did he even care since they didn't know each other, at all? Why wasn't he laughing at Luhan for being so innocent? All kinds of questions were running through the older's mind, without him being able to answer any of them. He simply stayed in place, bringing his hands to his mouth, trying to hide the sounds that were coming out of it due to how much he had cried. He couldn't deny the fact that he felt much better only because Sehun was now sitting so close. He could feel the warmth of his body even thought they weren't glued to each other. He could hear his words, his caring words. His heart started beating faster, just like earlier, when he had first seen him. It felt good, it was something different that he was feeling and it was all because of the stranger. He didn't know why he was feeling this way, but he didn't want it to stop. It made him feel better and he was thankful, he really was. He wouldn't really be able to say it, but he thought about it for a few seconds before turning his head, slowly, so that he could glance at the younger. ''Y- You'll stay?'' he asked, his big, and teary eyes, staring through Sehun's. Only at that thought, the lavender haired boy felt better. Knowing that the other would be staying, meant the world to him. He simply felt like cuddling closer and staying close to the boy forever, but he managed to only scoop a bit closer, hiding his face as he turned it. ''T- Thank you.'' he mumbled, biting his lower lip as he blushed.

@Luhan Sehun's eyes widened in slight as the boy smiled, feeling his heart skip a bit, and it sunk back to its original position when the smile dropped, feeling a bit disheartened at the fact that Luhan had looked away from his eyes, making him feel a sense of emptiness. Despite those things, he listened tentatively to the elder. ''I don't know.. I know nothing. I don't remember anything at all. I- I don't even remember if I once had a family.'' Luhan had said, and the younger blinked, trying to understand what he was saying. Did he get some sort of amnesia? What had happened to him before he came here? Sehun couldn't help but let the darkest of thoughts invade his mind like a deadly virus, wondering what kind of torturous things Luhan has been through. Something else could've happened, but there's still a possibility that the Korean boy's assumptions were right. If so, he won't hesitate to finish that person off for hurting Luhan. Why he's gotten so protective over the elder, he doesn't know, but he doesn't care. He blinked to himself, trying to lessen his angers by clearing his thoughts, when he realized that Luhan was covering his face with his palms, silently crying. Once again, he felt his heart sink and he could but blink at the small figure on the opposite bed, weeping.

He was about to reach out and comfort Luhan, when the latter calmed down and stared blankly at the wall, making Sehun feel like an utterly useless person. Luhan was thinking negatively about himself, and Sehun wanted to correct him, oh so badly, that he won't ever think that. He understands. He knows how it feels to be burdened with a heavy problem, and can't figure out what to do. He wanted to tell Luhan that he can be there for him, but his breath was caught in his throat, still trying to process everything that has occurred that day, and it overwhelmed him, it made him dizzy with confusion. Why was so much happening in one day? It was too much for him to take in.

''I- I won't disturb you any l- longer.'' the elder had stuttered brokenly, and Sehun was immediately snapped out of his thoughts, and self conflict, eyes staring through Luhan. For the first time after the loud silence, he uttered out a silent 'no', looking up at the small figure through his long lashes. He doesn't know where the determination came from, but he wanted the boy to know he'll be there, completely ignoring the fact that they were merely strangers. No, Sehun refused to believe it, because it felt too strong to be true. There was something about the boy that made Sehun want to wrap his arms around him and never let go. It certainly wasn't pity, Sehun knows that, but it can't be love, right? It's too early for that, and they didn't even know each other's name. The young Korean boy knew that it was something close to that, though. He wouldn't know really, since he's forgotten what love 'actually' feels like. Sure, he made a lot of friends because he was trust-worthy, but no one's really bother showing him love. From what he heard in cliche stories, though, the person feels fluttering in their stomachs, heart thumping against their rib cages, ect., and that was what Sehun felt like now. He wouldn't really say that he was a believer of those stories, but who cares, really?

He stood up, and slowly walked over to Luhan, taking small steps at a time, as not to scare the elder; that was the last thing he'd want to do with Luhan. Sehun offered a warm smile and sat on the Chinese boy's bed, a few inches away from Luhan to give him space. "I feel like I have to stay with you no matter what." he admitted quietly under his breath, nodding slowly and looking at the lavender-haired boy through his peripheral vision so he doesn't make himself obvious. He was slowly starting to regret sitting close to the boy, the red hue on his cheek more evident now as he felt warm radiating off Luhan. It was comforting, and Sehun smiled softly to himself.

@Sehun He listened to what the younger had to say, nodding at each one of his words. So his situation was similar to his own, since he didn't really know how he ended up here either. Luhan frowned lightly, wondering what could've happened for them to get stuck in here without knowing why. It didn't sound right, there had to be something going on which nobody knew about. He slowly turned his head to look at the tall boy, once again and noticed his position. He smiled lightly to himself when he saw that they were both sitting with their legs pulled against their chests. Soon enough, his smile disappeared when the other asked him the same question. He didn't really know what to answer since he didn't know nothing about what had happen before he ended up here. He sighed quietly and lowered his head, looking away from Sehun's beautiful eyes. ''I don't know.. I know nothing. I don't remember anything at all. I- I don't even remember if I once had a family.'' he admitted, almost letting his heart out on the shelf. He didn't say this to anyone, he didn't admit losing his memory. But right now, he felt like if he could trust the other boy, which is why he explained everything. ''I only know my name.'' he mumbled as his eyes started getting teary for no reasons. ''Luhan.. this is all that's left of me.'' he whispered, hiding his face in his hands before ending up crying. He tried his best to stay quiet, not to look like a child who was crying for nothing.

After a few seconds, he managed to calm down but still didn't put his attention back on the boy. He was embarassed. Not only because he had let his emotions out, but because he didn't know nothing about his own life. ''You probably think that.. that I have a problem.'' he added, staring at the wall in front of him as he kept biting his lower lip, nervously. His big doe eyes weren't even blanking, he seemed lost. Lost in his mind, lost in his heart.

When he finally decided to look at Sehun, a loud sigh came out from inbetween his pink lips, leaving him blushing. The other's beauty was like no other, he was unique. And the way he spoke was something that made the older's heart melt. He could just stay there and stare at the handsome boy forever, without even getting tired of it. How was it even possible for someone to look this beautiful? He didn't know, he would never know. He sighed at that thought and shook his head, wanting to get back to reality. ''He'll never like me anyways..'' he thought to himself, frowning lightly. He ended up lying on his back and turned to his side, his back facing the younger male. He was in this position so that he could hide his tears, falling on his cheeks. He didn't want the brown haired boy to see him crying for a second time. Why was he so emotional, suddenly? He wasn't a kid anymore, so why was he acting like one? He squeezed his eyelids shut and tried saying something, which came out with a cracking voice. ''I- I won't disturb you any l- longer.'' he had too much emotions inside of himself at that very moment. He couldn't deal with all of this, with what was happening.

@Luhan ''No!'' the smaller boy had exclaimed, and Sehun jumped slightly at the sudden outburst, blushing anywas, because the boy had stopped him from leaving, making him smile for the first time since he came, as his heart felt lighter. As quick as the smile appeared, it was gone again, covered by a blank look, because he didn't want the beautiful boyto see his ugly smile, and it will probably make the lavender haired boy change his mind and kicked him out of the room. He was glad to have the permission to stay in the room with such a beautiful person, but Sehun wouldn't really be all too surprised if the boy tells him to get out of the room sooner or later, because he's just.. Sehun. There's nothing really intriguing about him, that will make the other boy like him, making him deflate a bit at the thought. He blinked to himself again. Why did he want the boy to fall for him, he doesn't know, but he really didn't care though. He saw the other 11 boys earlier (with the exception of Luhan, as he's only seeing him now), and they were all very handsome and good-looking, making Sehun feel more degraded than ever.

With the soft, angelic voice of his, the elder asked him how he got here. And to be honest, Sehun didn't really know how to explain it, as it was a bit complicated. He shrugged lightly, before opening his mouth, thinking of howto word it. "Um.. I was on the way home from school, walking through an alley and all I remember was these guys walking past me, and the next thing I knew, I was here." he said, a bit surprised at himself at the longest sentence he'd made since coming here. He'd felt comfortable around the stranger though, despite the erratic thudding in his chest that wouldn't stop as he kept thinking about the boy. He bit his lip for the nth time (he was pretty sure it was getting swollen), and he looked at Luhan through his lashes, almost shyly. "What about you? How did you get here?" he asked, sitting on his own bed and mirroring the elder's position, pulling his slender legs to his chest and wrapping his arm around them as he rested his chin on the caps of his knees, averting his gaze to the carpet again.

He played with his finger again, occasionally glancing at the boy's face, and admiring his facial features even more. The boy's top eyelids were lightly framed with eyeliner, he had a slight button nose, his cupid's bow leading to those, soft supple pink lips. He wanted to place his lips on them. Eyes widening at his absurd thoughts, Sehun mentally slapped himself, and his cheeks flushed for god knows how many times he's done it. He brushed his hair out of his face, revealing two light grey-ish blue eyes. People had always wondered why his eyes were that color, considering he was Asian, and he wondered why, too. It wasn't clear to him, since his 'dad' was American, but his eyes were a greener tone, than his, and his 'mother's eyes were brown. He'd always shrugged it off and covered them with his hair, or with his brown contact lenses, which he forgot to bring to school the day he was brought here.

@Sehun Quickly, Luhan lifted his head up and glanced at the tallest of the two. ''No!'' he spat out, blushing before hiding his face in his arms, realizing that he probably sounded weird for saying such a thing. ''Y- You can stay in here if you want..'' he mumbled, still not showing his face. He was even more shy now that he had said something like that, because he didn't know what the other's reaction would be. He simply sat there, staring at the bed sheets that were underneath him, without saying anything else. Did he already ruin everything only because he admitted not wanting Sehun to leave the room? He hoped not. He really didn't want another roommate, since this one, looked different. At that thought, he slowly straightened up and bit his lip, nervously. From the corner of his eye, he would sometimes look at the younger, feeling his heart flutter each and everytime he did. Was it normal to feel this way towards a complete stranger? Was it faith that had put them together, in this room? The older didn't know what the answers were, but he definitely hoped it was something like that.

Time passed, slowly, and none of them were talking anymore. They were both drowning in awkward silence and the lavender haired boy found it annoying, even though he wasn't the type of boy to talk a lot. He cleared his throat, quietly, not wanting to make too much noise, and turned his head to see what Sehun was doing on the other side of the room. ''H- How did you get here?'' he asked, curiously. Since he, himself, didn't even know how he managed to get in this house. It was all suspiscious to him and he really wondered why and how he ended up here. He stared at the other for a while before losing himself in his thoughts as he waited for an answer.

It almost seemed like everything stopped turning around them, since he could only see and hear the boy's breathing. He could almost swear they were all alone in this world at the moment. It was peaceful, for once. There was no strange noise coming from outside of the house. Everything was completely silent, Luhan prefered it that way. He hated when he was able to hear people screaming outside, people shooting bullets at others. He simply hated it. It made him want to cry and run away. He had thought of putting an end to his life since all of this was just too much for him to cope with. But fortunately, he didn't. And maybe, just maybe, the other boy he was with at the moment, was the one who was sent to protect him. Maybe someone had sent him so that he could keep an eye on the little deer, who knows?

@Luhan As Sehun looked somewhere else, he could feel the younger's stare at him, and it made him slightly nervous and he didn't really know why. He just saw this boy not more than a few minutes ago, and his mind was already filled with the other's image, and no matter how much he tried to focus on the golden spiral patterns on the burgundy colored carpet, all his mind could register was the stranger's face. His chest was slowly tightening up and he doesn't know what was happening to him. Maybe it was just another one of his imaginations, but he feels as if there was butterflies in his stomach, and he's always thought that those things only happen in cliche movies, yet it's happening to him. He bit his lip again, and blinked, snapping out of his reverie.

His cheeks heated up again when the elder stated that he was already here when he came in. Sehun didn't notice him, because he was too busy tying to comprehend the fact that all this was happening to him. He nodded slowly in acknowledgement, and noticed the elder's shyness, tilting his head slowly before looking away again before he could notice the younger basically staring him down. Playing with his long, slender fingers, his eyes darted around trying not to let the smaller boy's face fill his mind again, but he failed. The other's face was everywhere no matter where he looked and it's driving him crazy. Surprisingly, not in a bad way. He was wondering if the boy casted some sort of spell on him, because ever since he walked into the room, his heart would start beating erratically against his rib cage and his stomach would do a lot of flips. He doesn't really want the feeling to go away though, and he wonders why that is.

''I- Is it your room too?'' the lavender haired boy had stuttered, and Sehun had snapped out of his thoughts again, looking at the elder and nodding. He noticed how he had used the word 'too', and his heart jumped slightly, in hopes that this stranger was rooming with him. He noticed the smaller boy wasn't looking at him, so he most probably didn't notice Sehun's nod, making the latter lightly blush again. "Yeah, it is." he said softly, feeling more relaxed. The boy looked harmless, in fact, more of the opposite, and he wondered why he was being shy. It was just Sehun. Maybe he was flustered because he wanted the room to himself, Sehun thought, frowning slightly, heart tightening slightly. "Unless you want me to move. I'll go move into another room if you want." he suggested hesitantly, hoping the other won't say yes. He didn't want to leave the other, no matter how weird that sounds as they don't even know each other's names.

@Sehun Luhan kept staring at the other's tall, and slim figure. He was amazed by how someone could look so good, even in these kind of circumstances. He was soon shaken out of his thoughts when the boy turned around, jumping as he saw him looking in his way. The older quickly lowered his head, swallowing. He felt his whole face turn to a dark tint of red before he could hear the question coming from the stranger's mouth. He didn't lift his head to answer, no, he was way too shy to do so. So he kept his head hanging low and cleared his throat before nervously playing with his fingers. ''I- I am here since you got in.'' he admitted, biting his lower lip.

Why was his heart beating so fast inside of his chest? Why did everything seem so different, so weird since the other male entered the room? He lifted his head again, slowly, and looked in Sehun's direction, unsure of if it was a good idea or not. The other wasn't looking at him anymore, so he sighed in relief. He could admire his features like he was doing earlier. He could feel this strange feeling inside of him, something he had never felt before. His big, doe eyes were still examining the tall figure before he let his mouth fall open, slightly. ''I- Is it your room too?'' he asked, wondering if he would be sharing this place with the handsome boy that was in front of him at the moment. His heart tightened at that thought, knowing that he would like it, a lot.

When he was looking at the younger, he felt better, he felt at ease for some reason. It helped him think about things other than what was really happening in his life right now. It made his mind go on vacation and he was finally able to imagine a different life. The other could make him feel that way, and he didn't know why. He didn't even know him, so why was he acting all weird suddenly? He put his attention back on his bed as he still held his legs close to his chest. He still had that amazed look on his face, because wherever he would look at, Sehun's face would come back in his head. It was just too beautiful to be true, Luhan thought.

@Luhan Sighing softly under his breath, Sehun kept staring at his hands, about to go punch a wall to release his anger, when he felt a small shiver run down his spine as he felt someone watching him. It felt like a hole was being created at the back of his head with how intense the stare made him feel. It was probably just his imagination, since after all, he thinks that all the events that occurred to him are slowly and gradually making him go delusional.

After a few more minutes of silence, and still feeling like someone was watching him, Sehun frowned and turned around, jumping slightly in his spot upon laying his eyes at a stranger on the bed opposite his. His mouth slightly opened, no sound coming out as he examined the boy. The stranger had child-like features, big brown eyes that were staring at him, sitting on the bed. He was.. beautiful, he thought. Sehun shook his head thinking he probably looking like an idiot, before the stoic, blank expression on his face was back again.

"Since when were you sitting there?" he asked, his voice a bit raspy from the lack of usage of his vocal chords ever since he got placed in this house. As he waited for the boy to answer, he kept scanning him. The other looked like he could be younger than Sehun and his bit his bottom lip softly as his gaze met Luhan's, feeling red hue paint his cheeks. He looked away quickly, frowning to himself at the weird feeling his heart was feeling.

@Sehun Lying in bed, eyes glued to the ceiling, Luhan tried to think of a better place, a better life. One where he could feel the sun landing on his face without worrying about anything else. One where he could feel loved, be loved. But all of this seemed impossible now, since he was stuck in a place where he had never even been before. It was better for him to stay inside the house though. He wouldn't last a day outside, all by himself. He just knew it. He closed his eyes, sighing loudly before trying to fall asleep and forget about everything. Forget about this nightmare he was living in.

Someone entered the room, opening the door, which made the boy's eyelids flew open quickly. He sat in his bed, bringing his legs against his chest, holding them tightly with his arms. Who was that- angel? The little deer's eyes grew wider as he saw the other boy who had just walked in. He had no smile on his face, but he still looked like an angel to Luhan's eyes. Was it even possible to be that good looking? Tall, slim, smooth and pale skin. The older couldn't believe what he was actually seeing in front of him at the moment. He followed the stranger's every move, not even realizing what he was doing. He couldn't stop staring at him, he just couldn't. Was he his roommate, or was he someone who would only plan on killing him soon enough? He shook his head at that thought. ''Someone as beautiful as him wouldn't kill someone, right?'' he said to himself, trying to be convinced that it was true.

The tallest of the two was looking at his hands, which made the pale haired boy tilt his head to the side, lightly. Why did he seem so sad, so emotionless? Why did his eyes seem lifeless? Luhan didn't like seeing someone acting like if they were about to just explode. Something was wrong, he simply knew it. But he didn't dare say something. He didn't dare open his mouth, scared of how the angel would react. The angel, yes, he was definitely an angel, nothing less.