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@Lay Wow you are such a hungry unicorn~
*chuckles as i gesture for the waitress to make an order*

@Lay I want... bibimbap! /claps and grins/ With extra kimchi on the side~ and taro milk tea!

@Wu Yifan yoohooo... I kie to eat some carbs..pasta I guess and a frappe and chocolate cake and icecream and ... /thinking some foods to eat/

@Lay (two~?)

Order what ever you want to eat and i will pay~
*smiles*

(us three)

@Oh Sehun let's eat something good what do you two want? it'll be hyungs treat alright... /beaming happily/

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@Wu Yifan let's eat something good what do you two want? it'll be hyungs treat alright... /beaming happily/

@Wu Yifan *I sit in the car while smiling to you. I couldn't stop grinning when u fasten my belt as if I'm a kid who couldn't do anything. I didn't anything to u when u start driving and was surprised when u drive us o the beach*

@Park Chanyeol *I opened the car door for you and I walked to the other side to get into the car. I help you fasten your seatbelt and I do mine. I drive to the beach since I know that there will be no one there coz of the cold season*

(Let's continue this in the beach *smiles*)

@Wu Yifan *I nodded and looked down. I wanted to tell you how much I love you still thought it's not the perfect time.*
Aniii it's alright hyung...I didn't mean it in that way..I would have taken this much of time even if you were with me...
*I nodded with an assuring smile on my face.*
Yes hyung...*I got up after you. I felt really warm inside my heart when you took my hand. I happily walked beside you not caring about the strange looks directed towards us*

@Park Chanyeol You waited for me~?
*I want to stand up and hug you as tight as I can but I stop myself. I want to make sure that what I feel for you is the same as you feel for me. I cant take my chances since i already screwed up when I left the group and leave you behind.*
Sorry for making you wait~
*I called for the waitress to pay for our bill and help you to stand up*
I think we should change place, its getting crowded in here *Looks around and see that the restaurant is already full of people and became a little noisy*
Lets go *I hold your hand while we are leaving the restaurant*

@Wu Yifan *nods and chuckles loud when u act so childish and excited. My doubts about your response faded away*
Yes hyung I love you *I couldn't hide my idiotic grin when I said that. I blushed deeply when you kissed my hands like that*
I don't know how hyung...and I can't remember when...but still it has been so long that I waited for you
*looks at your face waiting for your responce. A little bit of fear lingered in my heart when I think whether u will return my feelings*

@Park Chanyeol *I feel so happy when you said its me. Happiness is over flowing from my heart that it seems like, i cant breath*
Me *I point to myself with a wide smile on my face* are you sure you love me?
*I hold your both hands and bring it to my lips to kiss*
When~? how~?

@Wu Yifan *I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. Oh god why do I have to say it twice...but still I wanted to tell it to you*
I like you hyungi *this time I make sure u heard it*
*I opened my eyes and looked at you with a hope filled heart*

@Park Chanyeol *I hear you clearly when you say its me, I want to jump up and down, shout, tell everyone that you love me but I suddenly became scared coz maybe i didnt hear you right, its almost a whisper when you said it was me, so I may hear it wrong, so i gather my courage again and asked you*
sorry, I didnt hear you~ who is that again~?
*I held my breath again praying that its really me*

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@Wu Yifan *I darted my eyes here and there trying to figure out what to tell you. Will you get mad at me if I said it's you..will you think I betrayed our friendship...but I knew this might be my only chance...and maybe I won't get anything in return too...but yet I decide to try my luck. So I nods and opens my mouth*
I-It's...you...*comes out from my mouth as a bare whisper*
*I braced myself and looked at you to find out what's your responce*

@Park Chanyeol *I get shocked when you said its not a girl. A pinch of hope is slowly rising to me*
really~ may I know who it is~?
*I held my breath while waiting for your answer. I feel that its like a lifetime waiting for it*
who it is~?
*I asked again, I became impatient to hear your answer*

@Wu Yifan *I noticed ur worried expression on your face but I doubt why is that. I let out a low chuckle when u say lucky girl. I shakes my head*
Well...it's not a girl actually...
*I bit my lip cuz I knew what ur next question is*

@Park Chanyeol *I feel a sudden pain in my heart when you said you have someone you love right now. Am I late~? Should I come sooner~? Who~? Many questions are running through my mind but i dont have the courage to let it out*
Oh you have~! *i tried to smile* who's the lucky girl~?

@Wu Yifan *I gulps the lump in my throat and looks at you*
I do....
*I said while looking into your eyes*

@Park Chanyeol *I feel joy when you said that you are not dating*
Perhaps do you like someone~?
*sudden pain hits me, hoping you will answer no*

@Wu Yifan *My eyes widen at your question. I wondered whether u are still not aware about my feelings towards you*
No...
*I looked down*

@Park Chanyeol is that so
*smiles a little*
how about you~? how are you~?
*Im afraid to asked this but I don't want to die without knowing...~*
are you dating someone~?

@Wu Yifan *I smiled at you*
They are doing good...some are married and some are dating..while people like me trying to reach our dreams
*chuckles*
Everything is out of control after sooman-ssi left the guys alone..

@Park Chanyeol Im doing good, get busy with a lot of stuff and everything.~
*I hesitantly asked, but still get all the courage that I have*
How about you and the others~?

@Wu Yifan *I snapped out from my thoughts when I feel your hand pressing mine. I looked up to see you smiling sweetly at me. I felt so warm inside me when u smiled. I always loved your smile. The gummy smile in others words. Once I thought it was only reserved for me.I wanted to know whether it's still the same. But I was afraid to ask you directly. You touch on my hand and smile gave me a little bit of hope so I decided to ask it out*
So...hyungi..how have u been there?

*I heard when you let out a loud breath, my eyes automatically looks at you and tried to see your face. I know something is bothering you but I don't have the courage to ask. After I left you and the group, I start to feel that I don't have any rights to ask you or to care about you. I abandon everyone and it is enough reason for me to distance myself but I can't, especially when I remember every time that we are together. Everyday I missed you and being away from you is killing me. that's why I go back but still Im still hesitant to tell you this coz of the past. I am worried by the way you are acting so I reach out your hand and pressed it gently. Hoping in that simple gesture you will know my feeling for you. I waited for you to lift up your head and looks at me. when you did I smiled at you not uttering any word.*

@Wu Yifan *The food is too good and I was really enjoying the food. I wanted to ask you something and I look up to you. At then that I found out you were looking at something...or someone. I looked at the direction you have your eyes on and found out it was the waitress u are looking at. An uncomfortable feeling came bubbling in my chest. I bit my lip and tried to calm down myself convincing something to me.*
Yes he is my best friend..my closest friend...my hyung..
but still he is not my boyfriend...maybe be he doesn't have the same feelings as mine towards him..
maybe he's just thinking about me as a little brother....I can't help it...
So who am I to stop him from falling for someone else.....?
*I looked down while thinking about and let out a deep sigh*