@❦ Jaejoong Woohyun tried to calm down a bit when he notice the look of fear that his brother had in his eyes. Woohyun did not want at all, cause that feeling in his older half-brother, but Woohyun could not help but feel that anger, that revolt, that feeling of hatred against the werewolves, he felt when he was 12, but had continued to feel as he grew. Woohyun was no longer that 12 year old boy who got along with everyone, even if they were werewolves, they are no longer in time when everything was peaceful and everyone was happy. / Sorry, I do not mean to scare you ... I just was a little surprised and maybe upset, I do not know ... I do not know if you know my past or not, but after that I see the world differently, I have my reasons for not liking , I mean, to hate werewolves ... but I can understand when you say "you don't know how to explain how you fell in love with him, it just happened" ... / Woohyun said looking at his brother, then bowing to the cooker going to sit in front of Jaejoong. Woohyun was listening to the words of his brother, understanding very well what he meant, while she smiled slightly, but quickly returned to its natural state, it was not time to think about what he felt or did not feel. Meanwhile the cook, put the food in front of them, and Woohyun wasted no time, grabbing the chopsticks starting to eat / Maybe I already understand a little of what you mean, but yet I can not help but get a little upset and at the same time worried about you ... I want you to safe, but I also want you to be happy ... and if you are happy with this werewolf, I will not say anything to the contrary, I can only accept and try to protect you as much as I can... / Woohyun said smiling slightly at his brother. He might have to make a mistake in want go help his brother, but he would not care, for several years he tried to think of a way to help the elder, and never found any solution, so he had decided to help his brother from now on, in what he would need.
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@❧ Woohyun The hanger coming out from his half-brother body was scaring him indeed, why? because that was the same feeling he saw on his father when he was caught with his lover, with his yunho. How could he explain to his brother what happen if he was reacting this way, how could he explain to him that he had fall in love with a werewolf beta? Yes he was young back then yet, he couldn't stop loving the other, he loved him to much. Every single night he would dream about him, every single night when he was getting rapped he would think about his lover, thinking that he was the one making love to him so that it wouldn't be that painful yet every single time he would open his eyes, he would cry, he would feel his heart break down into pieces because it wasn't his lover inside of his room, because it was a stranger who had just hurt him like no one ever did. He was sick of it, he wanted to run away, yet he didn't. He didn't want to see his father, killing his lover, he didn't want to see his lover suffer for him. He sighed and run his fingers through his hair and sighed. " Listen, i really don't know how to explain to you how i did fell in love with him but it just happen. " He said and sat down on the chair, when they arrived to the kitchen and bowed the cooker. " He was so sweet with me, he would care about me, he would give me love, he hug me, he would take care of me... I just fell in love with him, like he did fell in love with me. " he continued to explain while, grabbing his chopsticks, to start eating " We were young yet it was like our souls already had meet, it was love at first sight... I can't live without him, i can't even stop thinking about him. YOu'll understand once you will fall in love with someone...." he smiled weakly as for the first time he, pushed the food inside of his mouth, trying to eat as much as he could.
@❦ Jaejoong As we passed by Jaejoong's room, he bowed to me saying that he returned in a few minutes, then Woohyun sees him enter his room. Woohyun leaned against the wall opposite the door of his half-brother's room, waiting for him as he entered his world, in his thoughts. Finally he had managed to gather the courage to talk to his older half-brother, since Woohyun had reached the Palace, when he was 12, he had never spoken with Jaejoong, had only observed from afar, learning early never pronounce the name of Jaejoong in front of his father, much less in front of your mother. It was true that broke his heart to see that the relationship between his father and his half-brother was pure hatred, especially from his father, but what could he do? After a few minutes Woohyun was awakened from his trance when he heard the door of his half-brother be reopened room cranking out a smiling Jaejoong. / You should smile more often, I like to see you smile ... / Woohyun said smiling slightly as he followed his half-brother toward the kitchen, to then look at Jaejoong with a look of surprise due to his speech / what do you mean that you fall in love you, by the wrong person? You're not saying you fell in love for ... / Woohyun said not finishing the sentence, trying to control his voice, and his anger that was beginning to well up. Woohyun did not want to feel that way in a long time he did not feel that way in a long time he could not remember the hatred he had for werewolves, but when he noticed that Jaejoong had his head down, the Woohyun managed to control himself, returning to talk / Sorry, for reacting that way, but it's me that .... Let's say I do not have an estimable love for werewolves ... but I want to understand what makes the situation different. What happened after? / Woohyun asked worried and still a little upset, but he wanted to understand what was different from those werewolves who killed their parents.
@❧ Woohyun While passing in front of his bedroom, jaejoong bowed to his half-brother and mumbled that he would come back in a few minutes, he couldn't go downstairs only using a white blanket wrapped around his body and smelling like . With no more words, jaejoong enter the shower, cleaning his body as much as he could, small cries would escape from the beauty lips when he touched a wound on his body. After some minutes he came out with new cleaned clothes on his body and his hair fixed, smelling like baunilla as he smiled " we can go now, im feeling like myself again. " He said and he started to walk down towards the kitchen while running his slender fingers through his blond locks of hair " So, you want to know what happened to me right? Well i fell in love with the wrong person 20 years ago..." He mumbled, lowering his head down as he remember the sweet smell owned by his lover.
@❦ Jaejoong Woohyun walked near his brother, smiling slightly when he noticed that his brother was not as scary as it looked and Woohyun was glad to have gotten up the courage enough to speak to his half brother. Sometimes Woohyun ended up neglecting opening his mind and eventually read the thoughts of people who are around him / Rest assured, I will not run from you or reject you ... oops sorry, I should not. .. / Woohyun asked, after noting what had happened, he just hoped his brother would not react badly dor his little carelessness. Woohyun noticed his brother was limping a bit, but decided not to ask why, he'd be waiting for the moment when his brother decided to say something or talk about it. / Um ~ but if you do not feel comfortable to talk about it ... have no problem ~ / Woohyun said looking at his brother, not wanting pressing him to do something he probably did not feel comfortable to talk while following him towards the kitchen. Maybe since Woohyun remembers living in the castle that Jaejoong never eaten any meal with them, with the family, in the living room, and since that time no one touches the name of Jaejoong in front of the parents, especially the father. Before Woohyun could not understand why he was very young, but now, after his conversation with the father, he may know a bit about why. / No problem, I do not care ... I now do not want to be in the presence of the father, still upset and does not want to disrespect the father ... therefore I prefer to eat here with you in the kitchen. / Woohyun smiled gently.
@❧ Woohyun Jaejoong walked closer to his brother, yet carefully so he could notice if he would run away or not, he really didn't want to be reject anymore, somehow he just wanted someone who would talk to him when he was lonely on his bedroom, someone who would tell him that everything would be okay, someone that would hug him and be caring. All of that those kind of things that he lost when his father took him away from his beloved one, like all the times he had been happy with his lover had banished only in one day. Once again another sigh escaped from his lips, his walking not getting better since his lower back hurt because the vampire who had abused him last night yet somehow he was happy, his half-brother hand't rejected him. " Come one, i am hungry too... i'll tell you what happen with me..." He carefully mumbled the words as he walked down towards the kitchen, yes because jaejoong would not dare to eat in the living room with his mother and father, he would always eat in the kitchen with the cooker, the rare friends that he had. " Im sorry but if you want to eat with me, you'll need to eat in the kitchen..."
@❦ Jaejoong When Woohyun looked back at Jaejoong, he returned again to see the look, sad and alone that his half brother had, and he also noticed the look of fear he had. It seemed that he was afraid that Woohyun hurt him, he really did not like seeing his half-brother in that depressed state, yes yes because his half brother, was in a depressed state and he did not know what to do or try to do to cheer him up. Past few brief minutes Woohyun heard Jaejoong's voice again, but this time concerned. / It was not my intention to make the father stay mad at me, I was just worried about you. Sorry ... I should have gone to talk to you directly, but I was a bit scared that you'd take the badly my questions, so I decided to go to the father ... does not happen again. / Woohyun said nodding his head at the request of his half-brother, while he noticed that Jaejoong wrapped the blanket more and more to his body, as if to hide something. Woohyun's mind would not stop asking questions such as: What happened to his half-brother every night? Why he walked so depressed? But Woohyun had no courage to ask these questions, he was afraid that Jaejoong will be upset with him, so he chose to remain silent on this matter for now / Yeah, actually I'm also a little hungry ! / Woohyun said, smiling slightly. Woohyun knew probably his half brother was not expecting a positive response on his part, perhaps because there were vampires who did not want to be near him, sometimes Woohyun had noticed that the rest of the vampires run away from Jaejoong.
@❧ Woohyun Jaejoong finally let his cold expression fall down, showing how sad and lonely he was, showing how weak he was as well how how his bad state was getting worse by the pass of the days. He knew that his half brother couldn't hurt him but he was afraid of everything anyways, since the and abusing started he couldn't stand being so close with unknown people and somehow this halfbrother of him was a stranger for him, he never had talked to him yet when he noticed the worried tone on the younger's voice he knew that he could trust him, he knew that he wouldn't hurt him. " Why are you trying to make your father mad? He doesn't like me or even wants to hear my name so don't even try to talk to him Woohyun. I don't want to see anyone else in this family suffering. " He sighed and wrapping his white blanket around his tinny body even tighter, trying to hide all the wounds on his body from his half- brothers eyes. " I need to eat something, wanna join me? " He said softly, yet somehow he knew that he would be rejected since in the castle anyone expect his brother chihoon would hang out around him, the rest would run away like he was actually having the worst illness in the world and somehow that hurt the poor jaejoong even more.
@❦ Jaejoong Since Woohyun had arrived a few years ago, there was one thing that was bothering him, and that thing was about Jaejoong. After a while of Woohyun coming to the Palace, he had noticed the older Prince, but never had arranged enough courage to talk to him, somehow Jaejoong frightened him, but also made him sad, his half brother was increasingly depressed, increasingly alone, and it somehow broke the heart of Woohyun, since their half siblings and their king, were the only people he treated with kindness and whom he showed his other side. When Woohyun was younger he had often awake at night, listening to the screams of his half brother, but he could not do anything about it, if the king found out he had helped Jaejoong somehow he would have to face the wrath of the king, so Woohyun never helped or did anything to stop what was happening with his half-brother.
But a few days ago that Woohyun had decided to try to know what had happened between his father and his brother, because his father have to do those things to his half brother. But Woohyun had no courage to ask directly to Jaejoong, so he preferred to ask his father. But what Woohyun heard the part of his father, was hatred, disdain for Jaejoong, but he still did not know why this hatred and disdain, his father had not told him anything but insulting his half-brother. It did not take long for Woohyun to leave the room of his father, he could not hear more what his father was saying about Jaejoong. Woohyun was getting truly angry and he did not want to disrespect the King, the person who had saved him and now it was his father, so he left the room. Woohyun spent time in the hallway, trying to calm himself, he hated being in that state towards someone of his family, until Woohyun heard a cold voice behind him, causing him to turns up giving face with Jaejoong with a cold look / I'm not trying to kill me, I just wanted to know, why's your look is always sad and distant ... / Woohyun said looking at his half-brother, hiding the fear he had to see the look of Jaejoong, noting he had heard the conversation he had had with the father of both / sorry if you heard something ... / Woohyun did not know what else to say, he was just worried about his older half brother, but maybe he had stuck where he should not.
@❧ Woohyun Standing in front of his bedroom's door jaejoong was still wrapping his arms around his stomach since the last night he had been the worst night of his life. Yes he actually thought that his father had stopped hurting him in every single way, it had been days since the last person came to see jaejoong by night yet last night, it was the worst night of his life. His body was full of marks, full of wounds full of blood, the latter who had been at jaejoong's bedroom last night had made him cry and beg to stop. He was hurt, he was being used by his own father, he was becoming even depressed, all he wanted was to have a normal life every single brother of his yet nothing would be the same since he had betrayed his father's by fall in love with a werewolf. Only for thinking about his beloved werewolf would hurt him, it would break the rest of his heart into pieces. Jaejoong was emotionally and physically hurt. He sighed and walked out from his bedroom, with a white blanket wrapped around his bedroom yet he was abruptly stopped when he saw one of his adopted brothers coming out from the his father's rooms flying and what shocked him the most was his fathers words, full of hate towards jaejoong yet he was still standing there, looking at his adopted brother, coldly while, clenching his fists. " What are you doing? Trying to kill yourself? "