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@❦ Jaejoong Yunho could feel Jaejoong was lost in his thoughts, thinking probably about his hard nights with the other ugly vampires, it was really hard not to be anger at himself, not to be angry at all after knowing his lover was suffering so much and he couldn't save him at all. All those years without him and just a little minute with him made his heart feel so alive again, this stunning vampire was everything to him, he couldn't be with any other guy, human, werewolf or a vampire which wasn't Jaejoong, no one was like him, his lover was so unique and one of a kind. His life without the prince wasn't a life at all, everything was his own fault, he could try to resist Jaejoong, try to save him, try to do something, yeah he did try to fight the king but he was too young and weak, but now he wasn't that way anymore. Now those big doe like eyes were looking at his own eyes again, those lovely eyes, and damn the tall did his best not to keep crying next to the person he needed to protect. "Joongie…how can I forget you are suffering every day and I can't do anything to help? When I also know…that if you didn't meet me, or…accepted me than you would have a great life?" The werewolf whispered sadly to his lover, oh those lips, now he was kissing him hard on his plump lips with full lust, wanting to make him his own, to mark him, to touch him. But Yunho wasn't sure if his lover was ok to do that, it was too hard to stop himself, his fingers went down his lover's shirt, touching his smooth skin gently, oh god how he missed this feeling, now his hands were all over Jaejoong's body under his clothes, knowing it wasn't propitiate to touch him this way after what he told him, but it was too hard to stop himself.

@☣ Yunho Jaejoong couldn't stop thinking about those nights he had spend inside of his room, screaming, crying and shouting for help yet no one would come out to help him, no one dared to save him. How could he fight the when he was weak? When he didn't feed himself for days, he was in depression and huge one, that explains why he would try to kill himself in the first place. In the first months yes he tried to fight them back, he tried to escape but that would make things worse, they would hurt jaejoong so bad that the other day he could barely move. The wounds on his body, dropping down from his butthole, his lips swollen and his body full of marks and weak, that would be jaejoong looks every single morning after a night with a . He sighed and lifted his head up once again looking at the person in front of him, yet he couldn't turn his eyes away from that beautiful brown eyes, the eyes he had missed so much, the eyes he would get lost only by looking. He couldn't deny it anymore, his place was right beside the werewolf beside him, he was the only one who could love jaejoong in the beautiful way. Seeing yunho cry was breaking jaejoong's heart, he hated see the love of his heart crying only because he was feeling guilty about what happened with jaejoong, he was feeling guilty because he hadn't been there " Yunnie, please listen to me. It's not your fault. Don't blame yourself, i love you so much that it breaks my heart for seeing you crying like this. Please for me just forget what happened with me and enjoy the time you have with me now. " When their lips were crashed together once again, jaejoong let a soft mewl escaped from the back of his throat, loving how their lips would move wildly against each others, his arms, wrapping themselves around yunho's neck, as the kiss becomes deeper and full of lust. At that moment, the only thing he wanted was be with yunho.

@❦ Jaejoong Yunho couldn't stop thinking how is lover suffered, he was too gentle, too sweet and fragile, of course strong vampires could hurt him, this fact ruined him, did Jaejoong try to fight them? Why no one over there protect him? The king hurt his son so badly, why didn't he escape from him? Why wasn’t' he staying with him? The almost 20 years without the beautiful vampire made Yunho only stronger, he was always strong, but the thought he might find Jaejoong sooner or later made him strong, made him a fighter. No one could beat him. The werewolf were practicing, in the years a lot of young werewolves tried to make a move on him but it didn't work, he couldn't stop thinking about Jaejoong, comparing each one of them to his lover, it ended before it started. Even so when other vampires that actually didn't hate werewolves or care tried to get close to him it didn't work, he never reached with them more than he did with Jaejoong, only kissing, but when kissing them he thought about his lover and turned all of them down. Jaejoong was too special, unique and he couldn't forget him, running from home just at the time his family didn't want to help him out find his lover, he gave up on everything, not wanting to be at a pack, a loner. The tall couldn't understand it, why the hell it still was this way; the king didn't love his own son to hurt him this way? They didn't meet each other's for years, for what reason he was keeping hurting him? Of course the werewolf wanted to kill him, maybe someday he will be strong enough to do so, but right now…the all he could do is crying like a pathetic guy. The werewolf didn't agree with Jaejoong, he was guilty, he should have fight the king, even if he was dying in the end, he should have do everything to protect him, the tall was only sixteen and he was a really weak and stupid to not fight him than until death. The beautiful voice of the prince was indeed so calm and amazing, making his tears stopped only a little, and this touch, oh god how he missed this touch, closing his eyes slowly and letting himself draw into this feeling, yeah the other couldn't kill himself but knowing this made Yunho really sad, the other didn't want to live anymore, it was horrible. The tall opened his eyes slowly, seeing the beautiful eyes of his lover, now he was attacking those lips like there was no tomorrow, a little to those plump perfect lips he couldn't even start to control himself when kidding him even deeper and with full lust for him, to think others did it every single day, he was so jealous, wanting Jaejoong to himself, only himself. Not anyone other to touch him in any way.

@☣ Yunho He knew that yunho was blaming himself, he knew that deep inside of that warm and beautiful heart owned by his lover he had suffered as well. Jaejoong wanted indeed to know what had happen to his lover through this painful 20 years, he wanted to know where he had been, he wanted to know if he had forgotten their sweet moments, he wanted to know if he had found someone else to date and the most important thing, he wanted to know if yunho had made someone pregnant. He couldn't deny he was obviously jealous, he only want yunho fro himself and the hate towards his mother was more then jealousy. Being apart this 20 years ago from yunho had been her fault, she was the one who bought his father to the place where he and yunho were meeting, she was the one who turned his life hell and somehow the hate he had inside of his chest was to much to handle. Back then the only thing he wanted for his mother was death. Another deep sigh escaped from the beautiful vampire's lips as he wrapped his arms tighten around yunho's waist, kissing his cheek loving as he mumbled against the others hear " Nothing is your fault...I am the one weak... Yunho don't blame yourself for something that isn't your fault. I bet you suffered as much as i did. " the melodious voice of jaejoong, slowly trying to calm yunho down as he smoothly caressed the others wildly and messy hair. Right now, jaejoong really could feel his beloved one, trying to fight his tears back, he could feel his lover trying to hide his anger and somehow jaejoong really didn't know what to do to make him spot, to make him stop from feeling bad. " Yunnie please, stop crying... i hate seeing you like this... I tried to kill myself by i am immortal... i can't die...Only if someone's stabs my heart with a sliver dagger... " His eyes searching for yunho's ones, his fingertips cleaning yunho's tears away as he smoothly comforted his lover since he couldn't stand seeing him cry yet when he felt the latter's lips caressing his cheek, jaejoong lifted his eyes to meet yunho's eyes but it was only a mere of seconds when he felt those delicious lips being crashed against his once again, kissing the handsome werewolf slowly yet deeply, like his own life depending on it.

@❦ Jaejoong Yunho was still a little shocked since Jaejoong was in his arms finally, but to see him in this state broke his heart into pieces, it was really hard to see him so broken even if the other seemed to be happy to meet him, well after running from him at first, it was a thing he didn't understand yet. "Jaejoong…if you still love me than why did you run away from me? Will you run away again from me?...Am I really going to see you again…?" The werewolf adored his smile but wanted so much to see him happy, he even hoped a little Jaejoong is happy, even without him, he hoped the other is okay, but now he knew better, nothing was alright, his prince was suffering every single day since they were apart. Right now all Yunho wanted is to delete all the suffer of his lover, wanting to fill his heart and body with love and happiness, but he couldn't stop feeling guilty, if he wasn't with the stunning vampire he wasn't suffering right now, all was his fault. Guys were abusing him, his Jaejoong, because of him, the tall felt his heart beating fast in anger and sadness. "You lived like this for years….this is my entire fault…" The werewolf held himself not to cry right now, but it wasn't matter what the other will say, if he wasn't messing around with him, Jaejoong wouldn't get hurt and abused every single day. Still his fingers touched Jaejoong so tenderly, afraid he might hurt this stunning guy any more than he already did, he loved him so much, so much than the life itself. "You tried…to kill yourself…? Jaejoong…." The tall felt tears falling down his cheeks. "No….don't…please, don't hurt yourself….I'm so sorry….I'm sorry Jaejoong…." Now he only draw his lover closer if it was even possible, spreading butterfly kissed all over his face, now knowing he really ruined the life to the person he loves the most, it really broke him apart to know this fact, he couldn't hide his tears from his lover right now, it was too much to handle. Thinking about his lover getting hurt day by day, now asking him not to do anything, not to fight for him, how the hell could he promise such a thing? He couldn't, wanting to kill the evil king so much each single second that passed. Now those big doe like eyes were looking at him with the same love they looked at him years ago, but the tall didn't find his voice again, it was hard, too hard to promise such thing. Just letting his fingers d the cheeks of his lover without answering him right now, the tears was still in his eyes and over his cheeks, even when seeing the stunning smile from the beautiful prince, he couldn't promise this, instead of saying he promise him anything that he couldn't promise. Yunho was now kissing Jaejoong really deeply; not letting his lips lost the contact with his own lips, feeling his heart beating fast in sadness, worry and angriness.

@☣ Yunho Jaejoong was more than happy but it wasn't his fault if his eyes were showing all the sadness in his eyes, he couldn't even remember the last time he truly smiled but he guessed that his wide and beautiful smile was only seen when he was beside yunho, when he was the happiest man in the world. The memories of making love with beloved yunho came back to his mind, the painful memorie that would come to his mind every single time he was underneath the men who would him back in the palace every single night. The painfiul memory that would make him cry his heart off for not being able to see his beloved one and not being able to see him above him, making love to him, instead he had been agressed and abused by one of his parents soldiers, lust was the only thing that jaejoong could have seen in his eyes. He sighed and snuggled into his lover embrace, trying to fiight back the shivers from his body away while the memories would flash on his mind, yet being now on his lovers arms was making him feel secure, like nothing could happen to him as long as he was with yunho and he knew it. Yunho was become more stronger, more manly, more like a true wolf. He knew as well that someone, many people feared the werewolves since they were stronger day by day, he knew that yunho would be one of those werewolves, since he was a beta. " Yunho, ive been leaving like this for years, i had been unhappy since the last day i saw you so i am used to this kind of torture. I don't want to see you fight my father i don't want to see you hurt either. I love you to much... I can't deal with that not now... " Slowly jaejoong leaned against his lover touch, loving how his fingers would slowly and lovingly brush against his cheek, like at that moment jaejoong was something that would break at every single moment. " I never forgot... i never forgot our beautiful memories together yet i would be lying if i told you that i didn't try to forget them. They are so painful yunho, they were so painful every time that someone touched my body without being you, i hurt so much... i even tried to kill me only to take all the pain away from my chest... i was sick of living, i was sick of trying to live with all the hate towards me... Im such a weak person...." He mumbled the last two sentences, trying to not hurt himself even more or even not make yunho angry. He knew that the latter was feeling upset and useless since in the palace he couldn't protect him but at that moment he just wanted to be with his lover, he just wanted to feel his lips against his, his strong tanned arms wrapped around his petite waist, he wanted to be with yunho, the thing he craved for almost 20 years. " Good because i would never ask you to let go of me, even if someday i would say such a words it would only be said to protect you from my father. I can't deal with seeing you fight against my father! i love you too much to see that because i know how much my father is stronger than you and how easily he can actually kill you. Yunnie... please promise me that you won't do anything stupid... promise me that you will stay here waiting for me every single day and if i don't come back for a few days, promise me that you won't do anything and still wait here for me..." He looked at yunho with his big doe eyes, wanting to hear - i promise - from his mouth since at that moment was the only thing he wanted, seeing yunho safe. Smiling softly, once again jaejoong closed his eyes when he felt yunho's perfect lips being pressed against his in a sweet, gentle kiss. Jaejoong couldn't deny, this person right in front of him was the only one who could make him happy in this life, in this cold winter. He was the only one who could save him from going insane.

@❦ Jaejoong Yunho missed the warmness of Jaejoong so much, he didn't want to let go of the thinner body in his arms, he always knew they meant for each other, no matter how much everyone will try to tear them apart they belonged to each other. The tall felt like the stunning happy boy Jaejoong was gone; his big doe like eyes looked so sad, it really broke Yunho's heart into pieces to know his lover was broken, what his father dared to do to him? How could he save him? It was so hard for Yunho just stand there doing nothing, not protecting the stunning prince. "Jaejoong….I hate this day the same as you do…but to know you are suffering and I do nothing…I feel useless… I can't just stand here…I want to protect you…I need to protect you." Yunho said to him seriously, letting his fingers brushed the cheeks of his lover slowly, wanting to protect the beautiful face of his, his body, and most importantly his soul. "Joongie, you have to remember one thing….No matter how much they will try to tear us apart…You will NEVER lose me, I'm yours…forever…and ever. Don't you dare forget it….I'm always yours." Taking the phone Jaejoong gave him it felt like the other going to leave him soon again. "Don't…go yet…" Now the tall didn't let go the plump sweet lips of Jaejoong, his arms still holding him close to him, their lips fitted perfectly, they really meant to be together. "Joongie…Don't say it, don’t hurt yourself...Like I said…I'm yours forever, I love you…forever and I will never…let go of you, even if you ask me to." The werewolf said with a smile, he really meant his words, feeling Jaejoong's breath so close to him was a dream that came true, now Yunho held his cheeks between his hands, giving him a sweet and gentle kiss, this guys was much important than anything that existed in the world, it was too hard to let him go to a place he knew vampires will hurt his body, what were they doing…? him? God, please not, the tall really wanted to kill all of them.

@☣ Yunho Jaejoong was now there, hugging his lover tightly, he never wanted to let him go again yet he knew if he didn't walk back to the castle his father would come search for him and perhaps sunk a sliver daggers right on his heart. He already hated him, he wanted to see him dead but jaejoong was strong enough to stay alive yet his mind was completely broken just like his heart but having yunho right next to him was making all the worries inside of jaejoong's head fly away to another side of his mind " No one could have saved me yunho and you know it, my father is strong, do you remember how he took me away from you? I do remember clearly and let me tell you i hate that day so much. " He sighed, leaning his body against yunho's warm one while a contented sigh escaped from his mouth. He knew that his place was right beside his lovely werewolf, he knew it but their fathers would do anything to separate them. " I wish i could yunnie, but i need to go back. I can't handle another lost... i can't... " He mumbled lowering his gaze down and he slowly took a phone out of his pocket and handed it to yunho " Keep it, i'll seen you messages, i want to meet you again in the future, i don't want to lose you again..." The kiss, continued yet jaejoong tilted his head to the side, deepening the kiss even more, loving the feeling of both of their lips moving against each other again. Loving the feeling of both of their loves being shared only in one kiss. " I need you too, You're the only person that matters in this world because if someday i would lose you forever, i would kill myself..." he admitted, brushing his plump lips against yunho's ones, loving our their breaths would hit each others face and how their eyes wouldn't look away. They were in their places, the place where destiny wanted them, in each other arms.

@❦ Jaejoong Yunho was looking at Jaejoong, his stunning face was really manlier now, he became a beautiful-handsome vampire, the tall has so many questions to ask him, why didn't he come to him before, how he was without him? Did he find someone better than him? But even without asking Jaejoong just answered all, like he could read his mind right now. "Joongie….Forbidden….? God…I wish I could save you..my love…" The tall whispered to him in his ear slowly, hearing from Jaejoong that he loves him made his heart skip a beat all over again. "I love you too….I'm sorry…I want to protect you..Just…stay with me here…" The tall mumbled a bit shaky, Jaejoong was suffering, what did his father did to him…who made those ugly scares over his milky perfect skin? Yunho's hands just were holding Jaejoong close to him, not using his strength but making him close to him gently. Now he got a smile from his lover, the most beautiful smile at the world, it made Yunho smiled back naturally at him, kissing Jaejoong more deeply but yet gently, he let their lips apart a little bit, his lips was still touching a little at Jaejoong's one. "God..I need you so much…" The tall whispered into his lover's lips, Jaejoong was like air to him, without him it was indeed hard for him to breath.

@☣ Yunho He couldn't deny, he was happy, he was happy to hear yunho saying that he had missed him, his heart was jumping inside of his chest full of happiness. Jaejoong was really lost yet he couldn't believe after all this years suffering, crying and hearing his father bash down on him the only thing he needed to do was coming back to their shared secret place? He couldn't believe it yet back then he couldn't even leave his bedroom to eat, his father had made his life hell but somehow that day jaejoong just got up and run as faster as he could through the dense woods, to find his lover and he did. " I'm so sorry... i should have come for you sooner but i couldn't, i was forbidden to leave my bedroom... i couldn't even eat outside... Im so sorry yunnie... i love you so much... you can't even imagine, how much i suffer through these years without you by my side. " The first very small smile appeared on jaejoong's face after so many years, the firs true smile was plastered on his face when he heard the smooth and lovely words coming out from yunho's mouth yet he really didn't have time to answer back because soon enough he felt those delicious lips against his, the lips that he missed so much so without losing time, jaejoong placed both of his hands against yunho's torso and just as lovingly he returned the kiss happily.

@❦ Jaejoong Yunho looked at Jaejoong, he was as stunning as ever, or even more, he was a little manlier now, but those eyes could take his breath away every time. Jaejoong, his beautiful Jaejoong was in his arms right now, after all those years, it was really happening. After dreaming about holding him each and single night, now he was there, in their place. It was happening, he could feel the excitement of Jaejoong too, it was hard to believe for both of them and maybe this is really meant the stunning guy still loved him like he hoped. When the tall saw the prince starting to cry again he just wiped his tears slowly, enjoying the little touch Jaejoong gave him he couldn't deny how he wanted to feel more from him, to kiss those plump lips that he missed so much. "I missed you too…It's so hard for me to breath…without you around…" He mumbled before getting angry, but seeing his lover's react, it made his wild side disappear really quickly, Jaejoong's influence on him was always strong, now it felt even stronger than when they were young. "I'm sorry..please…don't be afraid from me…I won't hurt you..ever…I promise…" The tall said, he couldn't wait anymore, or ask for permission, he just had to do it, after staring at those big doe like eyes Yunho just stole Jaejoong's lips to a deeply and loving kiss.

@☣ Yunho Jaejoong could feel every single muscle of yunho pressing against his tinny body, he had changed yes, he wasn't the same younger boy that he knew once, he looked more handsome, more stunning more amazing at jaejoong's eyes. He couldn't even breath anymore as soon as he lifted his eyes to meet those beautiful brown ones owned by yunho his mind was completely blank. He was actually with yunho, the real yunho, he was there hugging him, his heart now was beating so hard inside of his chest, he couldn't stop it. The person he loved was really there and as soon as he heard the confirmation coming out from his beloved one's mouth, jaejoong started to tremble, his tears once again, fighting to fall from his eyes corners as he lifted his hand to trail his slender and white fingers down yunho's jawline's curve. " I missed you so much " he mumbled yet when he noticed how yunho reacted to his last words, his body started to tremble from fear, he hated this feeling yet he couldn't bare see anyone mad, that's what he actually have seen through the past last years. His father mad, his mother mad, the persons who him mad and abuse him, he just hated it. " y-yunho please... my father did... please yunho don't scare me... please..."

@❦ Jaejoong Yunho felt his heart getting a little easier when Jaejoong seemed to heal himself cause he drank his blood, it made the tall smile at him, his stunning lover looked so much better and healthy. "Thank god you are okay…" The tall mumbled into the hug, wondering if he will hear the beautiful voice of the other anytime soon, the other didn't even say something to him but not to look at him. Those big beautiful eyes were looking back at him, he was actually here after all those years, in his arms, it felt so right, Yunho wiped the tears of the other so slowly and gently, trying to keep a little distance between them now cause he was hurting the beautiful vampire, obviously with his strength, now he was a lot stronger from when they met, now he was a truly werewolf, a mature werewolf. All the questions still jumped in his mind but when Jaejoong finally talked to him Yunho could only smiled wider to him. "Yes…If you are dreaming..make it for both of us…I hope this is not a dream too…." The tall whispered, pressing a little kiss over his cheek but when he heard his other words his eyes were wide open. "WHO? I will kill him! Who is hurting you?!" The smile vanished from Yunho's face and he was really angry, it made his eyes glow a little, waking his animal side.

@☣ Yunho The wounds slowly disappering from jaejoong's face and body, the open wounds slowly closing and disappering as well, he couldn't believe in what the blood could actually do to his body, he couldn't believe with just a simple bead of blood, his body would get better in no seconds. It was amazing for some but for jaejoong it was like a curse. He hated what he was, he hated no be able to be with the person he loved because the different clans, he hated himself for letting those disgusting vampires touching him yet he was weaker, what could he do? Nothing. The voice, the sweet voice owned by his lover was heard again, he couldn't really believe it since it had been so many years since he heard it. The soft and wet tears quickly began to fall down again when yunho's strong arms were wrapped around his body, his tinny fist hitting his lover's chest softly as he cried. He was hurt and broken yes but at the same time he was happy to be able to have yunho right next to him. Even if it was for a small time, he still had his lover there yet a question came to his mind. Did yunho still loved him like when they were young? Did he forgot all the moments shared like he tried to do? " y-yunnie? i-is that you? a-aren't i dreaming a-again? tell me that i am not dreaming... i can't wake up... he will beat me again... p-please tell me that you are real if i open my eyes... p-p-please.. "

@❦ Jaejoong It was so hard for Yunho to believe Jaejoong was in his state, so broken and injured, who dare to hurt him? The tall felt a lot of anger now he could kill someone. Hurting his lover like that, the creature that did it really deserved to die; only holding Jaejoong closely to him felt like a dream, like the time passed and only them were in their own world. Was he running from him because he looked this way? The vampire did say something about not looking at him, even so with all the scars and being so weak like now, Jaejoong looked like the most beautiful creature like he always did. When the other smelled his blood he was starting to wake up, and boy he sure was thirsty, didn't he? Yunho closed his eyes, letting his lover gain his power back, wanting him to feel better, it was more important than anything to him, the most important thing was to make his lover feel better, maybe then he wouldn't run away from him like he did before…maybe he doesn't trust him anymore like he did in the past? It was hard to think about it but they didn't see each others in years, maybe Jaejoong didn't want him anymore, but…those scars… made Yunho feel like something wasn't right there. Groaning in pain the tall went to Jaejoong's direction, already feeling himself getting better. "It's ok..I'm strong.. It won't kill me..Joongie…" The tall said, hugging the vampire really close to his chest, now trying really hard no to hurt him when holding him.

@☣ Yunho Was he dreaming or he could feel a heated body right next to him? Was he dreaming or he could smell yunho's smell all over the place? Was he dreaming again? Was he going to wake up again and find himself lying down on the king sized bed of his bedroom alone and cry his heart out? He couldn't know yet he didn't want to open his eyes, he didn't want to open his eyes and find himself alone, he wanted to be with his lover, he wanted to see him again, he wanted to be able to hug him again, but will he see him again? Right now his mind seem so confused all the scents he could smell felt so real like his beloved person was there right beside him, trying to wake up him yet jaejoong couldn't believe, he got disappointed so many times. Then the smell of blood made the beast inside of him wake up, jaejoong had no more control over his body, not eating for days made the beautiful vampire play with his own beast inside of him and now that he could smell the blood, his eyes open, his fangs coming out in the process, his dark eyes quickly becoming blue as his sunk his fangs right down on the stranger's wrist, the only thing he could feel at that moment was the sweet and blood running down his throat. He whimpered, he squirmed, the blood was healing his body, the blood was making him return to his normal state, when he hear the latter groaning he stopped and pushed himself away and wrapped both of his arms around his knees, hiding his face " i-im so sorry.. i didn't want to hurt you or kill you... i'm so sorry..." he said over and over again, ignoring that the person who offered him blood was his beloved yunho, the person he loved the most in this world.

@❦ Jaejoong Yunho couldn't believe Jaejoong, his Jaejoong was in his arms right now, after all these years he could find him, it made his heart feel complete suddenly, and just a minute with him could fix everything, delete all the sadness and loneliness in his life. His heart beat so fast that he felt like he was going to jump out of his chest. But when the tall heard the other whimpering in pain his grip loosened a bit, feeling so scared to think he had hurt the love of his life without meaning, being a werewolf, it was still hard for him to control his strength sometimes, especially when he was so excited. Jaejoong went really weak in his arms; the tall was really shocked by it, wondering why was his stunning lover so broken and weak, after a few minutes the other fainted in his arms, asking him not to look at him? Why was he talking nonsense? "Joongie….Joongie!" The werewolf panicked a little but now when looking at him from close he saw the scars over him, it made his heart stopped beating for a minute, why the hell was his stunning lover in this state? Holding the beautiful guy in his arms, seeing him so white and weak it had reminded him something, it was clear now, the other didn't eat for days, The tall let Jaejoong lay down over him when he sat and looked at him, cutting himself up a little in his hand he wanted his lover to drink from his blood. "Joongie..please wake up….drink my blood..just..wake up…" The tall whispered into his ear, kissing his cheek slowly and putting his hand close to his mouth so he could feel his blood and maybe he will wake up and drink from him.

@☣ Yunho The voice, the voice that he have always been dreaming about since their separation, the voice that he loved so much. He couldn't stand this, it was like a knife was about to stab his heart at any moment, like the world was going to be more harsh on him, like he was about to die at any moment but the being able to be in those arms again was making jaejoong relax, making jaejoong feel alive again yet he always knew that yunho was kind of rough when he picked up something so when he was lifted up from the ground a loud whimper of pain escaped from his plump lips as he weakly tried to push yunho away, he didn't want to let him see the pity state he was at the moment. The sobs quickly became harder, the pain making the latter lose his unconscious yet he did mumble something before he finally faint " yunho... don't look at me.." Even if the beautiful vampire had fainted in his lovers arms, his eyes closed while yunho was holding his lifeless body, he knew that the only thing that could bring jaejoong to his top was blood, the only thing that would make jaejoong come back to his senses was blood yet the boy refused to drink any blood from the persons who him, he didn't want it, he hated them, he was disgusted, so that's was the reason for jaejoong's weak and tinny body. It had been months since he last drop of blood. He knew that slowly his life was leaving him, that slowly he was turning himself into stone. How many days were left for him? Nobody could know but he guessed that his father would be more than happy to see his hated son finally die.

@❦ Jaejoong Yunho felt his heart beating really fast inside his chest when thinking it could be his Jaejoong, after all his searching for years, could it be? Was it really him? The werewolf knew he had to find him no matter what, trying to caught up with him but the other was too fast, feeling his own tears only covering his face didn't help him run any faster. But to think that Jaejoong wasn't too far from him it was amazing feeling, it was Jaejoong, it has to be him. Who else will come to their place? But…something was off, why would he run from him this way? The stunning vampire didn't love him anymore? It was hurt to know that the love of his life ran away from him as fast as he could, why the other didn't just stay with him… Say he was here? It made Yunho think if it was the first time he was coming to this place after their separate, but... It was like a home for the werewolf he could find him if the other came here before, right? The prince was too fast for him, the tall had to change himself into a wolf, running now faster than before, maybe Jaejoong was running cause he knew now that he wasn't the young werewolf he was before but a mature werewolf now, maybe he thought he is his enemy now?
The wolf felt like he was very close now, thinking he should change back to his human form, not wanting to freak out the guy he loves so much. Yunho heard a crushing voice, it made his heart stopped again, and did Jaejoong hurt himself? Sure the vampire could sometimes hurt himself cause of his clumsiness, but it was one of his charms in Yunho's mind. Now the tall saw him, on the floor, trying to hide himself, but no matter how the other will try to hide himself. The werewolf will always recognize him, going to him now slowly Yunho caught his arm gently, helping him get up and taking him to his arms. "Jaejoongie…Are you..ok?" Was all he could say to him, not letting go the other's body that fitted perfect to his own.

@☣ Yunho His heart stopped inside of his chest when he heard footsteps, someone was following him and it only could be someone. The wet and crystalline tears soon enough started to roll down jaejoong's cheeks, his feet running faster, trying to run away as much as he could, he really didn't want to meet yunho now, he couldn't. He looked a mess, his father made him look like a mess. Jaejoong's face full of bruises, his body full of marks and wounds, some bones starting to heal because the roughness of the men that would show up by night to him. For him, his life was completely hell, he couldn't deny but somehow he had already tried to hurt himself, he tried to kill himself because at sometimes he felt hopeless, lonely, not desired. Running now faster, remember the times he spend running beside yunho, those happy times that seemed so far away. That time where he could actually smile because he had the love of his life standing beside him. Since the day of their separation, jaejoong had become the most famous vampire in their kingdom. Everyone, including his father hated him well not for his brothers, they actually cared about him.

" " he cursed when he tripped down on a huge rock, falling right on the floor on his face, groaning at the impact since some of his bones were still healing yet the only thing he could think off was, he need to run from there, he needed to make yunho lost his track but when he tried to get up, a loud growl escaped from the back of his throat just like his tears started to fall harder down his cheeks. He couldn't get up anymore, he was completely lost in the pain yet he could still hear the footsteps getting closer by the minutes passing. Yunho was getting closer and jaejoong could only hide his face with both of his arms, trying to beg to gods to not let yunho see him on the floor and just keep running.

@❦ Jaejoong Yunho didn't remember how many years passed without his true love, the beautiful vampire that made his heart stopped the moment he saw him, it was love in first sight, they were so young, but time meant nothing to the werewolf since he lost the most precious person to him, every day without him was a lonely and empty day, missing the amazingly beautiful, inside and outside, the vampire Jaejoong, and he wasn't just a vampire, but a prince too. Vampires were great enemies to their kind, his family never accepted their love, making the tall run away, not caring about being a Beta, not caring about anything but the guy he loved so much, he couldn't live without Jaejoong, a life without him was an empty life. Searching for the prince was a journey that never ended to the werewolf, hoping someday his wish will come true and he will meet him again.
Now the tall was in the grotoo, their place, where they use to meet up each other secretly. This place was like his own home, he always was around this place, somehow hoping that someday Jaejoong will come there, even so he felt stupid for waiting years for a guy that seemed to never go back to him, wondering to himself if he ever meant something to the stunning vampire, for sure he could find someone better than him, or maybe he already did? The tall never let anyone see him crying he was a crying only when he was all by himself and let all his guards down, his happiness vanished all together at the day he lost his love, now he let himself cry alone when looking at the beautiful lake, imaging the young beautiful vampire he loves so much.
Yunho didn't miss the noise of footsteps, his heart stopped for a minute, could it be…? To be a werewolf was a hard thing to tear up and turn into a wolf always made him feel weird. Maybe because the first time he changed he wasn't with his family anymore and had to learn all by himself. His senses right now woke up, it was a vampire, a vampire in this place, He could feel him. Why his mind could only thought about Jaejoong? Now getting up quickly he started to run after the running vampire, damn he was so fast but Yunho didn't let him go away, he just kept running after him really quick, trying to follow him, remembering that Jaejoong always use to run really first.

@☣ Yunho How much time had passed? He cleary couldn't tell yet he could remember yunho like he had meet him yesterday, he could still remember the smell on his skin, he could remember how his tanned skin how glow at the sunlight, he could remember how his hands would caress his body softly and loving, he could remember how the other was so nice and lovely to him. Only one word could explain this, the word his love. Yes, jaejoong had fall in love with a werewolf and somehow since their destinies together were separated and the witch cursed their world, jaejoong's life had become the worst life in the world. Every single night he would get abused by one of his parents workers, every single day he would cry because of the pain inside of his chest and because the lost of his beloved one, yunho.

Another deep sigh escaped from beautiful vampire's lips as he walked through the dense woods, avoiding the small branches of threes while he was making his way towards their secret place, the place that him and yunho once shared. The painful memories came back to his mind when he saw the entrance of the grotoo, the painful memory when yunho made the first time love to him all of that now were only painful memories. Jaejoong had not see his beloved person for years. With his arms wrapped around his tinny waist, jaejoong walked inside, yet carefully since he didn't want to make noise, someone could be inside and report it to his father, he had escape from the palace but then he saw the person he wouldn't expect.

Yunho, yunho was sat down on the floor, looking blankly at the blue water of the small lake on the grotto, crystalline tears rolling down his tanned and chubby cheeks yet the only thing that came to jaejoong's mind was - he stills as handsome as i last time i saw him - he thought pursing his lips together yet he didn't walk towards yunho, instead with small steps he walked back and ran away. Somehow deep inside of his heart, someone was telling him that yunho would never accept him back.